prod.saka ayumu 
Original: yungtarr
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Bigbigworld - yungtarr Cover.by Nonyuban prod.saka ayumu

Please Stay Another Mix Ver.

The Lord of War II: Declaration of War

Beat 14 (One Promise And A Midnight Train)

The Missing Bible Page

(gisabella)

[Verse 1]
Will you hold my hand?
I been feeling gone inside,
I’ll hold my own hand, 
Cause They turn away and lose my eyes,

And I just need you by my side,
Exchange no words just past the time,
To feel the wind and watch the tide,
A vision oh so vivid of mine,

I cry,
Put my fingertips to my chest, 
I feel my heartbeat nevertheless,
It brings me solace, helps me relax,
I fell asleep feeling it, smooth soft taps,

I don’t, have a shoulder to lean on,
I’ll feel it all by myself,
I don’t run to anybody anymore,
I deal with it myself stay behind closed doors,

[Hook]
Let it out,
Youre beautiful,
It’s beautiful,
Let it out,
Let them fall before,
It’s beautiful,

[Verse 2]
It seems they do not care,
It seems that they don’t care about me,
I gave them instructions on how to give me care,
I know that they don’t care,

Alone
They cant hear,
Alone
No one’s here,
Alone
No more fear,
Alone
With my tears,

[Hook]
Let it out
Youre beautiful
It’s beautiful
Let it out
Let them fall before us
It’s beautiful

[Outro]
I cry
I cry
(I cry alone, in the shadows, Where no one can hear)
I cry
(It’s my comfort, It feels like a hug)
I cry
(Warm and friendly, Trusting , My drug)

(And remember, you’re not soft if you cry.
After all, it’s just your body’s natural reaction to stress and overstimulation, a beautiful thing.
So, the next time you have to, let it out, and learn to deal with, and express your feelings.
I love you)

itsbeautifultocry

Going full on Beatles here. A stylistic homage to Sparklehorse
Pretentious title, will change. Melodramatic lyrics, won't change much.

Lyrics:
I guess I'll wait for another another day
To pass me by
a lonely bird still lost at sea
Afraid to fly

This weight has always been a part of me
A liar and a thief

Guess I’m spending another year
Not knowing why
I feel too old to be free but then
too young to die

This weight has always followed close behind
A beggar and a bride

When I can't sleep
I dream
Till the color drains out of my eyes
Into these dead red tides

Or till I sink beneath
The water pooling at my side
Under these grim lit skies

i led my daughter through this desert
And over these barren hills

To a garden where she met a snake
And learned to kill

Take my hand I’ll lead you far away from me
Before I sink  beneath

When I can't sleep
I dream
Till the color drains out of my eyes
Into these dead red tides

Or till I sink beneath
The water pooling at my side
Under these grim lit skies

Under Grim Lit Skies

Beneath The Shadow of a Poisoned Tree

Hi guys! I hope you are doing spectacularly well.Onto the third release on Spotify .I have lost a few dear friends along the way and this is a song that best describes that experience. Life threw many chances that were never taken and one wonders what ‘could have ‘ happened if as a friend you were there to pick up the pieces . This song really questions friendship and mental health and how these two are part and parcel . Ultimately remembering the good times when they existed.

There You Go-  NOL K

Produced by SHANE!
Beat by Robin Cause
Track #110
Wild West Records
Phx, Az

Halfway 2 Marz

Amber Hotel – Lean Closer EP

Step inside. The lights are low, the air is thick, and the night feels endless.
Welcome to Amber Hotel — five rooms, five stories, one descent into the heart of modern desire and disconnection.

Across Lean Closer, the Chicago-based trio turns post-punk and darkwave into a cinematic fever dream. It begins with Amber Hotel, a statement of intent — pulsing basslines, sharp guitars, and a voice that commands and confesses in the same breath. It’s not just a song; it’s an invitation. Check in, and let the walls start whispering.

From there, the descent deepens. Digital Ghost drifts through blue-light hauntings and broken connections. Automatic Devotion dances in obsession’s glow — seductive and claustrophobic all at once. Shadowed Face forces you to confront the version of yourself you’ve been hiding from, while Midnight’s Echo pulls you fully into the dark — a slow hypnosis where time dissolves and echoes replace memory.

Influenced by the timeless pulse of Bauhaus, The Cure, and She Wants Revenge, Lean Closer captures a world where emotion and machinery blur. Every track hums with the tension between control and surrender, reflection and release.

Amber Hotel isn’t nostalgia. It’s a mirror for now — flickering, dangerous, and alive.
Five songs. Five keys. One door you may not want to close again.

Welcome to Amber Hotel.
Check in. Lean closer. Don’t count on checking out.

Amber Hotel - Midnight's Echo

Things can change when you head home for the holidays.

Snowlight Neighbour

Indie Pop, Dreampop, Hypnagogic Pop, Neo-Psychedelica, Indie Rock, Slowcore, Bedroom Pop, Shoegaze, Chamber Pop, Alternative

things just fell apart

Negative Players is a theoretically fantastic  Indie/Alternative Rock band from Southwest Michigan. 

Beatles + 90's indie rock = (Elliott Smith * Pavement) / Superchunk

https://negativeplayers.com/
https://www.facebook.com/negativeplayers/
https://twitter.com/NegativePlayers