my head
is all over the place
its not getting better

i cant
seem to make a change
ill be like this forever

23
whole years i
feel retarded all the time

any longer im confined
im gonna lose my god damn mind

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

breakdowns
from anxiety 
i hate being alone

wasting all 
my energy 
staring at my phone

cant focus
for 2 minutes
even if i try

yet another day goes by 
and im still here but i wanna die

staring at the words again 
i cant make sense of anything 
all i see is static in my brain 
need a way to end the pain
id give the whole world to be
a normal boy eventually
instead im rotting to the core
i cant take it anymore

out to lunch

Village Whore (Fried by Fluoride cover)

GOIN' FISHING MIXTAPE OUT SOMETIME SOON #CAMOHOODLUMS2022 #CAMOCORE

Pop-Phlodge

Lyrics: 

Ain't got time for your bitching
Gave me a choice I made a decision
You want me now but you were distant
You said we're done now you're dissing
Blowing up my phone like every minute
Acting like we just didn't end shit
So cut it out cause I ain't switching
Head to the lake I'm going fishing

Once i get down to the bank
Everything will be ok
Got my tackle box, got my bait
Nothing can ruin my day

Once I get down to the bank
Everything will be ok
Got my tackle box, got my bait
Bitch I'm going fishing today

Put some grizzly in my face
Snacking on some jack links
Sipping on my Gatorade
And I'm watching my spinner bait
Bitch why always hate
I'm doing fine I'm great
Its been like 20 days
Since you last begged me to stay

Once I get down to the bank
Everything will be ok
Got my tackle box, got my bait
Nothing can ruin my day

Once I get down to the bank
Everything will be ok
Got my tackle box, got my bait
Bitch I'm going fishing today

Goin' Fishing (Feat. Cameron Phlodge)

(whispering under my breath) "heh. 'qa won."
xhe posted it again
xhe posted soytan
i still love xher anyway anyway
says cobsons keyed
i disagree
im for the qa until i die
till i die
xhes my partypal
xhes on the booru
xhes my partypal
in the raid threads
says cobsons keyed
i disagree
xhes my partypal
xhes my partypal for life
i posted it again
i posted brimstone
xhe doesnt love me anymore
anymore
calls up the mods
and now im blocked
theres no more 'ems on my 'og
on my 'og
xhes my partypal
edits the wiki
xhes my partypal
xhe posts the toss
hwa bag
thats not a gem
im from the cord im such a soy
such a soy
xhes my partypal
ill never see her trip again
xhes my partypal
im on the trxnny cord
im from the cord
im such a soy
xhes my partypal for life
pal for life

partypal

UNSPOKEN

I've been hurt by the ones I've loved
With wounds that will never heal
I wonder as I watch the stars above
If it's a sin to feel
If love is really real

I see the darkness creeping in
And I let it take me in
Familiar just like a friend
It's a routine, it's a sin
It's a pain that never ends

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Share the pain
Share the pain with me

I usually don't understand
The plight of the common man
They muck about like dogs in a trance
With snake eyes and left hands
More like a beast than a man

And I won't ever understand
The evils of a woman
They fuck around like pigs in heat
Like rabid dogs hungry for meat
Like dogs that need to be beat

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Share the pain
Share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to feel my misery
I want you to watch me bleed
Stab through my palms and laugh
Stab right into my back

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me

I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me
I want you to share the pain with me

Share the Pain

gunguy831 doesn't have any fun
So he shoots his guns all day long
He really misses his mom

Gun guy why you got to be such a sad guy
Those egirls aren't helping with your warped world, fucked up
World view, the federal agents coming after you
I'll pray for you
I'll pray for you

Gun guy shooting up, blowing off ewhores
They love you but don't really love you, they use you
Hey boy, use your head don't be a wasteoid
Playboy
You gay boy

Jesus Christ loves you and your mother
You'll be together, just hold it together
Jesus Christ wants you to be a lover
You loser
You fucking school shooter

gunguy831 doesn't have any fun
So he shoots his guns all day long
And he paid me to write this song

Gun guy why you got to be such a sad guy
Those egirls aren't helping with your warped world, fucked up
World view, the federal agents coming after you
I'll pray for you
I'll pray for you

Jesus Christ will love you forever
Always endeavor, no matter the weather
Jesus Christ bunked with you in the slammer
You sucker
You lucky motherfucker

Gun guy why you got to be such a sad guy
Those egirls aren't helping with your warped world, fucked up
World view, the federal agents coming after you
I'll pray for you
I'll pray for you

gunguy831 loves to shoot his guns all day long
gunguy831 loves to shoot his guns all day long

gunguy831

im a fucking joke
im lonely, sinking
i just dont know it
and when i close my eyes
i only dream of dying

i just wanna put myself to sleep
i just wanna put myself to sleep
sick of staring at these fucking screens 
i just wanna fucking scream

im a fucking joke
im just slowly sinking
and i cant float, it's
closing my throat up
i dream to die
yet im too scared, im terrified

i just wanna put myself to sleep
i just wanna put myself to sleep
sick of staring at these fucking screens 
i just wanna scream
i just wanna scream
i just wanna scream
i just wanna die

but i know (i know)
it'll come eventually

Put Myself To Sleep

This is the acoustic version of "Death by Cop" by Negative XP also known as SCHOOL SHOOTER.

Negative XP - Death By Cop (Acoustic)

I got this special disease
It makes it very hard for me
To understand or realize what's advertised
It makes me seem a little weird
Say things that seem a little queer
And I think too much about this and that and such and such

Autism in my brain
I'm special what can I say
Fluoride and cell phone rays
Radiated plastic face
Yeah y'know I got some rhythm
Maybe that's just autism
I'm a special boy what can I say

I got this special disease
It's sweeping 'cross the country
If you stare too long at computer screens you might end up like me
Don't listen to celebrities
Don't listen to the companies
They wanna warp your mind, it happens all the time

Autism in my brain
I'm special what can I say
Fluoride and cell phone rays
Radiated plastic face
Yeah y'know I got some rhythm
Maybe that's just autism
I'm a special boy what can I say

NXP

NEGATIVE XP