my friends they all hate my guts
and i always feel so fucked up
dont know why i even try
be better off if i would just die

lately
ive been feeling crazy
think theyve had enough of me cuz
im so fucked up
lately
everybody hates me
i should learn to just shut up cuz
im so fucked up

dont know why the things i say
always push the ones i love away
stay inside never go anywhere
get left behind cuz nobody cares

lately 
ive been feeling crazy
think theyve had enough of me cuz
im so fucked up
lately
everybody hates me 
i should learn to just shut up cuz
im so fucked up

so fucked up

You got nothing to say
But everyone to blame
You act so proud
You should be ashamed

You got nothing to do
But everything to lose
You cry out loud
You're being abused

I can see and hear
I don't really care
I don't understand
I don't wanna be your friend

I can think and feel
I don't think you're real
I don't understand
I don't wanna be your friend

I don't wanna hear from you
Hear about the things you do
I don't wanna hear you out
About what you're going through
It's a pretty simple fact
I don't like the way you act
We really can't talk it out
I don't wanna talk it out

I Wish Blocking People Would Kill Them

i should have killed myself that day
the girl I like is afraid of me.
i should have killed myself that day
My past haunts me every day.

And now I'm alone again,
watching my life go by,
I close my eyes and feel the pain.
There is no hope, I'm a living dead.

(X2)

i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day
i should have killed myself that day

I SHOULD HAVE KILLED MYSELF THAT DAY

Slowbrain

https://soundcloud.com/1heelflip

staying up all night in my room 
i don’t get out much because i don’t want to
everyone fucking sucks except you 
i don’t wanna live unless you want me to 
but do you care about me like i care about you?
i’d let you watch me bleed if you asked me to 
all i could ever want is to talk to you
but i’m in the techclub hoping i see you soon 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 

you’re all that i want and you’re all that i need
when i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
guess i’m just destined to hurt and see shit through  
i’m in the tech club thinking of you 
destined to hurt
destined to bleed 
destined to break is my destiny 
i’m breaking down and falling at the seam
whether i’m wide awake or when i’m going to sleep 
i feel i’m too far gone to see my hopes and dreams 
i wanna fucking scream 

cause i think that you’re so fucking cool 
i don’t know what i’ll do when we go back to school 
and i’m really hurt 
you’re hurting me
yeah you’re in my head 
yeah you’re hurting me

bleeding out in front of you (ft. heelflip)

(whispering under my breath) "heh. 'qa won."
xhe posted it again
xhe posted soytan
i still love xher anyway anyway
says cobsons keyed
i disagree
im for the qa until i die
till i die
xhes my partypal
xhes on the booru
xhes my partypal
in the raid threads
says cobsons keyed
i disagree
xhes my partypal
xhes my partypal for life
i posted it again
i posted brimstone
xhe doesnt love me anymore
anymore
calls up the mods
and now im blocked
theres no more 'ems on my 'og
on my 'og
xhes my partypal
edits the wiki
xhes my partypal
xhe posts the toss
hwa bag
thats not a gem
im from the cord im such a soy
such a soy
xhes my partypal
ill never see her trip again
xhes my partypal
im on the trxnny cord
im from the cord
im such a soy
xhes my partypal for life
pal for life

partypal

(nova crashout)
im a fuckign F@g
i know that you dont care
im lsot in the sauce
im lost in jerking off
youre adultering my adulting
fucking up my life
no matter how many chords that i play 
ill never be enough

just a guy
im just another guy

cast me aside
like im nothing
throw me out
im not bluffing
youre my girl
and im not your boy
when you speak
i see their cum in your teeth

just a guy
Im just another guy to you

GUYYYY TOOOOO YOUUUUUUUUU

just a guy

Negative XP

I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
And I don't want an apology
Just stay away from me
I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
When I wake you're still in my brain
And it brings me pain it brings me

Pain into my life
Headaches and shame
Misery and rain
It cuts like a knife
Memories that won't go away
Go away
And I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
Hate, heartaches and tears
Wasted years
Memories of yesterday

I heard your name somewhere today
And I couldn't explain my state
Of mind I tried hard to find
How I felt inside and how I tried to hide
I can't sleep and I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
When I wake you're still in my brain
And it brings me pain it brings me

Pain into my life
Headaches and shame
Misery and rain
It cuts like a knife
Memories that won't go away
Go away
And I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
Because you come back to me
Hate, heartaches and tears
Wasted years
Memories of yesterday

I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream
I can't sleep
I don't wanna dream

NXP

NEGATIVE XP