Música que escucho ᕕ(⌐■﹏■)ᕗ ♪♬

Owtiss

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pt 2 of this playlist i guess
https://soundcloud.com/echospirits/sets/lovestories

love stories vol.2

rumble 😤 w/ chilloud

vocal @neoeunsoo
prod @chilloud + @mihsoy

flip of https://soundcloud.com/neoeunsoo/poison !! <3

poison flip 🧪 eunsoo (p. chilloud & mihsoy)

prod @remghost x @recyclexbin

mix/master by @bedhead2001

i don't really care about what they say 
i'll be with you when the skies turn grey
and if it gets bad, it'll be okay
sometimes it hurts, but i'm here to stay

lonely at night, staying inside
everything's cold and i don't know why
lonely with you by my side
being with you makes it hard to cry

i never leave when i'm seeing signs
i see starlight looking in your eyes
think i'm insane yeah they don't know why
i wanna be with you like all the time

but i'm damaged and manic
a fuck up, i just don't understand it
when you're not here i panic
no i can't leave, i'd regret it

hard to cry

@owtiss, @222bino
prod @yashio20k, @rewind214

GUYS IM CHEATING ON BAZ DONT LET HIM FIND OUT (HE'S ILLITLERATE SO HE CAN'T READ THIS I THINK)

@owtiss
things are never how they seem in the first place
feel like im stuck at second place
feel like im always half awake
in my dreams i see ur face

u were never what i thought u were
i played with fire and i got burned
this time it'll be ur turn
u'll see how much it hurts x2

@vin0000
im not the one
always the second
me haz hecho mierda
ahora estoy incompleto 
u broke my heart 
now i feel so depressed 
te quiero bien lejos
feeling incomplete
now im so deep
en mis pensamientos
now its ur turn
to feel how much hurts
cuz u broke my heart
ya no quiero tus besos

3 hrs start to finish :)

second place w/ vin0 (yashio, rewind)

@owtiss, @domerrz <3
prod @bazington, @1wasterr

@owtiss
tell me if it's a lie
or if it's rlly love
i see it in ur eyes
i never was enough
whatever this was
it wasn't meant to be
i see u in my dreams
but i can't fall asleep ;/

i feel so helpless
(i cant fall asleep)
i wanna be selfish
(i cant fall asleep)
cuz i've never felt this
(i cant fall asleep)
i don't wanna feel this
(i cant fall asleep) 
^x2

i can't fall asleep

@domerrz
Is this all pretend
this life's not what it seems
and every night I close my eyes I see you in my dreams
hmph
you're always make believe 
I know we couldn't be
but its so hard to tell you what I want and what I mean
my hearts tearing at the seams

so tell me if its worth it 
lately I'm feeling worthless
I'll find the strength to pretend 
and act like I'm not the burden
so I call out to you 
and I know its not working
yea your words cut me deep 
I cant explain but I'm hurting

hurting again
guess its not working
am i not worth it

i can't fall asleep ;/ w/ dom (baz, wasterr)

@owtiss
prod @yashio20k, @owtiss

GUYS, U WONT BELIEVE IT. I DID A SOLO SONG OMG

u like being at the center of attention
we're like totally different i don't like mentions
when u told me that u loved me wish u meant it
in my body i feel nothing i can't stand it x2

every time i look into the mirror
i see someone i don't wanna see and i feel hurt
i wish that i could heal her
i wish i could defeat her
wish i could relax
and take my time
cuz i'm not doing fine
i'm alright i'm alright
it's all my fault
cuz i said it like i meant it
i didn't mean it ;(

meant it (yashio, me)

prod neohn

it kills me, think about it everyday
need you, i think i'm gonna go insane
can i make you stay? don't know who to blame
love you but i don't wanna feel this way </3

a long night and i can't get to you
whenever i'm sad, where are you
the memories we've been holding onto
think it'll take a lifetime to undo

i just can't help it (i need you next to me)
i hope that's alright (think of you when i sleep)

if i said that it was over, would you care?
let's be real, you know that you're never there
the feelings that i feel are hard to compare
if i called you now, please be there :(

if i called u

katai - </3 (prod vinso)

5 songs in one upload hope u guys enjoy <3

tracklist
1. pages prod @1luvpurp
2. pleading prod @richestofearth & @dimpleb
3. off you went prod @pyu
4. cloud above my head prod @1luvpurp & @dimpleb
5. december (instrumental from "december" by neck deep)

Dear Journal, 1-12-24

newsthatistheoppositeofgood

雨上がりの空に この両手で

samples used:
vyletpony - ANTONYMPH
nyamura - you are my curse
lilniina - cigirl
Nao Toyama - 東山奈央「Rainbow」
Teriyaki Boyz - Tokyo Drift (Fast&Furious)

clubmix inspired by @syzymusic birthday mixes!

FALLING IN LOVE (again) (Yandere bootleg)

Uploaded for personal listening purposes, DM for takedown
@whyhaze

this world doesn't deserve Uuu

whyhaze - this world doesn't deserve Uuu

Hello April! We're still alive!

@remiliaxd
@fabs4k
@prodarisu
@jichuuu

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@remiliaxd :

now i gotta go again
i don't need no problems
save it for the end
and i hope that we can solve 'em

run away again
meet up at the garden where we'll lockdown
it's so quiet, hear my heartbeat, feel my heart pound

okay baby take my hand, don't let it go
you're the only one i trust, when i'm walking through the snow
oh, let it go, i promise i'll let you know
let you in on my reality where we can take it slow

oh oh oh
love you for who you are
slowly dancing under stars
i feel so safe now that i know that's who you are
baby take me in your arms
baby never let us part, oh

it's for you, it's for you, it's for you
yeah all you, all you, all you
show my love and prove it's true
baby show me something new
i would give my all for you
it's for you, it's for you


@fabs4k :

yea i wake up feelin lovely
yea i'm with the bros we sit down, we feelin comfy (@1aprilshowers)
it's our happy day, yea i'm posted with my buddies
she callin me a klutz, i jus end up feelin clumsy, yea yea

gonna strike a pose like we're gonna take a flick, yea
capturin the moment yea it only takes a click, yea
she said that she love me, now my heart be racing quick, yea
she said she been hinting, now it hit me like a brick, yea

i don't wanna hurt u
ur so sweet like honey, i cannot desert u
yea u know i can't desert u
desert u, yea yea yea

the garden +remilia, fabs (arisu x jichu)

i said ill run that bag
im focused up on my stacks
no i cannot feel my face
but im still gon run it back
know it, know it, know im poppin xans in the club
that lil bitch a dub
yea, geekin on the run
shawty say she wanna dance
then just take me and we'll go
know that i be too fucked up
i be dodgin all your love
you aint seen me at my worst
take all my pain away
i just put it in this verse

bitch im countin stacks
yuh, and i got my rings but i aint talkin applejacks
bitch im draxx
and i told that shawty leave me lone cuz im focused on my stacks
and i cant wait no longer gotta go up bitch im on that track
no i cant wait no longer bitch im on my way to be a star
you know im in a rush, im whippin on that foreign car
mama said ill make it said im on my way im goin far
i did it all on my own
i gotta sell on my phone
i gotta sell on my phone

i said ill run that bag
im focused up on my stacks
no i cannot feel my face
but im still gon run it back
know it, know it, know im poppin xans in the club
that lil bitch a dub
yea, geekin on the run
shawty say she wanna dance
then just take me and we'll go
know that i be too fucked up
i be dodgin all your love
you aint seen me at my worst
take all my pain away
i just put it in this verse

Spotify

star (jayysoul eto)

ft. @luvtwic3 ⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄⋄
mix & cover - @sh1nyx
cover - + @shineghoulie
𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀
𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀
𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀 𝙍𝙊𝙈𝘼𝙉𝘾𝙀

[deejayNeo♪] ⋄ luvtwic3 - 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 。• ˚ ⌤

prod baz and @1wasterr 
featuring @victxrw

lyrics:
no matter what I say I can't get through to you
you know that it's hard for me so I need you choose
I tried to tell you all of it but you don't have a clue
you know that it's hard for me, it's hard to tell the truth

you don't wanna speak out, but I don't wanna freak out
so won't you tell me what you mean now? (I'll tell you what I mean now)
or all we built is gonna break down

you know that I've always had a lot I wanna say
always had a problem I was hoping I could change
cuz everytime you look at me I look the other way
you know that I'm wishing it would go away

@victxrw
but even with me wishing, it don't go away
it all stays in my mind, running inside of my brain
I'm waiting for a difference or for something to change
but nothing ever moves everything's still the same

it feels like its the winter in 2012
but why am I still frozen when the snow starts to melt?
how could you call me cold when you put me through hell?
maybe it was meant to be this way oh well...

I'm not doing fine, and you can't even tell
maybe it was meant to be this way oh well
I feel like I'm trapped; stuck inside this hell
maybe it was meant to be this way oh well

hard for me w/ victxrw

prod @neohnq

@arid
@k4rson

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/3U578ZQWzil2mILcukUzdk?si=CEGVFxrZQ26lEgCseoBbgQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4hmcQnGQdtz23kZjqnIXUG
beat breakdown - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FCuyKoA_IQ
amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQjGdy0LEFs

arid -
yea i dont wanna stay when ur always awake
yea i knew back then u would throw me away
right back to where we started
only hold me close ur the one i wanted
put my head on ur shoulder
can u tell me its over
tell me right now before my feelings get colder
push it aside
theres no where to hide
dont feel safe yea im not alright

karson -
change on me
i know everybody is gonna change on me
these drugs they gon help to take the pain from me
im searching aimlessly
dont put the blame on me
we're not the same 
you see i'm doing better
move on i thought i'd never
drink til my fucking head hurts
these pills gon hit my stomach 
i dont care whatever
thats it im fucking done bitch
don't hit my phone not ever
you made my mental plummet
go back no i could never

arid + karson - it's over (neohn)

@jkjmetasco

she want free sex, young thug
u want dat bag, nuh uh
she wanna know why i’m not in love
she want free sex, young thug
looking at me, im a young thug
looking at me, u know what’s up
3 grams all in my damn blunt
my pockets fat, dave blunts
yea u wanna be around
wait i’m in da damn ground
wait, u wanna call me now
feel like the rock, take off my shit, throw in da crowd
what’s on my fit, takahashi, ysl
feel like bret hart, best there is and the best there ever was
lil bro take the drugs and mix it up
lil bro get da work and mix it up
i know my bro up in mexico
i know i know sum
u my final girl, eriosah
i know i get dis money but i don’t even post nun 
u not my girl, u want me to propose uh
feel like a pirate, barbossa 
take yo shit like a pirate, u don’t own nun
why u taking my sound, bro get yo own style
762 now it’s a ghost town
talk too much so i know yo bro down
mixing da elements, mixing compounds