@mental
@mitsooya
@1yugenn

visuals // euria
https://youtu.be/9asYh-jrDvI

mental + mitsu - reasons (yugen)

veezuh - deal (dist) #us

feat @0arid n @angelicxmei
prod @neohnq & @012207
mastered by @chriad
ty 4 1.5k im not stopping anytime soon :D #gogogo

lyrics :
@whyhaze
i’ve been off the pills n they got me losing focus
tell me is it real is it your hand that im holding
all these scars on my body i didn’t want u to notice 
girl u leave me hopeless 
toying with my feelings & you know it

almost had it right there
don’t know why im trying 
look me in my eyes i got a feeling that ur lying
i thought it was right but ig it’s bad timing 
so long.. it felt so wrong
but i had to say goodbye

ik u dont want it either i can see it in ur face
counting big bankk
but i still can’t replicate 
i was thinking ab buying u a diamond ring
i can feel my dreams dying 
i hope it’s not getting tiring

@0arid
all the words on ur fingertips
i just wanna make a final wish
to be as one
i know its harder wen ur gone
u ask me if i like that i dont even know
i dont wanna be here wanna stay home
but i dont wanna be alone
i guess ill do it on my own

@angelicxmei
i cant never get it right
i guess theres no one by my side...
i took pills like twice
what is going on idkkk
put a bullet to my heart
make it hollow
getting closer to the end
and i thought you would follow
does it all really make sense
i be going backwards
i cant never progress
never again
i think ive lost my way...

SPOTIFY

so wrong w/ arid & angelicxmei (neohn & baz)

prod @neohnq

@arid
@k4rson

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/3U578ZQWzil2mILcukUzdk?si=CEGVFxrZQ26lEgCseoBbgQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A4hmcQnGQdtz23kZjqnIXUG
beat breakdown - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1FCuyKoA_IQ
amv - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KQjGdy0LEFs

arid -
yea i dont wanna stay when ur always awake
yea i knew back then u would throw me away
right back to where we started
only hold me close ur the one i wanted
put my head on ur shoulder
can u tell me its over
tell me right now before my feelings get colder
push it aside
theres no where to hide
dont feel safe yea im not alright

karson -
change on me
i know everybody is gonna change on me
these drugs they gon help to take the pain from me
im searching aimlessly
dont put the blame on me
we're not the same 
you see i'm doing better
move on i thought i'd never
drink til my fucking head hurts
these pills gon hit my stomach 
i dont care whatever
thats it im fucking done bitch
don't hit my phone not ever
you made my mental plummet
go back no i could never

arid + karson - it's over (neohn)

Produced By @pyu
@diegointhedark
i Miss Uuu

lyrics;
interlinked, i cant let u go
read this like a suicide note x.x
my body twitch but for u im froze
still tryna figure out where ts went wrong

say im haunted
im unresponsive
i want u here by my side
when i drop dead
say i cant fall in love
but for u im all in
its just u and me
ur the one im calling

tell me to sober up
but ur loves my favorite drug
i cant get enough
u make me feel like enough
told u im right here
get you everything u want
see the time pass
ive been waiting so long

i feel alive
i think its time
to say that im head over heels for u
i was so blind
to look away
i cant see me with anyone else but u

you think that i grew up
but im really the same
feel like its been too long
without seeing ur face
i tell u hold on
karma comes my way
tell u be strong
wipe the tears from ur face

@diegointhedark
dreams of betrayal
   n fighter jets above
   dirt nn my nails 
   they dnt wna show u love 
   fendi purse full of my drugs 
   lifeless body full of slugs
   going unresponsive 
   this is what u wanted 

   whn i look in the mirror 
   i feel nauseous
   guts in ashtrays 
   my heads never been getting clearer 
   hearing voices frm my hallway
   plastered faces on the cover 
   undercover frm the runway 
   i cld never do wrong by my brothers 
   but i kno theydd  switch up on mee

Head Over Heels w/ diegointhedark (Meta)

sorry for the long waittttt 
remedy is back in action! ##remedy <3
@k4rson
@owtiss
@1mint
@yashio20k
@neohnq

lyrics:
karson
give it back
what we had
its not my fault
its not my bad
not at all
so why u mad
i lost it all
and you laughed
why are you not with me
you said you missed me
you dont miss me
you wont kiss me
you dont love me
dont you miss me
you could trust me
girl im listening
baby just talk to me again
something that time could never mend
just tell me how to fix this
bc girl i really miss this
remember all the time we used to spend
you promised that this would never end
i cant deal w all the distrust
but girl i really miss us

owtiss
i gave my all to her
all she did take it
was that all my love was worth
just another 1-stop shop for broken hearts
u pissed me off
im giving up!
so many times
i cant do this alone
u dont want me talk
ok i'll shut up :)
i said so many times
ive just had enough..
when i look into ur eyes
i think of what we lost (edited)

mint
u can hold my hand n we can run away
i bottled up your love for another day
and when its over tell me will you fade away
trusting that i put my heart in the right place
you take it all
give it back like it was never gone
us forever baby tell me is this what you want
knew that you were the one for me like all along
stole my heart again so i had to tell her to (give it back)

give it back - karson + owtiss + 1mint (yashio + neohn)

gonna try for 1 more song before new yrs///
@neoprada  @dimpleb #beautifuldayguaranteed
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(oh, oh)
(i'll wait for you)
just tell me you're safe
tell me your okay
i'll cherish every moment
what you want me to say? (hello)
when i had no friends that would call me  (you say hey)
and last year she want me so bad
baby you know that 
i hope that she knows that

now she don't wanna text back
ay, i wake up head is spinning still
i'm gonna blow my brains out
i just wanna know
if your still missing me
i need that
(but not one call or text)
guess i just gotta laugh it off
(if i had you i would have it all)

@lifegiverr

just tell me what u really want
and what u really need
just cut the silence baby cant u tell its killing me
its all the violence in my heart and thats whats eating me
yeah ive been bleeding from the start i just want u to see

u want to play these games
just tell me who u are
i been away for so long girl u feel so far
i know its different noww
but thats just who we are 
and i just hope that u know that

tell me ur safe +neoprada (dimpleb)

https://open.spotify.com/track/5CBCDcThy18wjEyYIboXNW?si=704d9329ab634e04
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@resolve1k
@mental
@arid
@bazington

you're breaking my heart
you're going down a path i can't follow
stop, stop now and come back 
I love you 
liar

take me back 
the way we laughed
say its my bad
put it way in the past
could you tell me when ur done
i want to be one
all i want is you 
you dont care what i want
ur the worst
you want me back but you left me in the dirt
i hope ur getting all the shit that you deserve
and i remember when you said it wouldnt work 
baby ur the worst
only care about yourself
no i dont want you
im with someone else
i bet you hate it, how its not you
i forgot your number
i forgot how much i blocked you (out)
i blocked out all our memories 
and blocked out how much we fought too

left me bad
looking at the things that i wish i said
now im gone and u want him instead
yea run away
i dont wanna lay inside my bed just to feel the pain
living in the scars and scratches
looking at me like i overreacted
miss the feeling when i wasnt static
just tell me that it never happened

pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of talking if we lie and we won't tell?
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?
no I don't wanna hear abt it pls say something else
just tell me that it's okay, don't tell me that it's too late
no matter what it might take, i'll do it for our sake
pick up the pieces hope it helps
what's the point of fighting if i'm putting you through hell?

take me back (inno + mental)

@kyoakyo @jonsve #remedy

having doubts
u bring me down
im hearing sounds
they're getting loud
i never wanted to end but u tune me out
again
i tried for u
it doesn't matter
i hate me too
at one point i had her
i hate 2 lose
my mind is shattered
fuck all the cards
so ill play them better

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u 
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww

@jonsve
you shot a bullet through my heart
it left a hole
through which love for you departs
and forms a pool
at the bottom of my mattress, i die
i mean, how could i forget this goodbye?

you planned the ending from the start
you're the burning in my soul 
i don't know when to play my cards
should i play the cards at all?
i need closure to restart
i need closure to be whole
i need closure to be, whole
i don't need anything to help the pain to fall
i like hurting when it's you that caused it all
you make me feel so small, i need your voice on a call
i need your chapter to close, so please make sense of it all

hurts me 2 cry
i cant sleep at night
u cared, no
so ill tie the ropes
u take the knife
n u take my life
im tired of u
but ill make it thru
get me outtt
ima drownn
is it over? im falling downn
give me closure, i want it noww