feels good to be back

prod @yuikase

lyrics:

lost you on my side
i told you i cant lie
why couldnt you just see my side
just pause for once and take your time

i just wanted us to stop it all
cause i cant break your fall
you couldnt hear the call
you didnt care at all
one last time and soon
ill make us all immune
leave this mess to you
one last night in june

i dont care what you have to say now
whats left in my head is a memory
push it all away
mentally still on the edge

feel done, moving on
still my iris focused upon
a neverending crisis that you call
i feel it echo now from wall to wall
from wall to wall

lost you on my side
i told you i cant lie
why couldnt you just see my side
just pause for once and take your time

i just wanted us to stop it all
cause i cant break your fall
you couldnt hear the call
you didnt care at all
one last time and soon
ill make us all immune
leave this mess to you
one last night in june

i just wanted us to stop it all
cause i cant break your fall
you couldnt hear the call
you didnt care at all
one last time and soon
ill make us all immune
leave this mess to you
one last night in june

june

june (asagao)

prod me @neohnq
ft @jkjmetasco

..... like who r u kiddin

magic ft jkjmetasco

prod me @neohnq
talk to me baby w ur silver tongue
will u still b here when its said and done
u can fill my ear with deception
i dont rly mind im still gon give u my love

girl ima be me i wont play no part
like CDG she gon break my heart
aint no keys up in this bitch its a push to start
ill stay countin Ps till my fingers cant
till they cramp till my fingers currl
dont know what to do with myself girrl
i swear on it ill give u the world

but i cant be what u want me to
i dont wanna win if its without you
i cant say a word and i cant move
its what u do to me
i lose so fruitfully
always been the odd one out
i should be on jubilee
i lose so brutally
but its nuthn new to me

win or lose prod me

u can blame me if it makes it better
baby i know u been fed up 
just know baby i dont blame u
hope u dont blame urself
i dont care abt what they do
i just need u to myself

can u tell me all ur secrets
i promise ill keep em
i promise im holdin on
pray that im the only one
fall into my arms girl
im right there
im not good at givin comfort
but ill try my best

before i never see ur eyes
for the last time

girl u know ill try
because its all i can do
i see ur face at night
for u i put aside my pride
just like every other time

i got the world on my shoulders
i pray that u dont
cuz w every little mistake
i can feel the earth quake

promise (friendly)

@k4rson @1akura @kyoakyo @afterstoryx

@k4rson
i dont wanna see u being with someone
i remember when u said i was the only one
we haven't spoke in months
are u with someone?
are u with someone
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@1akura
why cant u see
u mean the most to me
ur the reason i breathe
we're so outta sync
u tell me to leave
"forever till the end" u said, but thats outta reach
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

@1akuraa
yea u told me to hold you
i got too close look at the things that i go thru
i know u know too
the things that i told u
i wanna be with u
if u go down that road, ill go down that too

im starting to think
that u and me
was just a dream
nothing to believe
u know it hurts me to say u dont love me
just one more time i wish i could make things right

@k4rson 
is he better than me
tell me what u see in him that u dont see in me
why would u be with him if u couldn't be with me
why wont u be with me?
why wont u be with mee

@k4rson & @1akura
be with me x8

karson + akura - be with me (kyoa)

enjoy <3 
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summer25 ##NagisaAndTomoya clips w/ wallflower akura yashio

sry for the month long hiatus i was in taiwan

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white tee aint nobody like me
white g only here 2 sight see
light speed cant nobody time me
long bleed hoping that u find me

i been gone for so long
now my body so wrong
only havin 1 thought
ur the girl that i want....

i put on js for my bros
hangtime i put that its on my soul
free kick i put ball inside the goal
touchdown with my bros in portugal

scene clipped when i walk in
everybody like to talk but dont walk it
yeah its all white shocks on my watch wrist
say you have no faith baby watch this

white tee (rewind, saig)

life & coldspades - bleed out [prod. heroz & mental]

@makemeapromise @44yy

all ur calls im ignoring
like the voices in my head keep talking
all the the tweas im takin out cant help it
sprite chill down my veins got me stupid
it feels so cold yet distant
lately ive been tweaking out
ive been tryna figure out the difference
i dont think im changing
but i dont need to
ive been gettin drunk cs lately ive been missing u

stumblin all my steps
n all my vision is blurring again
the twea got me stressin it dont make any sense
n im thinkin of drinkin more tweas till the end
till i get wasted till i pass out
im wasted it comes around
im wasted my heart wont calm down
calm down