leather prod. candle

recorded in january
prod @1luvpurp

You could be my secret 
i’ll keep you until i’m gone
Girl i just want to keep you
You’re not just no one
Lately i’ve been feeling 
Like dying in your arms 
You keep me up until dawn
Hoping you will hold on
(Just hold on)

Can’t hold it in
It’s hurting me overtime 
Stay here until the end
I’m not sure
if i’ll make it through tonight 
And i still feel you 
right next to me
If i close my eyes
And as my skin sinks deep into your teeth
I just can’t say goodbye 

And i don’t want to waste your time
Time’s forever changing
But i still feel the same way
Something here is just not right
I’ve been laying on my grave
Baby for you i’ve been waiting

I just can't say Goodbye @1luvpurp ♯°♫

prod me @neohnq
ft @jkjmetasco

..... like who r u kiddin

magic ft jkjmetasco

"no defense" produced by @spaceboyry & me
Performed/Written by @counterxo & @s0lemn

(Lyrics)

(counter)
Take my breath away,
I can’t ignore that it was us till death, remember when we swore?
It’s hurt me as you left you dropped both of our hearts to the floor, someone has to clean up
Cause the fragments of us from before 
mattered to me so I can’t afford to lose you again, It makes no sense.
I trusted you with no defense.

(s0lemn)
ion wana change ill die where im at ,
drop another pill im high where im at 
outside where u at ?
i was feelin 4 u til i got attached ,
would it evr b the same if i came back ?
wait , ion want that
nevr told u wat i wanted2 
im js sry tht i lost u .
i think ima back down . i feel like im fading 
im tellin u rn ,ik tht u h8 me
i promise 2 let go , the second u save me
im falling 2 slow , i wish i was faking .

(counter)
Sent a text and I called but I still got nothing.
I’m so confused girl my heads still buzzing.
I try to not care, but the pain keeps crushing me.
Why would you leave?
Believe in me.

no defense w/ s0lemn (spaceboyry + counter)

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love 

from strangers to lovers to strangers again
no I couldnt hate her she let me in 
hope u see this song and u listen 
where did it all go wrong, whats different? 
fall asleep at day break 
dream all day, then at night im awake 
u “fall for me” but still push me away 
I shouldve never expect you to stay 

stayyyy, stayyy (i shouldve never, no no no)  

everytime u cross my mind 
I get that dumb lump in my throat 
so I close my eyes pretend ur by my side 
as if nothings changed at all, changed at all 
u moved on, dont care its done, its done 
thought I learned but im dumb, so dumb :( 
id do it again just to feel what its like to love, what its like to love

as if nothings changed at all (rewind + hartfxlt)

https://youtu.be/AejT2PIX4M8?si=7uUwciY8Oqb-yjEe

#angelBoyz shiiiiit

Ya there's luv in this club
put some luv in my cup
i stopped caring so long ago
i just wanna turn up
i just wanna feel ur touch
so put ur hands on me
i can take U far away
i can get u what u need

Im in the back of da club
i aint even 21
she say she wna turn up
Im just trynna have some fun
if ur looking my way Idrgaf
cuz i  got cash in the vault
if i want i can blow it all

im a star, thats why ur calling
angelBoy i got wingz on my robins
cant Fw these rappers
man its too toxic
& U should probably quit
ur music's not it xd Yaa

I'll give u the whole world if u want it
know that ima make u my girl its not a problem
N i swear messing with these losers not an option
im dropping 30s in my cup& on the court the way im ballin

luv in my cup @heavenboundxx *music video in desc*

can i still love u when ur breaking a promise?
do i really need u if im being honest?
but then i dreamt about it
pressing your skin on my lips
yeah we could've had everything we wanted
in the middle of our grips
so tell me
how hard can it be
to keep someone happy
to keep someone free
and no im not busy
so ill take my time
getting to know
whats on your mind

(whats on your mind)

can i still love u when ur breaking a promise?
do i really need u if im being honest?
but then i start to remember
falling so hard
it was so tender
yeah we couldve had eveything we wanted
not just now
but forever
so tell me 
how hard can it be
to keep someone happy
to keep someone free
and no im not busy
so ill take my time
getting to know
What's on your mind

(whats on your mind)


imagine prod meta

shoutout @counterxo n @yashio20k

@haunted_sad
all the shit we had i watched it turn to dust
i knew baby there was jus never us
i was rollin over sad i was outta luck
i was always in my head i was not enough
u betrayed me baby ya u left me in the past
gave u everythin everything i fucking had
u left me deserted u left me in the past again
i was rollin over sad i wasnt sleeping

ya ik baby im getting betternbetter
another day passes me all stormy weather
and i dont think bby that im getting better
im hiding in my room think im dyin lone again
all the shit baby that u fkn said to me
u ripped my heart out left me with all this anxiety
now it passes me by and im not sleepin
i wanted to live my life give me a reason

@counterxo
Eyes wide open, i don’t get any rest 
I still feel so broken, so much pressure on my chest
Can we keep this moment? I’m scared of what’s next
Even at my lowest you know that I’ll make the best 
I tried to dig you out this hole and start up something new
Why did you give up on me I still have faith in you?
Lies were only told about about me cause you fear the truth
Cry for what we take for granted and for what we’ll lose
Even if it’s done with now I will always feel that pain
I’ll always remember you but I know you’ll forget my name
what a shame