@violetxx9 <3

i never thought it would end like this
i never thought it would end at all
ill try to come to terms with it again
i never thought we would cry like this
i never thought we would cry at all
ill try to come to terms with it again

i fucked my life up
wasted time and empty smiles
i know things cant be the same
but thats alright though
thats alright though
i fucked my life up
wasted time and empty smiles
i know i cant turn the time back
ill still try though
ill still try though

you said you loved me do you though?
burning heart in the freezing cold
lovesick, you're the antidote
homesick everywhere i go
without you i don't have a home
theres a hole in my soul
you don't call anymore
passed out on the floor
its the same thing everyday
heart hurts, heavy weight
cant feel, not anything
i need another chance

need another chance
fell into your eyes it was just a glance
you can keep my heart i don't want it back
i heard every word but didn't understand
i still try to come to terms with what you said
whats a soulmate but my other half?
whats a soulmate but the one i lack?
if i heard you calling id be running back

don't touch me there it hurts
don't touch me there it hurts

i miss u prod violet & mental

Produced and mixed by me 

We all know I'm not perfect
Running through these loops, yeah im hurtin
I can't even.. it's not worth it
I can't even.. it's not worth it
And you know damn well you don't deserve it
And you know damn well you don't deserve it
Yeah I changed the game, yeah I curved it
You been tellin lies, I'm not stupid I done heard it
Yuh
I can tell you're nervous
Like a sleeping dragon need my rest, don't disturb it
She took 1 look at me, she said I'm perfect
And no I'm not Chief Keef but I earned it
I put the key in and I turn it
I got taught lots of lessons yea I learned it
Feel like my fates already determined
It's the end, It's the end, gotta close the curtain
Don't come in, Don't come in, unless you are certain
Like honestly, I know you been lurkin
Don't lie to me, That's what i'm asserting
Say you don't want me, but you keep on flirtin
I don't really get it, I don't wanna listen
You won't accept it, look at what you missing
Needa find a new world that I can exist in
Feel like I'm bleeding, Like i did my wrist in
I don't really get why you're so persistent
In doing everything wrong, I need some distance
I can feel your energy and theres lots of resistance
Sometimes i feel like theres no place for my existence
Yeah, I blame myself too much
They tryna get down like they knew us
Needa find a place, need a new one
But I don't got no where to run

Huh?

@lifegiverr
prod @decago @hartfxlt @1akura

@neohnq
i cant believe what ive done
i still taste u on my tongue
i thought u were the one
i needa wake up 2 myself

before i die
put it in park and then i cry
said i dont care but u still lied
ur the worst...
i promise i can be worse

smell my cologne on ur shirt
oh well oh well
i needa focus on myself
u drag me back thru hell
baby i miss how u smell
i needa see u one last time
wake up w u one last time

@lifegiverr
tryna take my soul i already died
everybody knows baby get it right
tryna see my pain you dont have my eyes
tryna see the truth baby pick a side

i been lying for a long time
baby hold close baby hold mine
its a long road but we got time
ill be right here for the whole ride

tryna tell you how i feel but i dont know
got me cryin thru my tears baby dont go
i be running from my fears but im too slow
i feel safe up in ur arms baby hold close

wake up ft life

blxty kairo ♪♫♪ forgot ·˚ ༘ (rexiroh)

neohn & whyhaze - hold my breath (dimpleb & 1bleedinggrey)

@lilsadboiiudig @friendly

https://open.spotify.com/track/0UkmN9Q8yDxgpuNwADVEVL?si=468c5f80b8c948d8

don't run away

i wish U would say sum
i don't wanna wake up
pink pills crushed up
baby do u wanna take some
i took smth last night
now i'm dying in the morning
..baby don't tell me that ur going
zombie grl ya i rly want u to be mine
ur my world bite thrU me girl just do it tonight xo
everything u do Yk i'll be right behind
i want u, i want u

to take it away
r u feeling the rush ?
girl i'll handle the pain cuz it's never enough
before u start to fade
i need U nxt to me <3

don't run away

Spotify

don't run away (1sadboii & friendly)

@negativecreeper
are you reading this ; we're always&forever

lyrics;
each time that you hurt me
the less that i cry
i feel like a burden
that’s stuck by ur side
you can’t even look me
in my eye
you know that i love it
when you lie

you know that i love it
your sweet little nothings
you break me to pieces
pick me up when im shutting (down)
look at me, girl turn around
cause im right here
i don’t wanna go away
feel you so near

listen to my voice break
 feel my lungs decay
if i had to disappear
for u, its okay
for me, for you
i would do anything
help me cross thru
watch me fade away

i dont wanna lie
the winds all in my hair
you finally left me
left in the air
hope that u hear this
you called up my phone
you asked if i called
but ur hurting my soul

when, i heard, ur voice
it crushed me all again
when, did you build, this hate
for me, the end </3

U Called 🐾 (negativecreeper)

@prodvrtex

Bc i love u and want u here

Sry 4 the wait will be more consistent i promise :)
luv u

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last 4evr (vrtex)

@pyu
MUSIC VIDEO : https://youtu.be/9dy4BD_74A8?si=pifVjmRjPg-eWY46
SPOTIFY : https://open.spotify.com/playlist/47XIpjAowlSF71z53xzQFA?si=12c569efc65a4428


Lyrics :

i know i missed your call
girl i hope you know im sorry
ur the one i want now
i'm hoping that you want me
wna feel ur skin
i bet it's so soft
if u ever were to leave
i wouldn't wna wake up
cuz i knoww
if i call
you'll pick up
U been playing with my heartstringz baby
got me thinking that i'm not so crazy
she's setting fireworks up-up inside my heart
it's only when i see u
that i fall so hard
next time she calls my phone
i swear i'll pick it up
cuz when i see her face
i swear my heart just drops
srry for last night i was off a couple beanz
they dont wna be like u
they all wna be like me
she was kisssing on my body lipstick on my tee
i think that it's meant to be
(think abt it in my sleep)

I'll wait for you
just wait for me
o-okay ?
i wouldn't want it any other way
can u tell me what u think when ur staring at my face

fireworks (meta) *on all platforms*

yea, yea
knew u fake hoe
they all want me to die but u know that i just cant go
keep it in the bank
no i dont put it in no safe hoe
think he catchin up im finna check his fuckin brakes bro
yea she eat me up, eat me up like some cookie dough
i been smoking gas yea im smokin on them cookiez bro
i jus ate gelato, now im finna smoke gelato
money in my pockets bitch like i jus won the lotto

she cheated on her ex wit me
but i aint finna wife her
she would do the same to me
so why tf would i like her
yea my bitches sip on lean like some apple cider
but i cannot wife a fiend yea i live witout em
i throw money towards some jeans jus to sit on a mountain
look at my bank account you would think imma mf accountant
diving all up in that shit
i got dat bitch wet wet like a fountain
i drop tha bands on the floor
bitch u better get right to countin
idk who u is idk where u from
emo bitch heavy metal face and a split tongue
i be sayin what i want yea this shit way too fun
yea i know you didnt fw me so why u playin dumb
me and my brothers yea we finna go and hunt
bitch i feel like rick
bitch im so cunt
wet be my wrist
like a water gun
if he fw me we finna show em how its done

yea, yea
knew u fake hoe
they all want me to die but u know that i just cant go
keep it in the bank
no i dont put it in no safe bro
think he catchin up im finna check his fuckin brakes bro
yea she eat me up, eat me up like some cookie dough
i been smoking gas yea im smokin on them cookiez bro
i jus ate gelato, now im finna smoke gelato
money in my pockets bitch like i jus won the lotto

wake up ft life

neohn

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