This song came to me as I was in the studio recording "Don't Ask Me" and wrote pretty much all of it sitting in the corner with my phone during a session. It is me once again questioning myself about why I am still stuck in the past mentally and just want to be a kid again. 

Lyrics:

Watch
As I recess
To reassess
Consistent recurring nightmares
Confidence bursting fears
Along with the constant dreary 
Feeling weary, hearing voices
Noises gnash
Telling me I should go quit
Hang up the pen
Tear up your papers 
Never relent 
Emotional evisceration 
And seminal isolation
Psychic deprivation
Ragin' with how
I'm hating myself

Now
I'm bleeding out loud
As I try to find help
Seems I speak without a sound
Man I'm deaf to my health 
I denigrate my degenerate self
In search for a well of solace
Like when I was a toddler
Watching Wallace and Gromit 
Fly in a rocket 
Relaxing with ease
Laughing at the thought that the moon could be cheese
Jeez 
Where did all the innocence run off to?
Marathon running long 
Trying to catch up with you
But maybe I'm just a fool 
Staring in the rear view

Rolling down the road of life

Trying to see the signs

Hard when I look behind
Cause in the future is where I will find my piece of mind



Rolling down the road of life

Trying to see the signs

Hard when I look behind
Cause in the future is where I will find my
piece of mind 
Yeah



Not seeing where I'm driving 
Lose my mind in the past 
Burn and crash my future 
While making hell in the present
My own master 
Still treat myself like a peasant 
Uh
Still no time like the present 
It’s all we got 
Along with the lessons
From mistakes 
Past fates 
Decided
Innate of your 
Proflatic influence intruding 
While I exude my truth
Inducing indubious proof
Knocking you out
Like a loose tooth
Damn

Going canadian bacon   (Ham!)
Spacing out watching tracers
In favor of normality
The fallacy of what most would call reality
Can you see my head is screwed on tightly
Geometry with math which
Shows the inclined plane 
Wrapped helically around an axis
The fact is intelligence rapping's a habit
Pushing the pedal of progression
Release the clutch of depression
And speed into the future 
Smile at the screamin' of the engine
Damn 
This life is a blessin’
Yeah


Rolling down the road of life

Trying to see the signs

Hard when I look behind
Cause in the future is where I will find my piece of mind



Rolling down the road of life

Trying to see the signs

Hard when I look behind
Cause in the future is where I will find my piece of mind 
Yeah



Rolling down that road of life

Trying to see all the signs

It’s hard when I look behind
Cause in the future is where I will find my piece of mind 
Yeah




Screamin’ down the road of life

Trying to see all the signs

Hard when I look behind
Cause in the future is where I will find my piece of mind 
Yeah



Don't worry, LOTS more content coming for you guys!
Also going to be working on music videos soon mainly with Tr3v3 , you can check out both of our content here on SC or on Instagram. He is a great video editor :)

Hope you have a riveting day! :D

- Neu7ron

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Road O' Life

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Road O' Life - Neu7ron (Prod. James Dean)

Independent Australian POP Singer-Songwriter and Record Producer for Melancholy Indie POP & R&B Soul music that is based on emotive style with Western and Chinese Influence in my style of music genre based on my past love relationship experience. I love sad music and follow my YouTube Channel now for my lyric's music videos. 

Just your typical Vietnamese Chinese Transgender Girl that enjoys making ART from anything that relates to my Feelings and Pain that could relate to my listeners with my style of music that I really love. 

I don’t want to be with any record labels as I am my own label and don’t need others to tell me how to run myself as a POP Artist for Australia 🇦🇺 

I make my songs inside my bedroom and love Dogs especially 🐶 I’m also a Mental Health Practitioner Dog Psychologist 👩‍⚕️ Just love the Psychology Work on Humans and Dogs ☺️

My big inspiration would be from my long time old Best Friend Keyna a Female Rapper Artist who got me started where I am today where I Discovered Soundcloud. 

For whom that don’t know me yet but like I suffer a huge break down on Mental Health as I am diagnosed with Bipolar and been thru the mental hospital over 3 years straight.

Again, my music lovers 😊 You can be the Judge of my Songs on here as I started out rapping before singing to become an artist now from 2019. 



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