This song came to me as I was in the studio recording "Don't Ask Me" and wrote pretty much all of it sitting in the corner with my phone during a session. It is me once again questioning myself about why I am still stuck in the past mentally and just want to be a kid again. 

Lyrics:

Watch
As I recess
To reassess
Consistent recurring nightmares
Confidence bursting fears
Along with the constant dreary 
Feeling weary, hearing voices
Noises gnash
Telling me I should go quit
Hang up the pen
Tear up your papers 
Never relent 
Emotional evisceration 
And seminal isolation
Psychic deprivation
Ragin' with how
I'm hating myself

Now
I'm bleeding out loud
As I try to find help
Seems I speak without a sound
Man I'm deaf to my health 
I denigrate my degenerate self
In search for a well of solace
Like when I was a toddler
Watching Wallace and Gromit 
Fly in a rocket 
Relaxing with ease
Laughing at the thought that the moon could be cheese
Jeez 
Where did all the innocence run off to?
Marathon running long 
Trying to catch up with you
But maybe I'm just a fool 
Staring in the rear view

Rolling down the road of life

Trying to see the signs

Hard when I look behind
Cause in the future is where I will find my piece of mind



Rolling down the road of life

Trying to see the signs

Hard when I look behind
Cause in the future is where I will find my
piece of mind 
Yeah



Not seeing where I'm driving 
Lose my mind in the past 
Burn and crash my future 
While making hell in the present
My own master 
Still treat myself like a peasant 
Uh
Still no time like the present 
It’s all we got 
Along with the lessons
From mistakes 
Past fates 
Decided
Innate of your 
Proflatic influence intruding 
While I exude my truth
Inducing indubious proof
Knocking you out
Like a loose tooth
Damn

Going canadian bacon   (Ham!)
Spacing out watching tracers
In favor of normality
The fallacy of what most would call reality
Can you see my head is screwed on tightly
Geometry with math which
Shows the inclined plane 
Wrapped helically around an axis
The fact is intelligence rapping's a habit
Pushing the pedal of progression
Release the clutch of depression
And speed into the future 
Smile at the screamin' of the engine
Damn 
This life is a blessin’
Yeah


Rolling down the road of life

Trying to see the signs

Hard when I look behind
Cause in the future is where I will find my piece of mind



Rolling down the road of life

Trying to see the signs

Hard when I look behind
Cause in the future is where I will find my piece of mind 
Yeah



Rolling down that road of life

Trying to see all the signs

It’s hard when I look behind
Cause in the future is where I will find my piece of mind 
Yeah




Screamin’ down the road of life

Trying to see all the signs

Hard when I look behind
Cause in the future is where I will find my piece of mind 
Yeah



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Also going to be working on music videos soon mainly with Tr3v3 , you can check out both of our content here on SC or on Instagram. He is a great video editor :)

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- Neu7ron

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Road O' Life

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Road O' Life - Neu7ron (Prod. James Dean)

Alaska Born. 
Oregon Raised.
I have insomnia.
And don't sleep for days.

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Writing has always been a outlet for my psychological trauma, and personal problems, and I hope you all get the same value of it of as I do. 


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