neverunderstand (ft. HKFiftyOne)

A Higher Place (prod. Admiin)

I'll hide and find a place to hang my head
stare at the floor inside I tried my best
I wanna stay away but don't think that I can
I keep trying again and again
I'm over it

don't think that I can make this work
biting my tongue with blood on my shirt
I know I have so much more to learn
like how to quit when
all my alternatives are spent
every one that I love has left
wish you saw me for who I am
but I guess that everything is all for forfeit
giving up hurts so much more than
staying away
at least nobody can see me
everything is all for nothing
I just wish I saw it coming
from far away
hold my breath like you're watching

baby does it hurt
knowing youre the worst one
laying in the dirt
say the words of your god
baby give it up
there's no point in crying
say that you're in love
tell me who was lying
trying to hold on
you should just let go
pick yourself up
leave me alone
just give it up

don't think that I can make this work
biting my tongue with blood on my shirt
I know I have so much more to learn
like how to quit when
all my alternatives are spent
every one that I love has left
wish you saw me for who I am
but I guess that everything is all for forfeit
giving up hurts so much more than
staying away
at least nobody can see me
everything is all for nothing
I just wish I saw it coming
from far away
hold my breath like you're watching

How To Quit (feat. Penelope Waters) [prod. BlingBlou]

vetements coat (prod.Aloa)

Ein Song aus Schatten geboren und ins Licht getragen. 🌌✨
“Baba Vibes – Unendlich Frei” erzählt von Narben, Kämpfen und Siegen – vom Loslassen der Ketten 🖤⚡ und dem Aufstieg in pure Freiheit. 🚀
Dieser Track ist mehr als nur Musik – es ist eine Reise, ein Versprechen, ein Stück Seele. 💎🎤

“Baba Vibes – Unendlich Frei” 🪽♾️🔥 .mp3

prod. @notclipped
mixed by @youngburial

imma lie seller price is high figures
got the right hitter 
five figures on my fucking head 
imma do it cheaper
been bitter like whats on my tongue
either pills or liquor
grim reaper round my fucking throat
tryina breathe deeper

i've been drifting in and out 
like busy shitty restaurants 
still drink until the suns up
feel anxious when the light comes
cuz nothing really matters 
at the end of the day
at the end of the day
no one will no our names

on the road again
all alone again
take another piece cuz ive been building tolerance
isnt it obvious?
imma piece of shit
ill just leave you high and dry just like the dealers did

imma lie seller price is high figures
got the right hitter 
five figures on my fucking head 
imma do it cheaper
been bitter like whats on my tongue
either pills or liquor
grim reaper round my fucking throat
tryina breathe deeper

i've been drifting in and out 
like busy shitty restaurants 
still drink until the suns up
feel anxious when the light comes
cuz nothing really matters 
at the end of the day
at the end of the day
no one will know our names

LIE SELLER (prod. Clipped)

lyrics: 
we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

left my tears on the nightstand
eyes wide open
sirens in the distance
digital world left me
feeling fuckin distant
i came back feeling like im nonexistent

feel like my mind is changing
fading away from the high i was chasing
looking at the problems im evading
think ill die inside this room instead of forever decaying

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

why is it so hard to kick these habits
why am i melodramatic
better off left in the past tense
ill make like a ghoul and vanish x2

we could go to sleep
put it all to rest
laying your head down onto my chest
this where it ends
its hard to pretend
that everything will just be fine in the morning
3 more weeks
2 more days
1 more chance to make me stay here
ive been up and down that avenue
youll never see my point of view

colling ave [prod 4evr + tax purposes]

Chemically Imbalanced Feat. Safehold & Sleye (Prod. Dee B)

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me

I never felt as powerless as i did in the hospital room
every second and hour spent saying how much i love you
and I’m so sorry that I fucking lied
said I’ll protect you but I couldn’t this time
it doesn’t matter how hard I tried
how the hell do I say goodbye
i wanna be the way we were
but it just keeps getting worse
keep screaming at the nurse I’m sorry
watch them take away your body

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me
scream until you comeback
I need you please don’t go yet
give me one more day
why would they take you away from me
I’m staring at the sky 
and wonder if you’re behind with
a thousand eyes on you
sitting inside the blue it still doesn’t feel real yet
kneeling next to your bed and seeing you so damn cold
just tell me its all a fucking lie

oh those eyes remind me that it all ends bad
hold her hand with the IV sticking out I cant
sit and say goodbye please baby don’t leave
it should have been me
it should have been me

keep screaming (prod. neek)

prod. nev ver 

LYRICS : 
Im trapped in this room 
Got the tool 
A demon on the loose 
They abused
All because of you 
Im trapped in this room 
Got the tool 
A demon on the loose 
They abused
They're screaming tie the noose
I can float here forever
Moods are changing like the weather
Wrapped in your favorite sweater
I know that youre sad and lonely 
Wont you try to call me 
Ill show you this letter
That I wrote it wont get better
I cant stop Im on a bender
My head it wont surrender
Im calling your name
But the walls arent thin
Im trying to breathe 
But im letting you in 
Im trapped in this room 
Got the tool 
A demon on the loose 
They abused
All because of you 
Im trapped in this room 
Got the tool 
A demon on the loose 
They abused
They're screaming tie the noose
I feel that you are out for blood
I drew a picture on the wall for us
Just to silence all my pain
Theres so much consuming me
Cut my heart with your blade
Close your eyes when I bleed
Tell those lies between your teeth 
Theres no you without me 
You tore me up to feel complete
You tore me up to feel complete
In darkness I dont think about it
My sadness brings me bad habits
Im trapped in this room 
Got the tool 
A demon on the loose 
They abused
All because of you 
Im trapped in this room 
Got the tool 
A demon on the loose 
They abused
They're screaming tie the noose

theres no you without me =)

prod mix mast. @93feetofsmoke
vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwneL2Urh9k

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I'd keep the kids away if you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me
I don't need a fucking name you can call me
If you ask me
If you ask me
If you ask me

Chewing on my nails
I've been grinding my teeth
Baby no it's not fair
No one said that it'd be clean
Got me itching at the bone
I've been chewing thru the leash
Why they wanna put me down?
Put a needle in his sleeve
They don't like me on the surface
I don't like em underneath
Only listen to my wallet
I can't focus on the grief
I need time
I need clarity
I need Claritin to breathe

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me

I've been running from the mountain
Dirty feet and all
Kinda like it when the crosshairs roam
Between our arms
I don't wonder why they chase me out
I'm not worried bout loss
Imma put a Lil steel on boot
Imma put it in your arm

Oh they really finna tax y'all
Imma sink ya shit all costs
Kinda fuzzy in the mirror
Kinda burns throwing salt
Chain tires on the backroads
Put the body in a box
Still born under a bad sign
Like the pattern never stops

And I think that bitch too clean if you ask me
Baby know imma dog imma show teeth
Got bark got growl think i got fleas
I won't go up past the street if you ask me
Heard he just bit a kid like last week
Old man's got guns got gangrene
Too ferrel wouldn't really wanna pet me
Hard to shake it cuz it's really how they see me