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track 1/3 from the ep "sunchaser"


she didn’t think that i would do it
i could see it on her face 
and i was feelin fuckin rough 
so i just poured the whole 8 
i don’t want any attention
just want you to go away 
n i can barely see my phone 
the fuck is happening to me
and i’m positively sure 
that’s it’s me that u hate
so i dip straight out the party
when u try to show face 
she didn’t think that i would do it 
called my bluff and ran away 
but i’ll have the last laugh
when i’m rollin in my grave 

put ur phone down 
n jus listen to me
ur talkin so damn much
like literally
she just takes my heart
rolls a spliff and then leaves
and i can’t even stand up
TR, glistening weed
i jus made 150 so i spend it on a lease 
only sip care plus, u can keep ur fake lean
n i been feelin wavy baby give a fuck about a fiend
and my line don’t stop calling
why are you still mad at me 
i hurt myself
n i bleed red
same difference baby u still want me dead 
yea yea 
keep that bookshelf
i’ll miss ur dad 
how something so evil 
can be bred 
yea
yea
wat u sayin? 
do u care?
i’m in love with you
so i stare 
yea yea 
at your necklace 
that i spent
my last pay check on 
before u left 
like fuuuck

she didn’t think that i would do it
i could see it on her face 
and i was feelin fuckin rough 
so i just poured the whole 8 
i don’t want any attention
just want you to go away 
n i can barely see my phone 
the fuck is happening to me
and i’m positively sure 
that’s it’s me that u hate
so i dip straight out the party
when u try to show face 
she didn’t think that i would do it 
called my bluff and ran away 
but i’ll have the last laugh
when i’m rollin in my grave

sunchaser (jolst x viera)

artists:
https://soundcloud.com/seejayxo
https://soundcloud.com/kennyorlando
https://soundcloud.com/sendflowrs

producers:
https://soundcloud.com/sobernap

pain

seejayxo x kenny orlando - pain [feat. sendflowrs] (sobernap)

l y r i c s
s ɔ ᴉ ɹ ʎ l

Don't Don't Don't 

Don't worry about the things that I said to you 
Run up the check so I soften the blues
Light up the spliff and I pass it to you

Baby girl
Why don't you know that I still love you
Come to my house stay the night in my room
Just wait a moment for me to pay all my dues

Ay ay ayy 

I cherish everything well get to say
Whenever I see you it makes my whole day
I know I can live my whole life this way

Hey hey hey

I get emotional when I see your face
The sun shines in the sky as we pass ways
Then we leave and the daytime fades

Would you take a look at the clock 
Time is moving slowly, ain't it very funny
That we know how the feeling goes
Take a step back and watch the night fall
Honestly I never thought that this will happen
Way too used to being lonely
I cannot feel so sorry for myself
In this way anymore

s o c i a l s
s l ɐ ᴉ ɔ o s

i n s t a g r a m
ɯ ɐ ɹ ƃ ɐ ʇ s u ᴉ

https://www.instagram.com/l_y_p_i_a_r_c_h_i_v_e_/

y o u t u b e
ǝ q n ʇ n o ʎ

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCBRhaBYCJgTSWchUzYeNhOA

d i s c o r d
p ɹ o ɔ s ᴉ p

l y p i#9009

f o l l o w m e t o v i c t o r y
ʎ ɹ o ʇ ɔ ᴉ ʌ o ʇ ǝ ɯ ʍ o l l o ɟ

s ǝ n p (metlast)

the first single off my new album 'dearly departing', coming out 9/9!

fully produced and mastered by @jolst
album art by @/ashleydhe on instagram

so much time and effort has been put into this project and i truly hope u enjoy <3

lyrics:
i cant really see it here and now
and the lights behind my back are turning down
every sailor knows his in and outs
but i struggle every now and then with life so hear me out

i might die today
i could throw my life away
every time i surface i cant see
i think my mind’s away
they say im bad luck
thats why the bad stuck
and follows me everywhere

seeing aint always believing
the ocean was never forgiving
we need to drop anchor

and i stand and wait as cold air breaks the sail before us all
our fatal fate has taken everything that we once loved
so fuck it all
if i go down i’ll be swinging
a rope tied to songs i’ve been singing
the weight is enough for a fixing
so i tighten the knot and im ready for war
war
i still need more (from life, inside my mind)
more

i cant really see it here and now
so i contemplate the ways in which i drown
every time i’m lost im never found
i just suffer all the consequences, end up on the ground

i might die today
i could throw my life away
every time i surface i cant see
i think my mind’s away
they say im bad luck
thats why the bad stuck
and follows me everywhere 

seeing aint always believing
the ocean was never forgiving
we need to drop anchor

im leading a life not worth living
and seemingly so, unforgiving
its time i let out this anger

dearly departing

anchor [jolst]

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V. anchor [jolst]

srry i've been gone. been rlly FUCKED up :(

lyrics:

let me go
take me home
thru this pain
solely i know
take me home
take me home
to a place
i might know

you call me cause you can't sleep
and i can hear your breathing
it's a lustful temptation my body abrasive i'm reading your thoughts right now
i can tell what you're thinking bout
i'll give in with acceptance of another round
i feel out of place with my mind in this state
it's a feeling i hate but her touch turns me on right now

let me go
take me home
thru this pain
solely i know
take me home
take me home
to a place
i might know

fw0b (thersx)

produced by sk8miles

completely non profit

lyrics

its not a red dress
she a different girl when she get undressed
brought a stack of flowers to the court and caused some unrest 
sunset over miles of trees and she on bed rest 
my breath fogging in the air alone n upset
train departs only once in every hour
crying at the station?
guess my tank ran out of power
I cannot pretend like I don't miss u every hour
its been a couple years, how u doin, how u now then?

life feels so wrong
I have no one
all's past all's gone
its ur mess
figure it out

ive come a long way, back from when I'd mutilate myself 
honest, was that promise that I made instead of getting help
I don't work right, uptight, awful mental health
there's a brightside, I'm fine, building up my wealth
I got his whole networth tucked beside my belt
cashing unemployment, what a way to show the world
u just wanted happiness, show me how it felt
I know that I loved u, still do, hope ur doing well

life feels so wrong
I have no one
all's past all's gone
its my mess
I'll figure it out

aeternum, semper. (sk8miles)

w/ @fleshgolem

first single off of the ep, 
happy bday fleshy

lyrics

[mæsk]
im worn, im worn
been wearing and my skin is all torn
but i feel alive, when in eye of a storm
i tip my hat off to those that can move on

she said lets go
well ur just going home
ima be drifting slow

she paddles out to sea to see i see her halo
i cant allow it, need to escape 
ill fuck u up, 
please just go back to where u came

depression i just battle it
im sinking on this battle ship 
steer till i cant battle shit
this is my own settlement
until im old, thats if im old

im holding on to rafts with no sign of a life boat
i know on this 1 i wont have time to grow

she sent a signal to me that i wasn’t alone
now urs to take 
all my flesh, yeah my skin and my bone

im outta time in this world im outta time 
and its just me by myself on this grind
and its time to let the pen down
write my final words coz im just out of time

[flesh]
so why is there still time to waste?
i'm still disoriented from the time the tidal wave came thru
cause i've been washed up, cleansed all the way thru
and i'll be damned if i'll be drowning cause of you
it's a process, that's what i tell myself 
inside my head its saw traps, i run with reason 
but i always tend to talk back, it's changing seasons
nearly autumn guess i'll fall apart in my room

i said let's go but i'm just going home
i wish that you'd come too, lay my fantasies out on the table
high seas, pulling me away
i went too far the tide is tryna steal my shame
i try to battle it, i swim but i'm just paddling
there's water in my lungs and i don't think i can handle it
i'll tip my boat, that i'll do
before i ever admit defeat to what i knew
before the life before me ever became true

signal w/ flesh golem (flesh x sunshowers)

soft lights all burn out eventually
prod. @nevrfall
love u all, here's to two years of skyline
enjoy <3

lyrics:
summer came and went without a trace of you
i’ve spent days and nights with just a pretty view
something’s in the way of having of piece of mind
captioning my life is only passing time

wake up and the sky’s still pitch black
my life’s just a worn down placemat
hard times come and go i’ll face that
don’t go, i can change my cadence
time finds new ways to ruin me
soft lights all burn out eventually

im losing my patience
with actions i’ve wasted
the night’s only cold
if im turning in late and if
i find a way to come back
change in the ways you hope then
im just naive i know that
the future’s far from golden

wake up and the sky’s still pitch black
(when night falls i sleep till im alright)
my life’s just a worn down placemat
hard times come and go i’ll face that
(the skyline reminds me of better times)
don’t go, i can change my cadence
time finds new ways to ruin me
soft lights all burn out eventually
time finds new ways to ruin me
soft lights all burn out eventually

skyline, pt. 2 [nevrfall]

spotify & apple music

prod. secre swallowtail x heyrick
mixed/mastered by me
quote from spice and wolf <3

Lyrics:

oh, i been feelin lately, the hole you left in my cardiac
i guess you could say it, but i really want the privilege
every conversation we're having always feels frivolous
oh yea you think her tongues sharp, just wait until the knife comes
i really hope he loves you, in the same way that i did
cause i gave half my life in pursuit of what you said
blood been pumpin faster, she a heart attacker
these chains around my ventricles shackle me to the chapel

don't wanna break it down but i got words for you baby
this sonnet i'm singing, oh it don't do it justice
oh, im so full of rage uhh, all i feel is hate now
every syllable from your mouth feels fuckin disgustin
i can't shed now, my tears have burned away
oh my passionate admiration for ya, has only turned to disdain

[bridge]

my heart's been disfigured by the shadow of a sinner
every time you text me oh my sanity runnin thinner
we were meant to be but baby we can never be
cause i see right through you and every lie ya said to me
you thought of yourself as knowledgeable and worldly
but honestly you're as immature as it gets
and with every nerve ending in my body
i wanna be loved in the same way i love another

clearly you dont see me
heart's green with bleeding envy
i see right through you chest untempered glass
even the holy blessed temple won't offer sanctuary to your ass
everything you wrought, was of your own accord
and honestly i think you left cause you were bored
and that might just be fine if i could get you out my mind
striving for that point where i don't love you anymore

cardiac_arrest (secre x heyrick)

Vocals by @autumndropsdead
Produced by @solofttt
Mixed by @autumndropsdead
Mastered by @autumndropsdead
Cover art by @autumndropsdead
Curated by safehaven.

Lyrics:
maybe if i take my time, someone will take mine
that's something that i can do
only in my mind do our eyes collide
letting go of that fictional handle
like fuck, i wake up to the room still spinning
my head still hurting
my heart still beating
my thoughts still lurking
so i dumb me down with some drink and chase
have my thoughts erased, now i'm out of place yeah

i just wanna feel like you
i've grown so far from my youth
still searching for truth
underwhelming doom
who are you (3x)

fragile love never lasts
i'm too detached
i besought you of that
now i sit and wait, and recap the day
as i loop the night and let death permeate

now with their souls sown into air
(it doesn't matter now)
(oh, i'm wearing thin)
there's not much left to spare
that's always how it's been

where are we going
where are we going now
(where are we going now)
putting on a front 'till you notice
nothing but the sound of locomotives
i block out the commotion
i sought how you floated
and if the mountains stay as clouds,
i might stick around
'cause i've been seeing silhouettes of subtle texts
strewn all around about;
it's always the likes of:
former glory, forgotten stories,
violent break-ins, or quiet mornings
it's never bright, or the light is dim
i wonder when i'll feel whole again

i still haven't ran into anyone else
who knows me quite that well
at the end of the day, do i wanna be saved
from my, eyes

autumndropsdead - propel (soloft)

@xobroken @jolst

I feel guilty because I didn't write you back
The letter that you sent still had your heart attached
I've been driving round at 3:00am 
driving through the streets again
I've got to adjust the seat again
Because your not there

Yeah you're around his and probably fucking kissing him
Fuck that
Shoot him
Dump my mag
I'm skrting
Ruger might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up
Gucci might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up
Don't hit me up and want my heart back
Don't hit me up  and act all sad
Hugo boss yeah Hugo boss
Lacoste on my feet I'm feeling sick
Don't hit me up and want my heart back
Don't hit me up and act all sad
Hugo boss yeah Hugo boss
Lacoste on my feet I'm feeling sick

@xobroken

Got me feeling guilty but I know you’re with him
I’ll fill that boy with hollows while I do it with a grin
What you sayin baby? You just make me wanna sin for you
Sorry I didn’t write you back, I can’t stand what I did to you.
I was mixin chemicals
Always Overdosing i swear it’s so typical
I can feel the distance between all your words it’s hurting me.
Everything you said fucked up my head I let you murder me

I feel guilty because I didn't write you back
The letter that you sent still had your heart attached
I've been driving round at 3:00am 
driving through the streets again
I've got to adjust the seat again
Because your not there

Yeah you're around his and probably fucking kissing him
Fuck that
Shoot him
Dump my mag
I'm skrting
Ruger might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up
Gucci might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up

blameworthy w/ xobroken & jolst

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