i just need you to be my only gf in the world
i dont need anyone else i just need you in my world 

why don't we
hold each other 
whilst the sky 
falls down 
why don't we
kiss another
whilst the sky 
falls down 

just like satellites 
i am scared to die 
i was forced to fly 
orbiting your life   
just like satellites 
i am scared to die 
i was forced to fly 
orbiting your life   

i been out 
of my self 
so help me pull me together
i been out 
of my self  
i just want to be with you forever 

i just need you to be my only gf in the world
i dont need anyone else i just need you in my world

IN MY WORLD PROD JVSPER

nevermadeithome - armani [𝖘𝖑𝖔𝖜𝖊𝖉 & 𝖗𝖊𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖇]

Produced by @jolst @freveltrothy
Mastered by @jolst
Lyrics:

I'm light headed smoking on a cigarette 
i hope this don't sustain cause this feels permanent 

i got smoke in my eye 
im not crying 
if i feel bad i feel bad for a reason 
i miss the cold nights of November 
i light my cigarette of the
embers 
I'm used to walking on my 
own 
no one could see me no one could hear me i vanished 
if i see it i want it i take it
I'm dressed like a bandit 
i got smoke in my eye 
I'm not 
crying 

i was
too young 
sniffing up some blow 
on the weekend 
on the week days 
i was fucked up 
it was constant like a relay 
i was spinning like Beyblade 
i was doing it on my ones 
use to play Xbox on my ones 
i had 
no friends  
i was no one
*no one*  
I'm still no one 
no one
no one 
I'm stomping the pedal
I'm getting faster 
I'm fucking the dash up
I'm dripping in black jeans
she wants me so badly

i got smoke in my eye 
im not crying 
if i feel bad i feel bad for a reason 
i miss the cold nights of November 
i light my cigarette of the
embers 
I'm used to walking on my 
own 
no one could see me no one could hear me i vanished 
if i see it i want it i take it
I'm dressed like a bandit 
i got smoke in my eye 
I'm not 
crying

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i got smoke in my eye, i'm not crying (jolst x frevel)

@xobroken @jolst

I feel guilty because I didn't write you back
The letter that you sent still had your heart attached
I've been driving round at 3:00am 
driving through the streets again
I've got to adjust the seat again
Because your not there

Yeah you're around his and probably fucking kissing him
Fuck that
Shoot him
Dump my mag
I'm skrting
Ruger might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up
Gucci might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up
Don't hit me up and want my heart back
Don't hit me up  and act all sad
Hugo boss yeah Hugo boss
Lacoste on my feet I'm feeling sick
Don't hit me up and want my heart back
Don't hit me up and act all sad
Hugo boss yeah Hugo boss
Lacoste on my feet I'm feeling sick

@xobroken

Got me feeling guilty but I know you’re with him
I’ll fill that boy with hollows while I do it with a grin
What you sayin baby? You just make me wanna sin for you
Sorry I didn’t write you back, I can’t stand what I did to you.
I was mixin chemicals
Always Overdosing i swear it’s so typical
I can feel the distance between all your words it’s hurting me.
Everything you said fucked up my head I let you murder me

I feel guilty because I didn't write you back
The letter that you sent still had your heart attached
I've been driving round at 3:00am 
driving through the streets again
I've got to adjust the seat again
Because your not there

Yeah you're around his and probably fucking kissing him
Fuck that
Shoot him
Dump my mag
I'm skrting
Ruger might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up
Gucci might solve my problems
But i know I'm fucked up

blameworthy w/ xobroken & jolst

i was waiting downstairs on my own 
staring at the painting 
are you coming home ?
i bet you're still debating 
i can feel the pain in my chest escalating 
i just punched a wall cause I'm feeling animated 

i get angry i get mad over heated
had to turn to drugs cause i was seeing demons
pressure in my heart yeah i keep on bleeding 
still waiting for you to come home again
to complete my healing 
times going fast haven't seen you for seasons
didn't take any pictures cause i didn't think i'll need them
can't look through my memories cause i burnt them for treason 

i was waiting downstairs on my own 
staring at the painting 
are you coming home ?
i bet you're still debating 
i can feel the pain in my chest escalating 
i just punched a wall cause I'm feeling animated x2

what could of been?  
you kept me the dark like an eyesore 
you hid me away from reality
got me thinking why your still fucking mad at me 

why your still fucking mad at me?
i tried my best yeah i tried fucking everything 
you don't know me
you don't know me
you don't know me
part of me feels like I'm just a phoney

animated (jolst)

@xobroken @jolst


and i can tell when you're lying
you can see it in your eyes
you can see it in your smile
fucking hate when you're vile

its like you get a fucking knife
and you stab me in the vital

ur only nice on your birthday
get your cards and open them up
the writing on the inside are lies open it up

and i dont wanna feed your ego
if i could get out of here
id be heathrow

guess i pay the price now
fuck it its a time out
i just turn the light out
tell me whats important
6 in the morning
i left in the morning
i just want a foreign

"take a seat"
i dont wanna sit down
ive been all up on my mind
n idk where im going

dont act like you know
dont act like you know whats going on
cause you fkn dont

It’s a cycle
She hit my vitals
No survival 
Expect apologies when I’m dying, ya so entitled
Feelin like I lost myself since your arrival
Saw this Shit coming but I was in denial

I been deceased 
She not missing me
Turned into fiend
Full of grief
Xanax make me lean
Weak up in the knees
Puffin trees
Just to get some sleep
Unable to dream
White tee
Blood drippin on me

Didn’t see you leaving, what should I expect? Im so dead,  there’s no way to resurrect me
Said you loved me 
Then you left
What’s is that?
Everything’s a mess

smile w/ xobroken (jolst x radkoun)

(prod. dead spyro)

witch's tale.

feeling like 
an outcast
my hearts heavy
and i feel like im stuck
in one place

thoughts started 
getting so bad, i thought
relapsing might be
a good idea, pop a few pills
just to numb the pain
even if its temporary 

even if its temporary
the pain will be gone
and i can move on
but i cant resort
back to then, no

but my brain is 
telling me to 
pop a few more
and call it a day
maybe it'll take me
somewhere i can cope 
with this (2x)

take me somewhere 
i can cope with this
only cause im feeling 
like an outcast
my hearts heavy
and im feeling 
like im stuck
in one place

so maybe relapsing 
isnt a good idea
cause ill just fall deeper
and my heart will just get heavier
my heart will just get heavier

i cant deal with this but i'll fight through it

outcast (dead spyro)

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