drown in sky drips but still feel sht

produced by: @kingtheta
vocals,mixing,mastering and artwork : me

Lyrics:

(verse 1)

i think i'm lost in purgatory
i know you saw my story
you swipe up just to chat
but then you fucking ignore me

i cannot lie
it hurt like every time
i go to just reply
and i see that i'm blocked

(and now you're dancing on my grave
you're dancing on my grave
you put me in my place
and now yopu're dancing on my grave)

(hook)

dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
in purgatory with no way out
dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
i'm smiling but i'm not okay now
*clears throat*

(verse 2)

yesterday you told me the thing i was scared of
locked up in a tank of sharks
you told me i wouldn't get very far
but i got myself a brand new car
audi, it ain't push to start
full of lead but full of heart
now i will not get too far

(i will not get too far x3
  now bring in that fucking guitar)

(hook) 

(hook)

dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
in purgatory with no way out
dancing on my own(it's a freakshow)
and i cannot control(where do we go)
i'm smiling but i'm not okay now

(dancing on my own x3)

dancing on my own
 i cannot control
in purgatory with no way out

dancing on my own [king theta]

prod. caspr
engineered by skrwd
mixed and mastered by Patrick Gardner

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

I just wanna talk about it but you don't hit my phone up
I got too much in my system, fucking throwing up
I've been working every night, just have to count it up
Tell you I miss you, but you don't wanna speak much
I feel so lost when you're not here
I can't fucking sleep when you're not near
I swear I care, but we don't even talk and it's not fair
I've been losing my mind and I'm holding onto you
Trying to figure out a way to give it back to you
Overthinking every word I ever say to you
I'm trying my best, don't know what else to do
I'm so scared you'll leave me here, I worry so much you'll disappear
I just wanna talk about it, you don't wanna talk about it

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

I haven't seen you in weeks, you're not too far from the city
You tremble when you speak and I know it's on me partially
Talk to me softly, tell me that you want me
Laying in my bed, yeah, longing for your heartbeat
When I'm with you it's not so bad but every time you leave, I just get so sad
You're the only one that knows me like that so I'm so scared that you won't come back
You're the roof over my head, eyes got me focused
Every time I inhale your scent, I'm in heaven
You're the one I'm flexin, not even a question
Tell me what's on your mind, maybe it'll kill the tension
We'll be alright, only a matter of time
Even from far away, you're the color of my sky

I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?
I swear I care, I'm feeling lost when you're not here
I just wanna talk about it, can we talk about it?

swear w/ skele (prod. caves)

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

Produced by @pekarot_161
Remixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

Pressure! (Prod. Pekarot & Horosha)

Prod. @sorrow_bringer
😔🖤

Lyrics:
I fuck up everything in my life
Staring down at that knife
It made me wanna think twice
Made me wanna get blind 

Bad bitch in my eyes
Said she love me yeah right
Said she love me through lies
Blade all on me, cant cry

Blood on me
I cant see, i been bleeding
Yeah
I cant sleep, every night lose my feelings
Yeah
I dont know who i really am
I dont know if i really can


I try anyway
Down a dark path everyday

Fuck what they say
Everybody got smthn to say
Everybody got smthn that they crave
Everybody think they know the pain
I dont think ill ever be the same

I wont ever be enough no
U used to be the only one whoa
I feel it all getting numb slow
Everything i fuck it up
I always fuck it up oh

I fuck up everything in my life
Staring down at that knife
It made me wanna think twice
Made me wanna get blind 

Bad bitch in my eyes
Said she love me yeah right
Said she love me through lies
Blade all on me, cant cry

BLADE ALL ON ME CAN'T CRY (Prod. Sorrowbringer)

Mahaji - Hiccup

mixed by LXXIV @adam-vanscoyk
prod. ingram11 @ingram11mac

lyrics:

[citrate]
yuh pussy boy i don’t like you
i got no control over my actions it’s on sight you
a fucking bitch and all your homies do not like you
yuh pussy boy i do not like you

dream about your death every time i’m asleep aye
when i kill myself ima bring you with me aye x2

drop your addy you a pussy bet you won’t thats okay
i’ll drop mine instead i bet you won’t pull up that’s okay
i heard that your blood type is AB and i will donate
all your fucking organs to my contacts down in OK

always keep a blade on my waist run my fade
making you afraid you disgrace you betrayed
me just to get laid go embrace that you’re fake
i always get played like a game what a waste

i don’t wanna talk bruh i only want a fade
i just wanna feel your neck colliding with my blade
i don’t wanna talk bruh i only want a fade
never thought that i would end up going insane

yeah if you think i’m fucking kidding
mental hospital got tired of me self admitting
when i take my knife out of my pocket i start slitting
i hope that you fear your life cuz pussy i’m not kidding

yuh pussy boy i don’t like you
i got no control over my actions it’s on sight you
a fucking bitch and all your homies do not like you
yuh pussy boy i do not like you

dream about your death every time i’m asleep aye
when i kill myself ima bring you with me aye x2

drop your addy you a pussy bet you won’t thats okay
i’ll drop mine instead i bet you won’t pull up that’s okay
i heard that your blood type is AB and i will donate
all your fucking organs to my contacts down in OK

pussy [prod. ingram11]

@kado.wav
Why can’t I see that I’m the one needs change
Everyone I love find a way to run away 
Leaving me alone like why you not stay 
I know that it’s me how I handle my pain

& I’m sorry for hurt that
I caused you to make you never wanna come back 
You told jokes that I never could’ve laugh at 
I was dealing with the trauma but you saw that

You tried to make change 
But I stayed in my place  
So I’m sorry for my ways
And the mistakes 
I don’t wanna stay same
But it’s too safe 
Everything Id say 
To make you stay 

Now you gone and I’m stuck here so alone 
I loved you but I’m sorry that I couldn’t show 
We realize what we had when we we let it go
But it’s too late now and you’ll never know 


Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom


Verse 2
All the time I been stuck in my mind
Thinking bout how I just lost the love of my life 
Now I’m stuck in the state want a end of my life 
I’m Too scared to say that so I tell her I’m fine

Say I’m okay 
But I’m not 
Really miss you 
All the pain 
Coming back 
And I cannot call you 

You the only to ever to make the problems away 
You the only thing that’s ever really made me wanna stay 

but I did it to myself 
So I don’t deserve your help 
I’m in love with all the pain I don’t know if you can tell 
I’m too caught up in my mind 
I kept telling you these lies 
How I wish I never did now you out of my life 

alone I’m here today like I’ll be inside my grave 
 never make a change so nobody ever stay
Go and let me be cause I know this is my fate 
that I finally have to float for mistakes that I have made

Chorus

I just gotta float
Don’t u try to catch me
Please just don’t think less of me

My hearts broke
How’d this get so messy
Why be life so depressing

Act like a monster
Feel like an imposter
In my own life all the time
Wonder how i lost her

That’s not my problem
I don’t needa solve em
I don’t fucking got the time
To climb up from the bottom

Float (ft. Kado)

Lyrics:
night time while we cruisin thru the skyline
issa fine line while im waiting for the right time
hit the byline you could read just how I write mine
get some fine wine, live it up, this is my life

you know I put in work yeah
been grind hard, afternoon, get that bank yeah
girls fly out, fall in love, what you think yeah
roll that tight babygirl do ya thang yeah
then I'm gone cause you know I wont stay yeah

I ain't ever really wonder if my guap gon stop
I ain't ever really wonder cause I got it on lock
How come everytime I come around you wanna give props
You a snake in a field so you boutta get the chop

now im gettin money while im in the stu
spend a couple racks on designer shoes
head is in the clouds now its what i do
know we comin loud ya we comin thru

microphone check one and two boy what is this
I'm spittin these bars like its nobody's business
they say I'm so ill that you could catch a illness
can even catch up cause I know you aint wit it

Fineline

fineline

Happy birthday to me.

Produced by Living Puff

Lyrics

Told her she was all I needed and I meant it
She said, "Ken I mean it too" but she didn't
I don't wanna feel anymore feelings
Girl you great but what you see in me is not what it is

I'm a lost cause baby, it is not all
Greener on the other fucking side when I am the fault
I'm the reason that you can't get right
I got demons and they meeting with me every single night

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

She's a bitch but I know I'm no better, I'm an asshole
And it's been 3 years but she still the one I call though
I'm a fucked up sad little lost soul
I don't know how it got this bad when I fought so hard

Got so far from myself in my own mind
Tar on my breath, I do wrong when I know right
Where you are? I don't know
If I get in my car I'ma throw it off the road

Turned 21, wish I didn't
You sent me a sign, I didn't get it
Why am I'm alive? I need a minute
All this fucking time, I just been sinning (x2)

I just turned 21 and I wish that I didn't
God if you sent me a sign this time, I didn't get it
I don't understand why I'm alive, I need a minute
All this fucking time, I been spending it on sinning (x2)

spotify.

XXI.

prod. me

the more that i'm asleep the less i'm in pain
i keep on running from the mistakes that i made 
he talkin crazy so he get put on display
can't give a fuck about anything i'm in pain every day

i feel like hurting myself 
i feel like downing the bottle i fuckin keep on the shelf
don't feel like anything helps so this the only way
i like to suffer in silence so people stay away

ion really care about nothing except when i get paid
ion like this place i wanna disappear wanna get away 
i took half a eddie got 20 until i fade away
please don't bother speaking not hearing a single word you say 

the more that i'm asleep the less i'm in pain
i keep on running from the mistakes that i made 
he talkin crazy so he get put on display
can't give a fuck about anything i'm in pain every day

i feel like hurting myself 
i feel like downing the bottle i fuckin keep on the shelf
don't feel like anything helps so this the only way
i like to suffer in silence so people stay away

spotify

how tf am i even here right now?

Lyrics:

Gaffwood:

i’m just a lonely soul and i’m outta my god damn mind 
There be people tellin’ me that i’m out of time 
But that’s all right 
I be doin’ this for me
I’m still smokin’ pack until the sunrise 
I don’t know what to say
Is that all right with you baby? 
(You baby?)

Edacity:

and i don’t wanna go far away
you’re not my babe
and i don’t wanna restart this again 
cause ever since you walked away
it’s not the same
and i think we’re better off as friends
how could i forget the nights you held me?
laying on the couch together resting
talking bout our plans we were investing
now i gotta walk away from the best thing
you were the best thing
you were the best thing

Sadzilla:

I tried so hard in the end
But you still wanted me to try again
When i met you i got butterflies in my gut
And they fluttered
You ripped their wings apart for fucks sake
You gave me stomach aches
 You gave me stomach a-a-a-a-a-ches  

Auras:

And I can’t stand you inside my headspace 
Lie on the floor cause I know I’m a waste 
Taking off into the sky I
Never wanna see you in my life again
Go away, go away
I never wanna 
See you stay
See you stay 
Yeah there’s no end get out my head
I’m sick, I’m done, I can’t pretend

I'm Geist:

I’m sick, I’m done, I can’t pretend
Get out my head, cause there’s no end
And I prayed to god that you’d change
Whiles everyone sweared you’ll stay the same
Now my backs against the wall and I can’t breathe
You’re always lying through your teeth like we can’t see 
And now we’ll watch it fall apart from the front seat
you’re somebody else to everyone but me

Sadzilla:

I tried so hard in the end
But you still wanted me to try again
When i met you i got butterflies in my gut
And they fluttered
You ripped their wings apart for fucks sake
You gave me stomach aches

Klairvoyant:

Compulsive as they come
I hate these kind of endings 
Probably why I always decide to run
When you start pretending 
The you have love for me now
I'd really be better off without

Sadzilla:

I tried so hard in the end (You gave me stomach aches)
But you still wanted me to try again (You gave me stomach aches)
When i met you i got butterflies in my gut
And they fluttered (You gave me stomach aches)
You ripped their wings apart for fucks sake
You gave me stomach aches

Stomach Aches (ft. Klairvoyant, Edacity, Gaffwood, Auras & I'm Geist) Prod. by desmo.

lyrics:

Messages I wrote
U don’t even know the half of it Im pouring out my soul
Take apart my heart then wake me back up when im old
Dead and cold
Do u understand my code
Take me home put me back in the ground
Waves smash thru my chest lift me up again
Breaks that had never even worked so I coose to gun it then
Tech fleece on my body
I can’t buy u shit if u aint always all on my body
I live life like a hobby
Please don’t blow that shit nowhere by me
I know bush when it floats by me
They aint ever believed in me
would I make to to the party
Honestly im so sorry
That I don’t care that u sorry
This Love shit is so corny
It never did shit for me
All they do is talk I dont have nothing to talk about
Late at night in Edinburgh I float up to the ceiling
Im not fearing it anymore
Let these feelings take their course
I would never wanna know. 
I never wanna wake up feeling this alone
But as long as u got my heart
I feel ill be ok
In the dark I see the light of day

Maybe we could wake up
And feel the same as the day right before we break up its ok I kept my mind right
I had to stay up
For some long nights skipping day jobs
But my dreams coming true now when I wake up
 
Ur only chance alone already came and went
If we eat it raw were bound to puke again
U should never of packed up the base camp tent
I told all my guys I told all my friends
Shot 
Green blood
Flesh chunks
Wet skin
Stump numbed
Gums bleed
And im turned on
Weak stomach
And A Heavy gut
Taking my soul right out me and I think that’s hot
Look at me deep I know u see the things that I hide
Hearing me talk I know u feel the things I don’t write
Bbl I know she got an ass she had bought 

Maybe we could wake up
And feel the same as the day right before we break up its ok I kept my mind right
I had stay up
For some long nights skipping day jobs
dreams coming true when I wake up now
Eat my heart out
I don’t want to break out
I feel the rain drip down in thru my warped house
I can’t see the same way
U tryna teach how
Take me on my word now

wake up now (kassgocrazy)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cuqv306EQ9w

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featuring https://soundcloud.com/slimesito 

prod https://soundcloud.com/hushinsilence 
mix https://soundcloud.com/prodbybrody 

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CHAINSAW MAN w/ Slimesito [prod. hushinsilence]

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Lyrics:
Will u love me im insane
Cried too much now im so drained
Im a rockstar, feel my pain
And i need u back but i wont say that to ur face

Im in my head all day
I miss you when its late 
Im fucking up my brain
Your the drug i crave


Im bleedin for the racks
Got a knife in my back
U know i care but i cant
Do nothin bout that

Its all in the past


They say i dont belong here and maybe i dont
But who knows
I make everybody leave me alone
Its my fault 

I been wipin up the blood from my phone
Did u call
Baby i get high but i know
That ill fall

Will u love me im insane
Cried too much now im so drained
Im a rockstar, feel my pain
And i need u back but i wont say that to ur face

Im in my head all day
I miss you when its late 
Im fucking up my brain
Your the drug i crave

Im dragging myself down through life
Despite telling everyone that im fine
My head is in a cloud i cant clear out my mind 
And honestly i'm nervous when i see all the eyes

CRIED TOO MUCH NOW I'M SO DRAINED (Prod. Discent)

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OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO: https://youtu.be/95ptUnY0q5E

Produced by Rocci & MAIKA

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Pouya & Lu baby - Walk In

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

the devil’s eyes with a blank expression on my face
just popped a pill, close my eyes and enter outer space
she grab the knife, corpse girl, and all she wear is lace 
the blood drips from my wrist, and she gon' get a taste

she drinking blood like it’s lean out of a styrofoam 
my wrist red, they can tell the shit that i be on
spiders in my head, there’s webs inside my fucking dome
i close my eyes, i see the ghost, and my blood, it flows 
i like your scars, she like my blade, she look like laurie strode
halloween, i’ll kill myself, but one day i’ll be home
the water pours down the drain, down here we all float
i’m insane, my arm is cut, but she gon' fuck me long

i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away
i’m not okay, i don’t wanna feel this fucking way
the water stings so much more than the kitchen blade
bloody on my tongue, i don’t wanna feel this pain
numby on my gums, baby, take the pain away

children of the night tag made by @gucccifer
prod. @despairintoashes
written by @lightninglogan

samples from Cam x Dracula

DESPAIR INTO ASHES

i like ur scars [prod. despairintoashes]

SEE IT TO BELIEVE(FEAT. ERROR SVI) (PROD. LOST ULTRA)

FROM THE JUMP(FEAT. ERROR SVI)

Feed Your Addiction 
By Saphir
Prod. Ferro

Feed Your Addiction: 

Call me a loser tell me I’m sick
Fuck your shitty apartment leave me alone 
Dead on the mattress wait for a signal 
Tryna escape so I pick at the walls

Mildew on your hair
Lingers everywhere
Pour one up codeine
Trippin in my dreams 

All I’ve ever known 
You were never supposed to be my home 

All I’ve ever known 
Dirty fucking cage you call your home 

Lock me up feed your addiction 
Don’t hear yourself because you never listen

(Verse)
Darkened iris tell me to burn 
Try to degrade me you’ll never learn

Crawl away from your decay 
Spread like a virus but I’ll never stay

(2x) Mildew on your hair
Lingers everywhere
Pour one up codeine
Trippin in my dreams

All I've ever known
You were never supposed to be my home 

All I've ever known 
Dirty fucking cage you call your home 

Lock me up 
Feed your addiction 

Don't hear yourself
Because you never listen

Feed Your Addiction

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drown in sky drips but still feel sht

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