Holy shit this actually is crazy, ur gonna blow up dude

I Can See U Every Time I Close My Fkin Eyes

ghost in the night

Outlaw

Featuring @melmige
Produced by @splashgvng
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

LYRICS
Maybe love's just not for me
Maybe I won't ever be
Comfortable enough in my own skin
To let someone else in

Always been the loner type
But if you treat me right
I just might
Do something stupid like confess my love
I get what I want
Of course it's not enough

Relationships are hard for me
Can't relate to anything
Nothing makes me happy like it did when I was seventeen
Most days I just feel numb
Damaged from the past so I recoil at your touch

Maybe love's just not for me
Maybe I won't ever be complete

These days I don't feel much of anything
It's all the same on repeat
I appreciate the way you try to please me
When you show love
But I cant reciprocate it
'Cause I'm way too fucking jaded
I know you'll find another broken boy to play with

(melmige)
I can't change
And the fact that I still wear
The clothes that I wore in high school
Should tell you that

I'm a spark to a flame
I'm obsessed with this game
Who can outplay the other first
Fuck I thrive on the pain
And I'm not asking for forgiveness
Maybe understanding and solidarity
On the fact that we'll miss each other

But that doesn't matter now
Fall asleep to the rain
There's therapy in the sound
Of individual drops falling on to my window
It just hurts to think that one of these days
I might have to let you go

And it's not fair for those thoughts to invade my mind
Which is a liminal space
There's not comfort to leave behind
Just ambiguity and sadness in the form of a rhyme
Do I suppress or embrace
I'll forget it this time

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Broken Boy w/ melmige (Prod. Splashgvng)

i gave u another fkin hand to hold 
then u put me in a fkin chokehold
talked to u inside the fkin hospital
i might be a asshole
but i really care tho
i jus count my racks n mind my business
u got lucky there wasnt a witness
i been tryna find it in my heart to find forgiveness
WE BOTH KNOW
THAT U DID THIS
and in the end u will be all alone
i dont really know what else to say
fucked up mental states 
theyll put u inside a dark place
ik im the bigger man
ik u were never rly my friend
i hope that it haunts u for the rest of yr life 
i hope that yr struggling to sleep
yuh
even when the suns bright

Even When The Sun's Bright

Lyrics:

E
T
A

twenty minutes to your house
i lost track of the time again can this absence not fuckin count
i think i'm fucking delirious thinking my wings will sprout
it's stupid hilarious how they think i've never felt
i'll turn the twenty minute drive into ten
you think i care about my livelihood that's just my mind when heaviest
and
for fucking sure reality didn't make a dent
i'm sure my body will end up inside a ditch 
maybe somewhere something'll click

so i sit here writing
all my peeves and troubles
i don't want to leave this dirt pile 
in the middle of nowhere
at the moment really don't care
in a minute i still won't care
no i don't care still won't care

dirt nap (canyouseetheghost)

lampost lights w/ never

I just needed sum1 2 be there (16kibo)#20

100K CASH

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The Fog breathe on your window
Baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
My life lives in the shadows
And Im hoping that i die slow

U said we were ment to be
I but think we wernt ment to last
You ran away
Now i want you back
Guess ill stay in the dark
And I ran out of matches
I gave you love
But thats in the past tense 
And If ur here now 
Would u tell me what happened 
(Would you tell me what happened)

Me what happened…

The Fog breathe on your windows
Baby kiss me with your eyes closed 
My life lives in the shadows
And Im hoping that i die slow

I met a girl who said she wouldnt leave
And now thats all left is with her in my dreams
Now all i can see if her face in the past
Why fall like the leaves
Everything drags on
Cuz I couldn’t see the present tense
And im dead inside but no one can really help it

Cuz i got problems on my belt
And i got people to fucking regret
I got things up on my chest that i would never tell anybody
Nobody really fucking cares about anything 
Nobody fucking gives a shit 
So why the fuck should i care.

Even When The Sun's Bright

NICKISGONENOW

Recent comments

saint grim

ehh eh

bunnyboy

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