i been thinking about my ex 2 much

drums and bass by heylee manzeron, everything else prod me

Broken

Featuring @melmige
Produced by @splashgvng
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

LYRICS
Maybe love's just not for me
Maybe I won't ever be
Comfortable enough in my own skin
To let someone else in

Always been the loner type
But if you treat me right
I just might
Do something stupid like confess my love
I get what I want
Of course it's not enough

Relationships are hard for me
Can't relate to anything
Nothing makes me happy like it did when I was seventeen
Most days I just feel numb
Damaged from the past so I recoil at your touch

Maybe love's just not for me
Maybe I won't ever be complete

These days I don't feel much of anything
It's all the same on repeat
I appreciate the way you try to please me
When you show love
But I cant reciprocate it
'Cause I'm way too fucking jaded
I know you'll find another broken boy to play with

(melmige)
I can't change
And the fact that I still wear
The clothes that I wore in high school
Should tell you that

I'm a spark to a flame
I'm obsessed with this game
Who can outplay the other first
Fuck I thrive on the pain
And I'm not asking for forgiveness
Maybe understanding and solidarity
On the fact that we'll miss each other

But that doesn't matter now
Fall asleep to the rain
There's therapy in the sound
Of individual drops falling on to my window
It just hurts to think that one of these days
I might have to let you go

And it's not fair for those thoughts to invade my mind
Which is a liminal space
There's not comfort to leave behind
Just ambiguity and sadness in the form of a rhyme
Do I suppress or embrace
I'll forget it this time

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Broken Boy w/ melmige (Prod. Splashgvng)

as i let go of u

i gave u another fkin hand to hold 
then u put me in a fkin chokehold
talked to u inside the fkin hospital
i might be a asshole
but i really care tho
i jus count my racks n mind my business
u got lucky there wasnt a witness
i been tryna find it in my heart to find forgiveness
WE BOTH KNOW
THAT U DID THIS
and in the end u will be all alone
i dont really know what else to say
fucked up mental states 
theyll put u inside a dark place
ik im the bigger man
ik u were never rly my friend
i hope that it haunts u for the rest of yr life 
i hope that yr struggling to sleep
yuh
even when the suns bright

Even When The Sun's Bright

lampost lights w/ never

Hack The System ( prod. King theta)

Yandere [私の悪魔]

ISOLATION

Hammy - Fading Away

New single "Cancer (I've been gone)"
Inspired by those hopeless feelings during the battle of cancer and other health issues
I love you and i hope you recover strong and fast

(Lyrics)
I’ve been gone for so long 
Everything just went wrong 
I’ve been gone for so longt
I can’t keep holding on 
My own body is my enemy 
The cancers eating away at me
My own body is my enemy 
I guess there’s just no hope for med

The doctors say I only have a week 
Got my bucket list but it’s incomplete 
Its getting hard to stand on my feet
Is there any hope for me?
Should I write that letter to my mom
Say I was sorry all along 
I guess I’ll put it in this song 
So you can hear it when I’m gone

Prod. Yungspoiler
Mixed by Yago

Even When The Sun's Bright

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