how great my dad died from cancer this kinda makes me sad bro I got this cremated necklace but duck ouch it's like likea life is beautiful but worse😑

empty_l1fe w/ fridvy (kubsy)

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this"

Verse 1

i get sick off walking down the same road again 
use to hold my hand baby you was my bestfriend
now im sitting on this cold floor
i don't know where i am 
i don't know what to aim for 
i walk past café where we use to eat a lot
take the left round the corner because my heart still in shock

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

viens

rings on my arm, in the ink, and it stings
i remember when u pushed that needle in my skin
can u do it deeper? i wanna feel the pain
I want the ink to stain, and i want this tat to stay

whats the point of holding on if u wont change?
whats the point of bringing light to the bad days?
whats the point of losing sleep on what u might say?
im just doin lines of ket until my mind fades
whats the point of lying, saying that im okay?
and it pains that u will only ever see me as someone thats in ur way

when i see him with you it makes my stomach sick 
knowing you use to touch me with those fingertips 
i remember you getting tatted on your wrist 
you held hand and told me "baby we can get through this" x2

fingertips w/ betweentheviensandi (jolst x me)

I produced and recorded this song with my friend @flux-aspekt. 
He wrote all the lyrics for this song, sung the bridge, and did the artwork(its also his debut as a musical artist and I'm really really proud of him)

You can pre-save it on Spotify too :D https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/heyleemanzeron/sugar-coated-heartbreak-feat-flux-aspekt

Lyrics:
 
All aboard the sleepy time express
It’s time to put that head safely to rest 
If you have nightmares
I’ll chase away your fears
I feel so trapped inside this bed
It’s not my fault my memories are dead

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
So tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

Walking down the street
Street lights on
You got me thinking 'bout you 
From dusk till dawn 
We used to walk hand in hand 
But now i’m empty handed
I'm thinking about you and the life we’d’ve landed

I see the pain that no one understands 
But can't you see my life is at hand 
I'm tired of fighting 
So tired of trying 
I wish someone would pull the trigger, now I'm dying

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak

My heart is slowly sinking 
What the fuck was I thinking 
I just keep walking past strangers
drowning in my head 
Every day I just wish that I'll wake up dead 
Go straight through the front door, what life have I lead? 
Cause it's just me, and I'm tired 

Today I think I've had enough 
Cause all that I get is tough love
Hanging on by a tiny thread 
It is the time I finally dread 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak 
I got that Sugar coated heartbreak
X2

Most times I feel outspoken 
You always leave me choking 
On words I left unspoken
And now I'm fuckin' broken

HeyLee x Flux Aspekt - Sugar Coated Heartbreak

Leaving Me (Prod Splashgvng)
Key E Minor
Bpm 160

This beat is free for non-profit use only. Any use must give credit - Song Title (Prod Splashgvng)

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🚫 𝓝σ 𝓢𝔞𝕄ᑭℓєˢ υ𝐒έⒹ
🎸 Guitar by Splashgvng

Leaving Me

prod.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDJbJhZuEFF8X-npl1tPUrQ

train station (prod.IOF)

Indifferent [+ splashgvng x Saint Tomorrow]

I feel so ashamed for all of the things i have ever done
you told me you'd come backnow i have this metal piece to my head
i dont wanna be the one that tells you that ill be dead 
in a couple days ill jump off that bridge where we first met i..
feel so alone
dont wanna go home
i wrote you this song..

hear it one more time
right in your eyes
i see the tears roll down your face
but i wont be here to wipe them off your eyes
i see your burning hair your purple and im dead
were both in the ground i dont wanna find the caterpillars
eating our brains all over, all over again

i feel it in my stomach
i feel it in my chest
i dont want to do this again
this again,
this again...

i feel it in my chest
remember where we met?
metal piece to my head
what did you say again..?

Written by: Gabe & Senju

Thank You to the prod..(i hope i find you)

just a story in my head

It's gone thru a cycle need medication
Is music worth all my dedication
I said that she should, but need a vacation
Improve my condition, then I will make it

I've been thinking bout the last few days
Cause I been stuck in this mindset that I been tryna erase
And I know I been MIA
I'm sorry I been gone away
Lately I don't know what to say

(I want to improve and you know that it's true)

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while

So stay with me, let me see that smile
You're all I've wanted for a long time now
And to be quite honest oh I don't know what to say now
Cause you're so beautiful
I'm really at a loss for words now

(It all repeats and I can't even speak now)

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while

My condition's always leaving me with just a few scuffs
When it comes to texting back I think that I have had enough
I've been feeling way too careless and I'm always one to shrug
I'm forgetting way too much I need a friend to cause a nudge
And when she wants me to remember she thinks I'm the one to judge
I'm kinda done

I can't keep living in this condition
My heart's not built for these constant let downs
I gotta find a way out
I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while
(I gotta find a way to make it feel like life's worth while)

condition ft. JoshIGuess

Sabotage prod. jolst + splvshgang

- CREDITS -
PRODUCED BY DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS
LYRICS BY CARL "CARLBY" LODOEN, P33, HEYLEE MAZERON, CEMETERYFLOWERS, MELMIGE & DYLAN "HOROSHA" HARRIS
GUITAR LOOPS BY SPLASHGVNG
LOGO BY DEAD & DETACHED

Listen on Spotify!

Wealthy w/ P33, HeyLee Manzeron, cemeteryflower$, melmige & Horo$ha (Prod. Horosha)

New single "Cancer (I've been gone)"
Inspired by those hopeless feelings during the battle of cancer and other health issues
I love you and i hope you recover strong and fast

(Lyrics)
I’ve been gone for so long 
Everything just went wrong 
I’ve been gone for so longt
I can’t keep holding on 
My own body is my enemy 
The cancers eating away at me
My own body is my enemy 
I guess there’s just no hope for med

The doctors say I only have a week 
Got my bucket list but it’s incomplete 
Its getting hard to stand on my feet
Is there any hope for me?
Should I write that letter to my mom
Say I was sorry all along 
I guess I’ll put it in this song 
So you can hear it when I’m gone

Prod. Yungspoiler
Mixed by Yago

Stream on Spotify!

Cancer (I've been gone) [Prod. Yungspoiler]

ºAlternative Indie Pop, Mixed with late 2000s Emo/Sad, even Pop Punk, Lofi/Acoustic <3
ºエモ少年º

º Down for collabs, please message social media

Cancer (I've been gone) [Prod. Yungspoiler]

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