REST IN PIECE HOMIE!!! MY HEART IS ABSOLUTELY CRUSHED 😭💔 I HOPE YOU REST PEACEFULLY

hope ur happy up there big man. rest well

Checking in with nick to find out he's gone this sucks. gonna miss his music. RIP

[+] I don't wanna die tonight so ill stay awake
* featuring @emofruits + @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @prodby2k6 + @rxhff *

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stay awake

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stay awake (feat. emo fruits + skele) [prod. 2k6]

Every Single Way

Prod. By: @neverday

fuck this place I hate this town
swear one day I'll burn it down
I prefer when no one round
cause I just wanna die with sound 

smoke so much 
I cannot feel my toes
I've been getting high 
to try to fill these holes
inside my mind 
I hate me all the time
feel depressed 
but I tell em that I'm fine
cause they don't really 
know or understand
it's not their fault 
I really wasn't in the plan
but really I don't give a damn 
I stack my money up
I got them blue strips in my hands 
In the club and I'm throwin bands
I'm only 17 
but you know I'm still the man 
any drug you want 
you know I got it 
she looked me right 
in the eyes and she popped it 

I'm so high not coming down
fuck this place I hate this town 
my creative vibe is running out
I'm gonna die 
the light is out
she crushed my heart and took my soul 
she took my youth and made me old
I hate this bitch with my whole heart
left me shattered from the start 

left me in the dark

yeah she left me in the dark 
I think I'm gonna die
demons coming for me 
angels falling out the sky 
now my heart is fucked up
baby I was love drunk 
fell into a nightmare 
now I'll never wake up 

I will never wake up
I don't wanna say much 
I just wanna crash fast 
knew it when our lips touched 
I fell for you too hard 
I can't get back up 
now I'm fucking stuck here
I always have the worst luck

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fell into a nightmare (prod. neverday)

watch it all fall down (prod. yunnygoldz)

Hit the silence on my phone
Leave a message at the tone
I'll let emotions out cuz they bout to overflow
I'll deal with this on my own
Poppin meds until I'm zoned
In my bed I'm comatose
I just wanna overdose
Stuck in negative head space
The demons never go away
They just move another place
I'm too disgraced to show my face
I felt the same yesterday
The vicious game of drinking pain away
Feelings hit my chest like a bullet ricocheted
These the moments when time is ticking at its slowest
These the moments when I know that I've hit my lowest
I'm daily going through the motions
These thoughts have their own motives
Facing down reality hitting like a locomotive
Where am I between feeling hopeless and being focused?
Where am I between real life trauma and hocus pocus?
Wheres the fine line between fixed and forever broken?
I'd really love to know cuz I've never been shown it
I know I'm lost cause
never get things right 
walking all alone 
I could die tonight
nobody would know
and nobody would care
exhale my pain
now there's smoke in the air 
I know that it's clear
that I don't fit in
feel so uncomfortable 
in my skin 
laying in bed
and I feel so stuck
I hate the whole world
yeah I know it's fucked 
something is wrong with me
and it can't be fixed
your fucking dishonesty 
just making me sick 
making me cringe
making me wish 
that I didn't exsist 
like everyday 
tortured in my own brain 
yeah I know it's a shame 
I got nothing to say 
I got nowhere to go 
feel like nobody want's me
I tend to push away 
those who love me
the pill's they gave me
just aren't working 
the happy gears inside my head
still aren't turning
drink to numb the pain
now my stomach burning 
if you call him your man
why his pockets hurting
you already know  
mine are swole as fuck
mix margelia
with the trues
I ain't slowin up 
If you ain't talking money
I ain't showin up 
If they ain't showin love
then I don't give a fuck
Ever since I've tried to write a track about sobriety
Like I'm dealin with a post operative lobotomy
Im feeling I cant master an intelligent dichotomy
In my drunken state I thought way more philosophically
I tend to have a better vision with my fucked up chemistry
It's almost like I'm bottling anger that I'm harboring
I use to fire off these tracks semi automatically
I feel that I've been running out of ammunition recently
I've given up the part of me 
that made my last masterpiece
I've given up that part of me
I've killed him off so tragically
I put him on display like a catastrophic centerpiece
Left in the open for the world to watch him slowly bleed
It's been a few months since that part of me became deceased
I had to erase him, make the old me obsolete
The never ending vicious cycle replays memories
flashing through my mind so frequently
Reminisce so vividly
the pill's they gave me
just aren't working 
the happy gears inside my head
still aren't turning
drink to numb the pain
now my stomach burning 
if you call him your man
why his pockets hurting
you already know  
mine are swole as fuck
mix margelia
with the trues
I ain't slowin up 
If you ain't talking money
I ain't showin up 
If they ain't showin love
then I don't give a fuck

Part Of Me(feat. Hammy)

OUT ON SPOTIFY

dead and gone w/ sleye (prod. metlast)

vocals by @supachefm & @93feetofsmoke
production by @93feetofsmoke

my palms are sore from the steering wheel w/ 93feetofsmoke

reset my brain 
breathe in 
no pain 
calm down
let go
feel shame 
if so i’m done
i’ll live in a cave
oh, every night 
i’m controlled by the bright light 
i don’t wanna fight i need some time
for mission: alright

if i could read the signs
i’d see it coming
as i recall it seems that 
i’ve been here before
can’t contain it
thoughts are crawling 
out the dome
somethings calling
is that you, mother 
come back home

there’s a million ways to tell me how you feel
tip toe all around 
the question that count
to clarify guilt 
keep callin’ rain fallin’ 
cold sheets that keep from thawing’
she stallin’ card drawin’
no luck but i’m still ballin’

reset my brain 
breathe in 
no pain 
calm down
let go
feel shame 
if so i’m done
i’ll live in a cave
oh, every night 
i’m controlled by the bright light 
i don’t wanna fight i need some time
for mission: alright

mission: alright (prod. odece x v5 x northeast lights)

s/o soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt

lyrics:

me:
its the same shit,
3g’s and I face it
I stay breakin
down larry in the basment
distance
I feel distance between us
try to make up all these false candle wishes x2

skele: 
yeah, hop in the whip and i dash
brand new beam all black
im off the shit i might crash
ya
a couple k in my wallet
brand new car just bought it
racks pour out my wallet
might get rich and buy hot topic
its the same shit
everyday i dont feel it
the distance, baby tell me do u miss this
i cant face it, i dont think im gonna make it
i cant take it, down larry in the basement

me:
why you try so hard?
i wanna go back to dancing in the snow in my front yard, 
jus take a picture it'll last long, you act like I wouldn't care if you were gone well you're so wrong. 
put an 1/8 in a blunt and then I face it, then replace it because

its the same shit,
3g’s and I face it
I stay breakin
down larry in the basment
distance
I feel distance between us
try to make up all these false candle wishes x2

Every Single Way

NICKISGONENOW

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