my friends are talented

DISCOGRAPHY

nickisgonenow

save me

Кавказ <3

prod. @notmorgn

listen on youtube: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qO0VHljOPSg

they try to copy i don't really see the point tho
if you were me you'd stab your self right in the torso
the reason i ain't done it yet is cus im fucking used to this
sober feels sedated like i popped a fuckin rufilin
fuck now my head hurt i ain't feeling better
im feelin deader im tied down like im tethered
and if i had a glock i would aim it at my ceiling 
and if i could feel shit i would be in my feelings
i guess my times not up cus my hearts still beating
my lungs still work im surprised im still breathing
reaper swingin scythes in my face tryna tease me
bitch im deceased yea but the top still please me
i think she like me hold up i wouldn't like me
we are the same bitch hatreds very likely
have a lot of bands that's why my wrist is icy
do you feel my pain pour some henny in the iced tea
she said she wanna die with me
but baby i promise you don't wanna die like me
die with me im so selfish baby
fuck i think im losing myself again, again no
fuck that sad shit put that ass right in my face
oh shit you got a man well he gone catch the fade
well if this shit get out of hand then you know i got my blade
but regardless of that just put that pussy on my face
put that shit right on my face 
put that shit right on my face 
*me laughing
fuck now my head hurt i ain't feeling better
im feelin deader im tied down like im tethered
and if i had a glock i would aim it at my ceiling 
and if i could feel shit i would be in my feelings
i guess my times not up cus my hearts still beating
my lungs still work im surprised im still breathing
reaper swingin scythes in my face tryna tease me
bitch im deceased yea but the top still please me

i ain't feeling better

SOMETIMES

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tW_QQpGjTUE

produced by jakkyboi
vocal, engineering : me

i fucked up

LONEWOLF

i fucked up

Lyrics:
My broken soul keeps making songs
My starving mind ruins my lungs 
I'm half alive, my life is sliced 
She's dead on half, I know she dies

I know she dies too/2
She knows I die, right?
Wine fills me so full
We're dancing all night 

I know she dies too/2
My cigarette's light 
Shines voiceless so dull 
She said she wants (a) fight

She said she wants (a) fight
We're dancing all night 
She said she wants (a) fight
We're dancing all night (2x)

I know she dies 2

prod. by Em Klebold

lyrics-
bitches like to tie me down
with the noose that ive broken
parade me across the town
where every soul feels homeless

TGIK
Bitches like to tie me down and break my heart
ive been left on the ground ever since the start
I just want to depart, i wish upon a star 
But it is just too far, its way out in the dark
And i thought you would be, the one but i misunderstood 
I really thought we would be more than what we are

chorus

Tie Me Down (feat. TGIK) (prod. Em Klebold)

Lyrics

Heart attack, can't keep my heart intact, I keep on falling back
Hoes come and go, it's nice and all but I want more than that
Had a bad bitch but it felt like I was forcing that
Fighting for another when they won't, there's nothing worse than that

Life is just a cycle, guess I haven't learned my lesson
Even if I really wanted to I couldn't go to heaven
Bad thoughts, soul gone, bitch you can get to steppin'
I'm not giving you my heart to use it on me as a weapon

All that I am is what I was
Depression hasn't left me, I don't think it really does
I think it just shape shifts to different shit
How long can I keep doing this?
Writing songs to feel alright, there's gotta be more to this

Feels like my long nights are just for me to suffer just because
Thought I started fitting in, I never was, my life's a bust
Will I ever find a friend? Don't really care
All I really want right now is to drop dead right now and here

Heart shot, blasted, emotions always masked with
Things I like to do but really shouldn't, I'm imbalanced
But I'll find my way someday cause I don't like the life I live
Fuck these hoes, don't hit me up cause I don't got no pipe to give

Tried that shit, not fit for me, I just want someone here for me
I had a person but I pushed 'em back, it wasn't clear to me
They were really true to every word they ever said to me
All I wanted back then was a bad bitch in the bed with me

Temptations, I gotta be patient
Working on my problems with these songs, not embrace it
You don't really want the talent that I got, I hate it
I don't want the fame cause shit to me, I fuckin' made it

I'll never stop falling apart
All I can do is pick up the parts
Make myself whole just to break once again
It's a cycle that most don't realize that we're in

God just help me out, I'm tryna give away my soul
I pray to become right, sometimes I want the money more
Hades already hit me back with the boxes
I'm not on the trail, I took a turn and I lost it

Don't let them take me
I need a an angel to save me
I hope this world doesn't break me
I'm still asleep, fuckin' wake me

spotify.

wake me up. | Produced by Encore

Lyrics

Off it to stop it, I lost it
You wanna save me but I want a coffin
You should approach me with caution
We've all got a line but I like to cross it

That door is bad but I knock it
The world's in my hands, I'ma drop it
This pill in my hand I'ma pop it
This pain that I feel I can't stop it

Heart's in a cage, need a locksmith
There ain't a second I go that I'm not pissed
If I give a fuck there's a plot twist
Cause so many fucks I do not give

There's so much to life I do not get
I'm in love with a girl that I'm not with
Life is a puzzle and I do not fit
I need a miracale, I'm out of options

Feels like I don't have a purpose, I'm worthless
If you could see through the curtains, I'm hurting
Songs are not fun, I mean every line I'm wording
I'm sorry mom, I didn't mean to be a burden

burden. | Produced by sketchmyname x vaegud

Lyrics

Am I real? Am I fake?
Every path that I take always sends me right back to the start of the maze
Lost in a haze of the shit that was broken, I can't really say if I'm happy or hopeless
Fuck it, you think it matters it doesn't, what does? I can say for sure that not love
Every connection I had it was all lust, look at 'em now, they're so beautiful, all dust

Ashes of passion, could never imagine that what really has would have ever have happened
From crying to laughing, from peace to me spazzin', I used to have drive but I fucked up and crashed it
I'm still alive but I wish I could die, told me the truth when I wish you would lie
Cause sometimes the fantasy's all that I need, real isn't something I'm ready to be

Valentine in december
You say you love me but you don't remember
I named, you caused me pain
All girls are the same in the end

This whole year been dumb shit
I lie and say that I'm making it better but I ain't did nothing
Said that I quit drugs but I'm still out here buzzin'
Whenever however so I can feel something

Nicotine in me suppress the anxiety
I can't get out that's inside of me
I lie to you so it's cool if you lie to me
Tell me sweet nothings, just for the time at least

Cause I want what I don't need
Don't want you but don't leave
I might be a dick but I'm worse when I'm lonely
I'll write a quick line bout the time you were still here
I'm so indecisive like bitch why you still here?

I'm sorry that I'm not, it be like that
I won't tell you when I leave, like be right back
I don't open up but when I do I needed that
You think I'm going down the wrong path and I agree with that

december. | Produced by capsctrl

Face First In The Concrete

There Was Blood On The Floor Underneath U

Casket

Lyrics

Shawty don't you break my heart
I don't think you know how to sew up
Baby girl you sick, I caught
I already know I'ma throw up

I don't know how much I'm off
But I know my heart rate rose up
If I don't stand up I can't fall
So don't ever ask me why I do nothing

I'ma fuck up because I can
Do another drug, that's my plan
Wanna fall in love but I can't
I just need a hug, hold my hand

If you won't love me, don't date
That's worse than a heartbreak
On the clock so don't waste my time
I know that you won't stay
You're a game I won't play
Why you wanna fuck with my mind?

There's only so much I can hold up
Don't breath fire if you don't want me to blow up
Don't you make a mess you can't clean up
I can take a step you can't dream of

Now you wanna make me calm down
All that you can do is run now
Oh you see where I'm from now
Why you wanna play so dumb now?

Shawty don't you break my heart
I don't think you know how to sew up
Baby girl you sick, I caught
I already know I'ma throw up

I don't know how much I'm off
But I know my heart rate rose up
If I don't stand up I can't fall
So don't ever ask me why I do nothing

detmer. | Produced by metlast

PROD. @keefbeats
MIX/MASTER. @spyce-sakryn

I COULDNT HOLD THIS IN THE VAULT FOR THAT LONG
MORE MUSIC/VISUALS SOON, THIS ONES FOR YOU GUYS



always gettin high on my phone
always gettin mines and im gone
fuck you spreadin lies on da throne
i could put them other guys in the morgue

yall fuckin hoes, yall fuckin runnin 
yall fuckin pussy i could prove it
cant see me comin
cant see me stunin
cant see me runnin
the fuckin game like i was weezy
the drought is comin
feelin arid, im really daring
im really flossin...you could perish
why the hell u sqwakin gawkin you fuckin parrots
why that bitch on my dick n shit and on my ass again 
im just tryna get my bands up and take the vatican!

bitch. i could pull that rice up out yo cabinets
its yung scales on em and he got it from the talented
skrrt skrrt yeah they wish they had my voice n shit 
the teeth of a lizard on my fingers issa poison tip

wave from the bass, why the fuck they talk shit
im the devil in disguise, errybody drop quick 
errybody get down its about to be the 5th 
and its 49 BEFORE IT I GOT LIZARD TEETH BITCH

and im caught, pitchin wit my bitches in the dark
all the things i know of i should come up w a ark
you could run up you get done up boy dont even get me start
ima haunt ima creep im the demon off the leash 

IMA SQUEEZE LIKE EBOLA IM TOO SICKENIN WATCH THE SNEEZE
DO THE DEEDS FOR THE SKEET FROM A FREAK, IMA GEEK 
LOW KEY BITCHES NEVER KNOW ME HOE PLEASE 
GET THE FUCK UP OUT MY MENTION FORE I BLOW THIS 40

YEAH IM ALWAYS GETTIN HIGH ON MY PHONE 
always gettin mines and im gone
fuck you spreadin lies on da throne
i could put them other guys in the morgue


BIG BALLS, LIKE RICK ROSS, I KICK JAWS 
HIT SQUADS GET IN YALL FRIENDS BROADS 
I BEEN HARD, NEVERER ENDIN ERECTION 
DIS SELECTION LEAVE YO BITCH SCAR
YALL TIP JAR WEIRDOS CANT HANG ON THIS RIP JAW
32 GIGS OF BULLSHIT COME GET YALLS
YALL KIDS LOST, GET PICKED UP 
GET SOLD OFF TO DA BIG BOSS
CANT MISS YALL YALL FUCK BOYS 
GET BIT OFF CANT KEEP YO SHIT STRONG
MID PACK LIL DUFF STUPID CUCK
 WHAT THE FUCK I BEEN ON

AHEM EXCUSE ME

PICKIT HOW I POP IT N I DROP IT AND I SELL IT
THROWIN UP NARCOTICS IN THE AIR CAUSE IMA FELON
HIT YO BITCH UP ANADONCA STYLE WILD IN THE TELLY
GIRL GIRLS GOIN DOWN WIT THEM FROWNS IMA KILL IT

HIT YOU W THEM ROUNDS YOU A CLOWN IN YO FITTED
IMA HUNT EM DOWN, WIT A POUND SEE EM SPRINTIN
IMA FUCK AROUND W THE DEVIL YOU A CHRISTAIN
YOU A FUCKIN COP IMA DROWN INA PRISON

ALWAYS GETTIN HIGH ON MY PHONE 
I KNOW THAT IMA DIE ALL ALONE
BUT I WILL COME ALIVE IN THE MORGUE
WALKIN DEAD GETTIN HIGH W YA HOE

always gettin high on my phone
always gettin mines and im gone
fuck you spreadin lies on da throne
i could put them other guys in the morgue

AND IM REPEATIN ALL MY LINES
SCALES STILL UP ON THAT LIZARD TEETH
I THINK ITS NUMBER 5

LIZARD TEETH 5 (prod. KEIFERGR33N)

mixed and mastered by https://soundcloud.com/davidentendu
produced by https://soundcloud.com/blvkstarboi
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I wanna get away from all these people
Wanna find myself alone with the trees
Stop trying to force me into something like you
Your mind can barely comprehend what’s not seen

So busy judging me, her and everyone
Think you’re better, you’re just bitter over someone
Act special, mistake you for almost anyone
You’re so fake, all you say will never have a sum

Living your life stuck in all these screens
Never really fit into their scene
I get so tired of their shit, take my life from me
Better off dead, it’s better in my head
Where I can get away and pretend I don’t exist
So far it’s better than this

I wanna get away from all these people
Wanna find myself alone with the trees
Stop trying to force me into something like you
Your mind can barely comprehend what’s not seen

unseen (prod. blvk s t a r)

Hold Me Tight Ft. Value

Hold Me Tight Ft. Value (Prod. metlast)

produced by born hero
vocals by warpwhistl

one of two winners of the Matter sample contest

born hero: https://soundcloud.com/bornhero

born hero x warpwhistl - move

daydreams

Will You Be There At My Funeral?

Lyrics:

Solved a couple problems from the memories
Find me near a bottle when I clear my mind
Sorry broken promises could never leave
You ain't gotta call me girl I'll be fine
Me and her is something that'll never be
And I know that she miss me cuz she in my dreams
Falling through the past losing focus off track why the fuck you always laugh when I'm hopeless

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find i change a lot with the seasons I align

Coupled by the spirits that be guiding me
I wonder if we talked if they would be proud
Times I wish they'd tell me all the awful things
Ain't really what they seem and she just acting out
Following my dreams since I was kid
Skipping out on class living on the edge
Life is going fast if you wanted
Sometimes you should look at where you at
Where you going

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align

Cutting the act of course struggling the facts you forced
Running from the passed absorbed wrapped up in this wrath ignored
I was on a lonely track falling tryna make it back
And Kat pulled me out the depths thank her when you smile and pass
Think I'm and awkward mess mofuckas are not impressed
Huddled over a bible maybe its time I search inside the quest
And I'm exhausted stuttering like Busta Rhymes on crack
On that Chris Brown track before he slapped Rihannas ass
Laying inside my room I feel philosophical
Time slipping right by us why try live in denial fool
People are kinda rude that's why I'm always quiet too
Around people I don't know they got something they tryna prove
I never got that though
Notice I ride passed slow
Driving on wide back roads
Smiling though I been broke
My friends they got bags though
Left me don't call back no
They probably forgot of me honestly it ain’t surprising me

Small talk of our lives
Wander off might intertwine
Lost cause so why try
You the dark I live by light
Stay strong
Momma check on me that's all I got its like
Don't wait long
Find I change a lot with the seasons I align


prod. @10_05
(mayten)

Face First In The Concrete

NICKISGONENOW