Deathbed (prod. deadhill)

Prod by Me :D 

LYRICS 

Open my eyes once again 
I feel confined to this bed 
Everything you ever said 
I cant just get this out my head 
Take my life Take my time Take me right back 
In the strife hit rewind make it right 
Thats all I wanted from the start 
All I wanted was your car 
Gas pedal and keep it on 
Leave the mourning let it pour 

Leave me alone 
I dont need nobody else 
She blowing up my phone 
Let me calm your feelings though 
Look like this 
She dont wanna call her friends 
Up all night cuz we fucked again 
She dont wanna tell me that she hates my friends 
Fuck you die with them 

Let you go 
I Dont really wanna let you go 
But the feelings gotta let me know 
That you aint it 
I dont wanna see your face again 
I dont wanna go right back to friends 
Always said this was the end 
Hope you know 
So tell me you dont change me when you change me 
Or you break me when you break me 
I cant take the thing you tell me to my core 
Leave me all alone again 
To lost how I want no friends 
Faded all this time again 
I cant fucking lie 

Leave me alone 
I dont need nobody else 
She blowing up my phone 
Let me calm your feelings though 
Look like this 
She dont wanna call her friends 
Up all night cuz we fucked again 
She dont wanna tell me that she hates my friends 
Fuck you die with them

ALONE

beat prod by: cxrter x wisssery
written and performed by: @reject333 x @darkfurei

ouu im rlly sorry + @darkfurei (p. cxrter x wisssery)

fuck that label, i swear i didnt want it
i thought that this was normal, didnt care if i would flaunt it
until i got much older, and my friends, they all got sober
i went the other way, but couldnt stop, i went way over

only used it just to cope, help me cling onto fake hope
so i never grab the rope, shit dont work, it fucking broke
but i only weigh 110, on a good day if im fed
i just never want to eat, no appetite, im filled with dread

once a sadboy, im a sadboy forever
nothing feels right when everything inside has died
i dont want to be this person, like by now thought id be fine
but its been a whole life, and im barely getting by

sadboy forever

"sadboy" forever prod Blunkd

day 3

lyrics

you come out when i sleep
and walk all over my dreams
you tore me to the bed and I couldnt breathe
i've held my eyes shut all week

i'm holding down the wildfires
with picture perfect nightskies
if you call I might cry
for now i'll lay a light sigh

wait for the sunrise
no patience you're out of your mind
I loved you one time in my life
and I could for more than eternity
yeah tha is what I said
hold me firm, ill grip you to the end 
know its hard but something better left
left alone when inside it is dead

no sound of a breathe when you're waking 
went cold yeah he just couldn't make it
it's all smoke when you live for the payment 
tears turn to shards and you'll start to get anxious

no waiting, no saving 
too late in this mist i'm fading 
rung smoke, I got blunts piling up like pages
bong rips, see the sky go from clear to anxious

i'm so jaded, think I'm hated
I'm not drunk enough, i'm caving
dark surrounds my soul
I dug deep to get out of this hole
but there's more to this than you could ever know
throw wood fire in the pile just to watch it grow
sparks being sent to where my energy went
I'm just trying to find home

hold heart there's no remedy
just get lost in the seven seas
don't lose sleep on where you're meant to be
but lose breath on the memories

we hid in the shadows and got stuck in the pages
and now we know that this is one for the ages
casting the spells like your blood is of mages
I've got a viking heart, I'm courages

it might be all they're offering 
but I fought for this 
burning the land in return for the conquering
couldn't stand for this had to drift with the ocean
drift with the wind while enchanting my potions

rant my emotions
is it open i'm hoping
this undertone comes with a gift and a notice
the smoke in the distance the quickest erosion 
can't lie to myself do I live with this knowing

wildfire

wildfire (jacob vallen)

Don't Send S.O.S P1

LEAVE ME ALONE

Frozen hearts (ft. Guccihighwaters ) (Prod by. notmorgn)

Thanks to guccihighwaters & notmorgn!
Jacky B:
https://twitter.com/NotJackyB
https://www.instagram.com/notjackyb

Guccihighwaters:
https://soundcloud.com/guccihighwaters
https://www.instagram.com/guccihighwaters
https://twitter.com/guccihighwaters

notmorgn:
https://soundcloud.com/notmorgn

Lyrics:

Jacky B:
Bags around my eyes
Gotta close my blinds
Cant stand the sunlight
Sitting in my room
Its time to write
Demons in my sight
X's on my eyes
Cant stay up all night
You really hurt me
Now your gone
You said you loved me
Now i gotta stay strong
Walking down this pathway
Holding a can of jack
Hoping that i'm halfway
You were a mistake
Take drugs in my pastime
Fade into a poltergeist
Cant help me now
Don't need your advice
Leave me in the back
Isolated forever

Guccihighwaters:
I think you loved me the past
Always throwing shade
Isolated in the back
Fucking jaded
Really jaded from the past
Should i get really faded
And forget bout what we had
I think it’s time
For me to go
To run away
And find my home
Look at me
Define alone
Look at me
I fight alone
Young waster
Don’t need a chaser
No mixer
Straight to the face yeah
She would talk a lot of shit
Drink the whole bottle shit
Now she poppin all up my mentions
No kolonopin
Not like that
You used to be so different
Type back but
I’m the one dismissing

Jacky B:
Yea i'm isolated
Leave me alone
I'm heavily sedated
Put my headphones in
Block the world out
Walking down the street
Gotta change the route
All alone at night
Gotta walk to maccas faded
Yea i missed you
Not answering your calls
You traded me in
For a new guy
Now i drink just to get by


Tried to stay with you for ever
You left me like a feather
Smothered in the dirt forever
Now i'm stuck in the past
Back at the start
I don't think i'm gonna last
Don't know what i'm doing
Time to grab the glass
Take it straight to the face
I wanna leave this fucking place

I CRIED AS IM SCREAMING YOUR NAME (prod. me)

NICKISGONENOW