Deathbed (prod. deadhill)

joke's on you: the bedroom ballads

straight jacket (live)

Prod @Sinxi

LYRICS 

Stop my heart
Dont fear this
Stuck all day
Cant see its
Too unclear
My feelings
Wont fade here
Im breathing
And im sleeping til my eden
Keeping distant
But you stay here
I been waiting
You wont change things
Just to fake things
Just to breath near
When im creeping dont be thinking
That im drinking and Im safe here
Cuz im dreaming about dying all the time
You dont like on what im thinking all the time
All the time you wont ever say
Cold fresh air
Vomit pitch black
Im back
Two seconds
Might just relapse
My last
Im checking all of my thoughts on facts
No guessing
Got me on form like that
Too bad
Shawty moving like a trackstar
Way she throw it back
Living life Im not gon act hard
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at

So frail
Snap my life in two
I guess im too stale
Pick up all my ounce in my lungs
Keep me in the back til im done
Cuz I been breathing for a long while
Too bad
Shawty moving like a trackstar
Way she throw it back
Living life Im not gon act hard
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at make a fucking move

Got my fucking signs
I dont wanna lie
Darling girl your fine
But i dont wanna do this again
She wont like the way that i am
Cuz i be sending it to voicemail

So frail
Snap my life in two
I guess im too stale
Pick up all my ounce in my lungs
Keep me in the back til im done
Cuz I been breathing for a long while
Too bad
Shawty moving like a trackstar
Way she throw it back
Living life Im not gon act hard
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at
Feeling where im at make a fucking move

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shoutout my homie for bein on this! @notaheroo

lyrics:

i’ve been drowning my sorrows in the bottom of bottles
she said i should relax and not to go full throttle 
baby just calm down and i’ll be gone by tomorrow
you say your heart has been hollowed

but have you looked at me lately?
i’m the one who needs a saving grace
her eyes they pierce so painfully
i see your face and i’m back in that place

they’ve left me with nowhere to go
i’ve been broken down and on my own
my shoulders are crushed from the weight of it all

and you’ve been laughing at me waiting for me to fall
and i lack the motivation to force myself to crawl
you held back information knowing that it’s your fault
clarification is shown behind the walls
a now known revelation planned to kill my soul

it’s hard not to fold 
underneath the mold
of what i was always told and what i’m feeling
the seasons are changing again

oh, changing again
oh, can you tell me where the times been?

(notahero)

can u hear me coming baby?
open up the front door
i know time is infinite
but i don’t think i got much more
my bones and back grow sore
u tell me i should fight
pain gets defied when i look up in ur eyes
sorrow gets diffused into energy all u gotta do is fight
it’s hard enough waking up
be my saving grace tonight
anxiety riddles me when i feel my lungs fucking up
the pressure belittle me when i don’t think that i’m blowing up
but riddle me this baby
how come i ain’t never show no signs of giving up?

full throttle w/ notahero (R3DQX x Luffy)

beat prod by: cxrter x wisssery
written and performed by: @reject333 x @darkfurei

ouu im rlly sorry + @darkfurei (p. cxrter x wisssery)

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

<3 
LYRICS:
love

i just wanna love on ya

i just wanna touch on ya 

i just wanna rock witcha

baby

baby all ya past men pussies

all of them boys ain't seriously lookin

i mean look at you

put it on me shorty let me see just what that body do

funny how the realest one could show you how it's supposed to look

and if your ex tries talkin shit i'm gettin him slapped

that's on my soul, no time for me to spend on a non man

id rather be, witcha spending time on an island

and money ain't no issue so you know we got flights mapped

you give me what i give a pillow girl that shit could make me nap

put me to sleep i mean

forgive the nerves cuz you look so amazing

hey girl when i see you it's like i go crazy

hey baby when im with you never want it to end

go to bed wake up and i'll see you again

all smiles good morning and breakfast in bed

and you understand when i tell you im depressed

life is so damn easy when i'm with you instead

i could run to you anytime, you too, say when

I CRIED AS IM SCREAMING YOUR NAME (prod. me)

NICKISGONENOW