i dont get to see u anymore, thats the sad part

guitar by: killedmyself
prod by me (:

i hope your doing better now
that you left me here to drown 
i wish you the best 
even tho u kept on saying it was all my fault 

so im bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 

so im bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 
bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 

i still remember ur smell (ooh~)
and i can still see ur light hair (ooh~)
i still remember ur smell (ooh~)
and i can still see ur light hair (ooh~)

bleeding

sewerperson - we live underwater (cover)

ugly (prod siemspark x xmichaelwarren)

lyrics ⬇️

Temple in my body really breaking down
 
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

this is something i should stop
new stuff right out the box
i know that there’s consequences to my actions 
but somehow i would never gove up

using your words as a weapon
how could i think you a blessin
Im tryna make it to heaven
you wont be there im guessin :(

if im guessin wrong then ill be grateful 
when heavin calls youll see an angel
restart my life over again
gotta push back
no im not no recycling bin way past that

but i still need some oxygen to keep movin on in this life
if i cant feel the air thats in my lungs then its not right
gotta keep going cuz nothings ever really perfect
and if it is then honestly you really did not deserve it

this is honestly just a statement but i dont
but i dont wanna pave it
i been turning the pages to make it feel like im staying
but i
think i lost me a dime
shoulda never even tried

Temple in my body really breaking down
Running like a zombie what im chasing out
baby do you copy i been drownin out
got me drinking at my homies house hes sober now

anxiety riddles me everyday 
Do you wanna hear what i really think
i feel the purpose of life is pushing ur self to yhe limit with everything 
if ya heard this know what im sayin
no purchase
no more complainin its worthless might aswell burn all the bridges

gotta get life figured out somehow 
no i dont gotta go down that route
maybe i dont like the large crowds
so ill be locked in my house 

these forest walls only uncover options
when my liscense old
I think youll find me out there hostage
ill watvh the river flow
think ill finally find calmness
and when you ask who helped me
ill say god did.

temple garden (cxrter x ryini)

pure of heart i know 
god it hurts my soul
when i see photos
i’m reminded, i’m reminded of home
so what 
i’m spilling out my guts
so what
i’m spilling out my guts 

i been away for a long time
every single day didn’t feel right
now i’m all alone what a hard fight
what do i do no ones in sight



i been away for a long time
every single day didn’t feel right
now i’m all alone what a hard fight
what do i do no one is in sight

so what 
so what
so what 
so what 
so what 

i been away for a long time
every single day didn’t feel right
now i’m all alone what a hard fight
what do i do no ones in sight

so what (feat. Zoe Beaufay) (VELVET)

lyrics

hold on, hold on by a thread
with the faintest of whispers you’ll learn to forget
love me, love me again
the world crumbles slowly but you soften the fret

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

/

lately i’ve had less lately
more formed to one with the moments more date free
less on the fence i used breathing to save me
i found all of our gifts and the exploits, you might hate me

/

i want peace for us all
i feel when quite and calm
i close eyes and sense the close call
i could lose my breath in your arms

/

help me my dear i am falling to pieces
mend my body i’m ok with creases
i now know the future, just stay for the night
a day can last forever if done just right

/

minding my step with the way words are falling
crush me, my dreams and the things i love calling
my dearest companions in the darkest of matters
a seek i reward with the absurdist laughter

last line of defence

last line of defence (empty roads)

incredible production by @prodbysxda

lyrics

surprising everything inside my fucking chest
she got all it on with her hands wrapped around my neck
not learning any lessons how i'm ignoring these threats
its so fucking ruthless inside this town its almost dead

i'm tryna set sail but I'm long grip and its starting to rust here
I exhale and open arms
but in the mirror I cant tell

don't come close to me
im surrounded by this rat hell
I dont wanna lose u baby girl
its just my heart kills

wish it was an odyssey how it goes dark then it turns light
but i'm out in these crashing waves and i'm holding on for dear life
I'm jus saying got my wrist wet and i'm not talking ice
im losing my grip but im holding my knife

flicking thru the memories and tryna the cause
this is how it turned out i'm not fucking around with god
who tf is u
I tell myself when I am lost
forget about those pretty nights that we had omg

why u always coming late?
but who's that in the parking lot
I just fucked my brain again
coz' I can not control my thoughts
and i'm losing my faith again
baby im, im losing my breath inside this fucking wooden box

late arrival

late arrival (woahsxda)

Aint listen prod. 73irty

prod. hima

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LYRICS:

EXIXIO//
Crazy 'toy perdiendo la cabeza y creo que es por ti
La muerte 'Ta que me espera y no es "for me"

Ahora dime lo que esperas Puta 
de mi-de mi- d-de- d-de mi

Crazy 'toy perdiendo la cabeza y creo que es por ti
dime lo que esperas y s-si tu amor es "for me"

Dime lo que esperas de miii

yo espero por ti ando Lonely

(yeah siento que la cabeza ya la pierdo)

(Woah) Lo siento puta no se lo que pasa, tampoco se lo que quiero
Ando pensando en como hacer plata
Ando pensando en como hacer dinero
Tampoco te voy a negar que cada noche yo te pienso
Dime que pasa si todo lo que tengo no lo gasto contigo
Dime que pasa si todos los sueños que tengo nunca los consigo (woah)
Pero la realidad que estás mejor al lado mío (oh)
Ven que la muerte ya está que me espera
Ando enloquecido

LEOXX//
Crazy, fumo un cigarro se me quita lo crazy
Tomo codeína con esa morfina yeaah, con esa morfina yeah yeah yeah

Crazy, alzo la mirada me siento un poco lazy
Voy por los pasillos, mi puta esta horny horny
La MP está cargada y sigo un poco lonely, destroy lonely
Espero que no me veas en el club con otra
Sabes que te pones como una loca
No me pidas que te compre otra cosa
Si vas a venir a reclamarme

Todos esos fajos los puedo hacer en una noche
A 100 por hora en la carretera ya ni me conoce 
Pude haberte comprado esas joyas pero ni conte

Compre un GTR todos me miran por la calle
Todas esas putas se me quedan mirando
Pero no como tu que me tienes hechizado bae
Que me tienes hechizado bae

Crazy, fumo un cigarro se me quita lo crazy
Tomo codeína con esa morfina yeaah, con esa morfina yeah yeah yeah

EXIXIO//
Crazy 'toy perdiendo la cabeza y creo que es por ti
La muerte 'Ta que me espera y no es "for me"

Ahora dime lo que esperas Puta 
de mi-de mi- d-de- d-de mi

Crazy 'toy perdiendo la cabeza y creo que es por ti
dime lo que esperas y s-si tu amor es "for me"

Dime lo que esperas de miii

yo espero por ti ando Lonely

i dont get to see u anymore, thats the sad part

NICKISGONENOW

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