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i dont get to see u anymore, thats the sad part

guitar by: killedmyself
prod by me (:

i hope your doing better now
that you left me here to drown 
i wish you the best 
even tho u kept on saying it was all my fault 

so im bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 

so im bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 
bleeding thru the bandages 
sleeping when i shouldnt be 
eating only once a week 
living but im feeling sick 

i still remember ur smell (ooh~)
and i can still see ur light hair (ooh~)
i still remember ur smell (ooh~)
and i can still see ur light hair (ooh~)

bleeding

sewerperson - we live underwater (cover)

ugly (prod siemspark x xmichaelwarren)

the first single off my new ep 'learning to lose'
featuring @oni_boy
produced by @wisssery & @pekarot_161
mixed and mastered by me
i hope you enjoy <3

lyrics:
i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

[oni boy]
everything’s is gone and now it’s missing
i swear at first you went and only got distant 
those fake smiles hiding behind some dead eyes
the smell of rotting flesh and decaying insides
so where’s the insight
so where’s clairvoyance
soothsaying futures
prepared avoidance
where’s my allowance?
the things that i’m owed?
you took it all and left my heart broken and froze
so baby what can i get back?
the living undead crawled out of the ground for attack
i swear emotions resurrected, getting zombified 
we stay evicted and vacated from those distant nights

i couldn’t capitalize
on what i’d seen in ur eyes
i’d match ur porcelain smile
all while i’m dead inside
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear
i always needed more time
then wasted yours and mine
i’m always on the bright side
i’ll always tell you i’m fine
stop looking, nothing’s there
those nights are gone, i swear.

learning to lose

stop looking, nothing's there. (ft. oni boy) [wisssery x pekarot]

spotify & apple music!

Soaking In The Moment - Softheart

geekK prod (lucs)

Hollywood! Pt.2 (xnduu)

all that I feel is your love when I'm searching around.

featuring @sleyeofficial
produced by @cxldblxxd

thank you for the love and support.

Touch Ft. Sleye (prod. Cxld Blxxd)

featuring: @grayfcx
prod by: the switch

Lyrics:

got the body of a joker
but the heart of a king
hold my feet in the lake hope i sink
got the body of a joker
but the heart of a king
watch the world on the throne imma sit

(steadyhearts)
it's graduation time in the morning
everybody want me now
now i'm touring
touring around the world in my foreign
skrrt skrrt going round in my four rings

four rings 60 in the 30 going until i blackout
everybody want me now but they won't when i pass

i've been working hard day and night
everybody send me texts saying are you alright?
i've been doing just fine
i don't really know why
i find the trust in people i don't like 
i don't know, i don't know why

(grayfox)

(141)i dont know why, kiss me when the times right,
i got two knives, meet me in the moonlight,
suicide pact, see me at the white light, 
hit it right, blood on my glove like its fight night,
yeah and its fright night again, 
halloween season, baby go and call your friends 
four in the cup ima sip it til the end,
and i dont give a fuck baby she my harley quinn,
im a cut throat 

(steadyhearts)
got the body of a joker
but the heart of a king
hold my feet in the lake hope i sink
got the body of a joker
but the heart of a king
watch the world on the throne imma sit

(HA HA HA HA HA)
*tango down*

i dont get to see u anymore, thats the sad part

NICKISGONENOW