prod. dog

fuck with me or die

ill go behind ur back turn u into a joke

Gods Time/Stars Decide (prod. Dog)

music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9gp0_N65zTQ

prod dog and hottub johny

fuck with me or die

Scalper (prod dog hottub johny) *MUSIC VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION*

SUZANNA

HARDCORE

SWAGLESS

You mobbing like you from the dark side. 
Not from light.
Your story can hold dark times and still choose life.
Why am I GRIMSIDE and nickydeeLBC at the same time?
Too many people treat me unkind.
I still fight for what's right. 
I'm from the city by sea.
Thats Long Beach on the Eastside.
Everyday to get by I get so fucking high.
Lately I'm not fine. 
It's like I have 9 lives.
Always alone in the night time. 
Swear I died 9 times.
Some days I don't feel right. 
Stay stoned, see my red eyes.
Need love, I am not fine.
Stay up til the sunrise.
Out of my damn mind.
Not out of faith.
Yeah
I can tell you don't care that I'm not ok.
I been by myself all damn day.
Heartbreak only comes my way.
If you look deep in my face.
Ask me why I'm in so much pain?
There's war in my fucking brain..
I can't keep on living staring at the ceiling filled with all this rage.
These waves keep on crashing, filling my lungs with fucking hate.
I don't know how to forgive, I pray that God forgive my ways.
So when you don't give a shit I will show you flames. 
Been too long since I've lived, it's me versus me every fucking day. 
I need love cuz I'm sick from the loss of my people, I pray that God remove evil from coming my way.
Fuck all the evil coming my way. 
I can't trust these people too many are fucking lame. 
Fuck all the fucking lames. 
nickydeeLBC.
GRIMSIDE is my fucking name.
ONLY ONE IN MY FUCKING LANE.
I'M LOST AND I'M TIRED FROM GIVING MY LOVE AWAY. 
SO WHEN YOU STAY ON THIS RIDE I NOTICE IT RIGHT AWAY. 
WHEN I SPEAK BOUT MY LIFE GET YOU HIGH LIKE THE FUCKING DANK.
I DON'T GIVE UP, I FIGHT ALL THIS STRESS TILL DEATH, TILL MY BREATH FADES.
Lately I'm not fine. 
It's like have 9 lives.
Always alone in the night time. 
Swear I died 9 times.
Some days I don't feel right. 
Stay stoned, see my red eyes.
Need love..
Need love.
Need love.
I am not fine.
Stay up til the sunrise.
Out of my damn mind.
Out of my damn mind..
Out of my damn mind.
Yeah..
Out of my damn mind.
Out of my damn mind.
Out of my damn mind.
Not out of faith yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah.
Yeah. 
Yeah.
Yeah. 
Yeah..
OUT OF MY..
OUT OF MY..
DAMN..
MIND..
yeah..



9 LIVES (PROD. YOUNGTIDY) (PROD. GRIMSIDELBC)

a song my friend victor made a long time ago that never came out. the files were lost. I remade it because I loved the song so much. 

fuck with me or die

prod. dog 

My Heart (prod. Dog)

nickydee L-B-C 
GRIMSIDE 
Talking to your ghost in the morning. 
I feel so alone but your spirit is warming me. 
Looking at my phone see your face on my home screen.
Tears start to flow now I know you'll never hold me.
Held me down.
You were around constantly. 
Now you're know where to be found and I can't fucking breathe.
I can't, I can't breathe. 
Yeah
Without my love I feel so weak. 
Feel like I'll never be enough cuz I hold tragedies.
Tragedies.
Yeah
Will I ever see love surround me?
I don't want no fake fuck around me. 
Fuck drugs, don't give me a fake hug when you don't give a fuck how I'm drowning. 
Still proud to be me.
Trust no one, bitch I'll scream that loudly.
Just being numb, lost all sanity.
Life's no fun now it's hard to be me. 
I won't run, I just keep on suffering.
Yeah 
Yeah
I just keep on suffering.
Mourn my love.
I'm numb.
My mind is so fucked.
Long gone.
Why do I get no love when I'm really number one.
Really feel like you don't understand me.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Yeah.
All in my head, I'm on the edge and I'm suffering.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Suffering.
Yeah.
Talking to your ghost in the morning. 
I feel so alone but your spirit is warming me. 
Looking at my phone see your face on my home screen.
Tears start to flow now I know you'll never hold me.
Held me down.
You were around constantly. 
Now you're know where to be found and I can't fucking breathe.
Suffering. 
This is suffering. 
Again and again I keep suffering. 
I cannot pretend, I'm as sad as can be.
IM SAD AS CAN BE.
IM SAD AS CAN BE.
SUFFERING.

SUFFERING 2 (PROD. DEVILSHIP) (PROD.GRIMSIDELBC)

fuck with me or die 
eternal life

prod. dog

I get to save music

Save Music (Prod. Dog)

Make you fall straight to your knees like October leaves.
It's nickydeeLBC.
If you blind.
GRIMSIDE will make you see.
True honesty.
Loving you when you're loving me.
I don't know where to find that though so I keep on falling.
There's no one to catch me.
Every day it feels so damn cold even when the sun is shining.
All black clothes on my body.
Represents the pain that I hold and how it surrounds me.
Johnny Cash flow stuck in my woes cuz my baby rests in peace.
You don't want the smoke.
That's a hole in ya dome.
I've been dying all day.
I've been dying all year.
I've been dying all fucking week. 
Yeah.
Don't ever try to lie to me.
I have a fear that I'll never even find peace. 
Mentally diseased, my brain won't stop hurting me.
Funny guy.
I'm broken deep inside, you'd be surprised that sometimes I can hardly even speak. 
Rinse and repeat.
I just turn the music up and smoke some trees.
In the sky while I'm bumpin a beat.
Too confined, too high, can't wait to find the love I need.
Sometimes I fall like October leaves. 
Everyday really fucking feels like Halloween. 
I died when she left me. 
Never give up I try to be the best I can be. 
When shit gets rough I burn some trees.
If you feel like you're not enough because of tragedy you're just like me. 
Just know that your loved, you're not alone, I hope you make it to the end of the road that you're walking. 
Yeah.
Sometimes I fall like October leaves. 
Everyday really fucking feels like Halloween. 






OCTOBER LEAVES (PROD. 1314) (PROD. GRIMSIDELBC)


RIP MY WIFE 💍🕊️❤️‍🔥
MELISSA MAROBIA DU ROSS
🙏🏾✝️🦋🕊️🥀💔


Insta @grimsidelbc
34, names Nicky. Born in Hollywood. Raised in Long Beach on the Northside til I was 11 and headed out to the Eastside.
Met a dope girl with 3 kids in 2022 and I fell in love. She was tragically killed before we were supposed to get married July 1st 2024 on our two-year anniversary.
Life is now very different..💔
All vocals and lyrics by me.
Looking for dope beat artists all the time.
I have very good energy and material in my head.
What I have to say in my music is real and hands on to how I think and how I feel. 
I will be coming out with material as much as possible. Stay tuned. All love 

OCTOBER LEAVES (PROD. 1314) (PROD. GRIMSIDELBC)

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