Check Out HeyLee Manzeron:
Soundcloud: @heylee-manzeron
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/0U57BGCHuZ2SMW5iK2t0dM?si=hbc97B2PSRqoYuZVM4RrYg
Beatstars: https://www.beatstars.com/heyleemanzeron
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCKhCeJiIRvbTMtQMlnzCwkQ
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/heyleemanzeron/
Twitter: https://twitter.com/HeyLeeManzeron
TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@heyleemanzeron

Artwork by Fall:
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Cover Art Designed by:
Soundcloud: @devilboyxo
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Youtube: www.youtube.com/channel/UC1r8soprLjOPmurl2D_NdFw
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Check Out the Producer:
Beatstars: https://wxrst.beatstars.com/
Youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@wxrst1
Insta: https://www.instagram.com/wxrst.beats/

Lyrics:
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(Robstar)
I fell asleep with the lights on
I can't breathe when I'm this deep in the fog
Choking in my sleep with my ice on
She want me to leave but I was already gone
She told me be a little bit clearer
So I took a pill and I wrote this song
The feeling of apathy is nearer
But I couldn't care not to care at all

I cultivate my sins
I make them what you wish
I carve my body to pieces
Endless as bread and fish
Feed me to your hungry
Rip apart my flesh
Use my bones for your undead throne
While parading in my skin

(HeyLee Manzeron)
You told me not to worry about you, but I haven’t given a shit in so damn long
You tried to isolate me from my friends, while you sleep with yours so its hard to be strong
I remember when you held me hostage, you said you’d kill yourself and it would be my fault
I remember when I said I was struggling, you said you didn’t care, fuck you’re so damn cold

And this getting old, but I will never fold to your will and your manipulative games
I thought I knew you well, and in my arms I’d hold you, but all the love just seems to fade away

Through all the tears I’ve cried, and all the drawn out lies
You really took your time to let your darkness show
I hear the echoed chimes of all the hurt inside
Self inflicted scars that only seem to grow

Now I’m a fallen shell
Way too many faults to tell
My soul is gone, it’s dark, you see?
Wrapped up in my apathy

Apathy

HeyLee Manzeron

HeyLee Manzeron x Robstar - Apathy [Prod. WXRST]

screaming at the sky

Lyrics

There's a lot in this life that I wanted
Soon as I got it, I ain't even want it
I just like to seek shit, I don't wanna keep it
I might save yo number just so I can delete it

Might tell you lies just to see if you believe it
I can learn a lot from by what you is deceived with
Got the voice of a angel but I am a demon
Know I shouldn't stay here but I cannot leave it

I would say I'm sorry for what I'm doing
But if I was I wouldn't do it
This shit like a magnet, it keep me moving
And I don't wanna be stagnant

God I know you got a plan for me, maybe one day I'll learn
I know if I don't though where I'm going's gonna leave me burned
Right now I don't care cause I'm on Earth and this is all I have
If this wasn't for me why would you even put it in my path?

Is it a test of temptation?
Is it random is there no relation?
Have I been engulfed by the thoughts of my own mind
Could I even know? I can't even see my own eyes

Would I even wanna know at all?
If everything that's happened was all of my fucking fault?
It's been getting harder to keep my fist from this wall
I been on a cliff here, I don't wanna steer clear from the edge

*auditory agony*

There's a lot in this life that I wanted
Soon as I got it, I ain't even want it
I just like to seek shit, I don't wanna keep it
I might save yo number just so I can delete it

Might tell you lies just to see if you believe it
I can learn a lot from by what you is deceived with
Got the voice of a angel but I am a demon
Know I shouldn't stay here but I cannot leave it

spotify.

seeker. | Prodcued by flower x fonkyfake

prod. ocin
loops: lmgmadeit

You are not your thoughts 
Girl you don’t need them right now 
You will be just fine 
Girl you will be just fine 

Observe your mind and count the stars tonight 
You deserve the world, don’t listen to the lies 
I’m begging you, don’t let them get too close 
I’m here for you, I’m just a thought away 

Run from the mindless 
They’re making you cry 
Don’t leave my side girl 
For you I will die 
For you I won’t stop babe 
I feel it inside 
I need you around babe 
I’ll see you tonight 

Observe your mind and count the stars tonight 
You deserve the world, don’t listen to the lies 
I’m begging you, don’t let them get too close 
I’m here for you, I’m just a thought away 

You are not your thoughts 
Girl you don’t need them right now 
You will be just fine 
Girl You will be just fine

mindless

body

where is my mind

butterfly

prod. ocin
guitars: luffy

I follow the dark on my way home 
Way home 
With my new name I’ll be safe on my way home 
Way home 

Baby aim for the light 
It got dark in my eyes, I don’t 
I don’t like who I became 
I don’t have time to describe
Will you stay by my side anyways? 
Promise me 

I know girl, who am I to complain? 
In your arms girl is where I wanna be 
Yeah I just hope you know that I’m there for you babe 
Follow me 

Daily I keep falling down, will you carry me back home 
Home 
No I can’t control my way, let’s just fall down until we’re back home
Home 

Baby aim for the light 
It got dark in my eyes, I don’t 
I don’t like who I became 
I don’t have time to describe
Will you stay by my side anyways? 
Promise me

home

prod. ocin
guitars: luffy

I wanna engrave all the
Memories we made
Keep them stuck in my head
I know it gets hard to believe
What a shame at least 
You’re in my head

Oh I know I’m late, it’s hard to think straight
You don’t gotta hate, instead you could safe me 
One day I’m gonna be me, I’m starting to feel like I can’t 

Allow me to kiss you, I miss you the most
When I’m hiding with my ghost
Allow me to kiss you, I love you the most
You’re not alone, you’re not alone

I wanna engrave all the
Memories we made
Keep them stuck in my head
I know it gets hard to believe
What a shame at least 
You’re in my head
(x2)

memories

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shiver remake

prod. ocin
guitars: thislandis

You don’t gotta blush like that 
I don’t wanna lose my head 
Take me to the moon and back 
Make me feel 

Girl, I know your kiss will be my last one 
You know baby, I am I am long gone 
Make me shiver baby when you’re by my side, don’t let me go 
Your head makes me feel all of the light babe 
My head aches, I’ll fight as long as I can 
My bad babe, look me in my eyes, and make me yours 

Make me yours 
Me yours 
Make me yours 

Girl, I know your kiss will be my last one 
You know baby, I am I am long gone 
Make me shiver baby when you’re by my side, don’t let me go 
(x2) 

Your head makes me feel all of the light babe 
My head aches, I’ll fight as long as I can 
My bad babe, look me in my eyes, and make me yours

shiver

lost in work on Monday
feel like my heads just swaying in the breeze all again
daydream till I’m ok
everyone has bad days yeah it will be fine

just screaming out your name
wondering when you’ll come back yeah your no friend of mine
just lost on a Friday
walking down the streets yeah everyone just passes me by

watching all this time just change yeah I feel like my heads just lost its way
tryna find peace in my dreams but everything is just causing me pain
switching up, switching down, waking up to find everything never really worked out
just back in my old ways, skinny prescription ghost yeah lingering fiend

I’m dancing with my own tongue most days I don’t know what to say
I’m cutting down who we were, you leave me burning and frayed
I haven’t eaten in days, you know I’m wasting away
just skin and bones left now, you just stare me down with disgust

lost in work on Monday
feel like my heads just swaying in the breeze all again
daydream till I’m ok
everyone has bad days yeah it will be fine

just screaming out your name
wondering when you’ll come back yeah your no friend of mine
just lost on a Friday
walking down the streets yeah everyone just passes me by

try to get better every day, 
this pain it swells and decays
back and forth between good times yeah 
best friends look at me like I’ve just lost my mind

if I could help you resurface you know that I would, 
just pay all your bills let your dreams come true
yeah that’s the issue right now, everyone’s stuck in doubt
just wondering if they can pay

to make it to the next day, 
hoping rent doesn’t just change your perception of where you wanna be
you’re stuck in a dead-end job, 
don’t wanna be here, you wanna be free

all my idols grind till they get there,
that’s what I gotta do, gotta believe
cus nothing comes for free
if you want it, take it and leave

lost in work on Monday
feel like my heads just swaying in the breeze all again
daydream till I’m ok
everyone has bad days yeah it will be fine

just screaming out your name
wondering when you’ll come back yeah your no friend of mine
just lost on a Friday
walking down the streets yeah everyone just passes me by

memories

Ocin

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