https://open.spotify.com/track/2dpnY3iPVo4MefSdhrYoxK

produced by @nevermadeithome 

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lyrics:
i’m driving in the rain
when the whip starts to fucking hydroplane
take a shot, I take a shot right to the brain
its the only way to cope with all the pain
its late at night and i’m driving in the rain
when the whip starts to fucking hydroplane
take a shot, I take a shot right to the brain
its the only way to cope with all the pain
take a shot, I take a shot right to the brain

take a shot to my brain
you’re the only one who knows my pain
claim you feel the same damn way
if you hate me then you can push the blame on me
shame on you for putting shame on me
hate myself, don’t need your hate on me
so take your shot you got you’re aim on me
so take your shot

i’m driving in the rain
when the whip starts to fucking hydroplane
take a shot, I take a shot right to the brain
its the only way to cope with all the pain
its late at night and i’m driving in the rain
when the whip starts to fucking hydroplane
take a shot, I take a shot right to the brain
its the only way to cope with all the pain
take a shot, I take a shot right to the brain

in the rain [never]

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sample = Wax Poetic by Capstan

PROD ME

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me:
as monsters fall and fade away
a vicious curse that picks apart my brain
when everything feels the same
empty rooms bleed consciousness onto my face i cant resist its gaze
when i just wanna get away
please dont go i know its hard but i promise that we’ll go far
and we can all just get away
hold my hand until the bitter end and when im gone we’ll meet again
this strange facade blocks out amends
forgiveness now pretend

i woke up today, and figured id burn everything.. that made me think of you

hey its me again i feel alone
three years past since you left this world
i cherish every memory id hope that you would do the same
hoping i can see you again

lava:
ill cut every single vein
ill get deeper and deeper
mend all the scars on me
where do i go from here?

me:
a testament for bastard souls
the frail and weak who never grow old
for those who wish to fade away
familiar rooms its all the same
i try to search and make a change
feel webs build up inside my brain

sample:
she always seems to color me
the only shade she couldn’t see
i am transparent, i am a ghost
a grain of sand on the sunshine coast

Testament For Bastard Souls W/Lava

prod. ocin
guitars: luffy

I follow the dark on my way home 
Way home 
With my new name I’ll be safe on my way home 
Way home 

Baby aim for the light 
It got dark in my eyes, I don’t 
I don’t like who I became 
I don’t have time to describe
Will you stay by my side anyways? 
Promise me 

I know girl, who am I to complain? 
In your arms girl is where I wanna be 
Yeah I just hope you know that I’m there for you babe 
Follow me 

Daily I keep falling down, will you carry me back home 
Home 
No I can’t control my way, let’s just fall down until we’re back home
Home 

Baby aim for the light 
It got dark in my eyes, I don’t 
I don’t like who I became 
I don’t have time to describe
Will you stay by my side anyways? 
Promise me

home

prod. ocin
guitars: luffy

I wanna engrave all the
Memories we made
Keep them stuck in my head
I know it gets hard to believe
What a shame at least 
You’re in my head

Oh I know I’m late, it’s hard to think straight
You don’t gotta hate, instead you could safe me 
One day I’m gonna be me, I’m starting to feel like I can’t 

Allow me to kiss you, I miss you the most
When I’m hiding with my ghost
Allow me to kiss you, I love you the most
You’re not alone, you’re not alone

I wanna engrave all the
Memories we made
Keep them stuck in my head
I know it gets hard to believe
What a shame at least 
You’re in my head
(x2)

memories

prod: @dutchrevz

Visuals: https://youtu.be/cqAeYSAdtms
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1vChbwLIJC0kYQ9SdDS6Od?si=f6945b3a7c274a49

Lyrics:
i do too many drugs just to feel nothing 
day and night they're pulling on my strings
the things you said still sting
sinking 6 feet in the ground   

nobodys heres around 
my thoughts play that same old sound
get fucked up so you can be your self 

I wanna wash away the pain
I think I need a brand new brain
I wanna wash away the pain
Your touch can help me medicate

I wanna wash away the pain
instead i always suffocate
I wanna wash away the pain
Time stands still right here today 

dreaming bout another world
Dreaming bout same girls  
Feelin like i'm losing my mind
Take time
Away
Ill fade
Decay 

Sick of all the bullshit
So I grab a full clip
In my head 
In my head I’m such a mess 

Toxic toxic
Every word you said
Every word you said remind me of my fucking ex

Dead eyes and a hole in my chest
The way you take my breath
Like my lungs lost all their oxygen
Watch it all go black again 


Let you get into my head like that girl
Every time I’m in my bed I’m reminded
everybody feels alone in this world
Everytime you make me feel blindsided

I think times a bitch
And you don’t know shit
Of how I feel
Is this real

Need a reality switch 
Baby I need a full clip

Make me the enemy
Noise won’t go away like centipedes 
I keep isolating 
While I feel the craving


Sick of all the bullshit
So I grab a full clip
In my head 
In my head I’m such a mess 

Toxic toxic
Every word you said
Every word you said remind me of my fucking ex

Dead eyes and a hole in my chest
The way you take my breath
Like my lungs lost all their oxygen
Watch it all go black again 

Sick of all the bullshit
So I grab a full clip
In my head 
In my head I’m such a mess 

Toxic toxic
Every word you said
Every word you said remind me of my fucking ex

Dead eyes and a hole in my chest
The way you take my breath
Like my lungs lost all their oxygen
Watch it all go black again

FULL CLIP (prod. dutchrevz)

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shiver remake

prod. ocin
guitars: thislandis

You don’t gotta blush like that 
I don’t wanna lose my head 
Take me to the moon and back 
Make me feel 

Girl, I know your kiss will be my last one 
You know baby, I am I am long gone 
Make me shiver baby when you’re by my side, don’t let me go 
Your head makes me feel all of the light babe 
My head aches, I’ll fight as long as I can 
My bad babe, look me in my eyes, and make me yours 

Make me yours 
Me yours 
Make me yours 

Girl, I know your kiss will be my last one 
You know baby, I am I am long gone 
Make me shiver baby when you’re by my side, don’t let me go 
(x2) 

Your head makes me feel all of the light babe 
My head aches, I’ll fight as long as I can 
My bad babe, look me in my eyes, and make me yours

shiver

produced by ryini beats

lyrics:

tell me what, tell me where, tell me when
ill be there
u dont have to be afraid
then baby tell me why im scared
why im scared
tell me, tell me, tell me why im scared
oh its something, inside me
my love for u isnt dying
u love me, i hate it
jus tell me, u hate me
i jus wanna see ur face
but girl i see it everywhere already
i dont wanna cry
but my tears are everywhere already
thats five days no talkin
i trip when im walking
i stumble im fallin
for u bae ive fallen
fallen for u
fallen for

fallen (ryini)

lyrics: i’ve been regretting my own choices and well 
now i’m seeing my own death and the way that you fell 
it fucking sucks but the way i live and i tell
i wouldnt be surprised if my soul rots in hell 
im on the pavement 
im on the concrete floor where the pain lives 
i can’t take it
but in the end my soul will regret this

the visions are so clear 
the blurry memories of you my dear 
the time i let us die
is the shit that’ll haunt my life 

the shallow grave 
for both of us my love 
now its just for me 
i’ll see you in the stars far above

regretting this now (prod. slashy)

All that time I spent 
Just to end up lost here in the end
Don’t wanna do more lines
I’m already fucked up, bleeding out on the inside again

Skeleton
Crawling out
Of my skin
I don’t feel alive
But I live
Under the eclipse
Where time don’t exist
Pressing death on my lips

Cigarettes and ativan 
I’ve been so lost let me take your hand
I’ve been walking in quick sand
Pulling me beneath I can’t stand

shiver

Ocin

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