Dad It’s not a phase

broken frame (feat. kennedyxoxo) prod. redautumn

i was sleeping on a broken frame
even i forgot my name
dread the day is leaving you
apparently i'm leaving too

sent a flower to a friend
pick yourself back up again
place your bets and pick your fights
the world can be an awful sight

maybe i been too tongue tied
since we aint spoken
maybe i'm just too uptight
and i can't focus
told you i was coming thru last night
i was chain smoking
tried to hit me back i fell asleep
and i ain't notice

i wake up in the morning 
smoking weed singing sad stories
i got so much gas inside my lungs
that its bad for me
and we in hollywood 
so she gonna put on an act for me
i'm gonna die young 
and i'm not making it past forty

i won't make it past thirty
let's push to twenty five
i can never go to sleep 
i keep writing lullabies
you're telling me you love me 
but your actions say otherwise
only you can make sick to my stomach
then give me butterflies

Broken Frame (feat. kennedyxoxo)

https://soundcloud.com/autumndropsdead
https://soundcloud.com/mrnicety
https://soundcloud.com/imnotenvy

COMMUNITY. Vol 2

temptations

SPOTIFY

autumndropsdead - temptations (ft. mr. nice ty & notenvy) [shiki xo & jolst]

https://soundcloud.com/irby314

https://soundcloud.com/decksmusic


you said it too many times 
to everybody else it’s got no meaning left 
I don’t wanna close the distance 
I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this 

(Decks)
i’ve been having a hard time adjustin
i don’t want it to amount to nothin
you unravel the spite and corruption
i know im stuck, whats the point in reduction
i, been holding on
nothing falling past the point
i took too long
i saw the problem with the story
all along
i wouldn’t have done that if i knew
how i was ending up
why? a troubled thought
gotta leave this fuckin town
i been here too long
if i heard what u had said
i wouldn’t be movin on
all the stars are burning out,
all my wishes gone
its far too often
my conscience
makes me regret the topic
i’m too anxious
over nothin
is this why im still stuck here?

murder the man but not the memory
east coast, now i know thats where they’ll bury me
far along the shoreline
i cant sit and waste my time x2


I just wanna close my eyes until I can’t see 
Nothing but the stars in the sky 
light pollution ruins every single sight every sight
living Midwest life on the east coast 
It’s gotten old at this point I don’t hold it close 
I’m unabashedly bashing my own head in 
want something new I’ve got no answers left in 
I’m unabashedly lashing out in spite then 
what’s left to do that’s not over stretchin
I’m not accepting this

unabashedly bashing my head in ft. decks (Irby)

am i ever enough for anyone
what the fuck you doing bitch you had to set me up
how much liquor is this i don't know 
i'm tryna drink enough to ruin everyone's night in this bar 
weakness
nah don't say sorry i know that that's just an attempt to get me off the deep end 
i might stop calling if you would just tell me exactly who you fucked last weekend 
even then i might just pull up to that motherfucker's house and kick his teeth in 
triple shot of whiskey i've had it i'm up 
thank god for me i'm the best motherfucker out 
was it easy to ruin the best type of love
did you smile in the mirror the second i left
i'm back on powder i'm dancin' 
i'm back on powder i'm dancin' alone 

am i ever enough for anyone 
what the fuck you doin' bitch you had to set me up
how much liquor is this i don't know
i'm tryna drink enough to ruin everyone's night in this bar
and that's when i panicked 
i skipped my lexapro
i ain't seen your ass in a minute i knew you couldn't stand me 
i might stop texting if you would just give me a second and tell me what i did so wrong

am i ever enough for anyone? (p. johnny808)

I went for a very simple style with this one. Made the drum patterns very slow and focused on creating an emotional presence in the lyrics and flow of the song. I think it progresses nicely and works well overall. Although the song is more in the feels there is still an empowering journey in there.

what you're saying

The grind never stops prod.perish

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no service (prod. odece x 5v)

mixed, mastered, and produced by @thefalseshepherd

i won't be okay, but i'll say i am

Enthralled (Throw My Fist at the Wall) [+ senpai]

spotify/apple music

-LYRICS-

I’m sick of feeling this in my head 
I know that I’d be better off dead 
Alone without you it ain’t the best 

Don’t wanna talk to anyone excuse me 
I Just get a feeling that they all be tryna use me

Talking shit online but then they dm like a groupie 
Asking for a feature id rather you fucking shoot me

i feel like I’m on my own 
Shadow realm yeah im in my zone 
Tryna get my mind to grow.     
I’m suicidal and cold          

I just wanna be the only one you pay attention 
Cannot stand these fuckboys giving you all they affection, 
We ain’t really talking but I wanna break the tension 
Cause every single day I’m out here and I’m fucking begging 

For you for you                      
 to feel the way that I do
The way that I love you 
Without you theres nothing to lose

Don’t wanna talk to anyone excuse me 
I Just get a feeling that they all be tryna use me

Talking shit online but then they dm like a groupie 
Asking for a feature id rather you fucking shoot me

I don’t care no more.     
What you think of me.    
Its just got me bored
Fuck your secrecy 
I just feel depressed
I can’t even breathe
All this shit is stress
I just need my weed


I get real sad
I get real low
I get real high
I get real slow

I hate my head so cut my throat, I pray for death when I’m alone

You're Dreaming - I'll kill myself in the morning (prod Kidtrash)

curb stomp ur heart into my chest
let me feel the things you fail to express
i know its extreme but fuck it im obsessed
ur the one object i need to possess

baby girl im stuck up on you
this shits serious u got me super glued
when u left u done fucked up my whole damn mood
now i only see life in a shade of blue

i like to cry sometimes it seems
hope your choices are treatin u better than me
when i die bring roses laced with nicotine
its the only bouquet ill ever need

as the days get brighter
(curb stomp ur heart into my chest
let me feel the things you fail to express
i know its extreme but fuck it im obsessed
ur the one object i need to possess)
will u hold me tighter

curb stomp ur heart into my chest
let me feel the things you fail to express
i know its extreme but fuck it im obsessed
ur the one object i need to possess

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curb stomp ur heart into my chest (prod. smokerose)

yuhyuhyuhyuhyuhyuhyuh (guala beatz)

lyrics:
always in the back of the club
you stabbed me in the back with your love
gave you all I had but it was not enough
you told me that loved me
but I fucked it up

and I be getting money
yea I’m counting stacks
shawty hit me up
but she don’t want me back
she just miss the times
when I held her hand
she don’t give a fuck
yea cause she got a man
I’m happy that your better
but it make make sad

I be all alone
she left me in the past
I don’t fuck with life
this shit is fucking wack
never catching feelings
I can’t get attached

yea I know they hating
but ur musics trash
baby I’m just saying
I really want u back
but I feel like you are happy
with where your at
yeah I know you miss me
and I miss you back

I need you right here by side
cause I don’t really know
what to do anymore
I kinda regret what I said
yea I’m feeling insane
think I’m just better off dead
don’t know what to say
so I just hold my breath

always in the back of the club
you stabbed me in the back with your love
gave you all I had but it was not enough
you told me that loved me
but I fucked it up

not enough (prod. remghost)

Lyrics:
an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, imma mess dont need strength 
to another degree, wearing thin on my personality, kno the real ones hate me, no ones fckin wit me
days pass i cant breathe, feelings fade im misplaced outcast still unseen
imma mess she dont love me, an i still feel nothing
 
imma mess hope they kno whats evident
kno in the end keep an act like i was somethin 
im so tired of these games 
feel strung out, all the mess, cant find a place 
demons talkin, still cant find my space in my head 
maybe one day i can end this pain 
take my own life jus to gain some faith 
still hopeful that ill 
end all my suffering
shut my mouth knowing im a nuncense 
no one bother with consecquential nonsense 
im jus tired need to rest my eyelids

an honestly, 
hope the drugs really take me, dont need strength

Crushed Up Remedies

mixed & mastered by @foreignhype

produced by https://instagram.com/scryersdead?igshid=d5r05gwfg0j0

Getting Old

Nevermind (never mine) *prod. scryer*

stars w/ skele

❤️‍🩹
@bitekivibes
@burnoutarchive

no service (prod. odece x 5v)

nicoteen ninyo

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