do i dance inside your head

Lil Mocha 4

i cant stop hurting

save me

Thought I could fly, so I stepped off the golden.

tenderly numb

Most importantly you need to feel comfortable and relaxed, don't be a label.

You don't need to get kissed or have sex or get wasted on new years.

Inspired by Shura "Touch"
Produced by Michael Keenan

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Come Over

they might make me take this down but u need to hear this. i loveu.

alone together coming soon.

Produced by Michael Keenan

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Changes (Léon - Tired Of Talking Remix)

BBBlue

@lilskil
LYRICS //

*lil skil*

Girl u know u make my cold heart warm wit a touch 

One kiss then we fuckin

 I just can't get enough 

Put it on me that's the best part baby the trust 

Trust me 

I got nuthin for u other than love 

I remember eatin pussy on the back of the bus

I remember gettin nookie till the sun came up 

All the places that u took me no one came wit us 

Same hoes overlook me now they on my ;]

ulykea

nuts [ft. lil skil] (prod. willie g)

BONES X XAVIER WULF - MORNING DEW

we know its bad for us but we like it

produced by @michaelkeenanaudio

Magic (ft. Phoebe Ryan)

i held you so close i forgot the world

a 2 part beat tape. enjoy. fall asleep to this. 

samples from chet baker, alan watts, my fkn self

buy!

getsomerest/sleepwell

Inspired by "Adventure Time - Everything stays" 
Yo the attention on this track has been crazy, thank you all for listening <3
listen on spotify? heres a link :) https://open.spotify.com/artist/50cWGBRgIYv6AfOWTFCzAU?si=y7TMAmTHRk2fe6w1jwLsHA

nothing stays 寂しい

i hold on to all the things that
make me think of you
i kept all your letters and sometimes, late at night
i read them through
i follow the ink on the page that expains
all the things that youd never say to my face

i wish you still felt this way  </3

it's been a couple months since we talked
i have a bunch of things that remind me of you
And i keep them in a box

i wrote a page 
of poetry to maybe send to you someday

i wrote you a letter but i'm scared 
of what it says 

i wish that you still felt this way


buy/stream

wish you still felt this way [ sophie meiers x 90sFlav ]

To all the female humans out there.

Thanks so much for the love and support! 

find all my links and socials here: https://fanlink.to/eEtS

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To All The Ladys In The Place (out on spotify aswell!)

more uke stuff
pic https://www.instagram.com/dahejun5/

sheets

rip, thank you.

sample: xxxtentacion-teeth / teen suicide-no, the moon

visual: youtube.com/watch?v=QyOyrsscHXs

hurt

Gustav Ahr's Album

we think too much (prod. nedarb)

giving girls cocaine w/ lil tracy (prod. horsehead)

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

MERCH: http://lilxlotus.storenvy.com/products/18507607-lil-lotus-noose-longsleeve

And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

links: https://linktr.ee/whiteshinobi

거짓말이었어요 
it was a lie 
내가 더이상 그댈 사랑아니한다며 
what I said with my head down 
고개를 떨굴 때 말이에요 
that I don't love you anymore 
그댄 울고 있었죠 
I was crying then

i'm sad

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Mine

VISUALS by Sサム: https://youtu.be/rxbqiHTQe9A
download: https://nilowh.bandcamp.com/track/the-night-hides-our-tears

sample: Bonjr ft. Thomas Reid -  I Want You To Help Me Live
follow them: @thomasreidmusic @therealbonjr

Lyrics: 
Oh I woke up today
Just to see if you call
And this beating in my chest won't start back up
It just stalls and stalls and stalls and stalls
Please come back.

s p o t i f y

the night hides our tears

r we 1 - LiL BO WEEP

"... I liked it... and... i was A L I V E."  📻🎶

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RELENTLESS

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【﻿ｒｅｌｅｎｔｌｅｓｓ】

four

lyrics: 

you were sitting next to me
with ash blond hair
and its distant but i know the feelings still there
and im sick of fucking filtering
i barely breath air
when its lights out
but i know that the fear is still there
i kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
u know
everything is make believe inside of your chest
i got pieces i lost i can never get back

swim through the dark and i made it right back
nights on the porch smoking on some blue pack
31st to the 4th i could never change that
cough sounding horse felt my lungs turn black

turn from the door stepping on the fall leaves
everythings forever if u make urself believe
from the bong huolon blowing out a blueberry
every time im too gone it seem ur always calling me

come slow down its alright now
silent sounds baby quiet down
i told u its alright now
shame it broke down u cant hide now

tall green grass i need to lie down
days that stretch on past sundown
off of my chest i cant find out
if what we promised would still apply now

you were sitting next to me
with ash blond hair
and its distant but i know the feelings still there
and im sick of fucking filtering
i barely breath air
when its lights out
but i know that the fear is still there
i kept a quarter on the centrepiece for u to destress
3 in the morning and 4 at sunset
u know
everything is make believe inside of your chest
i got pieces i lost i can never get back

make believe (nevrfall)

Cover art by    @ peachy.rosie    (on instagram)

LYRICS

Making me sick
Lose my shit
Go party
I'm staying in
Once again
We're parting
Girl, do you sin 'cause I sin
I'm sorry
Losing my shit
Can we sit and restart it
You rip me up shawty
Do it no sorries
I show you love always
You give it back hardly
I want you so strongly
You want me back partly
One look and I'm concrete
That look that say "don't stop me"
...well I won't

All you want is just a break
Don't know why you feel this way
Did your heart stand still?
Won't you look at my face?
Can't you tell me what's his name?
I need someone I can blame
When I'm taking these pills
When I let myself fade

did your heart stand still?

idk u anymore.

lyrics: genius.com/Ryster-idk-u-anymore-lyrics

Produced by Hagan.
instagram.com/itshagan

Connect with ryster:
instagram.com/ryster
twitter.com/whoisryster

idk u anymore [prod. hagan]

chasin' stacks

part of winter compilation album w/
https://soundcloud.com/jazzhopcafe 
https://soundcloud.com/dreamhopp

full mix @
https://soundcloud.com/dreamhopp/chilling-with-santa-a-christmas-compilation

yt @
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uNQRKno8pyg&t=24s

by the fire with u

special thanks to @jodabeats and @siyann for helping me put together this track :)

hit me up on twitter twitter.com/sarangbeats

overseas

clarity

VISUALS: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dhrfM9MNrTs
the last track of the year, thanks for everything!

sample: kana wakareno - forget me not

and the snow fell softly on my face that night (ft. kana wakareno)

nilöwh.