farewell, my first love (prod. cush x jones)

@ninewaterss on insta

I'm in love with the way that you frown while I'm crying
I'm dying inside
You ask me if I'm down
I can't lie, I'm at war with my mind and I think I'm gonna die
I'm in love with the smell of the diesel
Light the world up in flames while I'm falling to my knees
I'm forgetting your name, my heart is burning with the trees
Yeah I can't feel no pain, think my life needs some rain

You can tell me "go to hell" but I've already seen it
The way the world crumbles down is getting kind of scenic
I could tell you that I'm fine but there's no way that I mean it
Take my hand and let's leave, all your love I wanna feel it
All the evil in the world you revealed it
All this burning in my soul, I wanna heal it
Your life, I wanna steal it, these demons set me free
You make me sick so let me be
And I can't lie, I'm in love with my demons
But they're trapped inside my body, can I free them?
And I really wanna leave planet Earth, yeah this place is the worst
In a fight with my mental, prepare me for a hearse

I'm in love with the way that you frown while I'm crying
I'm dying inside
You ask me if I'm down
I can't lie, I'm at war with my mind and I think I'm gonna die
I'm in love with the smell of the diesel
Light the world up in flames while I'm falling to my knees
I'm forgetting your name, my heart is burning with the trees
Yeah I can't feel no pain, think my life needs some rain

The world is up in flames and I love it
Your life, I'm above it
My heart, yeah you crushed it
I felt the way I did 'cause my love, yeah you rushed it
Wanna end it all I brush it
The other world I touch it
Had a convo with the angels at the afterlife
They tell me love is beauty, but I can't seem to get it right
I was calling you a cutie but now you've made me scared of life
And I can't lie I'm in love with the lager
Meet a girl and fall in love, that's a saga
And I can't lie, I kind of miss all the drama
And now I'm walkinn' off the voddy at the plaza
I love the bitch that is karma

I'm in love with the way that you frown while I'm crying
I'm dying inside
You ask me if I'm down
I can't lie, I'm at war with my mind and I think I'm gonna die
I'm in love with the smell of the diesel
Light the world up in flames while I'm falling to my knees
I'm forgetting your name, my heart is burning with the trees
Yeah I can't feel no pain, think my life needs some rain

diesel love (prod. ninewaters)

@9inewaters and @prodkkquickbrakes on insta

lyrics:

*taiga moaning about shit*

merry crisis, put your gloves on
it's gonna be a cold one, it's kinda hard to feel sum
i wanna fall in love again but don't like anyone
i would've skipped it til the end but i still care about my mum

it's just a shame we had to end it and i hate what i've become
my heart is broken, i can't mend it, i distract myself with rum
that's the sad thing. i know it's not the only bad thing
i'm with my friends, we're blacking out but i'm the only one collapsing

life goes on, strife gets old
feelings gone, soul's gone cold
aha, it's funny how i didn't ask to be alive :D

on the subject, it's disappointing how my feelings died
it's got to the point where i can't even cry
they said it would get better and believe me love, i tried
i tried to numb the pain with alcohol but now i'm dying

holy shit, i'm going through a crisis
i've done some fiending shit, no longer on the nice list
i want a psycho bitch, i'm sat here watching gleipnir
if you give me one more chance then you're the nicest >:)

can't name the feeling man that i get
all this shit, i'm going through a crisis
if you do this for me you're the nicest

merry crisis (prod. kkquickbrakes)

@9inewaters and @prodkkquickbrakes on insta

lyrics:

i stay recording every day, but every day just stays the same
your hate is running through my veins, it's not ok, it's crazy lame
and it affects me, it feels like you're tryna best me
it feels like you're tryna hex me

and i feel like we met each other in another life
but i don't think it was love, yeah i think it was a knife yaaAaaAAAaah
but if you hate me in this world then take a slice
i just wanna see my light yeah, make me feel alright

my heart is frozen over, every day it feel like winter
i know that i could wait for spring, but it's gonna linger
i remember i would sing but i have no one i can sing for anymore

i was a member of the kings but not anymore
you could try and take my things but i don't have many more
if it's illegal to simp then you can take me to court
if it's illegal to love then i'm abiding by the law, yaaaaah

every day i'm poor, yyAAAAAh
you were mi amor, yyyaaaAAAAAhhh
and now i gotta go what's the best for me
but idk what's the best for me, HELP ME

i stay recording every day cus every day makes me insane
your hate is running through my veins and i can see it in your face
and it affects me, it feels like you're tryna best me
it feels like you're tryna hex me

and i feel like we met each other in another life
but i don't think it was love, yeah i think it was a knife yaaAaaAAAaah
but if you hate me in this world then take a slice
i just wanna see my light yeah, make me feel alright

another life (prod. kkquickbrakes)

looking in your eyes i see the malice
i knew it was forbidden, what i'm sipping from this chalice
getting poisoned by my lover, pick me up, i'm getting damaged
how i'm getting really dizzy, throwing up in my own palace

tell me how i'm getting murdered by a princess
forever enraged, but still in love with your incense
threw me in a prison yeah you left me to die
i'm trapped in your religion for the rest of my life

send me to the edge yeah, i'm sleep deprived
i thought we could be friends but i'm saying goodbye
i'm never staying sober, i really hate my life

where'd my mind go? i lost it
in a fighter jet, who put me in the cockpit?
it's a sea of demons and a moshpit
in a sea of feelings, can i stop this?
i'm going down, i'm gonna crash, i cannot stop it

i'm going down
if you know a way to help me, tell me now
the most important person to me let me down
i'm getting tortured, can you help me 'fore i drown?

it's like i'm lost in a labrynth
i slumped myself against the wall with a bottle of absinthe
i find it really hard to cope with your absence
tell me are you feeling blessed by my absence?

a harrowing experience

a harrowing experience (prod. ninewaters)

prod kk

lyrics:
say hi to your mother from me
and put your problems on me
i know that no one wants me so i'm walking like a zombie
did i ever mention i don't wanna be alive
they say it's precious but i really hate my life
can you put a knife in my neck, take my life
can you let me suffocate between your thighs
i kind of understand why you think that i'm alright
but if i told you that i'm fine then i lied

and i'm sorry for that, vision fades black, i just wanna go back
life feels like a race but i went of the track
i just need a safe place away from all the attacks
i wanna see your face 'cause i miss that
i just wanna see your face 'cause i'd kiss that
why has it been so long
i should've got over you but i'm still writing all these songs
everyday stays the same
i'm tryna numb all the pain 'cause all the pain is kinda lame
i just wanna run away, i surrender to your game
can you shoot me in my face, the way we ended was a shame
i'm a wreck but i'm still thankful that you came
yeah i know that i will think of you forever
the devil knows that i'll be in love forever
gone cold like the weather

kms lol (prod. kkquickbrakes)

main account: @ninewaters
@ lovefromninewaters on insta

lyrics soon

ninewaters - idc also stfu (s0ru x lazyboi)

p. lukas & danny <33 luv
@swazrika on insta

lyrics :
i can't wait for my head to hit the pillow
i just been moving slowly, droop like weeping willow
i just been feeling really lonely, turn me to a widow
i just need someone to phone me, you could be my hero
cigarettes, grab the papers, roll it up like armadillo
grab the beer, chug it down, it make me fat like i'm a hippo
i'm feeling really crap, i'm falling down like i'm in limbo
you say you wanna leave, don't wanna stay, i didn't think so

i'm so done with this shit
i tried to draw a plan like a gun from my hip
i'm way too fucking lazy, know music won't make me rich
it's way too fucking crazy looking back on what i did
i'm drinking too much beer, it make me feel like shit
i need someone to stay by my side when i'm not lit
all my friends are doing bits but i'd rather stay here in my pit tho
ik i've taken some poisons, idk which tho
i'm gonna slip tho
would you pick me up? i need a pick me up
this party's boring, can you come over and pick me up?
i'll never belong here
i got chemicals in my body and they're top tier

widow

widow 🕷 [p. lukas . whereisdanny]

@killbunk - industry puppet (azuna exclusive)

@cushrunitup
@0yukixx
@1darza

p. @prod.blossom1

kins w/ darza [p. blossom]

Where is Danny, yeah I can't seem to find him

Please pray for me, I think I need to sleep
All my love's gone but it's required
I'm starting to see what you did to me
Rest in peace, my heart is retired
My heart has retired
When I feel down I just want to stay quiet
You were the clip to my cig, you're my fire
But now you're gone and I really need a lighter

Yeah I need a new lighter
I'm in a dark place and outside's looking brighter
I can barely see anymore, I've lost sight now
Anywhere I go, everybody seems quite down
I've had enough (shoutout Stacy)
It's been a few months and it's piling up
The past couple days have been quite tough
Please come and pull me out 'cause I'm in a rut

another life (prod. kkquickbrakes)

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