Ninewaters, where are these intro voices coming from?

its gotten to the point where i xant even xry 🥺

“Holy shit im going through a crisis, if you do this for me your the nicest” - Bladee

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Lyrics:
Please help me, please save me
If we are gonna work then you're gonna have to pay me
I really hate my demons 'cause they lurk and they're crazy
and I would make a hit but my hand's full of Bailey's

You ain't gotta lie, I know that you hate me
Hit the bar but I don't care about the ladies
Crashed the car, don't really care about my safety
I don't need it anyway, don't really care about Mercedes

In the end you know we'll both die anyway
In the meantime I'm just hoping that you stay away
Don't even know if I'll make it through another day
I'm moving fast and that's the reason I'm not gonna stay

You're the reason that I'm leaving
She wanna pick my brains but there is no way I'm conceding
My brain cells died last year with my feelings
and now I've gone insane, I've lost me will like can you see this

Fell out of love
I wrote this song, and I loved you with my heart
But now it's so long
and now I'm gone, but I'm still going strong :')

don't really care (prod. kkquickbrakes)

@9inewaters and @prodkkquickbrakes on insta

lyrics:

*taiga moaning about shit*

merry crisis, put your gloves on
it's gonna be a cold one, it's kinda hard to feel sum
i wanna fall in love again but don't like anyone
i would've skipped it til the end but i still care about my mum

it's just a shame we had to end it and i hate what i've become
my heart is broken, i can't mend it, i distract myself with rum
that's the sad thing. i know it's not the only bad thing
i'm with my friends, we're blacking out but i'm the only one collapsing

life goes on, strife gets old
feelings gone, soul's gone cold
aha, it's funny how i didn't ask to be alive :D

on the subject, it's disappointing how my feelings died
it's got to the point where i can't even cry
they said it would get better and believe me love, i tried
i tried to numb the pain with alcohol but now i'm dying

holy shit, i'm going through a crisis
i've done some fiending shit, no longer on the nice list
i want a psycho bitch, i'm sat here watching gleipnir
if you give me one more chance then you're the nicest >:)

can't name the feeling man that i get
all this shit, i'm going through a crisis
if you do this for me you're the nicest

merry crisis (prod. kkquickbrakes)

@9inewaters and @prodkkquickbrakes on insta

lyrics:

i stay recording every day, but every day just stays the same
your hate is running through my veins, it's not ok, it's crazy lame
and it affects me, it feels like you're tryna best me
it feels like you're tryna hex me

and i feel like we met each other in another life
but i don't think it was love, yeah i think it was a knife yaaAaaAAAaah
but if you hate me in this world then take a slice
i just wanna see my light yeah, make me feel alright

my heart is frozen over, every day it feel like winter
i know that i could wait for spring, but it's gonna linger
i remember i would sing but i have no one i can sing for anymore

i was a member of the kings but not anymore
you could try and take my things but i don't have many more
if it's illegal to simp then you can take me to court
if it's illegal to love then i'm abiding by the law, yaaaaah

every day i'm poor, yyAAAAAh
you were mi amor, yyyaaaAAAAAhhh
and now i gotta go what's the best for me
but idk what's the best for me, HELP ME

i stay recording every day cus every day makes me insane
your hate is running through my veins and i can see it in your face
and it affects me, it feels like you're tryna best me
it feels like you're tryna hex me

and i feel like we met each other in another life
but i don't think it was love, yeah i think it was a knife yaaAaaAAAaah
but if you hate me in this world then take a slice
i just wanna see my light yeah, make me feel alright

another life (prod. kkquickbrakes)

looking in your eyes i see the malice
i knew it was forbidden, what i'm sipping from this chalice
getting poisoned by my lover, pick me up, i'm getting damaged
how i'm getting really dizzy, throwing up in my own palace

tell me how i'm getting murdered by a princess
forever enraged, but still in love with your incense
threw me in a prison yeah you left me to die
i'm trapped in your religion for the rest of my life

send me to the edge yeah, i'm sleep deprived
i thought we could be friends but i'm saying goodbye
i'm never staying sober, i really hate my life

where'd my mind go? i lost it
in a fighter jet, who put me in the cockpit?
it's a sea of demons and a moshpit
in a sea of feelings, can i stop this?
i'm going down, i'm gonna crash, i cannot stop it

i'm going down
if you know a way to help me, tell me now
the most important person to me let me down
i'm getting tortured, can you help me 'fore i drown?

it's like i'm lost in a labrynth
i slumped myself against the wall with a bottle of absinthe
i find it really hard to cope with your absence
tell me are you feeling blessed by my absence?

a harrowing experience

a harrowing experience (prod. ninewaters)

i could try put up a fight but i know i couldn't take it
you know what i like, crate of beers in my basement
never living right, i'm not sober i can face it
and i hate this, dressed in all white like a racist

i can't afford new clothes, can't even pick up hoes
i'm kind of rank, i sit alone and i pick my nose
you know i don't try though, cigarettes i buy those
need a way to cope, maybe pillies i would try those

two shots to the head, blow my brains out
i know i'm gonna end up dead by my ways now
kind of tired of this planet, everything is sour
i cried for help but they won't listen so i sing it louder

i can't blame life for the way it goes
but the way it goes got me feeling low
but i can't help but feel like i'm the star of the show
where'd the crowd go? nobody knows

there's something in my life i would live for
i like love, i like drugs, what i'd give for
i've tried too many gateways, i'm knocking at the fifth door
i wonder what is in store

ways

ways (prod. yooshi palace)

lyrics:

as the days grow short yeah my love grows shorter
can you call the medic, someone's getting slaughtered
i should've let her get away when i caught her
but they will never know the pain that i caused her
rest in peace my ex, i tell myself she dead to me
rest in peace my will to live, there's not much left of me
rest in peace to love, i killed it it's a felony
but i still miss her so i'm writing all these melodies uh

i don't wanna die a hero
and you don't wanna die a hero
i just wanna watch the world burn when my sanity is zero
i wanna end it all, but you don't care shapiro
you're a weirdo, get up out my earlobe
you wanna start an altercation with no fear doe
i have no fear doe, it's been a tough year
i tried to numb the pain by sippin' on this beer
if you see me at the brink of death you have to interfere
my soul's a freezer so why you coming near?
let jesus take the wheel on my life and my career
if i was breaking down and needed help then would you volunteer?
my soul's a freezer
fuck that! it's a threat to humanity!
you're a prat, why you pickin' at my sanity?
the shit you're sayin' got me questioning reality
it's not your fault that we live in mortality
grind to a halt, let me question my morality
i'm rubbing salt in your wounds, it's a casualty
i send my prayers to yourself and all your family uh

dead to me (prod. cush)

prod kk

lyrics:
say hi to your mother from me
and put your problems on me
i know that no one wants me so i'm walking like a zombie
did i ever mention i don't wanna be alive
they say it's precious but i really hate my life
can you put a knife in my neck, take my life
can you let me suffocate between your thighs
i kind of understand why you think that i'm alright
but if i told you that i'm fine then i lied

and i'm sorry for that, vision fades black, i just wanna go back
life feels like a race but i went of the track
i just need a safe place away from all the attacks
i wanna see your face 'cause i miss that
i just wanna see your face 'cause i'd kiss that
why has it been so long
i should've got over you but i'm still writing all these songs
everyday stays the same
i'm tryna numb all the pain 'cause all the pain is kinda lame
i just wanna run away, i surrender to your game
can you shoot me in my face, the way we ended was a shame
i'm a wreck but i'm still thankful that you came
yeah i know that i will think of you forever
the devil knows that i'll be in love forever
gone cold like the weather

kms lol (prod. kkquickbrakes)

part 1: https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters/exhausted?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
so if i tell you that i'm busy then it's bullshit

i feel fatigued, if i'm not careful i'll be falling on my knees
i really miss my lover, that's the only thing i need
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

what's the point in living if i'm always feeling bored?
my feeling's missing and i blame it on you, stupid whore
could be forgiving since you were the one that i adored
you could forgive me if you just pretend it's not a chore
i'm in a rut, in a rut!
i could try and change my ways but i know it's not enough
i could try and change my fate 'cause i really miss my love
if you still hate my face then it's tough, i've been feeling really rough since you're gone
and if you think that i'm the best we know you're wrong
i always yearn but i never find the one
and i could turn my life around but that's not fun
turn that phone of it's bullshit
and you could try and give me help but it's pointless
and i could try and wish you well but it's pointless
and i could try and sleep well but it's pointless
and i made one or two bad choices

i feel fatigued, i really need to sleep
i tried my best but i guess we were never meant to be
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

yah! yea i'm sorry, yah!
don't even bother calling 'cause you know i'll never pick it up
you can tell me all your problems, i don't really give a fuck
i don't give a fuck, i don't give a fuck
i've nearly given up, 'cause i ran out of luck
i ran out of luck, i ran out of luck, lalalalala

exhausted 2

exhausted 2 (prod. ninewaters)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

dear emo rap, love ninewaters (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:
i wanna count sterling
no time to feel a certain way or to be hurting
cigarettes and flames dance together like they're flirting
the flames inside our souls are burning out and that shit hurts
it really feels the worst
you don't need a gun when we're feeling suicidal
put me in a hearse
the way that i've been feeling got me thinking that i'm cursed
we're always catching feelings but nobody ever learns
this shit is just the worst

in a pit of bad decisions, going first
life is shit and just for meaning we all search
this shit is really wank, tryna buy myself a house
it's easier to party when our lives are going south
tell me you won't leave me, take the lies up out your mouth
you don't know what i'm about
i wanna scream and shout
your voice is getting hoarse and it's bullshit that you spout
i'm tryna beat a dead horse, i already have my doubts
already have my doubts, i really can't believe it!
the time is coming where you tell me that you're leaving
but i don't blame you
you best believe it though that i could never save you

that's a job for yourself
i tried but really couldn't help
cigarettes and beer in my room, i hate the smell
i was tryna get my balance in life and then i fell
i feel ok
and we're both lucky that we like each other's face
but i'm unlucky that i felt a certain way about you
you know that i really couldn't save the day

sterling

sterling (prod. ninewaters)

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
yeah, i got the world in my hands
had to get up and go get it
i keep my dick in my pants
i leave a girl and forget her
she wanna have me, won't let her
won't even send a a letter
she say she hate me, whatever
i'm on the move, i'm on go
sipping on voddy, i'm slow
let it control me forever
making a move on the road
do anything for the cheddar
i will not love her like ever
only really wanna kill her
can't fall in love with no hoe
if i leave it's for the better

put a hole inside of my head
everybody want me dead
knock my tower down with lead
take my hand and end up dead
hide that body in the shed
should've never trusted me
looking back at what i said
run her over with my car
i can't really see the light when i'm stuck behind the bars
everything i see is dark
yeah, yeah, that's why you see me with the stars
i'm going up like a rocket
if i see a girl and she's annoying then you know i have to block it
i've got demons in my head, she can top it
all i see is red, see her crying, tell her stop it
yeah this shit is just the worst
i just wanna die, stg it can't get worse
i got demons in my head
think i gotta go to church
go to church

heavily inspired by 83hades/sedah38
https://soundcloud.com/sedah38/red

merry crisis (prod. kkquickbrakes)

ninewaters

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