think i needa sleep a bit before i hit the floor

@9inewaters & @prodmako on instagram

lyrics:
think i need to sleep a bit before i hit the floor
think i need to keep a bitch but i can't love a whore
now they see me getting rich they wanna see me more
crashed the car into the bridge and then i hit the store

i'm exhausted and when you look into my eyes, yeah you know i'm haunted
proceed with caution, i'm getting money i don't flaunt it
i change my mind a lot, i make a plan and then abort it
apologies if you tried to text me, i ignored it

i need to sleep so i can wake up in a dream
reality's depressing and it makes me wanna scream
i chase love but i know it isn't what it seems
it's a trap and it makes you fall apart at the seams

i'm tryna carry on with my life but i'm losing steam
it's a wrap, everybody leave, alone is where i be
life is crap, everybody scream when they see the beam
no i'm playing, it'll be myself if i do anything extreme

yah, you don't gotta blow me up, i'll be okay
and my heart is frozen over like a snowflake
fuck my life, fuck my feelings, smoke propane
i'm addicted to the money like it's cocaine

i'm okay
wait til my art is a craze, it's gonna pay off
all my feelings got laid off
i'm getting money, that's the tradeoff

exhausted (prod. ninewaters x mako)

lyrics:

i don't like that
i don't like it if you air me when i type back
the situation's getting hairy if i fight back
you know it, say you got feelings you don't show it
if i tell you that i'm leaving, i'm going, you know it

i don't like that
i don't like it if you air me when i type back
but i must admit that i still like you
if you wanna try again we still got all the time to, yeah

the way you made me feel felt like magic
and when you're not around me all i have to do is panic
you're no longer beside me so my mental state is tragic
rip my heart out my chest, break it up and then just bag it

fuck the money yeah i don't need a benz
fuck my feelings yeah i don't need a friend
fuck relationships yeah they're all gonna end
i need a new heart so i can love and breathe again

the way you make me feel is so toxic
i still regret not being honest
but if you need help now then i'm on it
but i know that won't happen now cus we lost it

i'm all alone in my tower
would you come and visit me and bring me flowers?
yeah, would you do that for a coward?
yah, would you give me all that power?

i don't like that (prod. younglombardo x georgie)

looking in your eyes i see the malice
i knew it was forbidden, what i'm sipping from this chalice
getting poisoned by my lover, pick me up, i'm getting damaged
how i'm getting really dizzy, throwing up in my own palace

tell me how i'm getting murdered by a princess
forever enraged, but still in love with your incense
threw me in a prison yeah you left me to die
i'm trapped in your religion for the rest of my life

send me to the edge yeah, i'm sleep deprived
i thought we could be friends but i'm saying goodbye
i'm never staying sober, i really hate my life

where'd my mind go? i lost it
in a fighter jet, who put me in the cockpit?
it's a sea of demons and a moshpit
in a sea of feelings, can i stop this?
i'm going down, i'm gonna crash, i cannot stop it

i'm going down
if you know a way to help me, tell me now
the most important person to me let me down
i'm getting tortured, can you help me 'fore i drown?

it's like i'm lost in a labrynth
i slumped myself against the wall with a bottle of absinthe
i find it really hard to cope with your absence
tell me are you feeling blessed by my absence?

a harrowing experience

a harrowing experience (prod. ninewaters)

i could try put up a fight but i know i couldn't take it
you know what i like, crate of beers in my basement
never living right, i'm not sober i can face it
and i hate this, dressed in all white like a racist

i can't afford new clothes, can't even pick up hoes
i'm kind of rank, i sit alone and i pick my nose
you know i don't try though, cigarettes i buy those
need a way to cope, maybe pillies i would try those

two shots to the head, blow my brains out
i know i'm gonna end up dead by my ways now
kind of tired of this planet, everything is sour
i cried for help but they won't listen so i sing it louder

i can't blame life for the way it goes
but the way it goes got me feeling low
but i can't help but feel like i'm the star of the show
where'd the crowd go? nobody knows

there's something in my life i would live for
i like love, i like drugs, what i'd give for
i've tried too many gateways, i'm knocking at the fifth door
i wonder what is in store

ways

ways (prod. yooshi palace)

(lyrics):
ryuuji and taiga from toradora chatting wet shit

i spend my life wishing life was like an anime
i'm fuckin bored, i'll rot in bed until another day
i've given up on love, i'm something i don't wanna be
i drown my liver, i still miss her, if she stayed then we'd live happily

i'd waste my life to find an end to this insanity
i'd kill myself but hate to disappoint my family
i'm not gonna die yeah, just have to keep myself away from all the cider
i'm too sorry for myself to see the agony inside her

i smoke all day, i kill my lungs with all these fags i'm always buyin
i do it for enjoyment, not to brag i'm gonna die
if i'm drunk and tell you that i'm always sad then i'm not lyin
i keep it all inside so hell is trapped inside my mind yuh

tell me are you gonna cry if i was gonna die tonight
'cause all these suicidal thoughts inside my mind have all been here like half my life
all i ever wanted was to live a life of splendour
the way you're acting makes me wanna lose my temper

why you gonna act like i just killed your family
this is a different kind of tragedy
and my anatomy is froze now
why don't you tell me how i'm feeling 'cause i know you think you know now

imma go now
call up my mother 'cause you make me miss my home now
i miss my lover yea it makes me feel so down
i'm living fast, my mother tells me i should slow down

(outro)
i really hurt you and i knew that
i made the situation worse and i didn't have to do that
i knew we wasn't gonna work but i shouldn't put you through that

anime

anime (prod. greg beats)

part 1: https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters/exhausted?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
so if i tell you that i'm busy then it's bullshit

i feel fatigued, if i'm not careful i'll be falling on my knees
i really miss my lover, that's the only thing i need
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

what's the point in living if i'm always feeling bored?
my feeling's missing and i blame it on you, stupid whore
could be forgiving since you were the one that i adored
you could forgive me if you just pretend it's not a chore
i'm in a rut, in a rut!
i could try and change my ways but i know it's not enough
i could try and change my fate 'cause i really miss my love
if you still hate my face then it's tough, i've been feeling really rough since you're gone
and if you think that i'm the best we know you're wrong
i always yearn but i never find the one
and i could turn my life around but that's not fun
turn that phone of it's bullshit
and you could try and give me help but it's pointless
and i could try and wish you well but it's pointless
and i could try and sleep well but it's pointless
and i made one or two bad choices

i feel fatigued, i really need to sleep
i tried my best but i guess we were never meant to be
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

yah! yea i'm sorry, yah!
don't even bother calling 'cause you know i'll never pick it up
you can tell me all your problems, i don't really give a fuck
i don't give a fuck, i don't give a fuck
i've nearly given up, 'cause i ran out of luck
i ran out of luck, i ran out of luck, lalalalala

exhausted 2

exhausted 2 (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:
i wanna count sterling
no time to feel a certain way or to be hurting
cigarettes and flames dance together like they're flirting
the flames inside our souls are burning out and that shit hurts
it really feels the worst
you don't need a gun when we're feeling suicidal
put me in a hearse
the way that i've been feeling got me thinking that i'm cursed
we're always catching feelings but nobody ever learns
this shit is just the worst

in a pit of bad decisions, going first
life is shit and just for meaning we all search
this shit is really wank, tryna buy myself a house
it's easier to party when our lives are going south
tell me you won't leave me, take the lies up out your mouth
you don't know what i'm about
i wanna scream and shout
your voice is getting hoarse and it's bullshit that you spout
i'm tryna beat a dead horse, i already have my doubts
already have my doubts, i really can't believe it!
the time is coming where you tell me that you're leaving
but i don't blame you
you best believe it though that i could never save you

that's a job for yourself
i tried but really couldn't help
cigarettes and beer in my room, i hate the smell
i was tryna get my balance in life and then i fell
i feel ok
and we're both lucky that we like each other's face
but i'm unlucky that i felt a certain way about you
you know that i really couldn't save the day

sterling

Sterling (prod. @ninewaterss)

lyrics:

yeah! i could never trust a soul
if you love me, you don't need to let me know
if you love me then you need to let me go
i'm all alone, guess i'm reaping what i sow

i'm nearly done, i be staying burning out
i'm staying silent but inside my soul is loud
nobody's listening, i'm gonna shut my mouth
you don't know me, you don't know what i'm about

i've just been kicked out of the club but i don't really give a fuck
i guess i shouldn't smuggle drugs so i should really smuggle love
i poured a quad inside my cup so i can fucking drink it up
this shitty music got me rough, i'm going home i've had enough

let me tell you 'bout a story, don't ask questions balamory
sipping magnum got me naughty, give a fuck about the tories
only care about my money, touching cash it make me horny
to the bank i'm fucking running, i be coughing think i'm poorly

i think this music's fucking boring but i don't know nothing else
all alone nobody's calling, bet some love would make me melt
sipping piss i hate the smell, but when i'm drinking don't need help
i don't want none of your company, i'd rather go to hell

i think i'd rather go to hell
and i know i'm sounding stupid but you know i wish you well
think i'm done with wishing wells
now i'm gonna stay inside
yeah my skin is fucking pale

i'm burning out

I'm Burning Out (prod. @ninewaterss)

ig: @cushrunitup
nw ig: lovefromninewaters

@1cushx x @ninewaters

p. @vyzio-377974887 x stahler

myself

myself w/ ninewaters [p. vyzio x stahler]

prod. me x georgie

lyrics:
too deep in the shadows, it's too late to turn around
i can tell you're smiling when you find out that i'm down
creeping round the gallows, take my body to the ground
i know it's been a while since you saw me frown

leave the scene in a casket
i've been moving weird but i won't do nothing drastic
but when i'm at the party you can catch me sipping acid
pour up the bacardi, i've been moving psychiatric

i know that you're gonna be the death of me
still, i'm not moving carefully
i don't wanna die necessarily
but you're not there for me
time has been getting harder, i'ma tune out temporarily

time flies by like a bird in migration
leave you in the past, living fast in relation
i've been too invested in my operation
when will i make it to my destination?

need my medication
i've been sipping beer, set myself the limitation
what did you do my dear?
you're my rehabilitation
me and you in here, it's a nightmare blunt rotation

i've been tryna run from reality
i don't need your hospitality
this life is a calamity, i'll wait for it to end
we're in love with each other, for a second let's pretend
you would feel the same but you still can't comprehend

moving psychiatric

Moving Psychiatric (prod. @ninewaterss x @glok1d)

(prod. glokmane x shinju x raf)

Yeah, you kinda did me wrong, yeah
I'm tryna put this shit on, yeah
I go back in time, to call my dog
You slime, my dime, you not my dog, aye
These bitches come in why they flaw
You not my twin, you not my dog
Yeah, you not my twin, you not my dog

I take these percs, to cope
I'm tryna hang, you say no, yea' I'm tryna hang, like a rope
I was in Miami, yeah, now I'm in Orlando, yeah
I'm tryna change the scene
She already changed her jeans, fuck it
I think it's make believe -
I want some Maybelline

You already tried to leave
Niggas ain't down with me, so fuck em
Yeah, I'm hoopin like I get buckets
Jump out the roof like I'm into construction
This shit buzzin, yea' my phone is fuckin' buzzin'
Call my cousin -
Made a million, and this shit ain't nothin

Yeah, you kinda did me wrong, yeah
I'm tryna put this shit on, yeah
I go back in time, to call my dog
You slime, my dime, you not my dog, aye
These bitches come in why they flaw
You not my twin, you not my dog
Yeah, you not my twin, you not my dog
I take these percs, to cope
I'm tryna hang, you say no, yea' I'm tryna hang, like a rope

Now I'm in Orlando, yeah
I'm tryna change the scene
She already changed her jeans, fuck it
I think it's make believe -
I want some Maybelline, yea
Niggas ain't down with me, so fuck em

exhausted (prod. ninewaters x mako)

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