Instagrams:
@9inewaters
@hxllowlucy

Lyrics:
My soul's on fire like the world that we live in
Consumed by hate, could've been but I didn't
I assumed we would last, I regret what I've given
Need a hose for the past but I'm drowning if I'm swimmin

We went up in flames
I wouldn't feel these feelings if you felt the same
Now I'm burning alive, I need the fire brigade
You trapped me in a corner and I cannot escape

I'll admit it
Yeah I did it, OH WAIT JUST KIDDING
Not at the top but I feel like I'm winnin
Not gonna stop cuz I'm gonna make a killin

Where are my feelings?
They died last year like the mould on my ceiling
I said I'm not ok, but I'm finally healing
That's partially true, but I still feel like I'm bleeding

Shinra, I need him
She was under the impression I was cheating
I was under all this pressure and I cracked like a rock
Don't talk to me again but you're already blocked

fire brigade (prod. hxllowlucy)

thank you for the memories </3 (prod. ninewaters x whereisdanny)

looking in your eyes i see the malice
i knew it was forbidden, what i'm sipping from this chalice
getting poisoned by my lover, pick me up, i'm getting damaged
how i'm getting really dizzy, throwing up in my own palace

tell me how i'm getting murdered by a princess
forever enraged, but still in love with your incense
threw me in a prison yeah you left me to die
i'm trapped in your religion for the rest of my life

send me to the edge yeah, i'm sleep deprived
i thought we could be friends but i'm saying goodbye
i'm never staying sober, i really hate my life

where'd my mind go? i lost it
in a fighter jet, who put me in the cockpit?
it's a sea of demons and a moshpit
in a sea of feelings, can i stop this?
i'm going down, i'm gonna crash, i cannot stop it

i'm going down
if you know a way to help me, tell me now
the most important person to me let me down
i'm getting tortured, can you help me 'fore i drown?

it's like i'm lost in a labrynth
i slumped myself against the wall with a bottle of absinthe
i find it really hard to cope with your absence
tell me are you feeling blessed by my absence?

a harrowing experience

a harrowing experience (prod. ninewaters)

i could try put up a fight but i know i couldn't take it
you know what i like, crate of beers in my basement
never living right, i'm not sober i can face it
and i hate this, dressed in all white like a racist

i can't afford new clothes, can't even pick up hoes
i'm kind of rank, i sit alone and i pick my nose
you know i don't try though, cigarettes i buy those
need a way to cope, maybe pillies i would try those

two shots to the head, blow my brains out
i know i'm gonna end up dead by my ways now
kind of tired of this planet, everything is sour
i cried for help but they won't listen so i sing it louder

i can't blame life for the way it goes
but the way it goes got me feeling low
but i can't help but feel like i'm the star of the show
where'd the crowd go? nobody knows

there's something in my life i would live for
i like love, i like drugs, what i'd give for
i've tried too many gateways, i'm knocking at the fifth door
i wonder what is in store

ways

ways (prod. yooshi palace)

lyrics:

as the days grow short yeah my love grows shorter
can you call the medic, someone's getting slaughtered
i should've let her get away when i caught her
but they will never know the pain that i caused her
rest in peace my ex, i tell myself she dead to me
rest in peace my will to live, there's not much left of me
rest in peace to love, i killed it it's a felony
but i still miss her so i'm writing all these melodies uh

i don't wanna die a hero
and you don't wanna die a hero
i just wanna watch the world burn when my sanity is zero
i wanna end it all, but you don't care shapiro
you're a weirdo, get up out my earlobe
you wanna start an altercation with no fear doe
i have no fear doe, it's been a tough year
i tried to numb the pain by sippin' on this beer
if you see me at the brink of death you have to interfere
my soul's a freezer so why you coming near?
let jesus take the wheel on my life and my career
if i was breaking down and needed help then would you volunteer?
my soul's a freezer
fuck that! it's a threat to humanity!
you're a prat, why you pickin' at my sanity?
the shit you're sayin' got me questioning reality
it's not your fault that we live in mortality
grind to a halt, let me question my morality
i'm rubbing salt in your wounds, it's a casualty
i send my prayers to yourself and all your family uh

dead to me (prod. cush)

(lyrics):
ryuuji and taiga from toradora chatting wet shit

i spend my life wishing life was like an anime
i'm fuckin bored, i'll rot in bed until another day
i've given up on love, i'm something i don't wanna be
i drown my liver, i still miss her, if she stayed then we'd live happily

i'd waste my life to find an end to this insanity
i'd kill myself but hate to disappoint my family
i'm not gonna die yeah, just have to keep myself away from all the cider
i'm too sorry for myself to see the agony inside her

i smoke all day, i kill my lungs with all these fags i'm always buyin
i do it for enjoyment, not to brag i'm gonna die
if i'm drunk and tell you that i'm always sad then i'm not lyin
i keep it all inside so hell is trapped inside my mind yuh

tell me are you gonna cry if i was gonna die tonight
'cause all these suicidal thoughts inside my mind have all been here like half my life
all i ever wanted was to live a life of splendour
the way you're acting makes me wanna lose my temper

why you gonna act like i just killed your family
this is a different kind of tragedy
and my anatomy is froze now
why don't you tell me how i'm feeling 'cause i know you think you know now

imma go now
call up my mother 'cause you make me miss my home now
i miss my lover yea it makes me feel so down
i'm living fast, my mother tells me i should slow down

(outro)
i really hurt you and i knew that
i made the situation worse and i didn't have to do that
i knew we wasn't gonna work but i shouldn't put you through that

anime

anime (prod. greg beats)

part 1: https://soundcloud.com/ninewaters/exhausted?utm_source=clipboard&utm_medium=text&utm_campaign=social_sharing

lyrics:
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
so if i tell you that i'm busy then it's bullshit

i feel fatigued, if i'm not careful i'll be falling on my knees
i really miss my lover, that's the only thing i need
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

what's the point in living if i'm always feeling bored?
my feeling's missing and i blame it on you, stupid whore
could be forgiving since you were the one that i adored
you could forgive me if you just pretend it's not a chore
i'm in a rut, in a rut!
i could try and change my ways but i know it's not enough
i could try and change my fate 'cause i really miss my love
if you still hate my face then it's tough, i've been feeling really rough since you're gone
and if you think that i'm the best we know you're wrong
i always yearn but i never find the one
and i could turn my life around but that's not fun
turn that phone of it's bullshit
and you could try and give me help but it's pointless
and i could try and wish you well but it's pointless
and i could try and sleep well but it's pointless
and i made one or two bad choices

i feel fatigued, i really need to sleep
i tried my best but i guess we were never meant to be
i need some cover from the feeling of defeat
i'm waking up and getting drunk, then back to sleep and then repeat
where's my will to live? oh i lost it
and my heart's locked up, need a locksmith
take flight, i could never, i'm too lazy for the cockpit
i'm never doing nothing, if i say i'm busy then it's bullshit

yah! yea i'm sorry, yah!
don't even bother calling 'cause you know i'll never pick it up
you can tell me all your problems, i don't really give a fuck
i don't give a fuck, i don't give a fuck
i've nearly given up, 'cause i ran out of luck
i ran out of luck, i ran out of luck, lalalalala

exhausted 2

exhausted 2 (prod. ninewaters)

@ 9inewaters on insta

lyrics:
designer on my clothes but i'm still broke tho
money over hoes tho, they hate me and it shows
they tried to get inside, i said "i'm sorry but we're closed"
they asked me when i'm opening, i'm sorry i don't know
i'm so lit like a torch tho
give me some time and i'll be posted in a porsche tho
i need some time cuz i'm still hurting in the torso
i'm gonna glow, get your tickets for the show

i'm going up
i'm done with wasting time, i'm going up
i'ma need some new rhymes and a little bit of luck
i still got time, i don't gotta pull the plug
yuh, shoutout lukas, yea you know we goin' krazy (l-l-lukas goin' crazy <3)
she said she love me but deep down i know she hates me
never again i'll find a girl who wanna date me
i don't really care but i'm still open for debating

broke

broke (prod. lukas)

produced by yours truly
insta: @ ninewaterss

it's been a long day, i don't know what to say
they treat me like they wanna shit all on my fuckin face
don't tell me that i feel a certain way
you can tell by my gaze that it's just a fuckin phase

life's a fuckin waste, i wanna run away
i'm sippin from the crate, there's carling by my waist 🍻
stella all the way, i want her to stay
i wanna turn my life around, it's just another day

it's just another day, avoiding going crazy
on the phone with a lady, i think she wanna date me
i hope she wanna date me
i hope she wanna save me
you can tell me i ain't shit but that won't faze me 👎🏻

i keep porn in my camera (EWWWWW)
save my soul, fuck my ex, i can't stand her 🖕🏻
break my heart, breakup text, that's a standard
grab the gas, light me up, i've been slandered

i'm glad i found a new love
can you be my lifeline?
i'm getting warm on the inside
can we call when it's nighttime?

you're looking really cute my love
do you wanna be my beloved?
my heart was stolen years ago but i think i've recovered
life remains a mystery, i think we could uncover it

just another day

Just Another Day (prod. @ninewaterss)

a love letter to emo rap <3

lyrics:
your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
like i'm dancing on your grave
'cause i'm not dancing on your grave

yeah! your scene is dry and we're all grey
i don't wanna make it seem like i'm dancing on your grave
through the sunshine and the rain, i'm beside you at your wake
and i know that i ditched you a couple times but i'm not fake
we will all be great, catch that shit on tape
we've been down for way too long and we thought there's no escape
we've been clowned for all our songs, now we're laughing in their face
my mind is like a treasure trove, take in what i make

we don't want you to die, i'll single-handedly revive you
i wanna make it right 'cause lately i haven't tried to
if you heard we wouldn't make it together then you've been lied to
it's probably 'cause i'm catching way more feelings than i'd like to
in my mind, in my made up kingdom, yeah i like you
over time, know we gonna make it if i try to
all the time, if we're gonna make it, need to strive to
to the grind, i will see you later if i find you
yeah i hope i can excite you
i'm still emo, i accept that and if i change my ways would you respect that?
'cause all this music stays the same and on the inside i will change and i'll regret that

we have a future, i wish i chased it sooner
but i feel my image being ruined by my humour
i'm nearly 20 years old, late bloomer
i feel like a loser, i'm stuck in your computer
i've got another girl to write about but i never abused her
i'm feeling like i walked into her life but i intrude her
it never felt like it was right, i'll tell the truth yeah
so i'm turning to the mic as a tutor

[hook again]

it's farewell yeah, i don't need no help yeah
this time i'm not feeling i'm trapped inside a cell yeah
not back in hell yeah, no longer i'm a shell
this time i really mean it when i say i wish you well
let me know your secrets 'cause you know i'll never tell
don't worry 'bout my wellbeing, the microphone will help
it's emo rap forever, i know we'll stick together
i'm swerving on you never, on the pain we'll never dwell

life has beat me down, give me motherfucking' stitch (oh fuck!)
you're gonna make me rich
shoutout to my bitches and my bros, yeah we're going for a smoke

dear emo rap, love ninewaters

Dear Emo Rap, Love ninewaters (prod. @ninewaterss)

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
it's finally the end, i've been so despicable
better off dead, i'll just end up killing you
if you wanna talk about the pits then i might know a thing or two
i've already done this in the past so i don't care 'bout getting rid of you
but i've been so regretful of everything i've given you
you shoulda picked a better man 'cause i've been tricking you
you could ask me if i felt the love, i was beginning to
i could never say it to your face what i'm admitting to

i'm gonna keep this feeling for the rest of my life
20 pints of lager to help with the strife
i'm drowning out the pain but it still makes me wanna die
i'm riding out the plane, yeah i've been thinking of the highs
but i've been lit like a match tho
tell me that you want me, you won't even give the catch tho
i need a bitch like misato
i don't really want your love 'cause you make me feel anxious
i don't really care anymore
fill me up with lead, you can leave me on the floor
i'm running out of love, no love for the whore
you like your life but mine's a fucking chore
i've been sipping on that coors
don't wanna learn about you, i don't care about your cause
and i've been feeling evil but don't wanna break the law
i would still be with you if you didn't make me bored

ways (prod. yooshi palace)

ninewaters

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