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i wanna slam my head against the wall

Instagrams:
@9inewaters
@hxllowlucy

Lyrics:
My soul's on fire like the world that we live in
Consumed by hate, could've been but I didn't
I assumed we would last, I regret what I've given
Need a hose for the past but I'm drowning if I'm swimmin

We went up in flames
I wouldn't feel these feelings if you felt the same
Now I'm burning alive, I need the fire brigade
You trapped me in a corner and I cannot escape

I'll admit it
Yeah I did it, OH WAIT JUST KIDDING
Not at the top but I feel like I'm winnin
Not gonna stop cuz I'm gonna make a killin

Where are my feelings?
They died last year like the mould on my ceiling
I said I'm not ok, but I'm finally healing
That's partially true, but I still feel like I'm bleeding

Shinra, I need him
She was under the impression I was cheating
I was under all this pressure and I cracked like a rock
Don't talk to me again but you're already blocked

fire brigade (prod. hxllowlucy)

prod kk

lyrics:
say hi to your mother from me
and put your problems on me
i know that no one wants me so i'm walking like a zombie
did i ever mention i don't wanna be alive
they say it's precious but i really hate my life
can you put a knife in my neck, take my life
can you let me suffocate between your thighs
i kind of understand why you think that i'm alright
but if i told you that i'm fine then i lied

and i'm sorry for that, vision fades black, i just wanna go back
life feels like a race but i went of the track
i just need a safe place away from all the attacks
i wanna see your face 'cause i miss that
i just wanna see your face 'cause i'd kiss that
why has it been so long
i should've got over you but i'm still writing all these songs
everyday stays the same
i'm tryna numb all the pain 'cause all the pain is kinda lame
i just wanna run away, i surrender to your game
can you shoot me in my face, the way we ended was a shame
i'm a wreck but i'm still thankful that you came
yeah i know that i will think of you forever
the devil knows that i'll be in love forever
gone cold like the weather

kms lol (prod. kkquickbrakes)

@1darza @ninewaters
instas:
@ 9inewatere
@ nathandarza

darza - army (prod. ninewaters)

lyrics:
i wanna count sterling
no time to feel a certain way or to be hurting
cigarettes and flames dance together like they're flirting
the flames inside our souls are burning out and that shit hurts
it really feels the worst
you don't need a gun when we're feeling suicidal
put me in a hearse
the way that i've been feeling got me thinking that i'm cursed
we're always catching feelings but nobody ever learns
this shit is just the worst

in a pit of bad decisions, going first
life is shit and just for meaning we all search
this shit is really wank, tryna buy myself a house
it's easier to party when our lives are going south
tell me you won't leave me, take the lies up out your mouth
you don't know what i'm about
i wanna scream and shout
your voice is getting hoarse and it's bullshit that you spout
i'm tryna beat a dead horse, i already have my doubts
already have my doubts, i really can't believe it!
the time is coming where you tell me that you're leaving
but i don't blame you
you best believe it though that i could never save you

that's a job for yourself
i tried but really couldn't help
cigarettes and beer in my room, i hate the smell
i was tryna get my balance in life and then i fell
i feel ok
and we're both lucky that we like each other's face
but i'm unlucky that i felt a certain way about you
you know that i really couldn't save the day

sterling

sterling (prod. ninewaters)

AftërLyfe

Nun id change

@1darza @ninewaters <33
luv makin music with my friends fr ily guys

--lyrics--
fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

hoping someone gets them off of me
im running for my life
want the peace the lord has offered me
im tryna catch a vibe
dont want attention, i dont want too many friends
forgot to mention, i cut off too many threads

hard for me to function, hard to feel alive
talkin all that tough shit, whyd i even try
i would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet
i would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet, ohhh

fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

bitch im on this perc and ecstacy im out my mind
fuck 12 i aint doing time
you can see the pain when you lookin in my eyes
waking up high, thought i died last night

my bitch put the coke in her pussy
you aint doin shit to me boy you just a pussy
pullin up with rick on me, got your bitch lookin
flexin all that cash, now he sad cuz i took it

im on demon time, yeah
fees in my line, yeah
i dont needa die, im already dead
pull up to your spot, we gon paint it red
i need all the percocets, i need all the meds, yeah

fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite
fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

it's the worst day
sometimes i will wonder why i did this in the first place
i would get antagonized and treated in the worst ways
i just want an answer; on my own im always searching
THERE'S TOO MANY PEOPLE IN MY WAY

all plats

alive w/ darza [prod. ninewaters]

@dylaanlotus - nevermore w/ @kysdnny + @1darza [prod. @zupehr]

@prod.dragonn
@luvdarza @1darza
@prodgateway
@1morgn
@0faura
@rxninn

stay strong w/ @luvdarza (prod. dragon x gateway)

love me (prod. ninewaters)

A mass collection of all the songs that made me who I am today. Thank you for listening. Enjoy

anxiety *^!¡

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walk away as the door slams w/ lil tracy (prod. yung cortex)

slow down
breathe
what’s in the ground beneath your feet?
get out that screen and let it go
a blue check screams
i always whispered what you want
and it was right here all along

cos i found something with a taste you can’t describe
you take it in and all your roots get intertwined
and every time i call you back you’ll know you’re fine
i know you’re fine

there’s no cancer in the water
it’s not an answer or a dream
your mother and your father would rather blow it all on ginger tea
more than offer than a feed

you’re ready for it
think it’s for the best you leave this town
you’re ready for this now

breathe
slow down
breathe

terrified when i’m bout to be brave
since danny hit me i been killing the game
power to you if you’re riding the wave
could give a fuck about the money or fame
take you and your girl right back to my place
cos man or woman i’ma fuck you the same
picking me up when she’s back in my state
a quick flight to nyc for some cake
touch down 50 came in the clutch
my boys bound for something bigger than us
cuts deep like a knife it’s some shit you can feel
my momma love me and her willpower steel
ex’s heart bouda beat out my chest
i’m sorry bout me and i wish you the best
i just wanna fuck
the marajuana got me scared of trauma but i’m gon be okay
good sex every day
green checks life ain’t grey
this is fate
fill my plate with acid salad and breaks
i get drunk and she gets stupid high
i just chilled cos I don’t wanna try
when i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say
i don’t know what the fuck to say

kms lol (prod. kkquickbrakes)

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