Dylan and Darza!!!!! this is fire 🔥 love you both ❤️ you guys need to make another song together 🔥🔥

BURNING IN THE DANGERS OF THE LIFE I WANTTTTT

hope u guys like this one, put a lot of emotion into it

HUGE shoutout to @b_murph for the fucking amazing feature ily dawggg

lyrics:

(oh, ohhhh)

i been tryna right my wrongs
turning to an angel in the sky i fall
burning in the dangers of the life i want 
never been a stranger to the life in the dark

i want another chance
i want a motherland
i fall in love again 
(i fall, i- i- i fall)

one step too close to the edge
now im falling back down, yeah
im falling in love again
but you're not from the motherland
im in love with a motherfucking demon

i hide the cuts on my wrist, promise im just tryna feel sum (something)
she said that she loves me but she said she never feels nun (nothing)
i hide all my pain with tequila and some white rum
the closer that we get the more i just wanna run

so tell me your intentions before i give me all to you
cause i dont wanna lose you, like i always fucking do

i been tryna right my wrongs
turning to an angel in the sky i fall
burning in the dangers of the life i want 
never been a stranger to the life in the dark

i want another chance
i want a motherland
i fall in love again 
(i fall, i- i- i fall)

all plats

angel w/ bmurph [prod. branwen]

Produced by lukas & kndey
Written by xorainzz

Lyrics:

My vision foggy
Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

You can try
To tell me otherwise
Feel like I’m running ‘round
In circles
You despise all that wasting time
And I hate to see you go
Ease up
I hate to see you froze
Even if I’m cold
Live through surreal highs
And toxic lows
But just to realize
I’m on my own
Pickup the phone oh

Meet me
Under city lights
When It’s dark outside
Maybe I can fix it all
Knee deep
Into all these lies
After all this time
I’d still pick up your calls
You set fire to the walls
But yea I guess thats my fault
And in the end it’ll be my loss
At this point
I couldn’t really care at all

I cant keep running away from
Shit I can’t escape
And I cant keep pushing away the
Shit I can’t erase
Im in and out of focus with you
With you

My vision foggy
Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

Feel way too far from you
I feel like you lost me
It’s like every part of you disappeared
Nothings the same
Drive me insane
Just take my hand
No I wont change
Just one more dance
Out in the rain

far from you* prod. lukas + kndey

THE REAPER'S GONNA TAKE ME AWAY AND I CAN'T FEEL AT ALL

thank u kitti for the awesome artwork and shoutout dercept for posting such crazy beats, couldn't have made this happen without u guys <3

just let the lyircs sit, my friends. you will take a trip into my mind these past few weeks.

lyrics:

if i died in this coffin tonight
i’ll wonder where the fuck i’d go
maybe somewhere here in the path i fall 
i don’t really even know when
the reapers gonna take me away and i can’t feel it all
wondering if i’ll see the day that imma hear it all
ohhhh, ohhhh

so alive
what’s the point of living if i’m gonna die?
and the reapers gonna take me through the sky
i don’t think i’m even gonna say goodbye 

hate goodbyes 
hate the time
razor blade
take my life 
tell my friends
i’m alright
better place
in the sky 

why do you care for me like bitch i’m a stranger
i’ll grow out my wings i’m turning into an angel

if i died in this coffin tonight
i’ll wonder where the fuck i’d go
maybe somewhere here in the path i fall 
i don’t really even know when
the reapers gonna take me away and i can’t feel it all
wondering if i’ll see the day that imma hear it all
ohhhh, ohhhh

coffin [prod. dercept x jissa]

IM DROWNING IN MY PAIN AGAIN AND HIDING WITH THE DRUGSSSSSS

@zupehr i am literally SO FUCKING GLAD we tapped in again. i missed workin with u so much dawg, everything we make is super deep and our vibe is just gjdhjgdjhkg so good ily brobro

i went to war with myself mixing this so ur welcome for posting this btw lol

lyrics:

i don’t know what’s wrong with me like right now 
i keep on loving and loving right out
i keep on falling and falling back down
i keep on falling and falling back down

fuck love
i’ll never be enough
i’m drowning in my pain again and hiding with the drugs 
i’m like, “the fuck’s up?”
you never told me wrong
i blame myself for everything and hide it in a song

i don’t know what’s wrong with me like right now 
i keep on loving and loving right out
i keep on falling and falling back down
i keep on falling and falling back down

i been fighting
but the razor blade is looking so inviting
all the memories we made are coinciding 
in my brain again my skin is just dividing

fuckin it up and i just blame it on the timing 
nobody loves a man without a silver lining
down to my gut i feel that i won’t be surviving 
covered in cuts i been a mess that i been hiding 

i don’t know what’s wrong with me like right now 
i keep on loving and loving right out
i keep on falling and falling back down
i keep on falling and falling back down

fuck love
i’ll never be enough
i’m drowning in my pain again and hiding with the drugs 
i’m like, “the fuck’s up?”
you never told me wrong
i blame myself for everything and hide it in a song

i don’t know what’s wrong with me like right now 
i keep on loving and loving right out
i keep on falling and falling back down
i keep on falling and falling back down

hiding [prod. zupehr x sadpra]

ig: @0yukixx

p. @auguryy

mixed by @0yukixx + @c0d3ee

till it's over [p. augury]

:)

produced by @zupehr

~ lyrics ~

pockets hurt from countin cash
meet my boys; they never lack
couple racks inside my bank account; this shits a fucking gag 
try my best; i’m blocking all the hate cuz i been in my bag
if i catch you talkin shit then i might fuckin get you back 

cut off my connections cuz i promised i won’t get attached 
fuck all of these labels tryna hit me up they gettin mad
i don’t want attention cuz i promised i won’t give it back
fuck your love, it broke me but i gotta leave you in the past 
pockets hurt from countin cash
meet my boys; they never lack
couple racks inside my bank account; this shits a fucking gag 
try my best; i’m blocking all the hate cuz i been in my bag
if i catch you talkin shit then i might fuckin get you back 

yeah we going up
like the trees we growing up
labels always gettin in my way and say i’m blowing up
trying to regurgitate the pain i wanna throw it up
light another blunt into my face; i like to roll it up

find a cavern in the light of day; i’m in my solitude
now i’m doing all the fuckin things i always wanted to
hope that i can understand the ways that i have fallen through 
hope that i can understand the ways that i have fallen through 

pockets hurt from countin cash
meet my boys; they never lack
couple racks inside my bank account; this shits a fucking gag 
try my best; i’m blocking all the hate cuz i been in my bag
if i catch you talkin shit then i might fuckin get you back 

cut off my connections cuz i promised i won’t get attached 
fuck all of these labels tryna hit me up they gettin mad
i don’t want attention cuz i promised i won’t give it back
fuck your love, it broke me but i gotta leave you in the past 
pockets hurt from countin cash
meet my boys; they never lack
couple racks inside my bank account; this shits a fucking gag 
try my best; i’m blocking all the hate cuz i been in my bag
if i catch you talkin shit then i might fuckin get you back

promised [prod. zupehr]

feel my world just decay as i'm growing up . . .

huge shoutout to @byekento for carrying tf outta this song, u one of my best friends bro ilysm <33

>lyrics<
i been through too much
tryna do too much
feel my world just decay as im growing up
sprials swirling away; brain is blowing up
tryna hurl all my pain; i been throwing up

i just been too fucked up to remember
the times i gave soul back up for the devil
i take a couple puffs; im not more than a vessel
im thinkin way too much; i'll just go fuckin mental

i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them 
i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them

and i been tryna find my way back
if you really love me 
why the fuck ain’t you just say that 
i know im still caught up in my head 
i can’t escape yet chase a paycheck 
still alive but im looking for my fucking grave damn 

and i know that its still gon be the fucking same 
i know i won’t ever change
i know i’m the bad guy 
so i stay inside my lane
fuck no i ain’t reaching out
but i still wish they heard me now 
i know that i let ‘em down

its all my fault so i stay alone 
never had a place to go 
never had a place like home
always somewhere dosing off
i could never let it show
nothing but a sacrifice 
know its all inside my mind 
all this time to figure me out

i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them 
i just wanna be me again
chemicals that im breathing in
blowing problems out through the smoke
just an inhale and exhale
im nothing more than a joke
stab my heart; that shits impaled
my words stuck in my throat
trying so hard to get them

impaled w/ byekento [prod. dercept x jolst]

@1darza @ninewaters <33
luv makin music with my friends fr ily guys

--lyrics--
fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

hoping someone gets them off of me
im running for my life
want the peace the lord has offered me
im tryna catch a vibe
dont want attention, i dont want too many friends
forgot to mention, i cut off too many threads

hard for me to function, hard to feel alive
talkin all that tough shit, whyd i even try
i would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet
i would run my mouth when i shoulda stayed quiet, ohhh

fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

bitch im on this perc and ecstacy im out my mind
fuck 12 i aint doing time
you can see the pain when you lookin in my eyes
waking up high, thought i died last night

my bitch put the coke in her pussy
you aint doin shit to me boy you just a pussy
pullin up with rick on me, got your bitch lookin
flexin all that cash, now he sad cuz i took it

im on demon time, yeah
fees in my line, yeah
i dont needa die, im already dead
pull up to your spot, we gon paint it red
i need all the percocets, i need all the meds, yeah

fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite
fucked up yet alive
i got money; that's on my mind
just to keep those thoughts away
they gon fuck me up til i die
i got nothing left to hide
up to luck; how i survived
in a room that's full of serpents
and i hope they never bite

it's the worst day
sometimes i will wonder why i did this in the first place
i would get antagonized and treated in the worst ways
i just want an answer; on my own im always searching
THERE'S TOO MANY PEOPLE IN MY WAY

alive w/ darza [prod. ninewaters]

@b_murph
p. yung spoiler
https://hyperfollow.com/stfu

lyrics:
(intro)

(bitch i'm too fucked up)
(byekento, haha)
(bitch i'm too fucked up)

Its 2 am you call me up to tell me i'm a bad guy
And I know you tell you're friends 
Every time I pass by
Spent the night thinkin' 'bout that time
And all I know is I don't wanna do this when I'm

(hook)

Wasted, bitch i'm too fucked up 
Imma pest, Imma prick
Imma shut the fuck up 
All my friends cut me off 
I don't think I was enough 
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah 

They say, that I'm too far gone 
Took a shot to the head
Do you think that was enough? 
On my last dying breath do you think I give a fuck?  
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah 

(verse)

(bitch i'm too fucked up)
(It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah)
(woah-oh-woah) 
(It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah)

After all this damn time you'd think I'd get my head right
Sorry baby I’m still out here telling all these lies
You still questioning my motives baby let me live my life
Uh, I promise you that I ain’t stepping outta line
Faded at the back of the club
You’re calling me oh my god, could you shut the fuck up
Uh, and I think that im over your love
The same way im over vodka when I empty my cup
I been chilling in the back living my best life
And you still coming over tryna ruin my night
Tell me whats the reason why you stuck in my mind
Cause im just out here drinking alcohol until I feel alright

(hook)

Wasted, bitch i'm too fucked up 
Imma pest, Imma prick
Imma shut the fuck up 
All my friends cut me off 
I don't think I was enough 
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah 

They say, that I'm too far gone 
Took a shot to the head
Do you think that was enough? 
On my last dying breath do you think I give a fuck?  
It's happening, I know that it's happening, woah

stfu w/ b murph

Instagram: @ninewaterss

lyrics:
bitch i be smoking fags (cigarettes) out the pound
tell me you love me, wanna hold it down
don't wanna wait for you to come around
bitch ik that you gonna bring me down
gimme your hand when i'm breaking down
bitch, shut up while i'm tryna speak!
i'm getting lost and i'll never be found
bitch, you'll be feeling lost when i peak!

ima get it popping like a school in america
got the crib shakin, diagnosed wit malaria
i can't hear your talking when i'm smoking on that loud
ima cause a ruckus when i pull up in your area
death is kinda scary, what i'm doing kinda scarier
he said he want beef so we turn him vegetarian
he said he want beef so we mince him to the ground
it would make you think that my boys authoritarian

i ran outta gas so let's go and smoke a nazi
i ran outta gas so let's go and smoke a nazi
i be out in public tryna avoid the paparazzi
i ran outta cash so let's go and crash a party
in the car i crash, slamming pints of bacardi
3am i pull with your bitch in my ferrari
make you so shocked when i pull up, maserati
ima whip the foreign but i'm not a fucking racist
just know i love you if i listen to your playlist
your bitch she love me, yeah she got me on her playlist
i'm the shit, you just gotta go embrace it

smoke a nazi

Smoke a Nazi (prod. @ninewaterss)

this isn't what i typically make but i lowkey just wanted to vent and thought it was cool so i hope u guys like it to ♡

lyrics:

if you love me let me die
‘cause i just need some piece of mind 
its tryna take my soul away 
and this time i’m letting go

‘cause i had it 
i got habits and they tryna take my soul away 
and this damage to my conscious
it makes me feel like i’m nothing to nobody 
am i somebody to you?
take the smoke into my lungs hope it kills me soon
they say life is just for fun but i been suffering 
way too long now i’m too far gone

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget 

and nothing ever changes
i’m stuck inside this daydream 
and there’s no one left to save me 
and you know that the feeling’s haunting 
i’m so hollow and as the pieces fell in place i burned alive 
there’s no where left to hide
tell me do you despise me so blindly 
so blindly 
i’m trying 
i’m sick of fighting 
there’s nothing here for me 
close my eyes let me fall asleep 
‘cause honestly i’m not the person on the inside out 
i look away but i still see the things you’re telling me now 
eats away at my conscious like its nothing at all
and by the time they find my body it’ll be cold to the touch 

i’m making changes to my fucking brain 
and i don’t trust no one ‘cause everyones the fucking same
you show them love but all they ever seem to show is hate
and i can’t tell if this is me or if its just my fate
i guess i can’t complain 
i’m always in the way 
i really need a way out 
i’m such a fucking pain
well thanks for showing me out
‘cause it’s clear i’m unimportant 
all these thoughts inside my head i’m running out of fucking choices 
tryna fill my brain with lead ‘cause i can’t deal with all the tormant 
and this voice inside my head been tryna change its fucking formant but its hopeless 
and lately i been getting older
i suck at keeping my composure 
everytime i keep the silence ‘cause i’m mourning 
and lately i been tryna fix it but its broken
and i know i don’t have the talent i ain’t chosen 
i’ll keep it all inside my head until its over 
and if we ever meet again i’ll never forget

alive w/ darza [prod. ninewaters]

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