fursuiter: https://twitter.com/KunoAlpenstock
inspired by Alex G

give me ur magic my friend
tragic cost manifesting fallacies for you
is it true

pull me out the pocket at the back of your hand
put me in the front to see how ur world ends
free me from this form so we can stay friends

relax and ill hold you
the tax that youre sold to
is that what you want to be
sad and unspoken

why dont you give me up
impressions pressing me
to corrupt myself for you
and idk how i could be a cynic man
with lessons learnt from bitterness
i think id understand
i want you better than me 

bulletproof views
staying when ur guards up
pain ensues 
cus u think that ur times up

relax and ill hold u
the tax that ur sold to
is that what u want to
be sad and unspoken

Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/1pjsNRqOyIkHrm2N6FRBp1?si=QCSxcGXHR-K4M_mBxsIo1w
https://genius.com/Elxnce-18-lyrics

Stream

https://ffm.to/bleith 

cover art by noah greene https://temberl.in/

i'll be the first

pronounced "bləith, or blayeth"
_________________________________
guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

maybe i won't miss those white halls and those silos
and your wide eyes

(do you remember me?)

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
and i still wonder how
covered in clovers and i’m six feet
under now five leaves aren't enough
this september i’ll be leaving
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

slipping through the cracks i'm calling it back on you
shadows shifting elisions i'm still in your arms
cosmic collisions it's crumbling falling through
scaffold splitting derisions i'm sealing the hearth

inhaling erosion i'm sinking i'm floating that
solemn corrosion i'll swallow the hope and i'll 
hold onto something and someone will hear the 
implosion aeolian sediments blowing away

one to many times i let myself slide
resin in the hide and it's hopeless
summit through the sides i thought of better ties
brethren tiled the pine on a pulpit
covered in the sines i coveted the lies
nolled up on a lyre a forfeit
lauded once or twice a strath that lead the line
straffed it to your silage and sold it

if you'd just lie awake 
i won't shear no shame

save me 
break me
save me
chain me

all the pain went when you kissed me
but it was back when i woke up
winters always warmer when you're with me
caught a cross to call my own
in the inverted lattice beneath
i was just trying to calm you down
'cause this summer i'll be sixteen 
throw the photos on the ground i should have known
i should have known

guess it's been a long time
i don't even know
nothing left but splintered bones
and broken hope
walking down the road
we grew up on
choking on the roses 
but they're grown and gone

bleith

COVER BY @gasstationpercs ON TWITTER

ONE WEEKEND, 31 SONGS, 47 ARTISTS, ONE ALBUM

https://discord.gg/SfPsr4y4dZ

kick rocks - gasmask, angelworm, corefish, & thatcherblackwood

9/22
lyrics:
i been hard to reach
i been hard to reach
i won't pick up the phone
i been out of sync
i been out of sync and i can't let this go

diamond in the rough
is he good enough?
i'm not so sure
he's so off the cuff
he's sick and tired
doesn't have a choice
he tries to speak but doesn't have a voice
the only walls he knows
the four that's in his room
the time could pass him by
he wouldn't have a clue
and the strings lead back to you
and the strings lead back to you

strings

6 of 9
~
the train, I made it just for you
one year later, I still don't think that I can do it

turn the light out in the hall
it's been 3 weeks but I'm not sure if I can catch my breath
I think that it's been long enough
only waiting for the woods to stab me in the chest
but how do I walk thru the world without shame
but how do I walk thru the world without shame

I think I hate you
you don't expect me to let go of you
you wanted too much
guess I never wanted anything from you

if you really loved me, you'd want me dead
you wouldn't miss me, you thought I said
I love you too much to do all that
but I'm not the person you think I am
don't think I want a sudden death
but i'd never show you who I am
if you really knew me, put it to rest
if you really knew me, you'd want me dead

Sudden death

links:
https://ffm.to/c210 
https://socializingmusic.com/#nishith

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i got in the car
the heat on, cause it’s 56 outside
i told you i fucked up
you acted surprised
you said i keep making the same old stupid mistakes
and i said i hadn’t but Iim pretty sure i lied

take me by the hand, take me by the hand and never let go 
squeeze me super tight, squeeze me super tight and keep me close
cause i can’t lose you again 
it’s like hide and seek, cause i’ll count to ten
and you’ll be gone 

it’s been getting colder, and the leaves have been falling down
but i’ve been wearing a sweater since the start of march 
walking 'round the harbor sweating bullets but i’ll keep it on
what do i know?
i’m still just a kid

take me by the hand, take me by the hand and never let go 
squeeze me super tight, squeeze me super tight and keep me close
cause i can’t lose you again 
it’s like hide and seek, cause i’ll count to ten
and you’ll be gone

count to ten

written and performed by @blissom and @chriad
guitar by @blissom and @d4niboi
drop drums and bass by @chriad
mixed by @blissom and @chriad
mastered by @ryptage
photography by aznlemon

go ahead
get comfortable
youre safe now
youre safe here
i promise
whatll it take
to get your mask off
to get you to show your face
i know you want to
and itll end the same
putrid and moldy
the decomposing meat
all you can smell for days
so take the makeup off
you cant fool me
i wanna see that pretty
rotting face of yours

(like it always does
ties torn apart
thrown into the mud
and it'll end the same)

can you stomach
a glance in the mirror
or have the bugs
made their way to your eyes
fade to black
no remorse
no regrets
no respect
is it done
is there more
left to do
left to end
left to kill

i fucking told you
i knew it would end like this
another page i shouldve left untouched
another reason to trust my gut
is nothing sacred
is nothing built to last
ive seen your faces
now i want nothing more than to leave them all in the past

what did you think youd get away with?
like did you really think that i wouldnt figure you out?
lay your cards down on the table
and try to act like i dont know that theres still some in your mouth
what did you think youd get away with?
you know its not easy to hide with the mess you leave
a reputation reduced to ashes
another cracked and broken memory

glass facade +chriad +daniboi

https://ffm.to/alwayswere

cover art by noah geene https://temberl.in/ 

i think i see it in the distance 
___________________________________
always were, like you always were
its the rote screen door on your front porch 
where you fell asleep on the tile floor
but you've unstrung all your britching now

bite my tongue 'till it falls right off
its the tailgate on that fane barbwire 
trace the windshield as we drove for miles 
spurn the sauder on the backing line
and i swear i saw you standing at the edge 

and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 

forget it, forget it, the day is done
forget it, forget it, you saved it once
i get it, i get it, you've frayed and rubbed the velvet off your antlers

and it was beautiful 
and it was beautiful 

forget it, forget it, the day is done
forget it, forget it, you saved it once
i get it, i get it, you've frayed and rubbed the velvet off your antlers

always were

spent the summer of 2022 making this. wrote the original draft in 2021. not much compared to what i can do now, but i figured it was worth putting out since there's a bit of an emotional attachment for me. Represents a different era of my life

yes the export/sidechain is glitched because the file is corrupted and i could fix it by jumping through some technical hoops, but it's been like that for so long i kind of just consider it part of the song

ann j gardner canyon park 2012

All my original tunes except where marked elsewise, usually any cover will have the title beginning with "Cover of"

Most, if not all, of these are recorded in 2024.

Naked Soul

detainee @socializingmusic
any / dmv / 17

count to ten

nishith

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