remix of sequester originally by @leastfavorite featuring @billy_exclamationpoint and @bhproducer

(original song: https://soundcloud.com/leastfavorite/sequester)

the billy part is so loud👍👍👍 go stream isomorph

lfav - sequester [remix]

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art by @mintjuno on instagram

i was originally going to write lyrics to this, but i've been teasing this one for far too long and though i do enjoy the instrumental, i feel like i've moved past the topic in such a short amount of time  - hope you enjoy regardless though, i have some cool things planned :3

and i'm sorry if you were expecting vocals but hey, if you wanna take a crack at it, the downloads are enabled :)

bpm: 164
key: A major

malpractice

bitch, we up
came in this shit out the mud
yeah, i been dealing with tough luck
nobody's saying enough
freeze in the dark, man, i'm fucked up
hoping i'll never see none
trigger finger don't got patience
think i might've jumped the gun

bitch, we up
came in this shit out the mud
yeah, i been dealing with tough luck
nobody's saying enough
freeze in the dark, man, i'm fucked up
hoping i'll never see none
trigger finger don't got patience
think i might've jumped the gun
not having fun
bitch, you are dead to me
not gonna buy what you're selling me
i'm my number one enemy
i don't even think my friends can see
i'm taking care, gotta fend for me
hiding myself, an anemone
i'm taking care, gotta fend for me
the melatonin's just to cope with me, can't go to sleep

i need the truth
i put myself in the pocket
i ran for a pick-6 then i fumbled
man, i saw the end but i lost it
antagonize myself every time i fail
cause who else could've caused this?
i'm my number one enemy, like
don't know how they fell for me
pressure almost turned me to steel
cracked under it true colors revealed
wish i wasn't under his heel
coping with stress i didn't know how to deal
overdosing on that serotonin
but it wasn't motive
made me crash in the end
i got rid of my melatonin
staring at the ceiling
till the morning
stayed in my bed, but fuck it, i'm gone

bitch, we up
came in this shit out the mud
yeah, i been dealing with tough luck
nobody's saying enough
freeze in the dark, man, i'm fucked up
hoping i'll never see none
trigger finger don't got patience
think i might've jumped the gun
not having fun
bitch you are dead to me
not gonna buy what you're selling me
i'm my number one enemy
i don't even think my friends can see
i'm taking care, gotta fend for me
hiding myself, an anemone
i'm taking care, gotta fend for me
the melatonin's just to cope with me, can't go to sleep

forgot what it's like to feel
cameras off when the curtains revealed
had no proof i wasn't made of steel man
don't know how i can ever feel real
my number one enemy is me
i never have time to kill
i'm too busy beating myself up
mentally bruised but i'll do it still
forgot what it's like to feel
cameras off when the curtains revealed
had no proof i wasn't made of steel man
don't know how i can ever feel real
my number one enemy is me
i never have time to kill
i'm too busy beating myself up
mentally bruised but i'll do it still

self antagonism

had a lot of fun with this!
shoutout tokimi & bassea for the beautiful song :)

tokimi, bassea - manifold gardens (aesir remix)

worst w/ cadburry (prod. clomp)

macklemore_says_money_and_vanishes_from_existence.wav

@anem0s @blissom @dead4cf @dovelessmusic

produced by anem0s

sleepy tapes is a community music event hosted on blisscord where everyone has 5 days to make a song based on a given cover art

sleepy tapes vol. 5a took place september 8 - 13 2023 with cover art made by @dovelessmusic

thank you everyone who participated <3
discord.gg/rxY6UKjWKM

self antagonism

nishith