You drew me a map to a paper kingdom
Said "I'm a hundred percent sure, just follow me in"
We built it in whispers, for over a year
A future on fire, forgetting the fear
I did all my homework, I fought my own wars
Finally ready to walk through that door...

But your courage was just a facade in the end
A castle you built on the air, my pretend friend
You chose your safe harbor, your comfortable sin
And left me alone with the mess I was in
You promised me mornings, but vanished by night
And turned all our colors to black and to white.

She's fighting for you with a new silhouette
Gym-toned and perfect, a desperate bet
And you're playing the prisoner, noble and sad
Taking the comfort for which you sold the mad
The passion we had, the potential, the spark
Now just a ghost in the quiet and dark.

'Cause your courage was just a facade in the end
A castle you built on the air, my pretend friend
You chose your safe harbor, your comfortable sin
And left me alone with the mess I was in
You promised me mornings, but vanished by night
And turned all our colors to black and to white.

And now a good man waits for me, he knows the truth and still he stays
But my heart's a battlefield, it's stuck in a different phase
Do I stay for the loyalty, a half-life, a debt to pay?
Or do I walk through the pain and find my own damn way?
This isn't love, it's just a choice made from guilt and fear...
The only way out is through these tears.

And MY courage will not be a facade in the end
I'll tear down that castle, my own heart I'll mend
I'll leave your safe harbor, your comfortable sin
I'll face the wide ocean and boldly dive in
I'll trade your false mornings for my own honest light
And I'll paint my whole world in colors so bright.

I deserved more than an option...
I was a promise you broke.
I'm taking my heart back now...
With every single breath I choke.
I'm letting go... letting go...
Finally learning to fly alone.

100 Prozent

You spoke in futures, painted clear and true
Said "a hundred percent, it's me and you"
I let my walls down, I began to fall
Then I heard the echo of a distant call
You got quiet, and the ground gave way
The same old pattern on a different day

My body knows it before my mind
A knot inside me starts to wind
A heavy chest, a shallow breath
A silent dance with emotional death

Broken compass in your hands
You're a stranger making promises and plans
You talk of loyalty, but you live a lie
With one foot out and a fear-filled eye
You're so afraid to be alone
So you build your house in a twilight zone
And my heart, my hope, is a blinding light
Trying to love you through the endless night

I see the ghost of her in the space between
A half-felt goodbye, a silent, unclean scene
You say you're tangled, you say you're scared to lose
But you're using my love as a bridge you refuse to choose
I was your potential, your shiny, new door
But you can't let go of the one that came before

My body knows it before my mind
A knot inside me starts to wind
A heavy chest, a shallow breath
A silent dance with emotional death

Broken compass in your hands
You're a stranger making promises and plans
You talk of loyalty, but you live a lie
With one foot out and a fear-filled eye
You're so afraid to be alone
So you build your house in a twilight zone
And my heart, my hope, is a blinding light
Trying to love you through the endless night

And the only proof, the only solid ground
Would be the sound of a door when it slams shut
You facing your empty fears, alone in a tiny room
But a physical space can't heal an emotional tomb
'Cause I'm not a prize you win by moving out
I'm a woman you choose, without a single doubt

This broken compass, I'm taking it back
I'm done with walking your blurry track
I believed in loyalty, I lived authentically
While you were hiding in your fear, you lost the best of me
You're so afraid to be alone
But now you are, and I am finally gone.

My compass points to me now.
True North.
I'm done.

You're so afraid

TURN THIS UP !!

This track is an electronic homage to an intense, clandestine connection — a sanctuary built in stolen moments. It captures the profound resonance between two people who found each other in the wrong timing, but with a depth that felt utterly right.

The music paints a landscape of midnight drives, hushed hotel rooms, and conversations that lasted until dawn. It's not about the drama, but about the quiet, breathtaking clarity of being truly seen. The deep, warm bass pulse is the steady heartbeat of that secret world. The shimmering, crystalline melodies are the fleeting glances and electric touches. The ethereal pads are the shared silence full of meaning.

At its core, the song holds a simple, recurring truth — a mantra of awe whispered in the dark: "You are so cool." It’s not said with casual slang, but with raw, disarmed wonder. It speaks to the unique, captivating essence of the other person — their mind, their spirit, their calm in the chaos — that made the bond so intoxicating and irreversible.

This is the sound of a beautiful, painful, and formative chapter. A memorial to a connection that was as real as it was complicated.

You Are So Cool

No way to the shore
The waves don't keep score
Forever's a lie
But we still try
Deep love
One rhythm
Like oceans forgiven

One rhythm
One tide
Pulling us inside
Deep love never dies
It whispers
It hides
No way back tonight

The moon pulls the sea
Like you pull at me
Forever's a dream
That tears at the seam
One rhythm
One motion
A kiss from the ocean

Deep Love

This is the exit... I have to make.

I carry the weight... of my own mistake.
I carry the weight... of my own mistake.
I take the exit... my own exit.
I take the exit... my own.

My heart... wants to stay.
But the truth... walks away.
My heart... wants to stay...
...but I take the exit. My own.


I CARRY THE WEIGHT... OF MY OWN MISTAKE!
I TAKE THE EXIT... MY OWN EXIT!

...my own...
...exit...


My Own Exit

Who was I in that borrowed light?
Living a script, losing the fight.
A phantom self... in a borrowed room...
Waiting for the crash... waiting for the boom...

I built my worth on shifting sand.
On a foreign look, on a strangers's hand.
I called it love, this hungry ache.
This dizzy high, this slow heartbreak.

Now I see the frame... I see the strings.
I name the hollow, silent things.
The crash is here... the boom is me.
Breaking the frame to be set free.

I am not the story you wrote.
I am not the desperate note.
I am not the ghost in your machine.
I am the space... in between.

I SEE THE FRAME! I CUT THE STRINGS!
I CLAIM THE HOLLOW, BURIED THINGS!
THE CRASH IS HERE! THE BOOM IS ME!
SHATTERING THE FRAME! I AM FREE!

I am the space.
I am the light.
I am the crash.
I am the night.
I am my own.
I am my own.


Phantom Self

I will ride this fire horse with joy and curiosity!
The song 'Fire Horse' by Stephanie Müller metaphorically describes embracing change and transformation in life. The lyrics symbolize letting go of old structures, embracing new beginnings, and finding bliss in the midst of evolution and growth.

Lyrics

Silence was a contract, signed in fading light
A steady constellation, predictable and right
But in the hidden circuitry, a different frequency hums
A pulse beneath the pavement, the beat of different drums
It starts not with a wildfire, but a single, neon spark
Igniting in the quiet space between the dark and dark...

Feel the Hoofbeats in the static, a rhythm in the wire
The Year of the Fire Horse is lifting us up, higher
It's a current in the bloodstream, a change you can't dismiss
In the glow of ember-turning, find a different kind of bliss...
(Ooh-ooh, a different bliss...)

Breathe it in... let it change...
Breathe it in... rearrange...

Decisions made on rooftops, watching cityscapes respire
Connections like a new code, burning sweet with strange desire
We're rewriting the old program with a touch and with a glance
Learning this electric freedom, taking every given chance
It's not about the breaking, it's about what you make new
A million silent pixels painting a breakthrough...

Feel the Hoofbeats in the static, a rhythm in the wire
The Year of the Fire Horse is lifting us up, higher
It's a current in the bloodstream, a change you can't dismiss
In the glow of ember-turning, find a different kind of bliss...

Let the old structures softly... dissolve...
In the river of this moment... all resolves...
What you're meant to release... will just... fade away...
And what you're meant to become...
...will simply... play...

Neon hoofbeats... fading into dawn...
The transformation... quietly... goes on...

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Fire Horse 2026 丙午

"The planets are aligning... for a different kind of dance..."

Do you feel the pressure change? The atmosphere is thin.
A slow god moves to Pisces, lets the new age begin. 
A revolution's whisper in the Water-Bearer's stream... 
It's in the silent moments, in the fragment of a dream.
You try to hold the shoreline, but the tide is in command...
This weight is not a burden, it's the pull of a new land.

It's Gravity – the unseen hand.
The future knocking, in a rhythm we can understand.
From Taurus ground, a lightning scar...
It rewires what we value, it remaps who we are.
So let the frequency lift you, let the deep house of fate repeat:
We're dancing in the Great Return, with the stars beneath our feet.

Forget the worn-out prophecies, the panic and the fright.
This is cosmic house music for a transformative night.
The Neptune haze is lifting, showing purpose, sharp and clear.
A square aspect tightening, dissolving doubt and fear.
So surrender to the rhythm of this grand, celestial beat.
Your breakthrough is a drop that makes the body move its feet.

It's Gravity – the unseen hand.
The future knocking, in a rhythm we can understand.
From Taurus ground, a lightning scar...
It rewires what we value, it remaps who we are.
So let the frequency lift you, let the deep house of fate repeat:
We're dancing in the Great Return, with the stars beneath our feet.

The same degrees... that history books once wrote...
Are back again... in a different key, a different note...
To remix our souls... in this eternal, spinning place...
A cycle is a melody... written in time and space...

Dancing in the Great Return!
The sky is in the system now... the signal's firm and clear...
We're dancing in the Great Return...
...with the stars beneath our feet.

Gravity

"King of Almost" is a song about loving someone who is emotionally stunted and ruled by fear. It directly addresses a partner who is the "king of almost"—a person so governed by childhood ghosts and anxiety that they sabotage real connection. The lyrics describe how this person chooses the safety of their own fears over the risk of love, building walls instead of a shared future. It's a lament for a relationship that failed not from a lack of love, but from one person's profound inability to grow up and choose courage over comfort.

Lyrics 

I brought the timber for the house, the blueprint was so clear
You brought a childhood full of ghosts, and a conspiratorial fear
Of every floorboard settling, of every empty room
You saw a threat in permanence, and love impending doom
We’d touch the threshold of a truth, your smile would then retreat
Back to the safe and barren land of a heartbeat scared to beat...

‘Cause you’re the King of Almost, ruler of "not quite"
Your crown’s a thousand "what ifs", woven tight in the night
Your throne is in the basement, where the shadows make the rules
And the only thing you truly loved was the tools you used to build your walls
Yeah, you’re the King of Almost—and I was your almost queen
In a kingdom of potential, where the fear was evergreen...

Your courage was a weathervane, spinning in the breeze
A change of mind for every shift you’d feel beneath the trees
You’d whisper futures in the dark, then disavow them by the dawn
A prisoner to the boy you were, before your heart was drawn
And I, the fool who kept the maps, who pointed to the sun
While you dug moats around your feelings, ‘til the battle was all won...

‘Cause you’re the King of Almost, ruler of "not quite"
Your crown’s a thousand "what ifs", woven tight in the night
Your throne is in the basement, where the shadows make the rules
And the only thing you truly loved was the tools you used to build your walls
Yeah, you’re the King of Almost—and I was your almost queen
In a kingdom of potential, where the fear was evergreen...
(Where the fear was... everything...)

And the tragedy’s not that you didn’t love me.
It’s that you loved your fear more.
It was more real to you.
More solid.
More true.
Than my hands ever could be...
(Your oldest friend... your fear...)

So rule your almost kingdom...
With its almost throne...
I’m leaving your province of never-grown...
The bridge is burned, but you were just... watching from the shore...

You were always just... watching...
From the shore...

King Of Almost (Extended)

King Of Almost (Radio Edit)

Music is my medium to express my feelings and emotions. Every woman has a long and arduous journey behind her, is currently in a difficult situation, or is facing a new challenge. The lyrics I have written myself reflect my experiences and my past. With the help of AI, they were transformed into song lyrics, and the music was also generated by AI. I hope my music can offer you solace and comfort during these difficult times. Don't forget: Where there is love, there is never fear. Recognize your worth!

King Of Almost (Radio Edit)

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