2High prod. yuchi x quitter

waste [prod. fewtile]

let me outta my cage
i feel so stuck and now i’m enraged
might fuck you up
i’m offa tha uppers
you a slut
don’t call me no lover
ugh ugh
i’m gone
i was off tha percies with xanax and lust
it’s a bad combination
im outta luck
and the reaper is waiting
not playing
but i feel amazing yah
but i feel amazing yah
i be gettin to tha bag
where tha fucks it’s at
ain’t nobody care about me at all
so i couldn’t give a fuck about it
 -bout it
fuck
thas jus how it goes
thas tha world we live in
i would fuckin know

can’t get out of bed if i don’t pop a benzo
my nightmares are becoming reality
i'm really pushing my self to insanity
what’s tha purpose of a glock when ur throats already slit
you’re in shock you’ll bleed out quick
and now there’s blood all on my ricks
ya
and now there’s blood all on my ricks

IFEELAMAZING

alone
i hate my life
so alone
don’t know what i know
don’t know what i know

i feel so alone
i hate my life
shawty i’m so dead inside
don’t call my phone
i won’t reply
i’m too busy gettin high
as fuck
off sum xannies caught a case
but bitch that’s life
so what
i be on em everyday but i’ll be fine

baby i still miss your face
leaving you was a mistake
oh
maybe it was fate though
can’t fuck with that fake ho
no way
it’s too late
life feels fake
can’t get away
uh
stuck in my own brain
uh
uh
i don’t know what i should do
but girl you know i’d fight for you
yeah you know i’d die for you
die for you
i’d fight for you

alonee

i dont regret it [prod. gfelds]

all of these problems
i can't seem to resolve em
all of these problems
i can't seem to resolve

all of these problems
i can't seem to resolve em
no problem solving
im feeling better dead
lil shawty toxic
like why tha fuck you talking
all that I'm hearing is thoughts inside my head
and i can't seem to make it stop
and i can't seem to ever pause
and i can't see a way out of these damn feelings
and these dark thoughts
constantly haunting my mind 
pretty soon ill run out of time
i wish that it was all a lie
but i'll keep poppin pills til i die

ooh
everyday im busy running from tha truth
i don't know whats next but i been drowning 'cause of you
youre still in my head n i don't know what i should do
only when im dead will i able to move on
im feeling like ima loaded gun
a loose cannon
like what tha fuck
you left me abandoned
im overcome
by all these feelings
i wish that i didn't feel things
ugh
why i always gotta fuck it up
sorry shawty think im outta luck
swear to god i’m feeling so damn stuck


problems [prod. onceunveiled]

zombie [prod. YSL Mula]

whippet

it's way too much
way way too much

i can't take it anymore oh
lying on my floor
this life is a war so
embrace all tha gore
thas all around me
oh fuck
my demons surround me
im stuck
can't relax
i relapsed
again
fuck i’m so dead
perkies in my head
til tha fucking end
lay me down to rest

i said fuck it
i’ll take more drugs
‘cause i love it
i’m jus really needing to feel somethin
only feel things on tha substance
damn
i do it cause i can
so i got wasted again
i live my life as a ghost
these drugs are my only friends
why did i ever start this
fuck these feelings disregard it
i take pills til im unconscious
chasing thrills got me so nauseous

it's way too much
way way too much
i hate feeling empty
i  hate feeling stuck


gore

yesterday's souncloud: https://soundcloud.com/cpt_sad

_____________________________
i know you think you get me
but you can’t see what i see
i always feel so empty
baby, i’ve been dying slowly
don’t ghost me. i’m so lonely
if you leave i’ll have nobody
i’m dying. i can’t breath
feels like i’m suffocating

don’t call me back, that’s fine
i’ll really be alright
wait never mind, i lied
i think i’m dead inside

i think i’m losing patience
i just feel so isolated
don’t think anyone will save me
it feels like the whole world hates me lately

maybe i’m just crazy
it feels like i’m suffocating
know that’s already been stated

but really i’ve been drowning
there’s no savior, there’s no fountain
with no hope spouting around it
so i don’t know how i’m coping
i just feel so fucking hopeless

my life is going downhill
like a motherfucking slope, bitch
and it’s getting hard to focus
i don’t think i have a purpose
and that’s probably why i’m hurting
yah that’s probably why i’m hurting

fuck all this shit
 i just feel like a burden

and don’t you ever say i didn’t love you
gave you everything i had
but everything fell flat again
i hope that new boy has your back like i did
laying flat in my bed
rolling up the same way i did
calling back whenever you fled
feeling empty, wishing we were dead, okay

hollow hearts just make an empty pit
so take it back to when i never meant shit
come to think
bring me back to when you left me
never meant a damn thing
i never meant a thing to you

collection 1

asphyxia

Spotify <3

asphyxia w/ yesterday (prod. reaper)

ion really get it
i don’t know
if it’s ending or beginning
you can go
i won’t even feel a difference
lil bitch
i jus want some ice to flood out my wrists
give a fuck about a price ion really give a shit
ion really give a fuck cuz 
i can’t
i feel so alone in
my head 
ion really got no feelings
i’m dead
bitch i jus pulled up
so high
been poppin pillies to survive
off a thirty i’m still hurting
what’s the reason i’m alive

i feel so dead
in the head
watch me fuck it up again
ima disappoint my friends
i can’t help it
i’m selfish
i want it all to end
yuh 
a fatal zen
yuh
already dead
you can blame the percocets
yuh
i got problems on problems
i don’t know how to solve em
i hate the life that i’m living
too many pills i look livid

2High prod. yuchi x quitter

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