you pirouette in the parking lot
the sound of pain 
and they tell you to stop
run it again 
how you’re better off
girl get away will you carry on
hide your face
 the fuck do you want 
I’m doing me just staying alive
hide my face paramedics arrive 
I’m doing me just stayin alive
picture perfect pain that I let
cultivate inside of my hands
pull away and scrape what I can
is this what I’ve become
I wanna shed my skin
I wanna watch as you crawl in
and it’s making me sick 
tryna hold this in
you pirouette in the parking lot
the sound of pain and they tell you to stop
run it again how you’re better off
girl get away when you carry on
hide your face the fuck do you want 
doin me just staying alive
hide my face paramedics arrive 
doin me just stayin alive
What am I doin when it’s all for you and
livin like I’m not human
I know this body’s useless
and the truth is i wanna shed my skin
I wanna watch as you crawl in
and it’s making me sick 
tryna hold this in
you pirouette in the parking lot
the sound of pain 
and they tell you to stop
run it again how you’re better off
girl get away will you carry on
hide your face the fuck do you want 
doin me just staying alive
hide my face paramedics arrive 
doin me just stayin alive

Pirouette

pirouette (prod. curtains & deadat18)

The purpose of this sūtra is to help sentient beings—any being that has the capacity to feel—in a troubled and tumultuous world. According to the sūtra, all beings can overcome suffering and achieve happiness, leading to greater prosperity and longevity. Its intention is to remove our karmic obstacles, eliminate disasters and calamities, dispel enmity and hatred, fulfill all wishes, and guide us quickly onto the path of the Buddha.
lyrics

namo bhagavate trailokiya prati vishishṭaya buddhāya bhagavate tad-yathā, om, vishodhaya vishodhaya, asama-sama
samantāvabhāsa-spharana gati gahana shvabhāva vishhuddhe,
abhishiň chatu mām. sugata vara vachana am-ṛita abhishekai mahā mantra-padai.
āhara āhara āyuh saṃ-dhāraṇi. shodhaya shodhaya gagana vishuddhe.
uṣhṇīṣha vijaya viśhuddhe sahasra-raśhmi sam-chodite.
sarva tathāgata avalokani ṣhaṭ-pāramitā-paripūrani.
sarva tathāgata mati daśha-bhūmi prati-ṣṭhite.
sarva tathāgata hṛdaya adhiṣhṭhā-nādhiṣhṭhita mahā-mudré.
vajra kāya sam-hatana viśhuddhe.
sarvāvaraṇa apāya-durgati pari viśhuddhe, prati-nivartaya āyuh śhuddhé.
samaya adhiṣhṭhite. maṇi maṇi mahā maṇi.
tathatā bhūta-koṭi pariśhuddhe. visphuṭa buddhi śhuddhé.
jaya jaya, vijaya vijaya. smara smara, sarva buddha adhiṣṭhita śhuddhé,
vajri vajragarbhe vajram bhavatu mama śharīram.
sarva sattvānām cha kāya pari viśhuddhe. sarva gati pariśhuddhe.
sarva tathāgata siñcha me samāśhvāsayantu.
sarva tathāgata samāśhvāsa adhiṣṭhite.
bud-hya bud-hya, vibud-hya vibud-hya,
bodhaya bodhaya, vibodhaya vibodhaya samanta pariśhuddhe.
sarva tathāgata hṛdaya adhiṣhṭhā-nādhiṣhṭhita mahā-mudre svāhā.

from ShoSaiMyo, released on BandCamp on June 24, 2025
Myōra; vocals, acoustic & semi-acoustic guitar.
Brad Stock; bass, electric guitars, keyboards, percussion & samples.
Sound mixing and Engineering; Brad Stock.
Produced and arranged by Brad Stock at Painted Sky Studios, Salt Lake City.

ShoSaiMyo

Ushnisha Vijaya Dharani

SNOW LIGHTS & 93FEETOFSMOKE - she said (prod. snow lights)

instagram.com/harvestdusker
spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/0jYjccpOVYyhSSjs6di9DH?si=aSSs6oZVSjmj_2Pw0xiDkA
every night i close my eyes like i'm alright, tell myself that i'll be okay i'll be fine

vocals: @lilxlotus - twitter.com/LILXLOTUS

production: @harvest - twitter.com/hr_vest

spotify

wasting your time w/ lil lotus

guess i'll c u around
guess i'll dream u now

got my tongue 
tied round your thumb
just forget bout the rest
of my body

i know i fucked up
doing line after line
till it haunts me

couple pills 
but i still dont feel nothing
u steal my breath
like i never say nothing

I guess I'll see you around
I guess I'll dream you now
Ya I know I fucked up
Plz don't let me let u down

guess I'll see u around

not my songs.

never,forever deleted all his songs
too good to not be on here.
support him and his other project n,n.
https://soundcloud.com/neverforevermusic
https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

never,forever. - whiteout

never,forever. - i wanted to cry, i wanted to die

no samples / with love, @4evrgone + 93 <3

I went dry
Fucking giving chances
Lord knows
Bloods old
On my fucking mattress
Hands cold
No hope in us ever lasting
Old souls
Still prone to infatuation

You'll hit me up
say what's up
Hope you're ok,
Ok
Gotta go about my damn day
Yeah Shits changed

Try to sleep
Really late at night
Guess it's morning
Toss & turning
Guess u hurt me

I guess you hurt me x3

hmu say wsup hope ur ok, ok w/ 4evr

no samples
prod/mix/master @93feetofsmoke

Video - https://youtu.be/UzKzr_uSyWY

cuts on ur thigh
where my eyes been lately
i've been feeling down
but i shouldn't be
i've been working hard
hope ur proud of me
lately,
i just wanna distance
whats been killing me

lately,
i've been drinking too much
if my dad saw 
he'd be mad at me
if my mom called 
she would cry to me
like "when u coming home" ?
"have u forgot about me" ?

substance on substance
till i'm dead asleep
please silence the demon
that's inside of me

using book cover's as a headpiece
i miss being young having dirty feet
years go slow repeating history
lies grow mold and drift in the breeze

so lately
i've been careful when i need to breathe

and lately
i'm just not sure about anything

lately,
i've been drinking too much
if my dad saw 
he'd be mad at me
if my mom called 
she would cry to me
like "when u coming home" ?
"have u forgot about me" ?

(lately i've been drinking too much x4)

never,forever. - whiteout

n,n.forever