I’m sick of this

Livestream 1.11

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Prod. https://soundcloud.com/cxldblxxd // they make beautiful music check them out :3

I'm Sick Of This w/ CxldKid (Prod. Cxld Blxxd)

i keep my head down thru town
walk a straight line
cause ain’t nobody tryna see you break down
in the daytime

so im drinking in the moonlight
i might need a full glass
ain’t right, but i’d die just to go back
won’t fight, i’d lie for a whole night
don’t wanna be lonely anymore

and my imaginary friend
don’t come around and play pretend
no more, no more

someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you, i’m not so over you

fool around, you’d take me back when it was easier
now you’re gone, don’t know exactly what you see in her
smoke until i’m numb it got me floating with the meteors
gave you everything and ever since you’ve gotten greedier

i knew that it was over, started fights without a reason
if you leave you’ll take the only part of me that’s decent
i won’t admit i love to hear you call me when i’m leaving
playing with my heart and over time it seems to weaken

hold on, hard to approach me
go on, let you provoke me
dosing, fixing my mental
hoping i keep it simple
 
someday far across the ocean
i’ll be out there coping
tryna find my way back home to you
no way, i’m barely even floating
drowning in slow motion
caught a case of not so over you

not so over you, i’m not so over you
not so over you

available everywhere

not so over u (wurlishmouk)

@kennedysucks
https://soundcloud.com/user-551713846

decomposing [w/ kennedyxoxo] [noahmadethiss x jolst]

https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
staring at the random number
but my mind is at a blank
lookin at my computer
so i ask, "who is this"
it was my lover
how could i forget?
ur light im thunder
ill hurt u twice again
staring at the late phone call
whoops did i miss that on purpose?
yeah that was intentional
and all this distortion
girl i never wanted this
for u to go off to college
and honestly i hated it
so id never have a chance

she say that she forget everything we ever had
baby that is horrible
i think she got some problems
so u need to worry bout yourself
and theres no denying that u need a lil help
i already played the part 
so go find someone else
i know that she hates it
how i been so far cropped out in the distance
i need to stay away from u 
no its not an accident
ive focused avoiding u this whole time on purpose
im sorry not really atleast i didnt forget

i tried my best baby but this is never gonna happen
im not the one to show love, shouldve known that was a problem
i picked these flowers for u i know u probably tossed em
now i just be resting from girls n everybody
she dont really love me
she just like to attention
how am i this stupid
omg im gonna lose it
take in all this caffeine
i still have no energy
drinking all this coffee
still got no energy

she say that she forget everything we ever had
baby that is horrible
i think she got some problems
so u need to worry bout yourself
and theres no denying that u need a lil help
i already played the part 
so go find someone else
i know that she hates it
how i been so far cropped out in the distance
i need to stay away from u 
no its not an accident
ive focused avoiding u this whole time on purpose
im sorry not really atleast i didnt forget

at least i didn't forget

heylog - at least i didn't forget

lyrics:

Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze my tired form emaciates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 
If the horse dies then the foal does too
I don’t wanna ever live my life without you
Independence begs me to overlook truth so I do
Myself is a word I use around u
I just gotta a lot of pain in my chest woah woah
I cannot be like him but ill do my best woah woah
Lately I think I lost the fear of death woah woah
Baby I can’t be saved just save ur breath oh no

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

Take my body and feed it to the typhoon
Better than having say that strange goodbye soon
Baby I would never treat u same as u treated urself
I admire ur soul cause it is see thru
 late at night I drink and i fill myself up
Poison pours into my open mouth and I
Mean it when I say I miss how we was
This the game we chose to play with our love and I know
But Where’s your honour
I can see pain flow fast into her mold
So She left me cornered
But suffering like this bring me home that’s all that I know
As Toronto gets warmer 
I can come alive in a way that I never knew
Pour it up into my soda 
I started rolling up purple every time im feeling blue
Our Safe guards Couldnt pull me in
The beams rot And I let them cave in
A fortnight Spent Behind these weathered gates
Worn hands slip the door and permeate the house
and In my world its easier to suffocate
My eyes glaze the sweat on me evaporates
The warm dark birthed me to these cold parts
The birth marks Cover me on both arms 

Don’t let them see u cry is what u said oh oh
I know that they’ll love me when im dead oh oh
Ion even wanna talk about the bad no oh
I like how it fuck me in my head oh oh
Blood drips from my nose
Stains bleed thru the snow
Its these nights they will never know

these nights are urs (splashgvng)

Love you all, hope you enjoyed <3 

Lyrics: 

You judge and imma do something 
You lost and imma put the work it 
Moved on now who’s the one laughing 
Stay mad you pussies gone hate it 
x3 

I don’t know what I’m gone do without you 
(Without you) 
x2 

Coz I’m fucked up Yeah there’s something wrong inside my head 
And it’s fucked up that you all will love me when I’m dead 
Can’t cope now baby will you stick right till the end 
When I pull up all black fit and a black Benz 

Now I hear the devil calling me 
Treated like the lottery 
Messed up mind it’s gotta be 
Old friends hate they under me 
Tell me what you’re gonna be
Tell me if you loving me 
I promise that I’ll never leave 
If you knew what u mean to me 


You judge and imma do something 
You lost and imma put the work it 
Moved on now who’s the one laughing 
Stay mad you pussies gone hate it 
x3

No Algorithm - Something (prod. fraxille)

this song is about someone only seeing you as the bad guy, making you analyze everything you do. you start to compare yourself to people in different situations and realize there really are evil people in this world, including the people who paint you like the villain. are you actually the bad guy?

Lyrics

chorus:
i promise you do not know me
stop tryna make it right
put yourself below me
that'll solve it in a night
are you fucking joking
getting sick of pointless fights
promise you don't know me
get up out my life
i'm sick of waiting for the day where everything gonna change
i'm sick of spilling alcohol up on my shirt so it stains
i'm sick of making ten mistakes and saying that it's okay
i'm sick of letting girls fuck without any foreplay
i deserve better and i know it
but i can never show it
i care about emotions
prevention from overflowing
suspended like where i'm going
if it's soon then i'm settling
if i die tomorrow i regret being the better man

verse 1:
but people take advantage like it's worth it
get a girl drunk with her friend think it's perfect
homie hit the three what a flex man you earned it
now they waking up with regrets but they'll never let you see it on the surface
now it's baggage
selfish in the moment
you had to have it
now they carry it around almost all the time though
seeing vivid pictures they can't keep they eyes closed

chorus:
i promise you do not know me
stop tryna make it right
put yourself below me
that'll solve it in a night
are you fucking joking
getting sick of pointless fights
promise you don't know me
so get up out my life
i'm sick of waiting for the day where everything gonna change
i'm sick of spilling alcohol up on my shirt so it stains
i'm sick of making ten mistakes and saying that it's okay
i'm sick of letting girls fuck without any foreplay
i deserve better and i know it
but i can never show it
i care about emotions
prevention from overflowing
suspended like where i'm going
if it's soon then i'm settling
if i die tomorrow i regret being the better man

@sorrow - somehow i'm still the bad guy (prod. con)

prod. by: https://soundcloud.com/recyclexbin

lyrics:
daylight shining through the windows
i sigh under the night sky
when i'm below
our time
where did all of it go?
and i sigh 
under any sky that i'm below
that i'm below

below (recyclebin)

be you x

Prod. by POPPA

Lyrics: IVOXYGEN & brandon rabbitskin

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https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6RUnPaFp5x31-kIrAnrVfA
instagram.com/iv.oxy.gen

No Algorithm - Something (prod. fraxille)

No Algorithm.