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@kainebot
@blackfridvy

prod 
@northeastlights
@internetjoe

Fed Up! +Fridvy & Kainebot [Northeast Lights & Internet Joe]

written, performed, mixed and mastered by bedhead and cillacybn
produced by taylor morgan and 4evr
recorded @ goblin haven 3/7/22
art by bedhead

such a mess w/ cillacybn (+ taylor morgan x 4evr)

@early_birdmusic @1sloan @aftrrs @prod-plxce

jack in the box w/ early bird + 1sloan + aftrr (plxce)

lyrics: 

stamp out the burning embers
of a life that’s not okay 
i feel gods hefty torture
in a life that some would say
holds no weight
i can’t say
she’ll put me in my place 
and i feel her
the reaper 
but i been dead anyway 

and you’re not safe from me
when i got you in line of sight
i feel unspeakable pain when i see you reflect in eyes
put back the words that you let spill out of your fuckin mouth 
i’m sick to death of every syllable that you spit out

like what 
what are you even talking about 
i can’t take you serious you’ve been kissing another’s mouth
i’ve never been good at this 
just take that blade and cut me out 
i promise i wont leave again 
i promise i wont make a sound 

and i’ll stay here til you want me 
i’m more like earl grey
you’re more like coffee
a bitter taste; stains on my body
lips as red as cherries
and a heart like the mojave 
x2

and what the fuck 
do i 
have to do to make you love me ????
and i threw up
and i been feeling fuckin lonely
this whole month
will i 
make it through to my next birthday
i say probably not, 
so i’ll just say fuck it pop a 30

bae i’m earl grey
you’re more like coffee
?????

torture ft. sendflowrs

prod me.

lyrics:
You never meant shit
you never meant shit
is this what you wanted
is this what you need
i know that yr frontin
you never wanted me
i know that yr lying
we could never be
yr a whole different person
since you left a hole in me
it was never my intention
to end up underneath
but its okay cause i live my life cloaked in darkness
i understand why you were so damn heartless
i understand, i swear i do
but sometimes i swear you be making me look like a fool
i swear you do
even when you not tryin you make me feel like dyin
i swear you do
everybody turn they back but ill never stop tryin

Underneath

lyrics


i adapt
i evolve
next relapse
i aint coming back at all
circle the tracks
circle the mall
circle the last off my bucket
i did it all

u culdnt do
half what i can
we r not the same
move my being
to the trashcan
so i can replace 
i jus hit replay 
i cant feel my face

i blew a bag at the mall
u blew a bag for a call
i blew her back
yall dont talk
up in the air like a hawk

why u so conceited 
know i have my reasons
blowing on disease i think im patient zero
why she wanting me if she jus want a hero
i cant save myself cuz ion have no meaning

oh
jus feels the same 
i dont know 
if u have a brain
if i had died then wuld u feel my pain
if i had cried then wuld u see my face

easier;p (p. xmichaelwarren)

noah thomas