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lyrics:

Do u remember this time mid January in New York
I can’t Help but forget it 
She put me down for the leverage
And that hurt
But not as bad is when u fucked him already
And told me 2 months late down the road
And I love the snow
But u fucked it all up cause now that that memories froze in my brain
She tells me she promised she changed
Like really this time I mean it
But I could tell u the same
This hotel doesn’t feel like a home without you
I swear on my life I been better off blue
Id be lying if I said it doesn’t hurt sometimes
But still it was better to go
I know its all rough
But Ill learn you
Maybe I dont deserve love
Maybe I dont deserve you

Constellations tell me stories late night
2 bedroom Paris loft guess I got right
Take my word for face value every time
The deeper down I stomp hard on thin ice
And casualties feed me guilt and regret
Thankfully im no where close to done yet
Smokey eye rubs and foggy sunsets
So I drink to me, myself and my head

Break my back then stomp on my neck
But somehow I haven’t died yet
Still I hold on
And I crawl back
Pump my guts I swallowed toxins
And lll do it again
Feed me poison
That’d be perfect

Constellations tell me stories late night
2 bedroom Paris loft guess I got right
Take my word for face value every time
The deeper down I stomp hard on thin ice
And casualties feed me guilt and regret
Thankfully im no where close to done yet
Smokey eye rubs and foggy sunsets
So I drink to me, myself and my head

a t0457 (branwen)

all dogs go 2 heaven w/ jstnprks (p. noahmadethiss x genshi)

ALWAYS B MY BB  [PROD. SHOBEATS]

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue 

Why you puttin up a fight 
Always say you love me but you never stay the night 
I’ve been dancing with the devil baby I might take my life 
Got a rope around my neck baby it’s hard to breathe alright 
Everytime you tried to hurt me was it always out of spite 
So fucked up, nauseas, stomach hurtin 
Tried to write you all these songs can’t get the words in 
I can’t stop shaking baby you make me so nervous 
Everytime we fall in love you leave me hurtin 

If I crashed tonight I know you wouldn’t care 
I keep dyin in my dreams blood everywhere 
Yellow tape around the scene you can meet me there
Broken, blood on the floor you cut me open
All the lies make your words worth nothing 
Tongue tied no I don’t like talkin
Saw her face now I can’t stop fallin
In love again I lost my mind 
Don’t know where it went 
I think of the days and the nights we spent 
Remember every second no I can’t forget 
No I can’t forget 

Babe you’re like the stars on the drive home
The ones that give you hope when you’re all alone
They replace all of the love that you couldn’t show
I might crash the car but you wouldn’t know 
You can’t tell me it ain’t something I said back to you
In the heat of the moment while my face turning dark blue

u wouldn't even notice :( w/ hamilton [prod. noahmadethiss x jolst] *LYRICS IN DESCRIPTION*

uk garage my drilla

*yo run up ig pls thank u ily*
https://www.instagram.com/redhxrse

stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/redhorse1/headphones-2

idk what all this lyrical personal shit means go ask an english teacher or something-

verse 1
i just wanna have a talk
about how selfish i am
about how little of a man i’ve become
and you say there’s no rules
tell that to my mum and dad
cos their answers won’t be just for fun

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

verse 2
now i see myself decaying
why am i relishing in it though
i guess routines have their way around me
i feel these emotions fading
cut ties with everyone i know
can’t keep a convo cos noone feels real

verse 3
((rappity raprap))
eyes on my back i keep watching
they all wanna see me lose but i keep winning
do this shit solo don’t need nobody’s help
if u ain’t fuck w me i can only wish u well
say i ain’t normal when they wish they were weirdos
why i needa follow rules i ain’t got nothing to fear for
maybe this ego’s why i’m here tho

prechorus
why can't i care about the big things in life
the words just drift all over my mind
a bubble i can't burst
could this ever get any worse
i tell them i’m fine

chorus
i put my headphones in
drown out all the bad shit
the fear of rejections getting ever so big
when the culture runs deep
claustrophobia kicks in
and i’m left tryna break this fucking ceiling

postchorus
i wanna tell them i care
but this pain i can’t bear
already tearing up as i write this song
i guess i’ll just man up for once
i’ve had more than enough for too long

outro

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IDRWTAI//kennedyxoxo + Kenny Orlando + noahmadethiss + SINNERSDEDX + killmesumday + sace6

baby blow my phone up//killmesumday

its all or nothing//Kenny Orlando

halfway mine//sace6

two faced//kennedyxoxo

oh my god no i did it again
now u dont fuck wit me and i hate all ur friends 
guess i fell in the cycle again
i knew it was the end
but it felt so perfect in your bed
now ur just a past acquaintance in my head 
bitch dont talk to me im not ur friend 
but for u id do it all agaiiiinnnn

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

it was just a matter of time before u fell back into his arms

do u feel any sort of sorrow for the man u left with scars? 

but i dont care anymore 
atleast ur not in my hair anymore 
atleast ur not in my bed anymore 
cuz the thought of u makes me drop to the floor 
i feel it down to my core

no i dont care anymore 
atleast that dumb bitch not in my head
anymore 
at least ur not in my bed anymore 
with every thought of u i fall down to the floooor

and imma get the bag imma do what i do
imma do it on my own bitch i dont need u
fuck me over again and again till my thoughts are all blue
if i ignore ur dumbass bitch ill never lose

we’re just some fucked up kids fuckin up 
like what the fuck is love 
i wanna smoke till i cant feel my lungs
i roll another blunt 
i wanna drink till i cant fuckin talk 
i pour another cup
i wanna bleed till i cant fuckin walk
i add another cut x2

bleed

EATURHEARTOUT W/ KENNYORLANDO (prod. noahmadethiss x recyclebin)

WASTEOFSPACE W/ SACE6 (Prod. NOAHMADETHISS X MICHAELXWARREN)

Mixed by me & @musicbyfloret
Mastered by @musicbyfloret
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Prod By https://soundcloud.com/freveltrothy & https://soundcloud.com/sor_beats

Braindead

braindead w/ floret (frevel + sor)

twopillz w/ nolovedoza (lil200)

idontwannafall w/ lovejai (p. noahmadethiss)

MELATONIN (PROD NOAHMADETHISS)

boybands part 2 +kev7 {slicky}

shelter

POS {siem spark}

[lyrics]

NOAH THOMAS
aw yeah cypher song, take one breath i know you’re breathing me in, when I’m a thousand miles away how could you still think of him?, you’re on the train home thinking about what y’all could’ve been, when i was right here all along, just kept making amends

SPOOKYBANDS
baby hang on, i’ve been good as far as you know, we don’t need to make problems, i cant love you right now girl, yeah i can fix up that front door that you complain about, you say you can feel a draft still, i dont need you getting colder

SACE6
and I’m still holding on, for it to be the same, if i’m still going on, don’t ask me to stay, i’m so sick of writing paragraphs, no need to cry it wouldn’t last, anyways, anyways

HAMILTON
and i’m so sick of feeling like this, woke up and my body feeling lifeless, i’m at the bottom of the bottle can you pick me up, i’m so sick of feeling this stuck in my head, every single day, memories of you start to fade away and turn gray, as i turn a new page, i’m just another dog trying to break my cage 

KENNY ORLANDO
and if i said that i moved on then you know i’d be lying, how do i put something i love so damn much behind me, i’m stuck in hiding, but let it find me, how do you move on? you do it blindly

KILLMESUMDAY
this time you can lose my number, i don’t know why this happens to me, time flies she still wears my sweater, thats the closest that she’ll get to me, my heart hurts cause i still remember all the lies that you fed to me, we can’t talk you’re always pulling me under, i can’t let you get the best of me

EZRA
you’re far away and i hate you, you won’t find another me i hope it breaks you up, was it a mistake to let you live a dream i hope life f***ing wakes you up, I-95 i’m driving all alone and i’m driving drunk, just stay alive, i’m trying, your heartless words don’t help me much

LOVE JAI
if i'm a piece of your puzzle i just won't ever fit, i feel like some people hate me and they just won't admit, i live up to your expectations i'm a piece of s**t, i got a target on my head and it's hit or miss, don't pay no mind heart intertwined and my hands are tied, i can feel the pressure from all angles I’m not switching sides congratulations your wish is true don’t act so surprised, wont say a word about it and i don’t even know why 

KENNEDYXOXO
it’s like i want what i cant have, i’m so self destructive i suggest that you stand back and you’ll be okay, tough love isn’t that bad, is that sad, now that this is over i wonder who got the last laugh, and its over with i told you i was never okay, you told me to get over it like “oh you don’t say”, i’d be colder and emotionless i dug my own grave, now it’s time for you to leave me here before its too late

JOMIE
when will you care cause i doubt you ever did, yeah we close to the finale hope you had fun cause i did, i feel like robin since my pretty b***h look  to go shopping, anything for her by any means, so run your pockets, vroom vroom got one speed i’m zooming, told her if she got another option she should choose it, why you looking At my face you think that funny s**t amusing, you stay at your momma’s place then make fun of my music, what the f**k you doing, its getting harder to be the bigger person, it’s only a loss if you find you didn’t leaRn s**t, i know i’ve won when i write my name in cursive on your girlfriends lips she says that i’ve earned it

aw yeah cypher song ft. spookybands, hamilton, Love Jai, Ezra, & Jomie

Written, Performed, & Produced - Natalie
Mix/Master - @eddiepriest

Palm Trees (Prod. Natalie)

Lyrics: Majilla & Natalie
Production: Dov & Natalie
Mix/Master: Eddie Priest

STREAM ON YOUTUBE

ON ME Feat. MAJILLA (Prod. Natalie & Dov)

Production: Natalie + Alex Agresti & James McDermott of Bayfaction
Writing: Natalie + Christian Conner
Mix/Master: @yungeddiepriest

Fatal Attraction

lyrics:

every night gets harder
im further
from my self than ive ever been
every time
i wonder whats happened
it happens all over to me again

all day all night im sickly when we land
she said she tryna fuck alright now i might do my dance
blunt ash in the red amiri patches on my pants
i got the baddest bitch dm me but she all the way in france
owls on my hat i pull it down over my brow
i play an unreleased song and they know the words i dont know how
molly beam me up but then perc had slowed me down
she say said im not so lovey lovey when im coming down

im jus tryna shoot a quick i hope u know i miss u 
i aint know u wake up so upset like whats the issue
lately u been so dramatic every time im with u 
and really its unwarranted with everything we been thru
come and smoke on moon rocks get into the spaceship
i cant feel my face dont mean to be rude when i dont say shit
when something feel so good i dont know why we would replace it
maybe thats just how my story go  i gotta face it

all day all night im sickly when we land
all day all night im sickly when we land
blunt ash in the red amiri patches on my pants
i got the baddest bitch dm me but she all the way in all the way in
owls on my hat i pull it down over my brow
i play an unreleased song and they know the words i dont know how
molly beam me up but then perc had slowed me down
she say said im not so lovey lovey when im coming down

i know
this shit is crazy
im tryna tell u
i love u
i just was busy
i gotta get it
i get it
u kinda distant 
it was expected
im sorry
im prolly my fault if im being honest

i know its gon be different when its morning
she move on too quick when its boring
wet wheels i might skr skr when its pouring
shit i jerk the wheel and then im fucking up the forgis


all day all night im sickly when we land
she said she tryna fuck alright now i might do my dance
blunt ash in the red amiri patches on my pants
i got the baddest bitch dm me but she all the way in france
owls on my hat i pull it down over my brow
i play an unreleased song and they know the words i dont know how
molly beam me up but then perc had slowed me down
she say said im not so lovey dovey when im coming down

pit stop 647 (jabarionthebeat x bandit luce)

lyrics:

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight
i put on my forces and i walk into the night
pink diamonds in my blunt its like my body flying kites
i see the village from the mountains looking down like what a site
gods ascend from clouds and then were saved or left to die
i guess no one understands me
i fill myself schedule to hide to pain of feeling empty
i got demons on my shoulders sweating buckets tryna tempt me
but they cant get through
in my experience on earth at least ive dealt with more than plenty

it happens every time
it snows
i just wanna get it right
i think i might mold to my home
and im happy with the life
but when im dead
will i know
im excited for the ride
touch my hands and theyre ice cold
im excited for the ride

icy
baby are u human had to tell her that i might be
least when she found out she couldnt tell me i was lying
if i told you everything ud look at me like mind freak
half way cross the universe the fuckers wanna fight me
i just push my pedal down and pull it up
i fold up my landing gear and drop the clutch
baby im from 20 fucking  million miles away 
and you aint even thanking me for showing up

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

im sober
soon ill be falling over
shawty im five leaf
baby u should do ur homework
all of my bone hurt
im cold
and my throat burns
i know
i know lately i been hard to find
i see you once like every weekend please dont use this time 
to fight

folk song from the settlement on the edge of the earth (eric godlow)

iMma taKe tHis TAb n pUT it oN hER TOungE

CRASH THE CAR >:( (prod. nightclub)

is it really easier being just friends?? *+>

easier;p (p. xmichaelwarren)

lyrics:

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

Take me away Put me in a box
U can’t help but love the dead Let me rot
Stitches on my heart and a bloody cough
Still I tread forth and I go to war
Brown corvette like a meteor
Fly over the bridge from the Danforth
This is how I am and it came thru
Note to myself do what u want to
We were never on the same wave
Open ur eyes Im on some shit way too high 
i can’t put it into words I wonder why
My throat closes up when I cry
Violence Was never the answer
I knew this would happen
and sirens Over the weapons I hear in the distance

Midnight Twilight hour on a long drive
I hope u know Im loyal
U the only one I enjoy oh
Point blank Jet black hair in the moonlight
Tell me how I could make the mood right
And imma do it for u

easier;p (p. xmichaelwarren)

noah thomas