@hammy
@prod5head
@freveltrothy

https://open.spotify.com/track/5BkW5V0RWNHTXQlNzBfMQu?si=38b4139a445f4660

sick of waking up in pieces 
i can’t find no inner peace 
fighting all these feelings 
try to keep em underneath 
broken on the inside 
but i still try 
had to kill the old me
he’s in a past life 

don’t know where i’m going 
i’m just going till im gone 
imma stray dog 
i don’t know where i belong 
it’s a lost cause 
yeah i know im living wrong
gotta stay strong 
gotta keep moving on

yeah i’m moving on 
i’m finding my way out
they always talking down 
my head up in the clouds 
no i can’t feel a thing 
im fucking withering
i was flying outta hell 
till you cut my wings 

i keep falling down 
i get back up 
said you hate me 
i couldn’t give a fuck 
i’m counting cash bitch
i can’t get enough 
in a fast life 
they not catching us 

wasting all this time 
wonder where it goes 
watching years fly by 
and i’m still alone 
gotta a voice in my head 
we don’t get along
know i’m too fucked up 
too far gone 

trapped in the cold 
froze my soul 
broken down 
i’m 6 below 
in too deep
hanging by a thread
walking on a thin line
dancing on the edge 

sick of waking up in pieces 
i can’t find no inner peace 
fighting all these feelings 
try to keep em underneath 
broken on the inside 
but i still try 
had to kill the old me
he’s in a past life 

don’t know where i’m going 
i’m just going till im gone 
imma stray dog 
i don’t know where i belong 
it’s a lost cause 
yeah i know im living wrong
gotta stay strong 
gotta keep moving on

stray

10.07.2021

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stray (prod. frevel & 5head)

(: <3 lyrics below

I know you see me
You check up on me now and then we're stuck in repeat
One week we're fine the next we're not you love to break me
I don't feel good right now ooo
Right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Oh right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Oh right now right now
Don't feel good right now now now now

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

I don't feel good now
But baby ill put it behind me
She just pulled up to the party and i'm in the corner where no one can find me
I'd rather would keep to myself
I'm not the type to be following blindly
I don't need anyones help
Fuck it I lied man i'm practically dying
And I know she never cared
She just wants a couple dollars
I don't know why the fuck I bother
And to be honest girl i'm scared
If I keep going down this path then ill end up just like my father
And I know she never cared
She just wants a couple dollars
I don't know why the fuck I bother
And to be honest girl i'm scared
If I keep going down this path then ill end up just like my father

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

I don't feel good now I hate it by myself
And my mom is telling me that I should get some help
Couple pills to start I learned to play the part
And lately I been thinking I might break apart
And I know he never cared
He was all that I needed and i'm just taking the bleeding and I
Wanted to tell you it ain't fair
I hope it hurts when you see me
I won't be there when you need me and I

I can't take back what I did to you
Girl its the same for you
Don't lie yeah we both know it's true
Yeah we both know it's true
Ooo
It's you I needed
Ooo
My hearts always bleeding
Right now right now now
Don't feel good right now now now now
Right now right now now
Right right right right now now now now
Ugh
Right now right now now
Now now now now
I don't feel good now now
I I I don't feel good now

spotify

i dont feel good

i dont feel good (feat. kennedyxoxo & skele) [p. irby]

harder than it seems w/ sace6 (noahmadethiss x sace6)

(music video)
https://youtu.be/oAQF2xB8nGg

ring arnd the rosey ft. kennedyxoxo *king theta*

a day in the simulation w/ love jai + jomie (king theta)

Lyrics
---------
yeah i wake up everyday
think about the things I did yesterday
try to find a reason to go meditate
BUT I AM SO MATERIALISTIC, DONT GIVE MYSELF A BREAK

or maybe too many
I don't spend my time, do anything
serve myself a drink, now I'm tipping
NOW IM SINGING!
TRYNA FIND SOME HOPE THAT I MIGHT MAKE IT!
*yet their all sick of it*

and sick of me too
i ran out of time, now i look like a fool
all my friends, made it look so easy
working on my job, and making music, is so sickening

think i got a little too much in my
system
i keep this bottle going down
till i forget him
look into my eyes
it’s like a picture
chains up to my heart
like im a victim
it’s going down
layed up in my bed
like i’m a patient
cut me round
let’s do it one more time
i’ve been waiting
walk round the house
way too numb
for a month
let’s get this over with
let’s say that we’re done

tell me that i look so pretty
in roses
there’s no way out
of this path
that we’ve chosen
cutting me down
love it’s fine
id do it for you anytime

and if i’m allowed
i’ll see you out
i’ll be your knight
walking out of the house

greenwater ft. skele

and hey there 
can i sit here  
i noticed that you were all alone 
and reading jane eyre
and i can’t 
stay here 
i’ll die here 
and if it’s raining for the night
i’ll give you my coat at anytime, i 

like wait there
(wait there)
i’m scared 
(i’m scared)
that you think that i’m shady 
it’s not fair 
(it’s not fair) 
we’re an odd pair
i’ll stay here if you want me to i promise
if not we can rain check 

hey there

i think i recognise you; have you been here before? 

(oh, for real?) 

my bad, i guess not but- 
do you wanna go
we can smoke at mine
if you don’t smoke
i got some beers n we can pass time
i don’t give a fuck about what’s going on 
as long you’re here watching always sunny
til bout quarter past 5 

and hey there 
“hey u :)” 
im fucked up
turned blue 
yeah im too slumped
how bout u 
like oh god !!!!
you’re too cool 

dont walk out 
leave me 
im cut up 
bleeding 
so just stay
these sun rays 
they make me 
feel okay 

all of the things 
that i could now say to you
i don’t know whether to laugh or cry
do you even feel at least half of this?
or will you just sit with your friends and all laugh at this- 
FUCK

and hey there 
can i sit here  
i noticed that you were all alone 
and reading jane eyre
and i can’t 
stay here 
i’ll die here 
and if it’s raining for the night
i’ll give you my at coat anytime, i 

like wait there
(wait there)
i’m scared 
(i’m scared)
that you think that i’m shady 
it’s not fair 
(not fair) 
we’re an odd pair
but i’ll stay here
if you want me to i promise
if not we can rain check 

hey there

i think i recognise you; have you been here before?
oh, for real?

pale (pekarot x jolst)

I can feel heart beating
Out of my chest 
Why you gotta talk down 
Under your breath
Riding with the top down 
Got 'em upset 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
Fuck a up next 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
I don’t need rest 
Fuck sleep 
I’ve been running up a check 
Fuck dreams 
I’ve been living real life 
Can’t stop me I’m running red lights 

Can’t stop me 
Can’t hold me back
Don’t say you love me 
If you don’t mean that 
Cause nowadays I can tell what's real 
I wont hide the way I feel about you 
You’ve been living in my head rent free 
Dancing round my mind all week 
In my dreams and in my sleep 

@youngburial
I can feel my heart 
Beating out of my chest 
Stuck on train tracks 
Waiting on the end 
You’re a diva 
No we aren’t friends 
You’re a schemer 
You just fake flex 
Got a feeling up in my shit 
No i can’t trust someone off rip
I pretend that i can see through 
You’re a bother 
You just won’t move

I can feel heart beating
Out of my chest 
Why you gotta talk down 
Under your breath
Riding with the top down 
Got 'em upset 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
Fuck a up next 
Yeah you know I'm up now 
I don’t need rest 
Fuck sleep 
I’ve been running up a check 
Fuck dreams 
I’ve been living real life 
Can’t stop me I’m running red lights

under your breath ft. fats'e (prod. frevel + nihil + octodog)

prod: never forever 
master: https://soundcloud.com/vito2300

put aside my emotion
i wasn't important 
he touched someone else
that night my body was forfeit
i like it when he record it 
watch it back and feel gorgeous 
i think i need help 
but i'm so good at ignoring,
ignoring it 

ima pour this bottle all out
till i feel my life breaking down 
and i hate myself even now 
don't know what that's all about
and i hate my songs 
won't show my face 
took a couple steps back 
went m.i.a
insane 
didn't learn my lesson 
nothing ever mattered when i try my best and
most days i just feel like a reject 
friends fake n then ask for my preset
hands up, 
asked god for a reason 
blood soaked and i beg for the meaning
most days wake up and i'm screaming 
and my body just shake like im fiending
painful, i remember the feeling 
stitch myself cause i dream i'm in pieces

harder than it seems w/ sace6 (noahmadethiss x sace6)

noah thomas