lost cause (ft. sendflowrs) (prod. jolst + remghost)

vyvanse w/ skele x sendflowrs (jolst)

this time it won't fix

https://soundcloud.com/heylog
https://soundcloud.com/imcaves
https://soundcloud.com/irby314

you made me feel nauseous 
i keep getting sick
can't remember where it started 
can't forget all that you did to me
you tasted so bittersweet 
i still see you every time i sleep
i gave you every part of me 
i bet you couldn't tell
i fall in love with narcissists,
don't care about myself
i just go through sedatives
keep fucking up my health 
what's the point of heaven,
i already live in hell

it's not easier 
i'll lie and say it is 
i gave up on getting better 
it's just the way it is
i've been feeling numb ever since i was a kid 
i don't wanna die,
but i don't wanna try and live

i said that i loved you 
(save me)
i gave you the blood from my skin
i tried everything
admit it
it's hard but i did it
you left me too damaged 
this time it won't fix

[heylog]
i'm calling for you 
are you with someone else
the pics on my phone
are nowhere to be found 
would it surprise you 
if i took myself
i might just die here
when no ones around
but i made a choice 
that i regret 
stomp out the house
from what i said
and now it's too late to apologize
fumbled my words,
i guess this is goodbye 

i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
baby it's whatever
see you in the next life
i'm trying to forget her 
but god it feels impossible
now she's just a number 
floating in my phone
i wish i did better 
thinking all the time 
i don't make any sense
and it makes me wanna cry 
but i look like im stupid
and she say that it's fine 
girl you're pretty funny 
tell another lie

it's not getting easier (w/ heylog) (prod. caves & irby)

whatdoyoucallit ft. kennedyxoxo *michael harrison*

secret (ft. skele, sendflowrs, shinju)

harder than it seems w/ sace6 (noahmadethiss x sace6)

https://youtu.be/_Di4TK4ieLA?si=m05Fyt5AP4pWSbYp

Baby, are you free tonight?
Broken down bad, but with you I'm alright
I've already heard it all, so please don't lie
Cause I'ma stay true 'till the day I die
Till the day I-, yeah
As long as I'm alive, I'll be down to ride
Bloodshot eyes in the backseat high
I've been running from the reaper, but I can't hide
Sinking even deeper, growing cold inside

Watching years fly by, fake friends come and go
Standing by your side through the highs and the lows
I'll be right there for you, I'm always close
If you're down for life, just let me know

I don't like to talk much but she likes to move fast
I don't wanna fight, why you gotta do that?
Tell me I'm a mess, you already knew that
We got something special, I don't really wanna lose that
Maybe I'm just looking for something I'll never find
Baby, I just shouldn't have let you in my life
Told me you were down for forever, that was a lie
And I'll see you tomorrow if I make it through the night

I've just been tossing and turning, the bridges are burning
I'm wondering, what have I done to deserve it?
I'm living and learning and constantly hurting
And I've given it time, I swear nothing is working

Baby, are you free tonight?
Broken down bad, but with you I'm alright
I've already heard it all, so please don't lie
Cause I'ma stay true 'till the day I die
Till the day I-, yeah
As long as I'm alive, I'll be down to ride
Bloodshot eyes in the backseat high
I've been running from the reaper, but I can't hide
Sinking even deeper, growing cold inside

music video

down 4 ever w/ kennedyxoxo (prod. noahmadethiss) video in description*

the boy who cried wolf (p. noah thomas)

superstar (noahmadethiss+jolst)

slow-down

w/ @lilskeleskrrt

[wstdyth]:
i dont know u
not the way that i used to 
magic in my blood
eyes open with the new moon
spring is bringing something
i can feel it in my chest
i can never fall asleep
cuz im haunted by your breath

and i cant do this anymore
and im sorry baby but im worn
losing so much fucking sleep
im medicated every night
my thoughts are killing me

i just need time
off psilocybe
i might just cry
i might just die
i just need time
i just need time
baby i thought you were mine
but i was wrong the whole time

i just need time
off psilocybe
i might just cry
i might just die
i just need time
i just need time
baby i thought you were mine
but i was wrong the whole time

[lil skele]:
I just need time 
but like 
seeing your eyes makes me feel like I’m dying 
past the horizon 
when I’m with you yea I feel like I’m flying

baby I thought u were mine 
I’m sorry but I need some time 
you were the one so divine 
i have to let go I’m sorry I tried

[wstdyth]:
i cant sleep cuz u dont know
how u make me feel
just tell me this is real
i just want this to be real

i just need time
off psilocybe
i might just cry
i might just die
i just need time
i just need time
baby i thought you were mine
but i was wrong the whole time

i just need time
off psilocybe
i might just cry
i might just die
i just need time
i just need time
baby i thought you were mine
but i was wrong the whole time

i just need time w/ skele