lyrics:
i don’t wanna die got no friends im
in a fight with my mind slit my wrists ten times
fight fire with fire i’ll burn my eyes out
drowning in the lies who the turned the lights out
hearts been broke, now i’m all alone
i could never trust again, no i hate that hoe
leave me lost in the dark, but her eyes they glow
if you ever want me back just let me know

stab me in the back you let me down
turn my smile upside down
the voice inside my head don’t bother me
but its so fucking loud
brain so numb put a bullet in it i know
leave me in the rain, while i bleed, it’s a cycle
break me down now i’m nothing, suicidal
i ain’t never felt the same since i wrote the suicide note

i don’t see the point of going on in a life
that i don’t even like
i don’t even wanna fight
i don’t see why i still try
when i know that i’ll meet demise
ain’t no one cared when i was close to doing what would make me die
doing what would make you cry 
if i went through with thoughts of mine
everyday i wake up in a cycle
i don’t think it spots the trigger i pull
i can see the bitch with my eyes closed
i don’t wanna talk anymore just let me go
you made me sick of myself
made me hate me cause what i felt
girl you played me for the last time
this the last time

i don’t wanna die got no friends im
in a fight with my mind slit my wrists ten times
fight fire with fire i’ll burn my eyes out
drowning in the lies who the turned the lights out
hearts been broke, now i’m all alone
i could never trust again, no i hate that hoe
leave me lost in the dark, but her eyes they glow
if you ever want me back just let me know

suicide note II w/ unknxwn (TXNSHI)

Whats The Point? Pt 2 (boyfifty)

Stumbled across this dude and man am I glad I did. Original song is posted on his soundcloud so go check out Deep October for more stuff like this!

Deep October - Life is Cruel (remake by Livingin9d)

Night Glo w/ Diverse

Bird talk {d1rk}

The Corner Knows My Truth - Dirty South Rap Instrumental Beat

prod. by CRCL
contains three days grace content - tell me why

BLOOD ON MY HANDS feat. reapyy (prod. CRCL)

Master by: https://soundcloud.com/beatsbyhorizon 

SAM THRAXX ⬇️
https://soundcloud.com/samthraxx
twitter: https://twitter.com/1samthraxx
buy some mf beats: https://traktrain.com/samthraxx#364536

LILBEARSHAWTY A SWEETHEART LISTEN TO HIM <3
https://soundcloud.com/lilbearshawty
twitter: https://twitter.com/lilbearshawty

XOROCHI A TALENTED MF CHECK HIM OUT
https://soundcloud.com/x_orochi
twitter: https://twitter.com/X0rochi

LYRICS:
(♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡)
maybe i just like the way it hurts when i’m all alone
and maybe im just fucked up from the medicine they put me on
but nothin ever helps when u feel like me
depression and some other shit i still feel flee

(hollowbody)
we’re both close to dead
and you showed me yet
but i’m still fuckin w you when you gimme head
and i’m cool with that
and I know you’re bad
whenever my nose stops bleeding then we’ll go to bed
all these tears shed
words you said
that you can’t take back
yeah I guess you could kinda say i’ve been mislead
and my ma still askin why my eyes so red

white lines on the dashboard of my bitch car
said i’d always be there when it starts to get hard
id stay no matter what the fuck you put me through
yet i haven’t seen you since you chose to moved

but I just really wanna love you
I just really really wanna fuck you
why you why you always so damn rude
I guess you’re always just in some sorta mood

no lies I really been about that shit bitch
Scar tissue just like im Anthony Kiedis
strung out downtown with wrists slit
shawty don’t love me but she try to keep the plug around
5-0 takin notice so my hood stay up but my head stay down
cocaine in my nose Im really gettin numb now
eyes low, slow down, bitch so pretty and her dope loud

(xorochi)
Ex bitch hit me on my phone
Just to give my heart back
Cocaine take it to my dome
New girl where my heart at

Blessin me with some good news
Can't put my head in a noose
I was so stressed out we're through
I had some downtime but now it's all you (now it's all you)

I smoke so much that I lost my will to eat
And you know my medicine is straight from Dr Green
Maybe I'm just crazy an I'm wrong but I can't see
Feeling everyday like I've got more uncertainty

Girl do you really really love me
(Girl do you really really love me)
Girl do you really really love me
(Yeah, do you)

(♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡)
maybe i just like the way it hurts when i’m all alone
and maybe im just fucked up from the medicine they put me on
but nothin ever helps when u feel like me
depression and some other shit i still feel flee

DOWNLOAD

medicine u put me on (ft. ♡❀lilbearshawty❀♡ and xorochi) [prod. SAM THRAXX]

brevik - @ungothafucka
IG - @brevikclark
TWITTER - @brevikc10

far from over it <///3
.
.
.
(brevik)

get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
get it poppin like new years bitch
i been thumbin thru the money at my crib
i was playin wit my life like i always do
bad bitch asked me what im gunna do
i said im gunna end it
she said fuckin send it
i was at the counter waitin for u
all black nails with the red shoes
all black nails and the cigarettes
pressed on me against the bed
there i lay until the end
until the end
but i think i need a new bitch
and i think i need a new script
cuz this addy got me restless
and im far from over it

(emo fruits)

far from over it 
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it
im far from over it

baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this 
baby wanna fuck so i get her rich
fuck gettin rich
i wanna end my shit
bitch on my dick cuz i look like this
gettin so numb 
now i look like this

lookin so right yeah
gettin so high yeah
needa get higher
i needa feel the fire
baby it hurts too much to see ur face right now
baby it hurts too much with all this space right now
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far from over it w/ brevik (prod. kcaaz x christian)

single from Strange Death. Enjoy ♥️ prod. @stillvanishing


Cage me in, ok I may just never leave 
3 day binge, this is like day 70 
brain won’t quit, it inflicts pain regularly 
Drain like wrists, it’s a switch blade severing 
Baby it’s unsettling
In the dark, least the stars look heavenly 
We’re so far apart from everything 
Have you thought about that Evelyn?
Send me a text when the sex gets boring
I don’t think about my x no more 
Left on read, I press ignore 
Out my head, protect, restore. 
Yes of course 
Come to the crib impress me more 
Fuck everything I said before 
Way too deep in the red leaf Forrest 
I see signs I’m pressing forward 
There’s no time to let me mourn 


Said you feel so pretty with my hands around your throat 
Things I been forgetting still gonna dance around my skull 
Lights inside the city, let a tree fall when I go 
I could use your pity, can you sweet talk to my soul  
Stuck in deep thought, here I go 
This my default MIO

You're So Pretty

YOU'RE SO PRETTY (prod. eadith)

Crown of thorns (Prod Holyvexy)

physical beings on spiritual trips

Instagram: prod.livingin9d

https://linktr.ee/nine9nine

Deep October - Life is Cruel (remake by Livingin9d)

Living.In.9d