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this is not the way out
this is not the way out no
love is not what you felt
i was just what you lack oh
you were plotting my downfall
you would question my innocence
yeah we were all the way fucked
we were all the way fucked ya

this is not the way out
i been feeling like shit now
running in circles again
feel like I should jus quit now

how could you do this
got me feeling useless
should’ve never got attached
wish that I could take it back

you weren’t the one
ya it was jus fake love
knew you were leading me on
now its all gone
left all that shit in the background
swallow a pill and I black out
walk in the store and I cash out
ya im chasing the bands now
ya im chasing bands now

wouldn’t know so why do you act like you do?
couldn’t control so you’re tearing me through again 
like right when we’re on the mend
this is a joke 
been losing hope
not holding on think I’m letting go
cutting me deep what I have to do
was playing for keeps you gave up so soon

way out ft. steadysuffer & david entendu (prod. nxcturnal)

Out October 31st

Stream: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/yokaidreams/with-friends-like-these-feat-weepings

Follow My Twitter; twitter.com/DreamsYokai

Follow Weepings: https://soundcloud.com/xweepings

Produced by The Goat Sorrow Bringer: https://www.beatstars.com/sorrowbringer/feed

Lyrics:

//Yokai Dreams\\

I don't stop
Only go
Yeah it's all I ever know
Pick a thorn 
From a rose
Jab it straight between my toes
You can find me off the coast
Face down with the water up my nose
When I jump off of the boat
I wonder if I'll float
Outside in the cold
I could take you through the snow
But the look upon my face 
Gon leave you looking fucking froze
Every evening on the weekend
You could swear I turn a ghost
With the way I glow
When I go no show
When the music stops
And the dead men know

All of you sinners are soon gonna realize
You wasted your lives when you meet your demise
You are the enemy I am a victor
And I'm fairly certain that you won't survive
Screaming of commoners soon come to pass
At the moment The Champion arrives
Empty your hands, enter your caskets. You will be buried alive.
Don't care much for the passing life so I guess I'll take it slow
Lately it's so hard to breathe when they got me by the throat
Nights in peace spend the nights like these alone within my home
No enemies with friends like these
My skin is turning cold

It's not safe after night out
Better get home before the streetlights go out
Day comes and we die out
In the meantime I'll lie down
It's not safe after night out
Better get home before the streetlights go out
Day comes and we die out
In the meantime I'll lie down

///Weepings\\\

Lurk in the background
Yes I flick the fuckin light and blow the ash out
No I'm never feelin right til I black out
Faded in the moonlight the days drag out tapped out
Yes I'm on a mission demons infiltrate my vision
Spider spin its web just to have it fall down
Will you get back up or will you just stay down?
I got spirits in my glass get me out this small town

Skeletons that I keep locked in my closet
They won't see the light of day
Problems unsolved it's just hard to keep moving
I'm flooring the gas
Ripped out the breaks of this car I might crash
Fallin deeper
Pressure rising and I'm growin weaker
Look at the path growin steeper
Pale as a ghost as I'm takin a toke
Vision growin bleaker

I see faces on the walls in my bedroom
Yes it's way too late I think I oughta go to bed soon
4am 5am 6am damn
I'm still layin here I ain't got no damn plans

With Friends Like These w/ Weepings (Prod. Sorrow Bringer)

coffin w/ Baby Basile

Cast Out (prod. Venus)

Stumbled across this dude and man am I glad I did. Original song is posted on his soundcloud so go check out Deep October for more stuff like this!

Deep October - Life is Cruel (remake by Livingin9d)

(produced by miercoles)

and i said 
what i wanted to say 
won’t hold my tongue 
not tomorrow not today 
she goes to prom
to dance the whole night away 
but she don’t know 
what i’ve got planned and i can’t wait 
i can’t i can’t i can’t

my brand new sleep schedule

everything i do backxster dec

YYANBP2.0 x lonerZ

Lyrics

I put my heart into this music tryna make it out of where I am
All the words in the world couldn't even make you understand
How much it would mean to me to make enough with ends to meet
From talking bout the shit that I don't talk about as easily

Cause I'm afraid of judgement, I'm afraid of being vulnerable
It isn't honorable when I'm put down for being true
Took so long to be myself when all I tried was being you
Cause I don't think I'm liked enough when I show leaves that I have grew

I'm kinda weird and not because it started being cool to be
But because when I was still in school they made a fool of me
Not because I did dumb shit or acted stupidly
But because I was myself when most people just couldn't be

I like who I am, don't make me second guess
Don't try make me turn into you just because you're like the rest
That shit isn't my fault that you hate yourself enough to change
For people that just want you for a moment but would never stay

And I promise that I could, I swear to God I can
But you just keep on knocking me back down till I can't even stand
So know that when I do again I'm only gonna walk away
I can say truly tried, you're the one that chose to waste

I don't regret shit, I flex on those who make me want to
Don't think you know shit when you don't know the lengths I've gone to
I'll prolly live a thousand lives by the time I die
When one thing doesn't work, I think of new shit I could try

I don't know why I feel alone when there's people all around me
I'll surprise you, don't you doubt me
I've been growing cold with the things I know, I've been floating need some grounding
Love? I try to, you won't allow me

Or won't I allow myself cause I'm scared of help
I'm afraid of a touch that I never felt
Is it my fault that I'm like this?
I don't think it is in the very slightest

I didn't break my own damn heart
I didn't write pain in my stars
I never told anyone to hate me
I'm kinda fragile, don't you break me

I'll snap at any moment I feel it in me
Had enough fake, show me something real please
I want a feeling real enough that it could kill me
Don't make me want to, just fucking end me

spotify.

fragile. | Produced by INFELIX

[Prod. Wellfed] @lilduckk

Lyrics:
Im the only one girl fuck yo mans
Let me show you my world, rubber bands
Ive been going through shit, i swear it wasn't in the plan
All year round its cold bitch, no one understands

I might die in the end
Baby come close lets pretend
Suck my blood baby gimme neck
Gimme a break from the stress 

Think i died when you left
Every night i layed there and bled
Suffocate my breath
Its all trapped in my head


I dont know what makes me laugh, or makes me smile and i cant cry
Honestly i dont know why
Everyday parts of me die

Lost myself inside the past, so someone tell me who am i
Cant maintain my confidence
I feel like this most of the time


Money, dreams, and suicide 
Honestly i dont know why
All those nights and all those lies
Honestly i dont know why

Im the only one girl fuck yo mans
Let me show you my world, rubber bands
Ive been going through shit, i swear it wasn't in the plan
All year round its cold bitch, no one understands

I might die in the end
Baby come close lets pretend
Suck my blood baby gimme neck
Gimme a break from the stress 

Think i died when you left
Every night i layed there and bled
Suffocate my breath
Its all trapped in my head

I Might Die In The End [Prod. Wellfed]

physical beings on spiritual trips

Instagram: prod.livingin9d

https://linktr.ee/nine9nine

Deep October - Life is Cruel (remake by Livingin9d)

Living.In.9d