🖤

deep october

Numb

idk how this works

Stuck in your mind 
You can’t be there for everyone 
Drugs you should try 
We can fiend them together, love 
Once upon a time we both had things to do everyday 
The we almost died when we wrecked your sister’s Chevrolet 

XANAX IS A TERRIBLE MIX WITH ALCOHOL 
I
WISH I COULD ADMIT YOUR DAD WAS WRONG 
And 
His stolen prescription; adderall 
How
Could I ever fix this after all?

The times when 
We were just 
Survivin 
You’re alive, 
Guess I did some
Thing right then 
Touch the sky
Whenev the sun is shinin
I’m just surprised 
We were too young to die then 

Ah ah I 
Ah ah I 
Oblong oxycada 
Watched a lot of friends die 
Damagin medulla oblongata inside 
Heart breaking my mama she wish god was in mine 
Ah ah I 
Ah ah I 
I rock gosha, Prada
And a lot of N9
No moonlight sonata 
Have u got up this high?
I can’t talk about it 
Not if god is implied 
Implied

drugs you should try (prod. suni vega)

Gun to your head 
Sun’s infrared 
Light covers your face 
I’m super high
Unsupervised 
Could go one if 4 ways
Flight of the soul
Close your eyes and it’s over
Plight to get sober
I just might get some closure 

As the nights older 
Eyes to the sky 
Got me blind looking nowhere


I wanted to die when she told me that she loved him 
I wasn’t surprised what it was and what it wasn’t 
That’s I survive, I hang on to my assumptions 
I can see it months in 
Like I’ve already done this

I look to the sky right directly where the sun is
Lock into my eyes let my retinas getting sun kist 
Issa different high when it’s way too much to function 
Am I the only one with 
No fear of repercussion 

Feelings to percussion, 
I hope I do it justice 
Ceilings that get busted 
Can really turn to dust quick 



I can feel the rush...
Rush rush rush 
This is what it does 
To us us us 
A culprit of 
Un 
Adultered love 
In ur touch touch touch 
I’m closed in, shut 
Might I open up 
If I must must must

I wanted to die (prod. suni vega)

Leme fuckin find out 
This shit was a lie 
Different color painted eyebrows 
You look me in my eyes 
I just wonder why, how
I believed u the whole time 
memories will die out 
Somewhere over time 
Baby come here, close ur eye 
Maybe somewhere I can find 
Empathy 
U could be my rider 
And my entity
I talked to ur mama
She was listening 
To all of our problems
I admittedly
Put them in my favor
I knew you might find out later 
I’m so catered 
It’s whatever 
It’s ok 
Cuz I’m forever MIA
I feel better when it rains
With all this weather 
In my brain 
And I feel pleasure 
I feel pain 
When I need effort 
To remain 
Stuck
We just took the same drugs 
Now I’m too high stay up 
And I just hope I wake up 
Tomorrow
And I’m dreaming of space
I can borrow 
With the stars that we traced
In Navarro 


But it’s whatever
It’s ok 
If in my head 
Is where u stay 
And it’s a never endin pain 
And on my bed where there’s a stain 
Of ur makeup
And you hate when I take drugs
Well I hate when u say stuff
About it 
And your parents both hate your
Surroundings...

itriedloving II (prod. suni vega)

Heart in her tummy before starving to ingest 
And the stars will coming as we plummet to our deaths
I got scars on my arm, on my stomach and my chest 
I was starting to love and now I wonder what it meant 
I don’t know 
If anything will change 
Keep me close 
Judging by the stains on your clothes 
There’s something that’s taking a toll 
On me 

Strung out 
She was drug addicted 
Only comes out 
When the suns eclipsing 
How can one sound 
Breed so much suspicion?
From the come down 
Of a month’s prescription 
With your brain
Cells 
Frying 
Face
Pale 
Crying 
And your make up 
Runs black on my shirt again 
Stays up 
Face down in the dirt and wind 

I know deep within  
Based on your relation to kolonopins
You could seek revenge 
Maybe it’d be better to get lost again 
We pretend 
Everything is better I don’t wander why 
Youre keepin in 
Everything I told you I was bothered by

strung out (prod. suni vega)

Stars Tonight

stars tonight w ilyjamie

Lyric Video https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r7uiHNla08c

Fighting against myself, love don't feel how it felt 🙇

Mess (prod metlast)

thanks so much https://soundcloud.com/aidenhiltonlovesyou

I made this beat for free, take it
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nuyHmOZbBfg

Aiden Hilton✰ - White Benz (PROD. SICKRYSM)

"Time I Wasted" available on all streaming platforms
https://linktr.ee/littlebigmedium

Time I Wasted

LYRICS:

VERSE (Ty)
Bible
on the shelf
I need saving I need help
Eyes low
can’t you tell
I struggle with my mental health
I know
I’m not well
I’m so lost and the drugs don’t help 
Die slow
Leave my shell
Hope my spirit gives you hell
My soul
I came to sell
I just hope that he pays me well
Will I go
Straight to hell
He just laughed and he cast his spell
You liar
You’re a fucking liar
Get what you desire
Drag me through the fire
I’m so fuckin

HOOK (Ty)
Tired
Of this shit
None to say so I might get
Higher
Than a bitch
I feel great when I’m like this
Dire 
Salem witch
When life’s tough I spill my wrist 
Fire
I’m the shit
She ain’t seen one quite like this

BRIDGE (popularreject)
Wired 
Opposite of 
Tired 
Burnin in the 
Fire 
Keep shit lit
Like a lighter
LOL
I’m higher 
That bitch screaming 
Right there
I been havin
Night terrors
She’s a witch
Just like Blair
I’ll just laugh like

VERSE (popularreject)
L M F A O
To the bank 
Just sold my soul
A & M Menthols 
Ciggie smoke 
Fills up my lungs 
Tie him 
Burn him up
Salem witch 
Don’t give no fucks 
I won’t die 
Are you dumb 
Satan don’t
Got shit on us 
Pure blood 
Anarchist
When lifes tough 
I spill my wrist 
I’m a young dumb
Arsonist 
Get the light take gas 
And douse that shit 
Jumpin 
All outta money I'm all in
Ring ring 
Look who’s callin now
So sad 
Bout our falling out 
I left cuz I was

HOOK (Ty)
Tired
Of this shit
None to say so I might get
Higher
Than a bitch
I feel great when I’m like this
Dire 
Salem witch
When life’s tough I spill my wrist 
Fire
I’m the shit
She ain’t seen one quite like this

Tired

Tired w/ popularreject

Stumbled across this dude and man am I glad I did. Original song is posted on his soundcloud so go check out Deep October for more stuff like this!

Deep October - Life is Cruel (remake by Livingin9d)

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hcig2UlY7VA

Lyrics below 

produced: @prodnitrous

Mastered by @darkskyparadox

https://www.instagram.com/fatherfuneral/


I said fuck a litre 
I been chiefin foe
Percs make me anemic 
Barely bleedin in the cold 
We got lots of leaders
think that Jesus is a clone 
Tho I’m not a firm believer 
But them demons getting close 

Me and my father 
Finally got caught up 
He still has love for me. 
Went to my mom 
And I was surprised 
She didn’t smell drugs on me.
I feel okay 
And I’m in amazement 
Damn I love LSD.
I wanted to die 
So I can see why 
They say don’t do regularly
If mixed with amphetamines 
It’s something that’s heavenly sent. 
If psilocybin 
I feel alive when 
I feel the pressure and presence of god 
When I’m in a mindset 
End of perspective, don’t know what the time is 
Please bring a friend and come chill for the night 
And stall 
Let’s see how the night evolves.
I’m feeling sick 
I’m losing faith 
My ambition 
Like time, slips away.
5 in A.m. 
my minds in a place 
Where eyes to their lids 
Puts time in a maze. 


I’m subbing Kratom for Percocet 
Mind has been made up, no early death. 
I wouldn’t miss you 
Or being misused 
I’d prolly miss all those dirty texts. 
I feel the walls and they’re closing in 
Think I forgot about what sober is 
Haven’t been home in like over six 
Months think I’m getting too old for this 
I swear them Gucci lil loafers hit 
Givenchy is soft like it’s gopher skin 
She said she likes to get choked and shit 
And I’m the first one not an older man
I was 18 when I owned da whip
You was 18 on your phone and shit. 
More If I miss you 
Never an issue 
I’m all alone on the road (and shit) 

Move. 
Yeah you gotta move. 
Watch how I move 
Pussy is bruised 
From 2 intervals 
Can’t talk to the news 
Questions are cool 
but no interviews.

IF I MISS YOU (prod. Nitrous x Darkskyparadox)

lyrics:

the lights go off when she's in my room
i go off when she's in my room
she don't wanna talk when she's in my room
we just fuck then order food
girl you get me high like she couldn't do
i just can't believe that you love me too
and whatever the weather i'll stay warm with you
it's whatever whenever when she's in my room

i'm all alone in my room
and i don't know what to do
wish that you knew what i knew
what i knew, ay ay

it's gonna be a strange day
cause i don't love you in the same way
i know you wanna change
but you won't admit your mistakes

the lights go off when she's in my room
i go off when she's in my room
she don't wanna talk when she's in my room
we just fuck then order food
girl you get me high like she couldn't do
i just can't believe that you love me too
and whatever the weather i'll stay warm with you
it's whatever whenever when she's in my room

baby (prod. ztonthebeat)

LiL SHADOW - DIRTY DAN! [PROD. SHINIGAMI]

lyrics:

the day that you left
i knew i had to count my losses
what's the point of living life
like it's an option
she hit me up because
she found out i've been bossin'
this the cost, bitch
this the cost, bitch
x2

can't sleep at night
text'd me said that she'd been tossin'
long time
said that she misses the talkin'
she use to be fake but well
i didn't have no guap then
fuck it ima have her leave but first ima get top then
x2

why you actin' like my bestie
when you know we not friends
guess i'm feeling lost
i guess that that's the cost

the day that you left
i knew i had to count my losses
what's the point of living life
like it's an option
she hit me up because
she found out i've been bossin'
this the cost, bitch
this the cost, bitch
x2

options (prod. slidinmoon)

tired of trying..
linktr.ee/mlshgh

Prod. Jody
mixed&mastered by mileshigh

Lyrics:

[hook]
i gotta say
i'm tired of trying
i'll let you know
before i go away
i'm done
living a life i hate
fucked up 
wasting my life away

oh i feel so lost
tell me why i shouldn't give up

cuz everything i love
is gone fallen apart
i cant go back now
living with a broken heart

[verse]
i love the dreams where i die
oh i'd love to make it end
this feeling that i have
so deep inside my head
oh its so deep and i cant crawl out 

i'm so tired
i don't wanna try

i don't wanna try
no i don't wanna try
just wanna die
yeah, yeah
i don't wanna try
no i just wanna die
no i just wanna die
no i don't wanna try 
no i don't wanna try
yeah i do wanna die (die, die, die)

[hook]
i gotta say
i'm tired of trying
i'll let you know
before i go away
i'm done
living a life i hate
fucked up 
wasting my life away

oh i feel so lost
tell me why i shouldn't give up

cuz everything i love
is gone fallen apart
i cant go back now
living with a broken heart

TIRED

follow jody

kidz bop (prod. jody)

u can watch from the sideline now BITCH

prod. @smilecrayola
cover art by digital yams

✨Polar ✨
💎 @polar333 💎
💎 instagram.com/ihatepolar/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/ihatepolar/ 💎

✨Kevin Kazi ✨
💎 @yvngnamek 💎
💎 instagram.com/kevinkazi/ 💎
💎 twitter.com/kevinkazi 💎

lyrics:
Flashing lights, count money, it's a cash cow
You was talking shit, but I'm getting to my bag
Lots of vices in my head that I can't even count now
And I've been popping xans, but I still can't seem to slow down
Now she hit my phone I decline, I don't lose time
It's by no surprise, got my bro on the FaceTime
Called because I glowed, and she wanna see my wrist shine
I fly coast to coast, while you sitting on the sideline
Ya

I just made a rack flipping packs time to upscale
Bitch I'm independent making money off of resale
I don't fuck with fakes ya I buy that shit for retail
My teeth filled with ice hit the blunt then I exhale
Your new shorty pretty nice ima steal that
Look into my eyes, heart of ice, but don't feel bad
I stay up at night playing games while you still sad
Never trust a hoe cause you'll never get your soul back

Flashing lights, count money, it's a cash cow
You was talking shit, but I'm getting to my bag
Lots of vices in my head that I can't even count now
And I've been popping xans, but I still can't seem to slow down
Now she hit my phone I decline, I don't lose time
It's by no surprise, got my bro on the FaceTime
Called because I glowed, and she wanna see my wrist shine
I fly coast to coast, while you sitting on the sideline

Pulled up on your hoe with Versace on my eye sight
She just fell in love with me, I think that shorty my type
Ride up in my phantom got me feeling like a poltergeist 
Porsche Panamera ima skirt off, they like Jesus Christ
Bitch I'm sipping potions, by the ocean
Shorty she approaching, give her slow dick
If you wanna be my lover, treat me right
Molly got me seeing colors, flashing lights

Flashing lights, count money, it's a cash cow
You was talking shit, but I'm getting to my bag
Lots of vices in my head that I can't even count now
And I've been popping xans, but I still can't seem to slow down
Now she hit my phone I decline, I don't lose time
It's by no surprise, got my bro on the FaceTime
Called because I glowed, and she wanna see my wrist shine
I fly coast to coast, while you sitting on the sideline

May not really like me, but you will never meet me
This shit has a price, house of lies, it ain't easy
And how I never know they're a snake till they leave me
Then they come back when I blow say they need me

stream ❄️

sideline w/ kevin kazi (prod. smilecrayola)

I'm Trying (Prod. Westt the great)

Climb aboard Andrew Spacey's train of thought and hitch a ride into the darker corners of the young artist's psyche on his new track and visual, "Everlasting". Detailing the reoccurring subconscious thoughts that often weigh him down, Spacey battles the loss of emotional connection that comes with maturity to things and experiences he once found intriguing. The Fantasy Trap visionary's atmospheric vocals and otherworldly lyrics glide over Shrimp and Glasear's deeply melodic, dark production leaving the listener longing for a place that does not exist. Additionally, CRXHN's arcade oriented visual illuminates Spacey's longing for adventure through obscure scenes and one of a kind edits that allow the viewer to step out of blatant reality and step into a realm consumed by the unknown.

Everlasting (Prod. Glasear x Shrimp)

Listen on other platforms:
https://songwhip.com/song/tanto/idntwnnafallaprt

Tanto 
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/37VShweFmWxn33vCPFydOr?si=5_HRCy51Tc6bhJ8h3Mj8zQ 
Twitter: https://twitter.com/whostanto
IG: https://www.instagram.com/whostanto/

Yvng Swim
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/5wBLBtzkrT4O1HwayX0L9L?si=U6oRNPDKQx-bYU5jBsaQCw 
Twitter: https://twitter.com/yvngswim
IG: https://www.instagram.com/hashsmokingthrasher/

I Dnt Wnna Fall Aprt [Feat. Yvng Swim & Sammy Polo] (Prod. Discent)

physical beings on spiritual trips

Instagram: prod.livingin9d

https://linktr.ee/nine9nine

Deep October - Life is Cruel (remake by Livingin9d)

Living.In.9d