See What I See - NBA YoungBoy

Verse 1 – isolation + faith barely audible]
I speak, but the air swallows it (//)
Even God barely responds (•)
I’ve counted nights by heartbeats (//)
Not clocks, not calendars (⤺)
I’ve asked questions with no answers (//)
And heard only my own echo (•)
Every whisper of faith
feels distant, fractured, slow (//)
I move like a ghost in my own home (⤺)
Every corner reminds me
of what I carry alone (//)
Fatherhood keeps my hands steady
My eyes steady, my heart contained (•)
I don’t pray for comfort
I pray to endure
To exist without collapsing
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[CHECKSUM – motif]
Faith doesn’t rescue.
It verifies.
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[Hook – minimal, pulse-driven]
I am here
but barely heard
God whispers
in the static of the world
I hold
I endure
I measure every breath
I survive
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[Verse 2 – existential void]
I’ve walked rooms filled with people
and felt like the only soul alive (//)
Prayers sent into nothing
but still obeyed by my posture (•)
I’ve spoken to the ceiling
and listened for a reply (//)
It never comes
except as expectation
tested, stretched, strained (⤺)
I measure faith not by sensation
but by the force it imposes on me (//)
I don’t feel peace
I feel the weight
I don’t hear guidance
I hear the silence
and it shapes me
more than any voice could

VOID

Verse 1:
I’m rollin’ through the valley, but I’m seekin’ somethin’ higher /
Every step I take, man, I’m walkin’ through the fire /
The devil on my back, but I’m built like a fighter / 
Grew up in the dark, but now I’m sparkin’ up the lighter /
Keep my faith steady, I promise I held the line /
Been through heavy trials, I survived ‘em every time /
Still hear the sirens, but I ain’t runnin’ blind /
I was locked down, but my soul ain’t confined /
Countin’ all my losses, then i look around, 
chalk it up to the divine, then look at 
where I ended up, enough is enough
God done made a way for me to shine /
Lost my way to madness, but I found it in divine /
Doubted every second, till I read between the signs /
I was grindin’ for the world, now I’m livin’ for the Christ /
They said I couldn’t rise, but I’m rollin’ in the truth /
The past is still alive, but I buried all the proof /
Catch me in the storm, I’ll be speakin’ to the youth /
I was broken in the dirt, but He planted up my roots /

Hook:
Roll and rise, I ain’t fallin’ no more /
I been down in that pit
but I’m back up on the road /
Rock and roll, through the highs and the lows /
I was saved by the blood, and the light gon’ show /
Roll and rise, I ain’t breakin’ no more /
I been shackled to my sins, now I’m lettin’ ‘em go /
Rock and roll, through the highs and the lows /
Put the faith in my heart, and the fire gon’ glow /

Rock ‘N Roll v.2

[Hook]
Miss me with the bad vibes
Why you keep scripting me
As the bad guy
I only had time
I only had eyes for you
You knew the truth
Love you wore was just a costume

[Verse 1]
You call conviction aggression, projection disguised as reception
Any question feel threatening when truth interrupts self-protection
I stayed measured, you stayed evasive, language curated for leverage
I spoke plain, you heard implication, that’s guilt reacting to presence
I held space while you staged impressions, controlled angles, edited sections
I was building from scars and prayer, you was preserving aesthetics
Every silence you called it peace, I called it tension unaddressed
Avoidance ain’t harmony, it’s a tactic refined through neglect
I bled quiet, internal hemorrhage, loyalty 
costing me oxygen
You managed optics and narratives, safeguarding public perception
Funny how truth feel like violence
When your whole foundation depends on distortion and selective recollection

Miss Me - Bad Vibes

[Intro – Spoken]

I didn’t arrive at this.
I survived into it.

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[Verse 1]

I love my brother ‘cause he check me (//)
Not my art—my alignment (•)
He don’t ask if it sounds good (//)
He ask if it costs me anything (⤺)
I’m no producer by position (//)
But I engineer consequence (•)
Every sound weighed against my soul (//)
Before it ever touched a sentence (⤺)
If I changed, it was for music (//)
‘Cause music never needed me to lie (•)
People confuse comfort with love (//)
Truth never did, it just stayed nearby (⤺)
I can’t win them all, that’s physics (//)
But losing myself defied reason (•)
So I kept building in obscurity (//)
Until discipline sounded like freedom

THIS WAS NEVER FOR EVERYONE

CHORUS (8 bars)
Don’t you shut down, no, no, no
I won’t fold now, no, no, no
Let me stay with you
Let me stay with you
When it breaks down slow, slow, slow
I’ll be ten toes, soul on hold
Let me stay with you
Let me stay with you

VERSE 1 (16 bars)
We were gasoline dreams in the rain
Matchstick hopes in a hurricane
Sold forever with counterfeit smiles
Still paid full price for the pain

Truth hit hard like a cold confession
Love letters laced with aggression
Heaven close but it cost us hell
Every kiss came with a lesson

I read God in the cracks of trust
Found gold in the ash and dust
If hearts are engines, we redlined ours
Still drove through the fear and rust

You seen me cracked, not crowned in light
Bare hands in a knife-edge fight
If I’m wrong, then I’ll be wrong with you
Still standing here for the night

Let Me Stay

Verse 1
Dove into scripture, let it lead
Every verse shining where I bleed
Spirit armor on, never yield
Steadfast promise, faith revealed
I’m battling pride, I rest in grace
Now clothed in mercy, find my place
Heaven is near, my soul takes flight
Serving the King, I’m shining bright
Surrender fear, with truth I stand
Heart refined by holy command
Raised from the ashes, spirit soared
Chainless I roam, a soul restored
Breathing new life, the cross I see
Lord of my tale, rewrite me free
Bridge me from sin to destiny
All glory Yours, forever be

Voice

[Verse 1]

I don’t shout when I move (//)
I displace air with intention (•)
Pressure bends first,
then men,
then outcomes (//)
I learned restraint where others learned rage (⤺)
That’s why my anger obeys me
I don’t swing wild
I authorize force (//)
Every scar is procedural
Every response pre-approved (•)
I don’t fight for ego
I fight for alignment (//)
Fatherhood taught me command
Not dominance—responsibility (⤺)

THE LEDGER

[Verse 1 – command presence]

I don’t shout when I move (//)
I displace air with intention (•)
Pressure bends first,
then men,
then outcomes (//)
I learned restraint where others learned rage (⤺)
That’s why my anger obeys me
I don’t swing wild
I authorize force (//)
Every scar is procedural
Every response pre-approved (•)
I don’t fight for ego
I fight for alignment (//)
Fatherhood taught me command
Not dominance—responsibility (⤺)

THE LEDGER v.2

[Verse 1]:
Ayy, when it’s all said and done,
I know you worth it /
Seen the pain you carry but you
keep it below the surface /
Tryna break your walls down, girl, it’s my purpose /
You hold it all inside but I’m tryna unearth it /
Feelings buried deep, girl, I’ll help you find the key /
I know what you need, someone ridin’ faithfully /
Through every storm, I’ll be steady like a rock /
No second-guessing, girl, I’m in it for the long walk /
You been hurt before, but I ain’t him, no /
I’m tryna show you that this love could let your soul glow /
You got them pretty little scars, but you shine through /
I see your heart, girl, it’s realer than a diamond too /
I know you doubt it when I tell you you a queen /
But I’m here to give you every little thing you dream /
Ain’t nobody else can love you like I do /
We can fly together, baby, it’s just me and you.

Worth It

[Verse 1]
Man, they think it’s somethin’ new, like I just found faith today /
But I’ve been seekin’ wisdom since back when they found me astray /
I been prayin’ through the night, can’t remember feelin’ straight /
Discernment been my anchor, Lord been loadin’ up my weight /
Yeah, the burden’s heavy but I carry grace through every turn /
Feelin’ like a chef, ‘cause I been cookin’, gotta let it burn /
Trials in the skillet, but the Lord control the temp I learn /
Serve it how He want it, yeah, the heat’s somethin’ I don’t spurn /
Every plate He hand me, I just add it to the feast I make /
Blessings in disguise, I’m still eatin’ when the ground’s at stake /
Every bite I take remind me this is more than I can shake /
But His strength in me, I bend but won’t ever break /
See they think it’s as of late, like I’m brand new to this fight /
Been at war with demons since they tried to take my soul at night /
Swung my sword of spirit, yeah, the battle been a bloody sight /
But the armor of the Lord got me glowin’ in His light /

Hook
They think it’s just now, but I’ve been puttin’ in the work /
Prayin’ for that wisdom, Lord been addin’ to the dirt /
He put it all on my plate, I ain’t ever skip dessert /
‘Cause the struggle only strengthens me, you reap what you exert /

[Verse 2]
They just look at what I’m holdin’, don’t see how I used to starve /
Had to eat the word and spit it out before they pulled my card /
Used to be in hunger pains, but now the Spirit healed the scars /
I been catchin’ blessings like they fallin’ from the Lord’s reservoir /
I been stackin’ favor, but the weight be heavy on my spine /
Pressure from the heavens, like the angels sendin’ me a sign /
They say iron sharpens iron, well I guess I’m on my grind /
Cut the steel, clean the wounds, now my faith is redefined /
Yeah, they think it’s as of late, but I’ve been speakin’ to the throne /
Long before I found my peace, I been on the road alone /
Took a lot to hear His voice, through the static, through the drone /
But He gave me what I needed, now I carry what I own /

ALL ON MY PLATE

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Noble Disciple