monarch

goodbye (feat. powfu)

*music video*
https://youtu.be/d57pBbeiYGY

Produced by @citrusgastank

in the end 2/im not alright (prod. citrusgastank) *mv in bio*

same old same old w powfu (prod. skinny atlas)

when the sky gets dark

los angeles

prod. @remghost + @irby314
s/o @garden_avenue

lyrics
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what do i do when i feel like i'm no
good and i rid of my friends and my folks
minimize every lie that i once told
what do i know
what do i know
what do i do tonight i do not know
maybe i stay inside sit on my phone
criticize every line that i once wrote
what do i know
what do i know

i don't know much
but i know that
i am turning
down the wrong path
hit the mailbox
scream in all caps
speeding home now
take it all back
when it's over
you don't call back
i don't either
you should know that
and my senses
they don't come back
they don't come back
they don't come back

what do i do when i feel like i'm no
good and i rid of my friends and my folks
minimize every lie that i once told
what do i know
what do i know
what do i do tonight i do not know
maybe i stay inside sit on my phone
criticize every line that i once wrote
what do i know
what do i know

music video

the loneliest place in the world (prod. remghost x irby)

wegmans

"lia" A Mixtape by: Matthias "JVMXR" Vance

2AM IN HOUSTON

heart_beat (sewerperson)

big shoutout powfu and remghost for making this with me <3 https://soundcloud.com/powfu
@remghost
coverart by @seejayxo

fall in love (w/ powfu) (prod. remghost)

thank you for listening 
<3
@jolst


 i just wish you were here 
holding me 
cause my thoughts hurt less 
when you lay next to me 
but u don’t care at all
blame it on the alcohol
is there something there that i can’t see 
how the fuck am i supposed to breathe 
like oh
it’s okay if you wanna let go 
i know you probably need a little more 
i just miss when you were close
i know how this shit go
fall apart when it gets cold 
n i start to get feel real low 
know you’ll leave me when it snows 

when it snows 
iced out had to put on a coat 
neck cold but my hearts on froze 
fucked up i can’t do this alone 
baby why u gotta do me like that 
n still ask why my songs so sad 
everyday gotta put on a mask 
happy eyes with a knife in my back 

i say i love you 
“i love you too” 
most days i can’t get enough of u
when you leave i feel it 
it’s hard to deal with 
the crushing weight of this lonely feeling
rain it trickles 
cry a little 
nothings real 
it’s so artificial 
“you’re too brittle”
how i am supposed to feel when you speak in riddles 

i know i’m cold sometimes 
but i could never lie to you
i always say i’m fine 
i really don’t know what to do
i need you a little too much 
i’m scared that i’m never enough 
when you get distant it feels like i probably fucked up
get a little too scared i don’t mean much

snow (prod. jolst)

shoutout to sewer and slip for making this legendary <3

alone with the lightning

Intro

Listen to the birds singing 
Kissing in my car I
Idk if there’s a purpose

Feel like we moving at a high speed
Waiting for the lightning to strike me

Getting tempted by the eyes you hold
Hands warm but your heart cold

Verse 1

Dont wanna assume it
feels like u been acting
I dont wanna do this
u go push me back in

Stare at me with hate
Through those crystal eyes
And it kills inside
But im acting fine

U dont even know Me
I know that u scared too
U dont wanna fall in love by accidental
For when u decide to leave  to hard to handle
I wanted all of u
And not a sample 

Far away 
see a glimpse
Of your heart but
Its laying deep inside the shadows

After all things wont be the same
So Might as well use this as ammo

Verse 2

im breaking through the barrier
i still need to hurry up
baby what u pickin up
i cant tell if this is love
40000 years amuck
we still argue bout what star we from
but stop and look how far we come
damn i we didnt do enough

plenty men devoured by the evil lesser known
if i stay focused on the essence of my soul
i gotta prophecy entangled with my spirit that the stars
chose to bestow
i bleed from out my eyes into the late november snow
the fox inside my blood has chose his presence to be known
the human left inside me looks to find another home
he says im awful
im way above the ways of thinking lawful
im stuck inside the mouth of reason rippin out his tonsils
my energy is somehow tied to paleozoic fossils
its smothered deep in mother natures arms remaining coddled
but i like it
as for every mortal left alive your uninvited
we take this gift of earth and give it violence
id prefer if inside my world i could choose to keep it private
its not tinnitus
but this noise inside my head id like to attribute to sirens
insomuch i feel the rush of vehicles beside it
these flashing scenes of tragedy sit inside of my eyelids

waiting for the lightning to strike me | feat. sewerperson (slipfunc)

find the treasure in my trash.

i make whatever i want to. if u dislike it idc. shoutout the producers on these tracks too <3

waiting for the lightning to strike me | feat. sewerperson (slipfunc)

no.cape