Name: harmonies (prod. loudestro) by Nod
Duration: 2 min 31 s
Description: cringy emo christmas love song, happy holidays! <3

We all needed this and we didn’t even know..

Setbacks

prod: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCNG1W2kKDmWGnGDtm0i1SSg
enjoy!

Reality Ripper (prod. hero)

cringy emo christmas love song, happy holidays! <3

harmonies (prod. loudestro)

(prod. Chill Sebs)

now you see I have a problem
but my mind tells me lies its so hard now, hate me
used to bake in the night, don't forget me
its so sad, but i cry and it breaks me

why is everything so blacked out
I cant even feel my heart, when you're gone now
soul partner, in the night, how did I allow
you to leave me all alone in my sorrows
I'm blinded baby

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

I'm drowning in our memories
echoes of your touch
sleeping here at night
while you're out having fun
connected like the stars and moon in the night
you're the only one who I love, that's right

baby you're my soul partner, everything
I see when I dream
phone calls, and videos, sent from you to me
every little text I get from you makes me think 
of the little things, you do and how much they mean to me

cant you see
that I love you
now its hard
to get by
without trusting you
(baby)
babe you're so special
now its hard to deny
I don't need you, with me

aches in my bones
cold in the night
heart all alone
you're not by my side

you're precious
sweet as diamonds and candy
I cant imagine you leaving

soul partner

Lyrics 

Yeah 
I’ve got a problem and I can’t help it 
Want you all too my self I’m too selfish 
It always makes me sick, the thought of you as someone else’s 
Got me feelin helpless 
Ok
Tell me that you love me even on my lowest day 
And I know that this is genuine I see it on your face 
Tell me where have you been my whole you little ray of sunshine 
I’m glad you’re all mine 


Back track 
A couple steps 
What’s it Been like 6 years? 
Shit I forgot 
I got too much on my head 
I’m just playin how tf could I forget 
You’re the one to come and save me when my whole life was a mess 
And Wish that I could put it into words but you know me too well 
I probably fuck that up too probably far worse than you can tell 
And it’s so like you to give me paitence through this hell 
My little angel I won’t ruin the reason you fell 
I love with me 
For all eternity 
They rid you of your wings 
To put you here with me 

But enough of alll the past 
Shit 
We can  remanence
At the crib with our feet kicked up at 86 
I mean let’s talk all about here and now 
Or The future we both see With our heads in the clouds 
When I see you it feels like im dreamin
And the way I say I love you, just know I truly mean it 
The light of my life placed perfect for a reason 
The highest of highs, your the drug that I’ve been needing

Selfish (prod. boyfifty)

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lyrics:
I’ll wait 
I’ll wait 
I’ll wait 
for you
To come back 
but I know you won’t
Yeah
Shit I’m still sitting by the bottle 
My bear feet yeah held up against the cobble 
I’m just a drink away from reading the Bible 
This vodka hittin my head starting to wobble 
I didn’t give myself the blame and now I’m liable 
I just wanna be respected and reliable 
But ima ghost and im unfindable 
An the way they leave me so fast 
You’d think that I’d be unfixable 
But I feel invincible 
When I’m with you
When I’m with you 
When I’m with you 
When I’m with you 
Such a slight switch in my mood
And now I’m feeling invisible 
To you, to you, to you
Something I should be used to
I’m tryina find me a way to be fine
But every thought feel like a hurdle 
Yeahh
said she’s worried I’d hurt her like you 
But how could I hurt you when I know what you been through 
I can’t stress the way that they sayin my name they don’t know the Y is silent, like you 
Don’t worry baby I won’t ever get violent with you 
I know I’m annoying I got lots to say
I know I’m annoying I got lots to say
But I’m just showing you my true self 
I could never hide that from you 
An Now I can’t hide 
from the thoughts I have of you 
This trust no one tattoo on my arm cuz of you 
at least i guess I learned a lot from you 
If im doing the right thing 
If im
If im doing the right thing 
Will always be a question on my dome
I’m so worried of letting go
That I can’t let no body else close
I feel like I’m wasting away 
At this point you would think I just wanna rot away 
At this point you would think that I’m just gonna decay

decay (prod. king theta)

{HOOK}
i have a pain in my stomach 
that I could not satisfy 
it’s eating at me and I don’t why
you left me with no one and nowhere to go and it’s cold its like 20 below outside
I march through the rain in spring and the snow in the winter to make sure that you’re alright    


{VERSE}
a knight with no armor 
a sword with no shield 
but I would be stronger right by your side 
 when I look to the sky I see nothing but darkness
but that was until I looked in your eyes 
my stomach is turning and killing me 
ripping the wings off a butterfly 
my life’s like balatro I’m  playing the cards that I’m dealt and hoping they multiply  
 can’t leave my house without stressin bout death I honestly feel like I’m terrified 
like a horror movie
because I stick to my guns like its call of duty
try to rip through my flesh when the muscles chewy  
and I don’t wanna hear what your saying to me
cus i feel like a mess when it’s late im stressed and the thing that love looks like satan to me

{HOOK} x2


Mixed by @ericgodlow
Prod. by @dercept + @jolst

99knights - satisfy

took me a bit to make this, but it was a ton of fun to experiment with some new sounds. s/o hero for teaching me about formant shifting /o/ 
I'm gonna try and release 2 songs next month, no guarantee though c:

lyrics:

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side 
I’d die for you
  
So I tear myself apart everyday that’s fine
I know that every piece ends up entwined
with my hands tracing slowly up up spine
sewing threads so tight they won’t unwind
I

wanna know
have you ever tried to be
anything more than what you’re trying to be
need to know 
if you’ve ever tried to see
everything that I can see

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that
that

Iiiii
will love you like I know to
castle in the sky 
baby I think we should float too
I’m barely alive
but for you I wanna pull through
if you were my ride or die
there’d be so much I could show you

I would lift your head when the water’s high
I would wrap your hands when you’re cold at night
lay flat on the ground so I break your fall
And I would be alright  
I wouldn’t mind at all
I would move the sun when it blinds your sight
I would shoulder your weight and still stand upright
mutilate my body if my skin’s not right for you
if you were by my side
I’d die for you

I could be a shipwreck washed ashore
I could be approaching meteors
I could be somebody’s last resort
Did I ever tell you that before?

break your fall (empty roads)

yeah we never did it right
try to switch sides but its too late
take the rib out my side
every waking thought feels insane 
but i know thay im alive
been tryna find comfort in this pain
but boy its been a ride
saw that look up on ur face ur gone tonight

when a star collides
or an angel gets its wings
when the night sky’s
reflecting on to me
it’s like i couldn’t help it
you smile while you say im selfish
my bad that you couldn’t tell
when i tried to yell
i was busy breathless

we can waste time
thinking bout the past 
but im offline
since you made my heart black
and i gave my phone a crack

in the front seat of a new car
felt u cut me, got a new scar
aint it lovely when you’re so far?
family found me in the front yard 

been ashamed of the man that i was 
been off of the gram, cuz its only fake love
i came to conclusion im stuck in a rut
but im stronger than this so im not giving up

when a star collides
or an angel gets its wings
when the night sky’s
reflecting on to me
like i couodnt help it
you smile while you say im selfish
my bad that u couldn’t tell
when i tried to yell
i was busy breathless

breathless [under the maple tree]

Chasing Comatose by Vails 
Production by Lovekelo
Artwork by Safehaven

Lyrics:

I’m going fast paced with life, yeah I overdosed
World spinning in my mind, moving comatose
Everything feels so weird, like a lucid ghost
Am I dead or alive? I can’t feel my pulse

Ran outta luck, ran outta dreams
Needle in my veins, tearing at the seams
Life on a treadmill, sprint till I bleed
Every promise I made, I couldn’t keep
Got me drifting through the city lights
Seeing angels when I close my eyes
backseat with my demons tonight
Can’t tell if I’m wrong or I’m right
Mirror broken like my mental state
Heartbeat glitching at a different rate
Woke up and my soul felt late
They said “you’re okay” I said that is fake

I said that is fake
I said that is fake
I said that is fake

I’m going fast paced with life, yeah I overdosed
World spinning in my mind, moving comatose
Everything feels so weird, like a lucid ghost
Am I dead or alive? I can’t feel my pulse

#emoplugg #hyperpop #jerseyclub #soundcloud #vails #safehaven

Chasing Comatose

deadwood collective

Lyrics
-=-=-=-
I don’t even wanna go outside
I just wanna stay right here in my room
A thousand chemicals
Consuming everything I do
I try to show it’s all for you
But these intentions never prove
I have my back up to the wall
And I can feel it falling through

Into the quick sand
Feel it like a sixth sense
I’ve been feeling sick since
You said that you miss me
Plucking the six string
I’m feeling misery
Tryna find a melody
To show you what you did to me
Anxiousness a tendency
That tends to get the best of me
I bite this fucking tongue until it splits upon my bloodied teeth

I don’t even wanna go outside

Nah I’ma keep that shit right here
Stabbing my back u don’t fight fair
No time shared
Like why care
Flippin the script and I’m taking a rip from
I don’t know
I don’t care
You don’t even care when I’m right here
Like right here
I’m right here
Girl can’t you hear me I’m right here

I'll die in this room (prod. wraithontheporch)

some of the bars of all time
@4EVER-COLLECTIVE

harmonies (prod. loudestro)

Nod

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