prod by jacob vallen and me

@notaheroo <33

glass i was given, it all turns to shards
why look to me when it all feels so hard?
but ill cherish ur faith in me
when they lean on ur walls and they weaken,  ill make sure its guarded

i resist temptations plaguing my head
and guard you from monsters that’s under your bed
i can’t go outside
feels like tryna kill this demon would be suicide
feel like you pulled me out from hell when our souls intertwined
swear this drink gon be the death of me but it give me life
and now she rolling brown eyes, pouring red wine up
there’s no one that i like in here girl can we go away
i’m too drunk baby i’m just tryna leave this place right now
right now im lost but ill love you when im found
im notahero but id love to stick around
it’s all just fucking up
maybe we were wrong and neither one of us was right
i need motivation just to get by
i blow out smoke into this amethyst sky

guarded w/ notahero

Wake Up w/ Brecken

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

god im so fucking bored I might go try shoegaze 
who are you who are you who are you aye 
theres no need to get fucked up cuz its jus Tuesday
make a move make a move make a move aye 

I think I should push em back cuz lately they aint showing love
if ts shit get bloody just promise me that you wont fuck this up
I might have a heart attack, this shit be freezing up my lungs 
smoking on exotic gas I swear 2 god this shit is strong

I wont ever stop this shit until this shit go sideways 
why u talkin all that shit I got a migraine
im really tired imma kick it back at my place
im losing wires and im suffering the time waste	

told u im just weak as fuck I wake up got a runny nose
I got some people they staring at me from across the road
I wont really stay w them cuz im feeling like a ghost
imma make it out this town
catch me going coast 2 coast

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

I think I should push em back cuz lately they aint showing love
if ts shit get bloody just promise me that you wont fuck this up
I might have a heart attack, this shit be freezing up my lungs 
smoking on exotic gas I swear 2 god this shit is strong

who are you who are you who are you aye 
I know ur in a mood but I wont do what u say
they really think I switched up but I just got new ways
ur so rude ur so rude, in a new maze

who r u [tiresss]

"one day we gon be okay baby just stay"
i can hear just how you told me like its yesterday
ill be sure to send my love from the cosmos
i guess lately its just been harder hitting high notes
i guess lately its just been easier to let my mind go
i guess lately im feeling bad bout dragging you along

cuz i dont want to see you at the bottom
and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

but i cant make you smile
havent seen those pearly whites girl whats got you down
we can live another life if we leave this town
one day i can make it right one day youll be proud
in the passenger seat found my reason in the stars
i got holes in my jeans you got anger in your heart
its not as easy as it seems so i try to play my part
control alt then you deleted me im back here at the start
i got bad lungs one more cigarette
another sad song posted on the internet
i guess its not fun tell myself im not upset
when the days done find a place to lay my head
from the day we met swore to be my best
we both know the fire started when you call my friends
now im only feeling sorry for the shit i said
one day imma be a star im just not shining yet

and baby you can tell me if its too much
i know i can be a lot so you just say som
and i dont like myself if we need something to agree on
im up making songs fell asleep with my jeans on
i can tell you love me from the way you take my jeans off
id love if youd stick with me ill look better when i wean off
the same songs just in different styles
you wonder when i been this happy girl its been a while

denim w/ halfhearted (p. under the maple tree)

lyrics ⬇️

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me
i hate the ridicule i feel like this is hide and seek
switch perspectives for a second maybe you would see
its not really all that perfect in this deep blue sea
i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 
nevermind the thoughts i had of what it coudlnt be
cuz i dont think too much or at all when i fall asleep
and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep
ur the only thing in my thoughts I miss all the dreams
it was nice that I escaped my sick reality
but now i gotta go right back to find my inner peace 

i talk a lot about you i dont think you think of me

i checked my vitals and my heart is beating beautifully 

and im so sorry when you call i know you gon hear the beep
and its my fault that i did everything i did to you

but if you didnt jump conclusions i think wed be cool
split my body armor when you uncovered the truth
i drank that that poison every night
didn’t have nun to lose
not much else to do
like now that i can’t fall asleep

now that I can’t fall asleep (secre)

petrified at the sight of what is nigh,
though, it might be nice to rectify the white of lies
so, find him tied, unrecognizably contrived
be it like of day or night, they'll always deem to be insightful

the dog is bled of it's effort spent
yet the culprit fed it's influence
through a wooden fence it would lean against
tearing at it's skin, but it's only his

scrap these words i hold in place 
if thou uncertain, bestow thee grace
but how's he hurting, i don't see pain?
it's only made certain once one's decayed

flawless, though it seemed to you i wasn't honest
a heart shift, i could tell that you must've been starving
cautious, replicate the struggle and i'll fall in
august kept him held within it's empty margins

drained, split amid reality and that of what is made
the cowardice of hounding prove susceptible to flame
regardless of the sender, the recipient's enraged 
courtesy of riddance claims regression is to blame

though he's zoned, although unknown, he won't corrode, 
beknown of crows and open roads, the omen flows, but will it show or come to slow?
we'll never know (8x)

the dog is bled of it's effort spent
yet the culprit fed it's influence
through a wooden fence it would lean against
tearing at it's skin, but it's only his

terrestrial acrimony (sorrow bringer x luffysome)

yeah we never did it right
try to switch sides but its too late
take the rib out my side
every waking thought feels insane 
but i know thay im alive
been tryna find comfort in this pain
but boy its been a ride
saw that look up on ur face ur gone tonight

when a star collides
or an angel gets its wings
when the night sky’s
reflecting on to me
it’s like i couldn’t help it
you smile while you say im selfish
my bad that you couldn’t tell
when i tried to yell
i was busy breathless

we can waste time
thinking bout the past 
but im offline
since you made my heart black
and i gave my phone a crack

in the front seat of a new car
felt u cut me, got a new scar
aint it lovely when you’re so far?
family found me in the front yard 

been ashamed of the man that i was 
been off of the gram, cuz its only fake love
i came to conclusion im stuck in a rut
but im stronger than this so im not giving up

when a star collides
or an angel gets its wings
when the night sky’s
reflecting on to me
like i couodnt help it
you smile while you say im selfish
my bad that u couldn’t tell
when i tried to yell
i was busy breathless

breathless [under the maple tree]

Lyrics-

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me 

 I just  can’t escape 
All of the calamity thrown in my face 
Shit I got enough on my plate 
But i eat it up and dont leave non to waste 
And honestly id rather rot in this hell
Than ever step foot inch’s out of my shell
Im comfortable here as if you couldn’t tell 
Now I’m getting tired of repeating myself 

I said I’m fine 
Like fuck ok 
What do you want from me 
I locked myself in here and I don’t want no company 
The silent sense of solitude was kinda comforting 
The end is just outside 
This time I feel that it has come for me

calamity p. wraithontheporch

prod neverforever

mastered by hauri

lyrics

(cyzun)
go head run along
bouta drink to this song
i just wanna feel okay 
but i cant when im not at home
i just wanna be alone
taking addys to the dome
i dont ever wanna see you
but when i do idk
how to feel anything
brain stalls when i think
the way you flickered the nightlight
shouldve seen it coming in hindsight
i was tryna get my mind right
its like you planned it at the right time
i was tryna get my mind right
you fucked it up at the worst time
cause its taking its toll on me to see you

(brecken)
yea yea i dont like the way that ima think
i cant go to sleep without a drink
every night i think of you and me
wish that i could finish what i wanted
took my heart to flaunt it then you broke it
i cant take this no more i been hopeless
but it dont even matter no more
nah cuz i dont wanna see you like that
i wish i could tell you what you really meant to me when we were close
now its so far away i can’t remember ur face unless both of my eyes been closed
i saw a part of me twisted up in your head
but I couldn’t see whachu did til i got to the end of the roach
kicked to curb pushed to the edge
i didn’t know until you told me so
i hit the road i had nothing to own
all that i wanted is leaving the throne
& i could be honest but you wouldnt know
now you gon know it in hindsight

(cyzun)
go head run along
bouta drink to this song
i just wanna feel okay 
but i cant when im not at home
i just wanna be alone
taking addys to the dome
i dont ever wanna see you
but when i do idk

(brecken & cyzun)
go ahead run along
i wont be touchin my phone
not cuz you hurt me a lot
its cuz i think you a hoe
go ahead run along
i wont be touchin my phone
not cuz you hurt me a lot
its cuz i think you a hoe

hindsight w/ brecken (neverforever)

lyrics<3

more than friends back then
now we’re not good
mixing thoughts up in head
like i said i would
laying roses on the bed when i walk thru

wash it away like the sins of a martyr
thirsty for my blood im a lamb to your slaughter
dont need any love so i dont know why i bother
pushing till you shove, i fell deep into your water 

think twice
next time you worry about me
girl ill be alright
i wear my heart on my sleeve
and idk why
ur always there in my dreams
when im falling asleep 
ur the ghost in my sheets 
its not easy being someome you dont want now
and its freezing, guess thats why i never go out
fight the feeling 
got me waiting for the comedown
every week,
i pave the streets of this ghostown

baby not thats not love
you leave me evrry other day
tried to lift u up
but you dont wanna have it that way
i wont stick around till you break
my lifes an endless cycle, im a moth to your flame

i wish the process wasent so hard
cuz everytime i tried to quit i hit the restart

overcome with guilt while I’m gassing up my room, I know that it won’t help 
but im scared to face the truth

ghost town [under the maple tree]

a day trip to new earth

@imhalfhearted on insta <3

“halfhearted” on spotify

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