This song feels like a swamp filler episode 

Lyrics-

MyGreatEscape

oh shit 
I spilled my drink
I pour another cuz I just don’t think 
I get so messed up I walk with a limp 
im playing these memories that’s saved on this disc

oh shit
imma snap it 
Remind me of times I thought that was gone 
I seem unhappy im making these songs 
I spill my guts everytime that im wrong 

I pour my heart out for them was it right?
i was a kid i was so scared of knifes 
playing with blades when im up in the night
this is my downfall my downfall alright 

I wanna save myself
I cannot save myself
I need some help
in a box I yell 
in a box I yell 
come get me out 

oh shit 
I spilled my drink
I pour another cuz I just don’t think 
I get so messed up I walk with a limp 
im playing these memories that’s saved on this disc

oh shit
imma snap it 
Remind me of times I thought that was gone 
I seem unhappy im making these songs 
I spill my guts everytime that im wrong 

-

is it worth getting away just for a day 
and then I’ll just come back worse
what did I say, i missing the rain 
Cuz the sun just hurts 

oh my god yea this life’s a blur 
yea 
I won’t lie I don’t like world but 
some of you 
I will keep with me 
But some of you
you will walk with me

disc [michael harrison]

lyrics

know you think you’re special and important, uh, yeah
but you’re not blowing gas inside this foreign, uh, yeah
i’m half asleep, god, you’re fucking boring, uh, yeah
just getting pockets filled with cheese while yawning
i’ve got the birks, and they see me
handing out bags like it’s vv
changing up ways, yeah, i’m feeling like yeezy
uh, “mum, i’m on tv.”
i’ve got the boys, yeah, it’s rounds on me
you don’t want beef, who is you fucking with?
cause i’m on the street, we’re on the street
i’m blowing gas, whipping this shit while you’re throwing your ass
when it’s this top shelf, i’m not doing math
but i’ll double down that
you show me love, and i love when you laugh
yeah, i’m a pleaser, a cookie to pass
living it lavish, uh, i’m here to please
baby, i get it, i got what you need
i’ma just slide to your crib in beat
come here, lil baby, my flow is on peak
come here now, cookies in stream
i know i get messy when i’m in the paint
stars so bright, it’s like i’m serving cocaine
sorry, that’s novocaine
other one told me to pick me up, no, i can’t
cause this one right next to me, she wants the ring
but still, i got to think
about who do you think you is while i do my thing
but right now, i am free
i got the key
me and maxy, everyone else inside baltic sea
cooking up sound waves and cooking up dreams
know you think you’re special and important, uh, yeah
but you’re not blowing gas inside this foreign, uh, yeah
i’m half asleep, god, you’re fucking boring, uh, yeah
just getting pockets filled with cheese while yawning
i’ve got the birks, and they see me
handing out bags like it’s vv
changing up ways, yeah, i’m feeling like yeezy
uh, “mum, i’m on tv.”
i’ve got the boys, yeah, it’s rounds on me
you don’t want beef, who is you fucking with?
cause i’m on the street, we’re on the street (i'm on the street

on me

on me (coffeelover)

produced by @prodcxrter x threemvsk
featuring @decksmusic x @flesh

https://open.spotify.com/track/7IaPndHHSCwBx3zEFHtFAY?si=CL8_mcGpSG2pvXp4xVEwlQ&context=spotify%3Aalbum%3A3nvvOZ7UptPO8PoFNhNMn6

lyrics:

[@lottaheart]
every breath i take is just a waste when
you don't share the air that i breathe in
but i'll try my best to stay patient
it's just when i'm with you it's like i'm dreaming

i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@decksmusic]
whats the point in going back on my word?
i’ve felt it once or twice before i’d never raise up the dirt
you saw the mirror break connection at first
cuz that reflections never perfect, our relations are earned
i need like eight hours 
to break sour
you see me in the waves, cower,
all that power will go to your head
paste valor
your flush malar
i wonder what’ll make matters worse
could it last you a lifetime?

i don’t wanna overwhelm you with my pain
i put the pen down, call it a night
in the presence of the same i’d be a lifeline
tell me right now, is that alright?

[@lottaheart]
i don't wanna overwhelm you with my thoughts
i'll keep my head down and my hopes high
i'm just tryna get my point across
i hope this works out for a long time
[x2]

[@flesh]
hold my hand
let's walk around
i'll always have the memory
it finally start to hit me
way back then it was something else
we were snowed in
but you kept me warm
for years i've been frozen
opponent of myself i know that
i'm just glad that's not the me that you knew
i put up one hell of a show
remember how callie would hide all the time
i guess that's what i feel like
that shit makes me wanna cry

hopes high w/ decks & flesh [cxrter x threemvsk]

produced by: ilyl1ght 
lyrics:
why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see oh 

𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙞 𝙙𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙤𝙧 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙨𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙢𝙚 
𝙞𝙩𝙨 𝙟𝙪𝙨𝙩, 𝙞 𝙜𝙚𝙩 𝙨𝙘𝙖𝙧𝙚𝙙 
𝙛𝙖𝙘𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪𝙧 𝙛𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 
𝙞 𝙡𝙤𝙫𝙚 𝙮𝙤𝙪

i feels like i’ve nowhere to go
your not here and im trying to cope 
that look in your eyes feels like home 
home, home 
ohh 
with you it feels like i belong 
with you i don’t feel im alone 
ohhh

why do i do this to myself?
i swear that  im building a hell for us 
just you don’t want anyone else 
i try but it feels like im not enough 
and oh it eats slowly at me oh
if only you saw what i see ohh

you, i wont cope in a world without you
i wont live in a world without you 

<3

comfort

petrified at the sight of what is nigh,
though, it might be nice to rectify the white of lies
so, find him tied, unrecognizably contrived
be it like of day or night, they'll always deem to be insightful

the dog is bled of it's effort spent
yet the culprit fed it's influence
through a wooden fence it would lean against
tearing at it's skin, but it's only his

scrap these words i hold in place 
if thou uncertain, bestow thee grace
but how's he hurting, i don't see pain?
it's only made certain once one's decayed

flawless, though it seemed to you i wasn't honest
a heart shift, i could tell that you must've been starving
cautious, replicate the struggle and i'll fall in
august kept him held within it's empty margins

drained, split amid reality and that of what is made
the cowardice of hounding prove susceptible to flame
regardless of the sender, the recipient's enraged 
courtesy of riddance claims regression is to blame

though he's zoned, although unknown, he won't corrode, 
beknown of crows and open roads, the omen flows, but will it show or come to slow?
we'll never know (8x)

the dog is bled of it's effort spent
yet the culprit fed it's influence
through a wooden fence it would lean against
tearing at it's skin, but it's only his

terrestrial acrimony (sorrow bringer x luffysome)

yeah we never did it right
try to switch sides but its too late
take the rib out my side
every waking thought feels insane 
but i know thay im alive
been tryna find comfort in this pain
but boy its been a ride
saw that look up on ur face ur gone tonight

when a star collides
or an angel gets its wings
when the night sky’s
reflecting on to me
it’s like i couldn’t help it
you smile while you say im selfish
my bad that you couldn’t tell
when i tried to yell
i was busy breathless

we can waste time
thinking bout the past 
but im offline
since you made my heart black
and i gave my phone a crack

in the front seat of a new car
felt u cut me, got a new scar
aint it lovely when you’re so far?
family found me in the front yard 

been ashamed of the man that i was 
been off of the gram, cuz its only fake love
i came to conclusion im stuck in a rut
but im stronger than this so im not giving up

when a star collides
or an angel gets its wings
when the night sky’s
reflecting on to me
like i couodnt help it
you smile while you say im selfish
my bad that u couldn’t tell
when i tried to yell
i was busy breathless

breathless [under the maple tree]

thank you guys for the beat, love all of you deadwood

lyrics
-=-=-=-
I don’t mind
When you don’t find the time
I think I like sometimes 
to be alone
Cause you just twist my words
And you make sure it hurts
I never get hopes up
That you’ll atone

I been back on the pills, shit
I don’t wanna feel this
When the thoughts all flood back
I just kill it
I been up and restless
Hoping for a check in
Praying for a message
Knowing damn well it’ll never come
And I’m not the one
You made sure I knew that
Hearts go flat,
It’s just time that proves that
That's what you said
Misconstrued? 
That’s every word by fucking word

I think everything will turn out for the best. (prod. wraithontheporch x NE'ERDOWELL)

deadwood collective

Lyrics
-=-=-=-
I don’t even wanna go outside
I just wanna stay right here in my room
A thousand chemicals
Consuming everything I do
I try to show it’s all for you
But these intentions never prove
I have my back up to the wall
And I can feel it falling through

Into the quick sand
Feel it like a sixth sense
I’ve been feeling sick since
You said that you miss me
Plucking the six string
I’m feeling misery
Tryna find a melody
To show you what you did to me
Anxiousness a tendency
That tends to get the best of me
I bite this fucking tongue until it splits upon my bloodied teeth

I don’t even wanna go outside

Nah I’ma keep that shit right here
Stabbing my back u don’t fight fair
No time shared
Like why care
Flippin the script and I’m taking a rip from
I don’t know
I don’t care
You don’t even care when I’m right here
Like right here
I’m right here
Girl can’t you hear me I’m right here

I'll die in this room (prod. wraithontheporch)

~2300~

prod by @dabootlegboy , tnvr , and myself

bodyparts w/ the bootleg boy

keep the peace

met you in a dead room
in the dark
reachin for something to guide me
i went through all the past lives
in the dark
waiting for karma to spite me

but i won't, 
no i'm not giving up
it's harder now to even trust myself
let alone someone else

but i'm here
and i'm not leaving soon
it's harder when you never could just stay
(i always wanna fly away)

touch down
i'm falling in love with you every day
i'm on my way now
full stop
i'm folding my cards over your table
got me unstable

unstable [demo]

@imhalfhearted on insta <3

“halfhearted” on spotify

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