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prod by my guy @solofttt
fucking love you all.
more on the way
stay strong
take care; drink water
try to get some rest.
thank you for being here

too much
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways

that's the price that i'll pay
not to be overcome by my emotions
a hallow frame, left to be hung on it's own
where nobody'll noticed it's changed
feel that pain of your confusion
and just turn it into music
orchestrations of my patience
retrospective-made illusions

just be cautious not to lose it
'cause some bitch said something stupid
trust me, god i know it hurts
but know your worth and keep on moving
somewhere in the sky
just go outside and raise your head
there's reclusive ways to cleanse yourself
without this constant dread
but this toxin's running deeper
i don't know how long i'll last
i misplaced my faith with hatred
as i'm staring down the glass
i ain't hitting you up like i know you (but i do)
but i'm up a few notches, i'll understand
'cause the past, it haunts you (it does)
i try to reach out, but i got ghost hands

felt too much
now i don't feel enough
felt too much
i may have dove a little deep in the ocean
for my lungs,
couldn't handle the pressure that they had been holding
y'all folding, but i'm focused
honestly i feel omnipotent
only when i get my hands on the potion
or i'm broken, i'm not joking
but maybe if i break daylight, then i'll get shit done
and i'll feel alright
with a tone so stale there was no real cry
on a blood-stained trail, we still bleed overnight
fuck, i bet that you feel it again
incisions embellish your skin
and now you're all alone again
deprived of the people you thought were your friends
i made a couple calls, did they go through?
it ain't fair, i really don't wanna miss you
take care, i'll be blowing on tissues
no air, but, somehow i breathe through
it's 4 in the morning, my guardian's snoring
i'm sorry i lied, i've been sippin away
i'd make me some porridge, but puke it by morning
the cycle is horrid, but i ain't complain

indefinite pain ain't just part of my day
it's been shrouding my brain
like a vulturous gate
this shit's an escape
i'm always afraid
of being locked out of my own mental state
try not to run away just yet, i feel you
breaching my skin, for the meantime

too much 
i don't wanna feel too much
(like what?)
beat up; feet are clamped in the mud
no one
fuck this damper wood i'm hunching over every day
you shouldn't feed me love 'cause i'll regurgitate it anyways
(anyways)

woodworks [prod. soloft]

produced by heylog

lyrics:
let me show you how to act right
if you listened it would define
just the type of person u are
it doesn't matter what you go by
cause you'll always be the same person
and you'll always be one of the worst friends
you always were the one to go
when i thought i could count on u the most

lesson learned, don't hold your grudge
even if it could lose someone
hate to know the truth be told
now everything is overthrown

do u wonder where u come from?
picturing at what you've really done
does it affect the way you see your arch?
do they look at you less than what you are?
cause you've always been the same person
and you've always fought the urge to sin
& goodluck tryna get me back
at 2am it kills you bad

no, you messed with the wrong person
yeah you messed with the wrong
you messed it up on purpose
yeah you messed it up
hopefully lesson learned 
i hope a lesson here was learned
i did what i had to do man
and in all honesty 
you're hurting

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produced by heylog

lyrics:
can't u ever be nice
you don't have to think twice
in the moment each time that i run away
in the end it's your fault
really gave you my all
u don't have to be a problem toward me anyway

there's much more to life than going out
spend saturday night dead on the ground
𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘵
I HIGHLY DOUBT YOUR FATHER'S EVEN PROUD
JUST ANOTHER WHORE FOLLOWING THE CROWD
broken glass, the bottles enticing
she told me her sign is a pisces
𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵?
do i look like someone who even cares
𝘯𝘰 𝘨𝘰𝘥
you and i would never pair
already off on the wrong path
ur such an idiot, hope you know that
i used to find you cute but now ur trash
you can change but na you can't change ur past
text me, on your end it's open
but you don't know it
you don't know i ghosted
for once, take accountability
always excuses, please
you are disgust to me
there’s much more to life than blacking out
spend almost every weekend on the ground
i smell the alcohol stench in ur mouth
there ain’t a single to be proud of

can't u ever be nice
you don't have to think twice
in the moment each time that i run away
in the end it's your fault
really gave you my all
u don't have to be a problem toward me anyway
𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺
𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘮𝘦
𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘨𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦

trash

guitars done by @prodjpjp
rest produced by heylog

lyrics:
starving now, it gets pretty bad
you saw it all get split in half
about every bridge has been collapsed
old friends of mine slowly detached
i think it's all my fault
questioning if i'm wrong
how do i make it stop
can't rest at all

one call was all i needed
right now, i feel completed
2019 is over
been four years and got lower
though, for me it stood out
bleed to just hear one sound
i'd die to hear that noise
the calmness of your voice
i knew how it'd turn out
soon you'd be leaving town
and i couldn't bare that thought
was hard to move on
32 degrees, lungs get colder by the second
been through hell and out
it's like there's some type of obsession
wondering the choice you made if you've ever regret it
if you gotta say something why don't you come confess it
everytime you mention how, i need to find me
don't know what ur tryna say
don't know what u mean
i think ur just saying words
you're just saying things
even you confuse yourself
you don't know what to think
the reason why i live is to hope for a day
to finally see guidance leading ur way
wonder how to start, wonder where i go
all of it requires leaving my home
been through a bit and so much has gone
you don't gotta be sorry if i went through a lot
i can see us starting a family
i think it's the only thing that'll help me

starving now, it gets pretty bad
you saw it all get split in half
about every bridge has been collapsed
old friends of mine slowly detached
i think it's all my fault
questioning if i'm wrong
how do i make it stop
can't rest at all
heart's pounding strong
been up for hours
the sun's almost up
like how do i do it
she say, "where you been"
no where
just haven't checked my phone to use it
it's all gone down in carnage
debris in my lungs
wake up, feel like garbage
and get my yeti cup
i'm obsessed, pop a can of caffeine
even 300mg can barely do a thing to me

carnage

lyrics ⬇️ <3

(me)
cold heart
long arms you can reach
restart although I don’t wanna repeat
it’s hard for you to see
you can hardly even believe 
but I been going through it
so you have been deceived 

there’s high waters where I’m coming from
no way out I need someone to come and cover him
don’t bleed out
no high hopes I’m always suffering 
so astound
yea this time I don’t need a single thing from your mouth

but they’re never proud and I been alone
you’re never around to see
i don’t like my town I don’t like my crowd
but I’m not allowed to leave
somebody please help me
I’ll give you my love and peace
I’ll listen to wind hit trees
theres no way that I can sleep

and just like the rain all my tears have been pouring
she used to just make me feel so damn important 
inside
i trusted ur love but u sold me some lies
keep holding my hand while we wait for the time to tick
trying to cross but u burning my bridge
self medicate ima roll up a spliff
so unaware of the shit that you did 
to me
and honestly it’s getting hard
but trying my best is what tore us apart
and each time i talk you dont care what i say
i think it’s my fault im the one with the blame
and im sorryyyyy
i’m sorrryyy i knew where this would go
(me)
put the lights out tell everybody to leave
when the price down I always spend all my money
i try to hide out
but everybody come an find me
like what’s to cry abt
Like baby look at what’s all wrong with me

(greenwood)
'u up?' at 3 but i black out at 2
lately it's more than 'im not in the mood'
know that i wish that i wanted it too

i fill this cup like im probably dead in a year by myself
it's entirely on what i said
but i hate that you lied to me, fuck

solid states turn to disarray
at the edge, do you feel the same?
off the ket i've been up for days
you're the best, baby never change

i saw your face on the way down
cover yourself as it fades out
i'd be ashamed if you stay now
cover yourself, would you stay out?

and i fuck it up like a prodigy
on my own shit, i just wish that you'd talk to me
i feel at home with my place as a prodical
i take these pills, im ok when i'm off of them

never this way, it just fits so improbable 
hear what you said in the dark in the hospital
black in my skin i feel bad when i'm falling in
ask what had changed, i break down
fucking all of it

this town is a burden w/ halfhearted & Greenwood (slashy)

w/ (soundcloud.com/eunhae)

Greenwood:
Haunted, saw the way you walked in
Exactly how I wanted.
Holding out til august,
To see despite the darkness.
Washed out of a moment,
Forgot where we’ve been going.
Laid out by the ocean,
Lose my mind in several doses

Last night in passing went through,
Old phones and broken windows,
So close I guess it’s been though,
Whiteout I guess I’ve been so

eunhae:
last night i saw what you meant to me
everything about you's gorgeous, you're my centrepiece
i still remember our fight like it was yesterday
the night you left forever, now you went away

when i sleep at night i want you next to me
want you to touch my body
now i can't forget our story
i still need your arms around me

Greenwood & eunhae:
Last night in passing went through,
Old phones and broken windows,
So close I guess it’s been though,
Whiteout I guess I’ve been so

Haunted, saw the way you walked in
Exactly how I wanted.
Holding out til august,
To see despite the darkness.
Washed out of a moment,
Forgot where we’ve been going.
Laid out by the ocean,
Lose my mind in several doses

August (w/ eunhae)

lyrics// 

youre unbothered when i walk by 
and you only waste my damn time
 i dont think that we can do right 
no chance im not waiting for this green light 

[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle


but ill never say i never let u down 
u were half the reason that i got out of this town
guess ill never get it back huh?
4 months and you left me in the background
aint it funny how we go seprate ways
and we turn right around i swear we never change
and all i wanted was a soul i could save 
u just rot and decay 
six feet inside my grave 
and i would ask you i know u dont listen
if its too much a hassle i’ll go back in the basement
it’s hurt that you’ve discarded the picture that we painted


[chorus]
cuz u said u loved me just stop the bluffing, i try so hard
to you im still a deadbeat 
nobody can love you like i did girl 
my bodys been broken im brittle

[vito]
you call and call
embrace the fall
back to the wall
is where i belong
and i count every second your away
my memory of you has fade to grey

i can pull myself back in real time
lie and say i feel fine 
iv been on a decline 
wish that i could rewind
and take it back to you and i

[pre chorus]
all we ever do is run
and fess up on our broken trust
i wish that i could be the one
iv been tripping on your fucking love

brittle w/ VITO [cxrter]

lyrics

every piece of me is saying
word on the streets is you’re not staying
beg on my knees for you to say it
x2
but pleasant grove is all you know and fractured homes with broken family
i can’t tell you where to go
but every road led back to folly

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

iv been throwing up, iv been throwing up all on the pavement 
she’s said it’s so frustrating 
she said i wish you were happier
so now every smile feel like a facelift
now you got tears running down your face 
but you took it all and i gave it
i know it’s not good for my brain 
but i have more fun when im wasted
now i been drinking every night but safely
six months ago this looked so much different 
but word on the street and my mind says you hate me 
that would rip my heart in an instant
last time we had a fight 
i remember what it felt like to cry 
got smoke in my mouth and got tears in my eyes
cuz i don’t want the last time
to be the last time we say goodbye 

yeah every time that we touch base, water works right out my face
just how you found me
four years but i guess who’s counting 
every time that you embrace me
you’re saying “stop it grayson”
wish i had the heart to say
iv been numb for days waiting on the pavement 

sticks and stones tend to break me down
try to grab the wheel but im crashing out
mom and dad don’t like me know
it hurts because they used to be proud
why you never around 
when i’m calling your phone,you’re just putting it down
iv been falling apart on the burial grounds
iv been screaming for help but can’t open my mouth.

folly w/ notahero [king theta]

i'm sorry

berlin

lyrics//

wrote a letter to you 
wrote the date
signed my name
saw in the news
they finallly locked that man away

i dont wanna be the one to talk 
abt the problematic things
used be the one you call
when somethings wrong
but now we don’t agree

mama never learned
my dad tried his best but it only left him burned
sorry that it hurt you
yeah i stayed up every night 
asking “God what is my worth?”

but its all good
its a part of me now
im awful, just a face in the crowd
i wish you were proud.

so i drink another bottle by myself
sick and tired of the feeling that iv felt
said im lying but i know the truth
it’s killing me so im killing you

we were never ones to play it right
and 
i was never one to be aligned
feel the blood flow right into my visine
theres two sides to the silver lining

problematic [idly blare]

lyrics

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

drugs pick me up
lately i been getting fat and crying too much
i gotta get up off my ass and make a song
remember we was driving by them big houses and im thinking to myself "i want this for us"
ill make a song with my friends
i still got that blindfold on im jumping off the fence
i cant wait to pour up
said i cant wait until we fucking blow up
but you still bump my songs thats why i love you so much
so i know that its all in my head
i know that youre all in my head
i know that its all in my head

im fighting off something violent
ive gone deaf from ignoring the sirens
i never know how strong i am until im so close to dying
think imma store some energy so i can make a song
and maybe if you opened up then i could right a wrong
this feeling in my chest enough to make my stomach gone
its like the world hate me, looking up like oh my God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

God I-
know you want something better than me girl im not stupid but i lost my-
touch after i touched down from that hospital after i blacked out for the first time
start burning the sage
i dont think its fate that i met you
but im thankful that you stayed
i think youre one of the few

i think ur one of the few (p. ryan kelly x jolst)

yeah we never did it right
try to switch sides but its too late
take the rib out my side
every waking thought feels insane 
but i know thay im alive
been tryna find comfort in this pain
but boy its been a ride
saw that look up on ur face ur gone tonight

when a star collides
or an angel gets its wings
when the night sky’s
reflecting on to me
it’s like i couldn’t help it
you smile while you say im selfish
my bad that you couldn’t tell
when i tried to yell
i was busy breathless

we can waste time
thinking bout the past 
but im offline
since you made my heart black
and i gave my phone a crack

in the front seat of a new car
felt u cut me, got a new scar
aint it lovely when you’re so far?
family found me in the front yard 

been ashamed of the man that i was 
been off of the gram, cuz its only fake love
i came to conclusion im stuck in a rut
but im stronger than this so im not giving up

when a star collides
or an angel gets its wings
when the night sky’s
reflecting on to me
like i couodnt help it
you smile while you say im selfish
my bad that u couldn’t tell
when i tried to yell
i was busy breathless

breathless [under the maple tree]

i shut myself off, dead
ion feel nun at all
til my eyes cry red
i feel dead by default
til i'm drained out, bled
i still take all the fault
you can blame me instead
i should take all the fault

i never call, we never talk
i never wanted that, i swear
i swear it's off, i swear we're still the same, i thought
thought we'd be over this, i swear it's all my fault
it's all my fault. i always act like i forgot

bitch i'm way more than pissed off
i got fifty in this drum inside my pistol
i'm so close to breaking my streak, cut my wrist raw
i pray to this sawed off, how i hope it blow your lips off

this bitch so psychotic, almost lost it, ion give a fuck
i could kill you right now where you stand, like is you down or what
i hope that you understand that you're way past just fucking up
i know deep inside you're so depressed, lil bitch just suck it up
swear to god bitch suck it up

we're on different pages
but the same book
i'm waiting
for you to find out
what i did, i'm impatient
i should show you
its ok, i'm still sorry
i thought we, had an understanding
i'm sorry

suck it up

praying to the sky (prod. greaf)

Lil Peep - FLEXIN (prod. RONEN)

In The Bedroom, I Confess

Boba On The Rocks

really liked this track so i made a chopped and extended version, enjoy!
check out my playlist on every lil peep song @ https://soundcloud.com/youtheorganization/sets/lil-peepers-day-out

Lil Peep - Thinking About U (Without Feature & Extended)

@youngburial
@93feetofsmoke
@ihateshinigami

Lil PEEP - Down For You (PEEP ONLY - EXTENDED - BETTER QUALITY)

prod/mix - fats'e

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good at being lonely pt II

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“halfhearted” on spotify

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