Scared of What 

Prod : Georgia Smith
Mix : Jake Aron
Master : Simon Lam
Viola : Hana Stretton

I woke so softly
I saw you in a dream
You went so gently
So sad to see you leave

I don’t know where to go
what to do
I pretend to see the end
but i’m confused

Can you tell me
If i’m getting old to you?
I’m so scared of what I didn’t do
You said, just leave it all behind

But i don’t know where to go what to do
There’s a light in your mind burning through

Walking through this
waterfall it’s
taller than I’ve
ever seen before

Walking through this
waterfall it’s
taller than I’ve
ever seen before

Scared Of What

outfield

lyrics

dthstare: i’ve been pacing this club all night 
you were patient, it was all my
(fault)placing blame was never us
but this time I will take the fall 

like this club, your heart’s crowded & seeking love.
I miss your touch 
the warmth of this poison is not enough

bitter tongues, rushed older
call me quick come over 
stay with me, stay with me 

tk blue: 

Stay with me bae come closer keep yo pace 
You already know see the look in yo face
Baby you knowing not fucking play me 
Ima do this on the daily play the tape you can pay me pay me money you don’t got it tho 
You already know I’m going fast no know need to slow in this race I gotta do it like I’ll never fold boy that wasn’t yours why you lying to me give me all your money this ah robbery had to tell my bae like no ain’t no stopping me said I’m in her guts she say you all inside of me idk why she keep playing ig I’m in to deep ouuu she playing want you go into the rain ohh im painting idk why you plain 
 I can do what I can rather just be the man 
you kno it’s the plan ima do it everydayyyy

Bitter (prod. voidrave99)

solace (prod. plantcham)

(Uh, mmh, uh, uuhh, Uh, mmh, uh, uuhh)
Uh, baby let me know is you gone slide
Yeah im tryna see is you gone ride 
Cause you never know what time it Is
Say she like when she gripping my fye
I be posted be cooling with 5
Im fr yeah i put it on god 
Diamonds in my ear looking like piss

Uh, yeah i took his hoe cause he a hoe
Can’t get mad cause yo bitch she on go
And that bitch she gone do what i say so
And i got me some niggas on payroll 
Yeah my niggas on go when i say go
Put that shit on yeah this fashion not clothes
Yeah this shit that I but you can’t get out the store
(Uuhuhh, uuhuhh)
Yeah this shit that I but you can’t get out the store
Before I leave the house I’m grabbing my pole
If you talking that shit make him get on the floor 
Nigga we ain’t the police we kicking yo door
(Nigga we ain’t the police we kicking yo door)

Uh, baby let me know is you gone slide
Yeah im tryna see is you gone ride 
Cause you never know what time it Is
Say she like when she gripping my fye
I be posted be cooling with 5
Im fr yeah i put it on god 
Diamonds in my ear looking like piss
Uh, baby let me know is you gone slide
Yeah im tryna see is you gone ride 
Cause you never know what time it Is
Say she like when she gripping my fye
I be posted be cooling with 5
Im fr yeah i put it on god 
Diamonds in my ear looking like piss

55555 OUT ON ALL PLATS

POISON (GONJA KING)

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got a new face and I'm goin 2 ways
two faced up on a two way street
too fucked up in a new town
got a newfound passion
other than these newports and the shitty fashion
I been runnin laps on these rappins
half t;he shit was just cappins 
but I'm still makin action
you can sneak a peak if you read the captions

it's like time travel for half a second
but half a second makes the worlds difference
the worlds different 
so I guess a butterfly really chose the timeline
that's fate accept it and be fine

how the fuck I'mma accept a fate like that
while the world burns and my stomach churns
this shits too real

but I'm alice in wonderland I'm delulu
I just want beats to hit that new new

so I hit the youtube just 2 make another drop
they say who are you dude  Just another flop

2 years and I'll make it really rock
2 years and we'll see if I ever stop

like can I hold my passions
adhd makes my mental rationed
so I'm starvin for a feeling
they won't ever know what I'm fuckin ffeelin

damn bitch I'm a fuckin downer (dinosaur /shrug)
so I hit the nujabes I'm findin new ways
to conquer shit 
I'm goin bonkers it's driving me insane
thinkin I'mma lose my brain

but I never took that break
so I guess that I will strain
so strain I will
stretched too thin like toothpick and the floss
brushin me to the side
it's crushin me up inside

they don't care about the words hurt
or the words worth
worthless when you beat down by a couple million sentences 
sentence is trapped in my mind 
seconds are wrapped into time

and I've been wastin it
never facin it
I've been wastin in the basement
guess I like the torment
it's just abhorrent
40 hours work and I can't afford rent
work work work and I'm nvr makin cents

so they never hit me up for 2 thoughts
I want 2 thots to make my body hard
yeah i like they body parts
distractin, like every act paid to the actor
but this actress pro bono
she been lookin for a donor

I put my d on her
that's an honorary position
I flip her over and she's on a mission
she make my woody buzz till I lightyear

been hard since 2020 so I keep it light here
right here when I can when I'm in the present
but when I'm not, like in my head and shit
my morals and I dissent 
I descend into madness

Two Faced, Too Real. (prod. Allcaps)

im so hapy gn !!

I don't really wanna do no woah oh ohx2

I been in situations where just loving me ain't really part of me and it will not grow

So why's it hard to say that I'd just'd like to be someone who can truly grow

When no one has no faith no more I'm in my room I lock the door then I know voices stalking me

The ones that stay unknown and no one ever sees

All these fucking songs about the voices in my head and when I go to sleep they always singing in my ear
To me their so damn loud but no one else can ever hear got me tossing and I'm tumbling I'm rolling in my bed

And I can't admit that I'm de fucking pressed

Cause when I smile I never want to breathe again

Ooooo ohhh all these fucking people wanna talk about they own, No.

They got me staring at the wall of all the photos the ones I drew myself they give me hope no

But what's the point of hope when I'm just broke so
I don't get it I don't get it so I make a song that I never finish!  A "never" pain then delete the image yeah

I don't get I don't get so I make a song that I never finish time and time and time again


{They gotta die yeah} (adlib for wockhert)

Awake - Tskui ft wockhert

Lyrics:

BDJ: 
Its actually funny too because its like I was so lost in love, that i was blinded, you know, by her bad side and shit but fuck it, im free now and thats life, ay, lets go 

BDJ: 
Lost in love, where dreams they take flight,
Happiness sparking, throughout the night 
In this story, we'll travel to the north,
Where love's true beauty forever shines forth.
 Okay lets try to re write the story I know that im boring 
I know that im mourning 
Soaring through life, 
im as high as a kite 
but im low asf when i grab the knife 
its a fight 
and i hope to make it through 
but life make it hard, ion know what to do 
Yea i dont have a fucking clue 
but i think i figured out 
I know what to do 
Lost in infinity and more 
A universe of feelings I've never explored,
You're the North Star guiding me through the night,
A celestial connection, burning ever so bright

North $tar: 
yeah yeah im so lost in love 
and im tired of feeling like im not enough
yeah he want me but id know hed rather lie to me 
he doesnt wanna blow 5k on a diamond ring 
yeah ive been so lost in love 
but this time he makes me feel like im enough 
my feet are off the ground i feel im fucking flying 
does he want me or am i just dying
yeah yeah im so lost in love 
but im finding my way wiriting all these songs 
ill make him famous just because i sgn about him 
he doesnt know it but i love him like a fountain 
does he want me or am i just drowning 
im climbing up these ranks like a mountain 
im not falling cuz i told him he cant have this  
im just playing cuz he knows i am a bad bitch

BDJ & North $tar:

yeah yeah ive been so lost in love 
but she/he makes me feel like im enough
when were together the colors are brighter 
do you love me light me up like a lighter 
yeah yeah ive been so lost in love 
but you make me feel like im enough 
yeah you love me light me up like a lighter 
you make me shine so much brigher

BDJ & North $tar: Lost In Love (prod. youngtaylor)

Noise.m4a

some of the bars of all time
@4EVER-COLLECTIVE

Two Faced, Too Real. (prod. Allcaps)

Nod