💀 black mail

Keeping Me Numb

yokia dreams

Stars [+ sogimura]

Spine

Spine (Ft. Weepings & Yokai Dreams) [Prod. Rajaste & sxber]

mix and master @ztope

lyrics

butterflys in ur heart
and i will take them to my grave
i am doing my part 
but i cant choose to be saved
we can worship the stars
time just stops where we lay
ive been delt all my cards 
and i am well out of my depth 
and deeper when pressing my scars

i can feel the pressure building
fast
push u out the way, theyre on
attack
in jeaporady when getting to
attatched
feeding on my bones until they 
snap

protect th silk casing like my worthless pulse depends on its
ur beaty will project to outside planes changing course of comets
im not what needs to be beside u in the end in fact far from it
i jus hope u can appreciate our final moments

ink is running out 
most likely my last few pages
everything battered and worn
theres not many too more stages
but i am yet to explore 
the deepest part of my core
but  this aint about me anymore
im happy to pass the torch, in this storm
im still warm, coz i can tell that ur changing ur formv

still one arm on this battle ship i steer
there are one too many waiting for us at the pier
it isnt fair
we’ve come so far 
it stops right here
now this ur part
i hope you’ll know that this is what i wanted dear

butterflies in ur heart (killedmyself)

lyrics ⬇️ 

you mean nothing to me 
you mean nothing to me

one minute trippin 
next minute you know wassup
well you should speak up then
cuz I don’t do well with the drugs
I’ll fall down the stairs
and everyone knows you won’t pick me up
yea you do not care
i think our life better without us in love

cuz it’s not getting better if you do not get away from me
say I want you later but I cannot have your company 
look to check the weather app
but it’s gonna be raining
so what I’m saying
is I’m not waiting
around for anyone else to get with
i stand my ground well I hope that you keep ur distance
huge town
but I cant find no one to live with
move south
well that’s where I went ye a that’s where I live in

one minute trippin 
next minute chillin
what’s this abt
say I’m a villain 
well I’m in ya head and I’m in ya mouth

just listen the lights gettin low
for the mission
i don’t wanna speak 
when you don’t want attention 

might weep for my life get to wishin like
how can I tell what is real 
how can i tell what is fake
get out my face
cant catch a break or even a meal
like what is the deal they not fixin the wage
I been makin my plays 
every single day they going to waste
livin a lot make it harder to save
but don’t get it wrong I’m still makin a lane

yea no mission accomplished only assumption 
yea I need an accomplice but I got no options yea

you mean nothing (yunny goldz)

thanks for listening <3
prod by king theta

lyrics:
My life is a movie shot by Ari Aster
Hard to stay on script like an actor
Nothing really matters
What's the point when it ends in disaster
Theres no happy ever after
Cut! I need quiet on the set
Cause there'e a mother fucking riot in my head
I, I just wanna do my best
But honestly I don't know how much better it can get
I can't act right without direction
Every time I speak I hate every fucking sentence
I forgot to mention
I'm doing better that's a point of contention
I guess I never learned my lesson

Scratch that, I think we need another flashback
Way before I ever turned to a jackass
Doing good is something that I'm bad at
I'm a joke go ahead and cue the laugh track
Lights, camera, action
It fell apart before it ever happened
It's the story of my life and its tragic
Demons in my head and I'm trapped at the cabin

Close your eyes and count to ten
This is where the story ends
I'm all alone lost all my friends
There's whispers in my head again
I hear voices coming from the shadows
Saying that I'm worthless
Calling me an asshole
It's like I'm swimming up stream, no paddle
My life is a never ending battle

I feel like something's after me
I'm followed by catastrophe
I woke up from a nightmare nauseous
Now I hear noises coming from the closet
Life's like walking barefoot on a spiked floor
I'm just another point you added to your high score
My tongue's tied and you always seem to bite yours
My heart is racing and I hope it's on the right course
I only feel fear and loathing
Black hole my hearts imploding
It's hard to keep the camera rolling
Game over a new one's loading

Lights, camera, action
It fell apart before it ever happened
It's the story of my life and its tragic
Demons in my head and I'm trapped at the cabin
Scratch that, I think we need another flashback
Way before I ever turned to a jackass
Doing good is something that I'm bad at
I'm a joke go ahead and cue the laugh track

Close your eyes and count to ten
This is where the story ends
I'm all alone lost all my friends
There's whispers in my head again
I hear voices coming from the shadows
Saying that I'm worthless
Calling me an asshole
It's like I'm swimming up stream, no paddle
My life is a never ending battle

My life is a never ending battle
My life is a never ending battle
My life is a never ending battle

quiet on the set! (prod king theta)

Lyrics:
Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I'm staying up, I'm laying low
I'm in the stu, don't check my phone
Don't understand, the new world we know
Not as a part, but just as a whole

I feel left out, not gonna cap
All this new shit, don't keep up with that
I stick to myself, the loneliest fact
Life just goes on, you can't run it back

Man I know I'm getting older
I turned into a stoner
Hey dad I just be playing
Know you know I'm just a loner

I wonder where my life went
I put that shit on silent
The days keep passing by
Live my life behind my eyelids

I keep seeing prime examples of what I'm supposed to be
I worry everyday that I'll let down my family tree
I've been working night and day but I still wonder honestly
Is it even good enough and can I change my destiny

I will keep trying, just for the sake
Yes I will bend, but I will not break
Take a step back at the end of the day
But it's not even over, like give me a break

I don't agree with my fate, yuh
Chasing the money since day one
Still in this mess, I'm a late one

Getting Older

romance is hard to let go of with you 
I can see everything that you couldn't see
now that you found yourself 

I had to try 
and watch you fall away
there's nothing here
apart from me weeping 
you thought the world 
spins another way
and now I'm just stuck
with the burden of healing

hurt is the love
that I held on too
the dark deep colour of blue

found yourself

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=Lyrics=


Hollow17:

i dont wanna bring the past back
and i think that goes for anyone
my heads under attack
and i dont think i will ever be enough

Im dying on this hill and i don't wanna change that
saying that u love me baby i don't believe that
giving me flashbacks i dont wanna do this
cause im tired of ur bullshit
i just want some space if u dont mind
cause i cant tell if im dead or alive
Im dying on this hill and i dont wanna change that
saying that u love me only fuckin brings the past back

imma pack my bags imma fuckin run away
cause im tired of getting stabbed in the back
been a while since i seen myself cry
when i look in the mirror i don't recognize that guy 

broken feelings deep down
all the screams are cursed sounds
i don't know myself
but a happily ever after is only in fairy tale
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HeyLee Manzeron:

Bitch, imma die on this hill
With those drugs and those pills
You just put them down my throat
Pull the trigger make the kill
Funny how shit works out, and we’re over
Funny how i left you the minute i got sober

Fell in love in october
Under the clovers
You’re not in my range
But i still drive that rover
I see those blue strands of hair
Just draping on my timeline
It was a fairytale
and now we’re tripping over landmines
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Hollow17:
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Im dying on this hill and i don't wanna change that
saying that u love me baby i don't believe that
giving me flashbacks i don't wanna do this
cause i'm tired of ur bullshit
i just want some space if u dont mind
cause i can't tell if im dead or alive
Im dying on this hill and i dont wanna change that
saying that u love me only fuckin brings the past back

i dont wanna bring the past back
and i think that goes for anyone
my heads under attack
and i dont think i will ever be enough
i dont wanna bring the past back
and i think that goes for anyone
my heads under attack
and i dont think i will ever be enough

FlashBacks! W/ HeyLee Manzeron (Wisssery + Caves)

produced by cxrter & VITO
mix & master by cxrter & evergarden
📸: Lizzy Chew

lyrics:
(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

tell me what's the cost
something just to have
everybody else gets on easier than that
i could make a call
you could send it back
i could give you everything
just tell me what you want
i could put it all to the side
it's just a noise now
i could make it right in the end
but what's the point now
fuck it up so late the game
who i'm supposed to be
i was me, but it's really not a choice now
voice down, breathe in, breathe out
never one to fall, but i'm in so deep
dream of death when i fall asleep

white lies just complicate it
painted in colors fading
wonder why i've been so pressed
feet on top, my neck have started pressing down again

go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

(notcursed)
don't wanna cause a loss of my own life
my own voice don’t feel right
you called it, under the street light
i walked back alone
i’m craving for a feeling
creating my own meaning
heart drops, a fleeting
but you wouldn’t believe it
let it sink in
i can't find a reason for all the commotion
when will i learn all the parts i’m supposed to
don’t understand the new feelings that grow though

(greenwood)
go in circles, somewhere to know you
call it sickness, white lights and cold rooms
say my name, the dark luminates through
only made in states i'm constrained to

circles (cxrter x vito)

I was walking in the farmers market 
I never expected to see you there 
And we talked again like I’ve always wanted 
But your words were few of something nice to hear 
By the CD area stalls 
you were telling me I should just get over you
But I can’t 
Holding up the line I’m begging you can we try again 

So don’t go for too long I’ll miss ya 
By the car you shout back then that was different 
I moved on 
found a new one it’s going great thanks for asking
Hung up 
Crying out what I held in for a very long time 
Distraught now that your gone
Makes this another event you won’t find me at this fall

Is it possible to talk about everything we did
When you looked at me that first night 
And gave me that kiss
But it was different then 
I was a different man 
All I ever hoped for was to see you again
I got the chance to get you back it’s in front of me
I’ll do anything right now you come and talk to me 
I just want us to work out your mine to be 
All over again  <333

Farmers Market (king theta)

Prod Matthew may 

She says she cares 
I know she don’t 
You’re in my head
I’ll slit my throat 
She said to wait 
You know I can’t escape your touch 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

Sit me down but I dont want to talk 
There’s no point of going on and on 
And I know that things won’t be the same 
And I know cause I found the words to say 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

I won’t wait 
I won’t wait 
I won’t wait 
For you to change 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you 

So I’m here waiting to wait again 
It’s no fair that I’m getting played again 
And I found the words to say to you 
No girl no point of degrading you

Waiting 2 Wait Again

lyrics ⬇️
let me in your heart once again
i never thought that i would make some sense of this
but broken promises will never change if they dont listen

gimme just another minute i dont really know what even going on

and i hate to see that you act like youre so conflicted i know that youre gona run

make me think that itll last so long
but it wont even last a week more
now im sleepin out on my wood floor

change out my other clothes for some new ones so that they dont know
i would rock anything you bought me
so that i could show
my love
but, now i wanna burn it on a stove
gave up
On us
everything turn to hatred 
turned to stone

(booj)

It’s like you placed me down below and I’ve got nothing left to show 
Well the thorns scratched deep but I couldn’t let you know 
The brightness in the air covered up all the soulless glare 
I know it when I see it now
I don’t think you would care 
I’m just your person for a moment yet somehow you grieved me 
My heart still beats and I know it’s not sweet anymore 
Just fingertips of stone and languish for a home 
And all that’s left, is to confide 
I’ll sit alone until I’m casted out that’s my kind 
And reconciliation like a curse you place upon me
Now my only thoughts I wish they could just be fondly thought of

(halfhearted)

world on my back, blood on my chin
hate it when the world meets my eyes
didnt mean to fold, it was too cold
told me be bold when i cried
im sorry that iv hardly been the man that you want
im falling and im burning 
like the urn of our love
they say im full of purpose 
but im worthless whwre im from
im sorry im burden,
i was perfect to you once
i wrote a laundry list of how i hate who iv become
im sick of clinching fists and hoping that ill be enough.

turn burgandy
match the color on my tee
cut my heart and let it bleed
watch it run right out of me 
guess ill try to get some sleep
because ppl talk and they percieve

turned to stone w/ lil booj & halfhearted (yunnygoldz)

Lyrics: 

stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

straight karambit fade im pullin up in polo underwear
my bitch wear a sundress but theres nothing else thats under there
work so hard im killin for a sign like it aint even fair 
i could cry but im too busy flying like im delta air

breeze through the hate
30 gram at my waist
louis belt keep it placed
smell so skunk you could taste

taste it on your lips
like your hands are on her hips
thats the night i lost my shit
bitch im still not over it

fight fight just to fall through the cracks yuh
cold night even when your on my lap ay
you hate my guts why the fuck you saying that
we cant get back something that we never had

stack skrilla, margiela killa, i dont wanna die here
gucci, fendi, louis, blow some cash and feel alive wear
white on white designer head to toe im like a polar bear
surgeon mask is fillin with the smoke theres potent in the air

straight karambit fade im pullin up in polo underwear
my bitch wear a sundress but theres nothing else thats under there
work so hard im killin for a sign like it aint even fair 
i could cry but im too busy flying like im delta air

delta air (prod. ʎpoqou)

lyrics:

warm lights
radiate off the deck onto the lake at night
girl i promise i love you
i promise ill hold you tight
baby fall asleep to this song
i know its harder not to sing along
but im quiet
baby fall asleep to this
really im ok im just tired
girl i couldnt lie to you
watch me float away into the mire
im feeling like its either she just shy or she just hate me
and i feel like its gotta be
but the latter would be preaching to the choir baby girl

i could tell
you dont feel it anymore
tell me how to make it return
when it comes to love ion think im ever sure
and maybe thats whats making it work

i hate it when my bones bend
oakflesh i think i got stoneflesh
this armour on my brain and on my heart its like a fortress
late into my night your soul compiled in this corpus
even in the dark im willing to bet ur looking gorgeous

warm lights
radiate off the deck onto the lake at night
girl i promise i love you
i promise ill hold you tight
baby fall asleep to this song
i know its harder not to sing along
but im quiet

mire walker (eric godlow)

official video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QH2GEFDlSEE

@93FEETOFSMOKE x @youngburial 

threw away my weed on accident
then i fell asleep on accident
trippin acid with my dad on accident
oops i just got sad on accident
fell asleep at the wheel on accident
hoping i don't cause an accident
just fell down the stairs on accident 
forgot u don't care on accident


ten toes up i tripped on the bottle
hope u don't notice
i cracked my phone screen on the sidewalk
just recycled my passport, the sun burnt the dashboard
my transmission broke and i almost got in a car accident
i accidently knowww
i know way too much
i know way too much
oh nooooo
i accidently kno- 
trash man trash man throw me out 
i came from the swamp
track mud through the house

trash man trash man throw me out 
i came from the swamp
track mud through the house
sandman sandbox, buried treasure  
mmmnnm

and i dont need to fall against the wall
and bruise my knee again

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fats'e & 93FEETOFSMOKE - scraped my knee on accident (pt. iii) [video out now link in desc]

produced by @metlast
featuring at @ihatepromnight

https://soundcloud.com/lottaheart/broken-in-two
https://soundcloud.com/ihatepromnight/restart-prodmetlast


@lottaheart:
broken in two
but i keep falling for you
that's how i know that its true
you say you want me
i want you too

baby come with me
just take my hand
i can tell you really wanna dance
if only you could give me one more chance
cause you're the only one that understands me

as long as i have you i dont need no plan b
tell you i want you and you say that you want me
hold you so close when i'm feeling lonely
you're so sweet baby you remind me of candy

so sweet
you're so sweet whenever you're around
i want you to hold me down



@ihatepromnight:
yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

self destructive-
type of person
my demons chase me,
they fucking lurking
i'm sick and tired-
of fucking hurting
will i ever be better than a burden?

yeah i'm back where i started
back to being broken hearted
never gave a fuck about myself
you think by now that i would try to find some help

FlashBacks! W/ HeyLee Manzeron (Wisssery + Caves)

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